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Dear readers, this is my second boyxboy story and I think I like this one A TON more. As usual, sorry for any grammar mistakes. If you really want to you can comment them and I will fix them, I will. 😀 have a nice day!
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I pulled in to Sutton’s drive. Her house was deceiving. It looked small in the outside, but it was roomy on the inside. Walking through the front door, Sutton’s mom welcomed us at the door with cookies. Talk about picture perfect. In the living room, her twin brothers were absorbed in video games. They were only five, so I’m assuming they had half days at school or something.
“Were just going in the basement,” Sutton took the whole plate of cookies from her mom. She went to the kitchen. We followed after her, knowing where the basement was. So many times have I and everyone else been here for sleepovers. Since the second grade, when we formed our group. We were like a gang, at least that’s what Jason described it as. Sutton’s house was the place our group sleepovers usually took place. It was because she had a huge basement all to herself. Her brothers weren’t allowed down there. I mean, not that anyone else’s house wasn’t good enough, but Sutton’s mom was amazingly cool. She wasn’t married anymore so it was just her. And she probably would let us get away with murder.
“Oh those were for your brothers!” Sutton’s mom tried to call to her. We were already halfway down the stairs. Last time I was here was the first day of spring break. We had a little party. We wouldn’t let anyone else in and we wouldn’t have it unless everyone of us could make it. Those were the rules. By everyone I mean Jason, Jensen, me, Sutton, Gavin and Charlie.
“So I brought home my notebook so we could record the results or whatever,” Sutton threw her notebook on the table we were standing around. “Let’s get this over with.” She took out a pen and sat down. “And we are doing the extra credit…”
“Well I’m not kissing anyone but I will hug you,” Gavin said right away.
“What makes you think your getting out of it?” Jensen sits down across from Sutton. Making it harder for him to participate. Smart move.
“Because you have a ‘girlfriend’?” I sit down too, letting Sutton know we better figure who’s doing what instead if winging it. “too bad we have never seen this girl friend…” I trailed off.
“You have! You see her everyday!” Gavin pleads. He was stuck in his lie.
“Then who?” Jensen threw his hands up, surrendering almost.
“I can’t,” Gavin sighs and sits down with the rest of us. He looks down at the table and res ts his head in his hands. “I can’t tell you right now.” He seems so sad about that. When did he become a good actor all of the sudden?
“Oh for Jesus’ sakes it’s me! I’m his girlfriend ok?” Sutton blurts out. Gavin’s head pops up. “You idiots are blabber mouths and I just didn’t know how to say anything yet.”
I turned my head toward Jensen, who was sitting right next to me. They were keeping it a secret this whole time? What jerks…then again Sutton had a point. If she were to tell any of us, it would have got to Jason and Jason likes to tell EVERYONE.
“Ok, well with that,” Gavin got up and went to Sutton. He reached out his hand to her. She grabbed it and was pulled in for a hug. My heart immediately dropped. That was so cute. Ah what am I thinking, getting all mushy. Gavin let go and took Sutton by the shoulders, “Write down how you felt.”
Sutton smiled and sat back down. “Relieved,” She wrote in the notebook and passed it to me, along with the pen. “your turn, choose a guy to hug because Gavin took the girl.” She giggled. Gavin outsmarted us. He did that on purpose. Well it’s just a hug I guess.
I got up and pulled Jensen by the color or his shirt. “Let’s go,” I said.
“You don’t have to be so demanding,” He whined. Maybe I should try his voice.
“ok sorry,” I cleared my throat. “Jensen please hug me,” That time I whined like a little girl and folded my hands. He laughed at me and came closer. For some reason I was getting impatient. God, how long does it take to get a hug?
Jensen put his arms around my waist, forcing me to put mine around his neck. Unexpectedly, he squeezed me and whispered, “Relax,” I breathed out and relaxed my body, letting my head rest in the crook of his neck. He did the same. Then after a few seconds I started to think this was awkward, so I pulled away. I mean, I’ve hugged a Jensen before but I was a bro hug. Not really a genuine hug. This one was real and heartwarming. Awkward.
