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Cameron’s p.o.v
I woke up at 5 something in the morning as always. It wasn’t nothing unusual for me. I either never went to sleep for like days or I only slept for a couple of hours. It was a constant day to day thing. Never sleep make mother breakfast if she was even home.
Half the time she wasn’t home she was out drinking and being a whore that she is. Like seriously. She has a new guy every night. But I always lived when she wasn’t home but then I didn’t. I wasn’t the person to like being alone but yet…I always wanted to be alone. I never understood why I was like this. Like I hate being alone but when someone want a to be around me I turn it down.
Like when this new kid at school came. He wanted to be my friend and hangout with me. I told him no. He looked hurt. He sorta begged and like begged me to be his friend. But I nicely declined. I wouldn’t want to fuck up someone’s life. I’m a fuck up I screw up people lives. I’m a monster. My life was just a basic to do list.
Wake up mom school home sleep if can. Everyday that’s just it. But today wasn’t like that…I mean yes I woke up from the nightmares I get but it wasn’t the same as other days. Soon I heard a soft snore making me get out of my thoughts bad to reality. Looked over to what was snoring. It….it was Isaac. I totally forgot he was here. Shit.. Hopefully my mother lef-
“CHEYENNE!. I’m hungry. Make food and clean the house up!”
I felt Isaac move around a little. We weren’t cuddling or anything anymore. I was up against the wall and he was on the edge of the bed. I slowly sat up. Isaac rolled over so I put a blanket on him.
As soon as I walked out of my room my mother was right there and let me tell you she look furious. Before I could ask what was wrong I felt her hand acrossed my face.
“Bitch. Make the food.” Is all she said.
So I walked into the kitchen as she followed.
“I want eggs and pancakes with toast and sausages” I nodded at her response.
Shit…I shouldn’t have dont that. The anger in my mother’s eyes were so on fire.
“That’s rude. Speak back Fucker”
“Yes Mis.”
Wrong words. I felt her punched my side. Falling to the ground in pain. She kept kicking my side over an over again. It wasn’t anything I’m not used to. It happens every morning when she home. I couldn’t do anything back I would get a much worse punishment. I found that out already…Never wanting to found out again.
By the time she was done the tears were flooding down my face and I probably had bruises everywhere like always.
“Know what you worthless piece of shit. I’ll go buy my own food. Give me your money and I won’t be back till tomorrow sometime so give it all to me Bitch”
As I stood up pain rushed throughout me…Limping over to my Batman jacket on the couch. I grab the 130 dollars from the pocket. What else was I supposed to do?..
If I didn’t give her the money shell hurt me if I tried to keep some of the money she would find out. She always does…
She grabbed the money and her keys walking outside leaving. I slid down the wall grabbing my knees crying in pain. Why does she do this?.. What happened to the woman who loved me?.. What happened to my happiness?.. This was another day to day thing. As the whole show happened I forgot Isaac was here.
Till I looked up from my knees to him standing in front of me..He looked so hurt. Why did I bring him here. This was a bad idea now he’s going to tell someone..My mother’s going to make my live a living hell… shit..why do I have to be so freaking stupid!
By this time my body was shaking and the tears stopped going down my face. He sat by my side. I don’t think he knew what to do. In his emerald green eyes he looked scared lost and upset. God I’m so stupid! I should’ve never brought him here!.
Isaac p.o.v
Plam PLAM PLAM WAKE UP WAKE UP PLEASE PLEASE…Tears were going down my face I couldn’t breath. The blood was everywhere. She looked life less..I quickly grab my phone to call 911.
-Yes sir what may your problem be?-
-M.m.m- I couldn’t breath I was crying so heavily
-Sir clam down. Tell me what happen.-
–H.h.h..HER WRIST…Blood.. She’s life LESS…HELP..I DONT KNOW IF SHES ALIVE…HELPPP…-
I couldn’t stop crying this was so scary. Why’d she does this..Its my fault…I should’ve been in her with her. She looked upset before we came home..
-Clam down the ambulance is on its way-.
“I-i..i..is..Isaac…” I heard my sister speak.
“Yes Yes plam I’m here I’m here…” still crying heavily.
“L…e…t..let me go…” My eyes widen when she said that.
“No…NO NO…”
“sh….” she said.
“Fault…” she pointed at me
“Your…”
“….” She completely went blank. She said nothing and she look dead.
