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Cameron’s p.o.v
Once I finally woke up. Pain rushes throw me. It didn’t hurt as much as it should’ve I feel this pain all the time. It was a dark place an the floor was so cold.
After I managed to pull myself up I realized I had no cloths on. Not even my binder…I felt worse then anything. I have not once actually looked at my body in years.
‘Wothless freak girl not enough’
Words just kept floating throughout my head. What do I do now? Why couldn’t he just simply kill me after he raped me? I began to wonder the place I was in.
After a few minutes I found a light switch. The house was old an creepy. Looked like it was about to cave in as well. My wrists hurt a bit. Rubbing my wrists I looked at them seeing read circles around my wrist like I was hunged up by by wrists. I was disgusted with what I was seeing.
Not once has anyone touched my body nor would I let anyone. My body isn’t what I wanted or what I wanted anyone else to see.
‘Raped.’
That word flooded my mind. It wasn’t til now that I started to freak out.. I cried an cried an scream for my dear life till I couldn’t. I was exhausted weak scared numb hurt. Why did God hate me so much?
Once again I pulled myself up off the ground. Walking into the bathroom I found ace bandages in one of the cabinets.
Rapping some around my chest area I began to feel a bit better. I used to used ace bandages when I didn’t have a binder.
But since I don’t have a binder anymore I used what I could. Knowing it could possibly bruise me or hurt my rib cage I simply didn’t really care.
What possibly could happen worse then what already happened. Where’d that dude even go?
Eh. I shrugged it off. Walking up the stairs was hard. The steps were either broken or if you stepped on them they broke. At the top I turned to my left find in a room.
I opened the door. The room was a dark purple with the wallpaper fall off. Nothing was in this room besides a tedy bear with the name if Julia on it. I grabbed the bear.
When I did the head fell off showing pictures inside if the bear. What the hell? I grabbed the first picture it had what looked like a 6 year old girl hugging what looked like her father. The mother was in the background playing with a dog.
They seemed like a really great family. I set the bear back down on the ground Walking out of the room into the next one.
This one had white walls with a closet. Nothing was in the room. I opened the closet finding cloths. The only things in my size was a tank top with a sword an roses on it an a pair of black jeans that were ripped.
After putting on the cloths I carefully walked downstairs. I heard noises in the kitchen so I quietly walked to the front door opening it.
“Where do you think your going mis?”
SHIT SHIT SHIT. I turned around an grabbed the nearest thing to me which was a baseball bat. I hit in in the head an ran out the door.
I didn’t care where my stuff was or where anything of my thing were I just wanted out of here. I wanted comfort. I ran so long I had no clue was I was. Walking up to a house I have never been to I knocked in the door.
“Hello?” The door opened
“Cam?”
Isaacs p.o.v
Me an plam were watching a movie downstairs since the others weren’t going to be home for a week YES! I haven’t heard much about Cam. My heart ached at the thought of him being dead.
Cops gave up on trying to find him. Its been 9 days since he went missing. Plam tried her best to keep me preoccupied from the thought.
But it just didn’t happen. I haven’t talked to anyone since Blake’s phone call. I refuse to anyways.
“Isaac talk please…”
Plam has been trying her hardest to get me to talk. I shoke my head.
She looked down at the floor in disappointment. The door bell rang.
“Hello?” Plam said at the top of her lungs.
She was about to get up to open the door but I simply put my hand in her way. She nodded in response.
I completely thought I was going to be the cops saying they found Cam dead. I opened the door to find something completely different then what I thought.
“Cam?” He looked at me with pear sadness. Then he hugged me and I hugged him back.
“Isaac who is at the do-” she stopped in midsentence when she seen me hugging him.
She mouthed “I that’s him?” I just nodded.
“Isaac.” he began to sob majorly.
“Y-y-you don’t know how happy it is is is…To see you” he was trying to get his words out while crying.
“Shhh Cam…” I said while rubbing his back.
After a hour has passed Cam was cuddle up by my side while I was watching a movie.
“Isaac?” I tuned my head over to the kitchen.
“Yes sis?”
“What do you think happened to him?”
I thought for a min. He could stop crying he put himself into a panic attack which my sister helped him out of. He kept saying the word raped…wait. oh my god…Was Cameron raped?!?!?
Plam seen my expression completely change
“Isaac don’t do anything. Just comfort him. He needs you.” Plam walked up stairs into her room.
“Isaac?”
“Hm?”
“Can I tell you something?”
“Of course you can Cam” he moved from my waist I felt cold and empty.
“I ran away from my house thinking I can get away from all my pain. Pain. In witch I mean the pain of how I udderly fucked up the relationship with my ex Xander he. He cut himself because I always did something wrong. I made him over think an cut himself. Who the he’ll does that to some one he loves?”
“Ca-” he cut me off before I could respond
“no Isaac stop. I need to let this out.” I nodded.
“Pain. I’m transgender as you know well when I told my family my sister walked out on us my father only come a back every so often an when he does I’m not aloud to be home.” Cameron laughed a bit.
“My grandparents won’t talk to anyone who lives with me. Won’t talk to me. My mother beats me because of it. I’ve never actually had a friend besides Blake. You were different though. You never pushed me to do anything always tried to help me. Even now your listening to me rant vent an I’ve been here longer then a hour an you still haven’t like called the cops to tell them I’m here. You one if the greatest friends ever Isaac.”
Before I could response I felt warm soft lips against mine. Cam was kissing me. It toke me a minute to react back. We moved are lips in sync. It was my frist kiss ever and I loved it.
Once he pulled away for breath. He looked at me.
“Isaac?”
“Yes.”
“Why do you flinch when I touched you?”
Shit. I for once never wanted someone to touch me in any sexual way again.
After when I went to mis greens house. I didn’t notice I flinched either. I guess after that happened I don’t know if I can trust anyone around my body…
“Can I tell you a secret Cam?”
“Of course Forest” I sighed.
“I was uh. raped when I was younger” Cameron’s eyes lit up.
“Isaac.”
“Yes?”
“I was to but what I was missing.”
CAMERON WAS RAPED! SKJSJSOSNSKSIS. Camron hugged me.
“Don’t worry about me right now.” How can I not Cameron?
Cameron’s p.o.v
Being by his side was comforting. My stomach was swarming with butterflies an I was kinda blushing.
Once I heard plam leave the room. Me an Isaac started to talk. I wanted to understand why my mind kept thinking about kissing him or touching him in any way I could. Was I actually falling for him? I wanted to figure out more.
So after ranting to Isaac I kissed him it toke him a minute to react. I noticed he was shaking an sorta flinching. But if I was doing something wrong wouldn’t he tell me? The kiss felt amazing. Xander an Blake’s kisses had no compared to Isaacs. It made me crave for more. I just wanted to keep kissing him. But I had to ask why he flinched.
“Isaac?”
“Yes..”
“Why do you flinch what I touch you?” He looked like he was in deep thought maybe I shouldn’t have asked him..
“Can I tell you a secret Cam?”
“Of course Forest” He sighed.
“I was uh. raped when I was younger” My eyes lit up thinking about the early episode that happen I should tell him…
“Isaac.”
“Yes?”
“I was to but when I was missing….” Oh lordy Isaac looked pissed. So I hugged him.
“Don’t worry about me right now.” I said knowing that wasn’t going to happen.
We cuddled up an fell asleep minutes afterwords…
(A/n does anyone even like this story?)
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