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Plams p.o.v.(SURPRISE)
Isaac has been the best brother in the whole world. From trying to get me out of my comfortzone to trying to get me to actually laugh.
He’s the best. I couldn’t have asked for a better bother. We were always close. He was the only boy out of 9 siblings. I never much liked any of my siblings. But he kinda slid his way into becoming basically my best friend. We were inseparable since he was 5 to age 13.
I did something that hurt the poor kid more then anything. I tried to kill myself.
When we were in the hospital he asked me if I remember anything before I went full blacked out. Truly I didn’t remember at all that made sadness into his eyes.
What have I done to my best friend my brother? After all that I’ve just stop being suicidal at the thought of hurting my baby brother.
I mean I still have thoughts out wanting to die but then Isaac says something to me an makes me forget about it. In a way you can say he saved me. In more ways then one.
We aren’t as close as before but we’re getting there. Growing up I knew Isaac never had liked anyone much. I man he said some people were cute mostly boys. I knew he was gay. I also knew he was asexual.
After the one time mom and the other girls went to see are one sister in jail he didn’t come home. I begged mom to go get him since a he left him with a complete stranger. Her words were just
“Maybe he’ll die and I won’t have to have a son” then she shrugged.
Me talking to mom was a first. I hated her so much. But Isaac was with a complete stranger FOR GOD SAKES HE COULD DIE. Nine days later mom went and got him.
When I seen him He was more happy then anything. Something in he eyes told me what was up. I remember that look. He….he Was in love. How the heck?
When me and him had to watch Dash he told me everything. Cameron was a broken boy. I felt bad for him. I’m surprised he was even still alive with his living conditions.
But while Isaac was talking about Cam his eyes lit up. For the first time he was truly happy once again.
But this time it wasn’t because of me. I hurt him in a way that will never be able to forgive me. I never ment to do that. But as long as he’s happy I’m all good. I actually wanted to met this Cameron kid and have a talk with him. Isaac was the most happiest kid for a bit.
Till one night. I heard crying sobbing and thumps from his room. When I opened the door he was crying his eyes out while punching a wall. I hugged him stopping him from doing anymore damage. What was so wrong with him?
The only word he could say that he choked up between sobs was Cameron kill himself. I looked at him in complete shock.
Why would that poor Kid. BEOdjdE. I just wanted to comfort Isaac as the best as I could.
Cameron was gone for days the police stopped looking for him to. Isaac hasn’t spoke to anyone through the whole time Cameron was gone.
Till one day when it was just me and him. I’ve never actually been out of my room in awhile. So Isaac dragged me out if my room to the living room.
Once again he’s trying to make someone else happy and get them out of their comfort zone. We watched a lot of movies that apparently came out when I was all locked up in my room.
People may wonder what did I do all this time in my room? Well I either slept hangout with Isaac or I video chated my internet friends. Isaac didn’t know I had internet friends.
They are some of the other reason I’m still here today. I met most of them off of my homeschooling stuff. Back to Cameron.
When Isaac and me were on our 5th movie someone knocked one the door. I thought it would be are drunken sister again. Isaac wanted me out of my comfort zone okay then. I was going to open the door but Isaac probably understood why I was going to open the door.
Once the door open. I heard Isaac. In the first time in days I heard my baby brother voice. All it said was
“Cam”.
I was confused at the thought. Cameron? Listening their conversion I heard between sobs
“Isaac you don’t know to happy is to see you”
Isaac did what he knew was best clam him down before they talked.
A hour passed Cameron kept saying Raped the whole time. Isaac I thought was going to die because of that word.
But he was so clam with Cameron around. Usually he would flip out when he heard that word.
I don’t think I’ve ever actually seen him this clam with someone so close to him. Other then me. Was Isaac really in love with Cameron? I didn’t want to be much of a bother so I went upstairs. And here I sit in my room of silence. Sigh. You’ll be okay Plam..
Cameron’s p.o.v.
When I woke up I was tangled up with Isaac on the couch. He was taller then me so my head was laying on he chest. I could hear his heartbeat. It was calming.
“Cam?”
“Hm?” He was half asleep you could tell by his voice. God that was so freaking CUTE. Ugh…
“why’d you kiss me?” My heart fluddered I totally forgot I did that.