“NO NO NO NO PLAMMMMMM” I screamed while a paramedic pulled me away from her.
I woke up sweating. I haven’t had that nightmare in awhile… It was my fault. Is that was she was trying to say to me?. I’ve convinced myself that was she was trying to say that to me. I didn’t mean to But after that it was all I could think of. She didn’t remember the last words she spoke to me.
So I never asked about it. I didn’t want to make her remember her ex. I wanted her to be happy. I sat up looking around. Uh..This isn’t my room. Oh yeah. Its Cameron’s. As I sat up from the bed I heard sobbing from the other side of the door.
Opening it to see Cameron on the kitchen floor crying with his head on his knees. It gutted to see him like this. It hurt a lot. I walked over to him. As he looked up it killed me. He had a bloodly lip bruised arm. His blue eyes were a grey color. Looked like he wanted to give up had no hope. Nothing. Did his mother do this to him?.. Who would do this to this poor innocent boy.
He didn’t deserve this. I sat next to him. We sat there for about 20 mins before Cameron sat up. Limping to the bathroom. I wanted to help I really did but.. I thought I would hurt him if I tried.
5 mins later he walked out looking okay. Not as better as last night but better then the scared boy.
“Uh…follow me…we have somewhere to go” He said so sweetly.
We lefted the house and walked to someone else house.
“CAMERON!” He looked up to the new person and hugged him.
“She….She…” he began to cry. It hurt to see him cry like this.
“Shh. Cam. Breath. Don’t think about it. Breath.”
The dude said so calming. Few mins have passed Cameron stopped crying. We were all sitting in the persons room. Cameron still hasn’t said a word and the dude keeps giving me the death glare.
“Blake…” Cameron Said.
Both me and the dude name Blake looked at him.
“Yes?” He question.
“Don’t stare at him…He’s nice…don’t worry…” Cam said.
What does he mean don’t worry? What’s there to worry about? Yes I am nice but…
“Still.” Blake said while giving me a mean look.
Seriously why he he giving me these looks? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING.
“I’m going to take a nap…you too get along. Blake no killing anyone. also. he barely talks. don’t scare the poor little boy.” that’s all Cam said as he walked out of the room.
I felt so uneasy around this guy.
“What’s your name?”
“Uh. er.i-i-Isaac.”
“Touch him and I’ll kill you.”
“W-what?..” Fucking studder what the hell.
“You like him. Stay away from him.”
“huh.”
“He overprotective Isaac I’m sorry. Blake shut up” Cameron somehow entered the room without me and Blake knowing.
Once he said that he hid Blake in the back if the head. I laughed a bit making Blake give me a mean look.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be. I’m sleeping in your sister’s room. So leave me alone for an hour if I don’t end up waking up before then”
“okay” I nodded as Cameron walked back out the door shutting it.
“Just..just don’t hurt him in anyway. I’ll kill you if you do. I promise you that.” I’m sorta scared now…
“overprotective much?..”
“Oh so you can talk.” I just rolled my eyes at him. Of course I can talk you dip shit.
“Dah”
“Don’t be smart with me dude. You don’t even know me.”
“Yeah that’s right I don’t. Why am I still here?”
“I don’t know ask yourself that” it went silent for awhile till I broke it.
“Why are you so overprotective of him?” He looked at me.
Like actually looked at me with out a death glare or some shit.
“I would tell you. But. Its not my story to tell. Even though he’ll never tell you himself. Its not mine to tell. Just know if you hurt him in anyway I’ll personally kill you myself” owch that hurt.
What does he mean not his story? He’s the reason he’s overprotective. No ones making him.
“What happened to him this morning”
“Who even are you?” He asked me avoiding my question.
“A person.” I answered.
“No. I mean what are you to him who are you he’s never said anything about you and then he brings you here. Who are you?”
“His friend I think. We met yesterday and I spent the night at his house. woke up to him crying. Then we’ll we came here.”
“You stayed at his h-h-house?..” he studers he last part.
“Yes.”
“Don’t do it again.”
“Why?”
“Its for your safety don’t stay at his house again. Just don’t ask questions. Just don’t do it again.”
Silence came over us again. An hour has past and Cameron’s still sleeping Blake’s playing on his Xbox while I’m just sitting in a corner.
“Its been an hour…” I said quietly.
“So?”
“Cam said to wake him up in an hour”
“Oh yeah. Let him sleep. He barley gets sleep as it is. Best to leave him alone” I nodded.