Jensen say back down and grabbed the own and began writing. He looked up at me, then back at the notebook. “Awkward,” He wrote. Good, he was thinking the same thing. He handed the notebook back to Sutton and she read what he wrote. She but her lip and chuckled. What was so funny about ‘awkward’?
“Extra credit?” She asked. Now I’m thinking the hug should have been extra credit. “you have no choice, your not leaving here until I get that extra credit.” She was so mean. Does she know how mentally damaging it could be to kiss your best friend? Well I guess she knows something about it, after all she is going out with Gavin.
I checked my phone to avoid further extra credit talk. My mom texted me about fifteen minutes ago saying dinner would be at five. It was 4:15 right now. I sighed super loud and annoyingly, “Let’s get this over with,”
Jensen’s eyed widened. He looked to Sutton. She nodded. Jensen had to come to me. Jensen had to kiss me. I wasn’t going to be the one to make the first move. Jensen came closer. There was about an half an inch height difference between the two of us. He was the taller one. His face was now so close, I could feel his breathing. Our eyes locked. Within seconds, everything became serious. No more smiling or giggling. Not even a sound from Gavin or Sutton. Then I felt Jensen’s lips on mine.
I didn’t really know what to expect. I have kissed before but they were all girls. Not only was this not a girl, but this was my best friend. Things could’ve crumble any second. But as soon as he kissed me, my thoughts stopped. My mind literally froze. I had the urge to move my hands from my side to the back of Jensen’s head. I wanted more. Why? Was it really that long since I kissed someone? I snapped at that. I lost control and my hands left my side. I found them wrapped in Jensen’s hair. I panicked and felt my face getting warm. Then I realized something. Jensen was doing the same thing! Fuck, yolo here we go. I opened my mouth and let him in. Now we were really kissing. No ‘just lips’ crap. It was warm. Jensen pressed our bodies bodies closer together. Bad idea. That’s when I felt something I shouldn’t have. it was hard. Oh my god. This was too far. I knew what I was doing and I had to stop it.
I ripped away. Panting, finally getting some air. Was that a good enough kiss for Sutton’s extra fucking credit? I had my hands on my knees and my head down. I wasn’t looking forward to everyone’s facial expressions. I heard Jensen gasp. I jerked my head up. He was sitting back down in his chair, writing away. Sutton’s mouth hung wide open looking frantically between me and Jensen. I went over to the table and bent down over Jensen. His body tensed up under me. I read what he wrote. ‘completely weird/awkward’. Good.
“Ride home anyone?” I asked in general. This wasn’t going to come up in conversations and some how we all already knew that. It was just to personal.
“Yeah,” Gavin shook his head and laughed a bit. He grabbed his back pack and gave Sutton a kiss on the cheek, “See you later.” and went upstairs.
Jensen closed the notebook and handed it to Sutton. “Nobody knows,” He said concerned. He grabbed his pack pack and followed Gavin. Obviously he didn’t like what just happened. He didn’t even look at me. Not that I liked it either…
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I dropped Gavin off at home first. I need to talk to Jensen alone.
“I’m sorry, Jay” I started off with. He looked at me, confused.
“Sorry for?” He asked. Did he really not know?
“For that…kiss I guess.” We were sitting in my car, in his drive way. I didn’t want him to go just yet. He had to know I really didn’t mean it. I just…happened.
“It’s okay…”
“No it’s not, I can tell your really creeped out by it and I didn’t mean it. I just haven’t kissed anybody in awhile and I guess I just lost control and I don’t know why but-”
He cut me off. “Really, I don’t care.” He went to open the passenger door, but I locked it right before he could open it. “Whiat…”
“I feel really bad, don’t be mad at me. I swear no one has to know and I won’t do it again just please-” I was cut off once again, but not by his words. I was stopped by his mouth. He was kissing me…again. And I kissed back. After I was done being startled of course.
“I liked it,” He said as he pulled away.
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