“I wanted to see something.” His eyes actually opened.
“What was that?” Was all he said.
“Your making me soft Isaac.” He just laughed.
His laugh was one of the most beautiful sounds I have ever heard.
“How so?” He asked in a sexy/sleepy voice. I smiled.
“Because I’m usually not like this with someone. But I guess your my only exception” his smile made butterflies swarm in my stomach.
I don’t know why I’m doing this since last time I feel for someone it fail badly but. This..This feels right. After arguing with my thoughts. I moved up to where are faces were in by each other.
“Why hello there Cameron” I laughed a bit which made him smile.
“Isaac.”
“Yes?”
“Shut up” before he could respond I close the gap between are lips.
The kiss was loving an soft are lips moved in sync once again. The kiss soon become a make out seen. I’ve never actually kissed someone in a long time. I was scared he was ganna go father then kissing so I stop led kissing him.
“Awh why’d you stop.” I smiled.
He actually did want to kiss me. Hehe. I began to blush. So I hid my face with the sleeves of the jacket Isaac let me wear.
“I made you blush. Yay.” I felt hands on my hands.
“Cam don’t hid your face. I like it”
LORDY If I wasn’t hardcore blushing I sure as hell am now. He moved my hands from my face. Before I could say anything or protest. He connected are lips together.
Once again we moved are lips in sync. I didn’t want this to end. But my stupid lungs need oxygen.
“Cam?”
“Yes?”
“Who was your first kiss?” Did he really ask me that?.. who was my first kiss? Oh um…
“Xander”
“Who’s that?”
“A boy that broke my heart” my eyes began to tear up.
Stupid fucking jddne. Why’d do I have to be emotional. Isaac wiped my tears away.
“Don’t think about him. I’m sorry I asked.”
“It’s okay…..Sooo…”
“So?”
“Who was your first kiss?” He blushed.
“Well…heh….Lets see. All who am I kidding…Your my first kiss” well shit that’s New.
“Wouldn’t have thought I was your first kiss you there sir are a great kisser”
“Really?”
“Really” I layed my head back down on his chest.
Wishing I can just stay like this forever. Isaacs breaths became steady an soft snores we’re coming from him. I sat up an grabbed Isaacs phone an called someone.
“Isaac? It a like 4 in the morning way are you calling me so damn early.”
“Well that’s a nice way to talk to someone now is it Blake?”
“Cam. Cam. CAMERON?”
“Unfortunately yes.”
“OMGODCAMERON IM GOING TO SLAP YOU WHEN I SEE YOU SO HARD YOUR UNBORN CHILDREN WILL FEEL IT. THEN IM GOING TO SHOVE YOU SO FAR DOWN THE GROUND YOU’LL BE IN HELL-” He began to blabber on.
I would’ve listened but I felt arms around my waist. I tends up at first till I realized Isaac had his arms around me then I relaxed.
“Stealing my phone now?”
“Yes sir I am” he kissed me on the cheek.
“Who’d you call?”
“CAMERON MOTHERFUCKING BLUE VINCE! DO YOU HEAR ME?”
“Blake?” I put the phone on speaker.
“Oh hi Isaac. You didn’t hear all of that did you?”
“Actually no I just woke up.”
“Cameron what are you doing there?”
“Hanging out with my boyfriend” Isaacs face lit up so beautifully.
“WAIT WHAT?” then I hung up on him.
“Boyfriend huh?”
“Oh I was just joking to Blake about that. But I mean if you want to.”
I turned around I was basically sitting on his lap with my lags around his waist. An then I whispered in this ear kinda seductively
“we can be boyfriends” that sent a shiver down his spine an I could tell.
“You Cameron are far different then I thought you would be.” Was all he said.
Then I moved to where I was looking in his beautiful emerald eyes. Then he said.
“I thought you would never asked” an locked are lips together.
“Isaac”
“Yes?”
I thought for a minute. How can I tell him? Does he remember?
“I still have girl parts” he hugged me.
“Not for long.”
Was all he said before he layed back down on the couch with me laying in top of him.
What did he mean by that?. I was to tired to answer my question.. we were both tangled together on the couch an I could care less about what was around us. Then I fell asleep.
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