The day went on like that really. Blake and me talked every so often Cameron slept the day away. Latterly he still hasn’t woken up since he went to sleep. I think he was so warned out. I ended up sleeping on Blake’s floor while he slept on his bed. I wanted to go home. Called my mom several times but no answer. Dad no answer. I didn’t have anyone else’s number. No one else to call.
So Blake let me stay the night here. It was weird. So right now it’s like 3 in the morning and I can’t sleep. Well I’m starting to get tired. About 14 mins later I fell asleep.
“Isaac!”
“Yes mommy?”
“The lady next door wants you. Like go do her dishes or something.”
“Okay. I love you”
“bye”
I walked over to the house next to mine. I was only 7 years old going to be 8 soon and I has a job. YAY happy dances a little.
“Hey Mis green.”
“Oh. Hey Isaac” I cleaned her whole house. It was about 9 at night now.
“Mis green I’m done”
“Good. I have a reward for you come here” I walked into her room.
There was no one in site. Then suddenly the door shut.
“H-h-h…hello?…”
“Go sit on the bed Pet.”
I didn’t know what was happening. Maybe I was getting a new game or game system? Maybe food? Or or…OMG a new dog? The maybes crossed my mind. I sat on the bed while mis green came out of the closet
“Okay now close your eyes. Put his blindfold on” why did she want me to do that? Maybe the reward is extra awesome. Heh. I smiled.
“You like this?.” She asked softly.
“Put your arms up. Can I handcuff you to the bed pet?”
Why did she want to do that? This reward is getting me so hyped up. I just nodded.
“Spreed your legs apart please?”
I didn’t understand any of this. What was spreading my legs going to do for her? So I did as told.
“Can you um. Take your pants off for me?” Uh…what?. What’s happening?..why do I need to take my pants off?.
“But only mommy sees me without pants” I said confused.
“Can i?. You can’t get your reward if you don’t do as told.” So I get the reward if I take off my pants. Seems simple enough. I toke off my pants.
“Okay I’m going to handcuff you to the bed now. Don’t move. And when I’m don’t spread your legs apart again.”
Seems to simple. I wanted my reward already. This is making me anxious. I just nodded. Once she handcuffed my hands to the bed I spread my legs apart.
“Do as told”
I heard her whisper into my ear. I nodded Once again. I felt a hand on my leg nearest to my foot. Her soft hand moved up. Slowly moving acrossed my leg up to my wast line. She touch the side of my briefs.
“These are in the way pet.” She said as she purred into my ear.
I felt weird. Like…what. she started rubbing the side on my leg near my um. Thing. She put two fingers on the wast of my briefs.
“Hmm..Your harder then I expected you to be right now.” She whispered in my war once again.
She slid my briefs down to my ankles. What is happening…then when I was so confuse right at the moment she kissed me. It wasn’t rough. It was soft and sweet. I’ve never kissed someone and this wasn’t okay. It felt weird. She’s a girl…I don’t like this.
“Awh. Why’d you stop being hard. That’s no fun. Guess I have to get it hard once again.” She moved her head my ear and slowly moved down.
“Its bigger then I ever thought it would be pet” she said so softly then sh-…
“Isaac! ISAAC!” I heard while feeling someone shaking me. I opened my eyes to see Cameron over top I’ve me once again.
“Are you okay?” He asked.
I though for a minute. My dream…why did I have to dream of that. Why why….why did she do that…Why didn’t my mother believe me…why didn’t my mom do something about it when she found out the truth…why why why. That’s all that went through my mind.
“hello Isaac?” ..
“oh um..sorry…just thinking…bad dream…”
“Oh. What to talk about it?. Or do you want me to leave you alone?.” I just shook my head.
One I didn’t want to talk about it and two I didn’t want him to leave..
“That doesn’t really give me answer. I asked to things”
“I. uh. er. don’t leave.” he smiled at me.
“Well I’m still tired I want to sleep” I nodded understanding that he was tired and wanted to leave. He sat up and held out his hand. What?
“Came with me since you don’t seem ok at to be alone.” I grabbed his hand and he pulled me up.
I looked over at Blake he was passed the hell out. Wow. We walked to the room he was sleeping in.
“So.” he trailed off.
“er. so. uh. what?.”
“just lay down next to me. I’m going to sleep.” I did as told.
I layed next to him. He feel asleep in minutes. It took me about thirty minutes later…
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