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Cameron’s p.o.v
I woke up to Blake poking me in the side. An OMG IT HURT SO FREAKING MUCH. An let’s say…I sorta punched Blake in the face because of it.
“What the hell Cam?” He said while holding his face.
“Sorry. Just it hurt and you should now my reflexes. You fuckhat.”
“Oh yeah. I totally forgot about them. Also why is he sleeping in the same bed as you. DID HE CREEP IN HERE LIKE A CREEPER?!?.” He said loudly making Isaac move around.
He looked so peaceful. He didn’t have another nightmare since I asked him to sleep in the bed by me. I think him sleeping by someone is better for him. Or its something that happens all the time an he’s not used of not sleeping by someone?. I don’t know.
“Nope. He had a nightmare and I wasn’t going to let him sleep on the floor. He looked terrified. And he was screaming. I’m surprised you didn’t hear it.”
“Oh Okay.” he said with a guilt look.
“So why is he still here exactly?”
“He called his parents several times and no one asnwered. And he had no of his sister’s numbers. Did you know out of like 9 kids he’s the only boy. God I would hate that.”
“Damn. I knew his mother was a Bitch but not answering your son. Really?”
“Yeah I said that to.”
Me and Blake watched tv while Isaac slept till 2 in the afternoon. It basically went like this for the past few days. Blake’s mother was home every so often. His sister was off on a vacation with her bf. So it was just us three. We mostly play the Xbox or something like that. Talked every so often.
We got to know each other more. Well me and Blake got to know Isaac more. He didn’t really talk much about his family neither did I. Blake went on with story’s and story’s of his. He had the picture perfect family in my eyes. Why would he want to be friends with me?. His parents are the basic normal parents when they were home. Spoiled their kids show them love everything that I missed having.
Blake had hazel eyes like his dad. Bleach blond hair like his mother. He was the perfect person. I could’ve fallen in love with him if I wanted to. But yet I never did. I’ve known him for so many years yet never gave the thought of liking him in that way. It just wasn’t normal for me to. He was the only person to ever stick so long with me. He was my brother best friend he was my everything in a way. If I needed help he was there. If my mother got to me he was there. He was always there for me. I spent a lot of time with him. He always seemed to like being around me. He’s the only person I’ve actually let myself get attached to.
Well besides one person….but…I’m not going to think about that. Blake never really had much friends till a few years ago. I was his only friend for years making me think since I’m his friend maybe that’s why people stay away from him. He always told me that’s not the reason. But I knew it was.
Once time a few years ago we got into a fight and stopped being friends. Everyone wanted to be his friend then. I got a new friend to. Were not going to mention him though. Its to painful. I can’t… But everyone was his friend I felt happy for him. He had friends. Good…But off the topic of Blake now. I found out the basics of Isaac.
He had many sisters witch he loved only two of them Plam who seems like a very sweet girl and Dash who is just a youngster. He’s 15 Emerald green eyes tall brown hair. And something interesting about him he’s gay. I don’t think I would ever know that if he didn’t tell me. But he just came out with it loud and proud. Heh. I wish I could tell my mother my sexuality but she’ll kill me. She already hates me for being a guy.
So for the past week we have been hanging out all three of us. We become really good friends. Best friends even. This is the most time I’ve ever spent with someone else then Blake. Went to the park to movies and other places we showed Isaac around. He has never been around here. At the moment it was about the 9th day we hangout.
“So Cameron what you thinking about? You seem so focused in your thoughts.”
Isaac doesn’t talk with a studder as much anymore and he not as shy. It liked him this way he talked more and showed more expression then being scared or lost and hurt. It was better.
“Oh Isaac I was thinking about the past week. And how I actually have friends.” He gave me a big smile while Blake hugged me and whispered in my ear
“don’t over think everything. Don’t get attached. Clam yourself” he told me this.
I knew what he ment. Last time I become friends with someone I became so overly attached to him and so fourth. I’m not going to think about it. It isn’t worth my time my happiness. I was happy for once maybe just for a bit or so. But at least I’m happy. I forgot how it was to be happy. My happiness was ripped away from me and now I think I may have it back. I just smiled at the thought.
“Your actually smiling CAMERON!” Heh. I just laughed.
“I love you best fry” I said to Blake.
It was are little joke best fry. I was trying to say hey best friend one time when I was texting him and it audio corrected to best fry for some reason. So since then we have been calling each other that.
“I love you to best fry” after Blake said that I looked over at Isaac.
He was looking at the sky his emerald green eyes were sparkling they looked more beautiful then usual. I loved his eyes. I may have seem to stare at him longer then I should’ve because Blake poked my shoulder and Isaac looked at me with a smile.
Shit I have been caught. Blake whispered in my ear
“Don’t fall for him. And if you do. Dont get attached. Please.”
Is all he said before sitting back down in the ground. Was I falling for Isaac? I mean I like him as a friend yes hell yea he’s a awesome freaking friend. But as a boyfriend wise. Uh I don’t really think so anymore. Maybe. I don’t know. I tend to not think of people in that way anymore. I don’t want anyone in that way. I’m scared to love. Again..I haven’t dated a single soul in awhile. An I wasn’t planing on it either.
But then I wasn’t planning on become friends with someone else then Blake. Life has many surprises. I couldn’t never thought I was going to get a new friend. He’ll be my other best fry. The three of us will be the bestest of fries. I laughed at myself making them both look at me.
“What you laughing at?”
“Oh nothing” is all I said before I walked over to a swing.
Isaacs p.o.v
I’ve never had spent so much time with people other then my sister Plam. These two weren’t what I thought they were. Blake was a very emotional kid that was so overprotective of Cameron.
Sometimes I think he maybe in love with him. But who couldn’t be in love with Cameron. I know I sure haven’t stop loving him since the day I first met him. But I felt kinda jealous of the fact Blake maybe in Love with the first person I’ve fallen for.
He has a better chance of getting him before I can I know that for sure. Cameron and him are such good of friends. They understand each other more then anyone could probably understand them. They’re complete and totally opposites though. But some how they get along so well. I guess opposites really do attracted. Wonder if Cameron is in love..With him? I wouldn’t know really. He didn’t talk much about his love life. I brought it up after saying I was gay and he walked out of the room. Blake gave me a death glare and told me to never mention his love life or anything close to that. I understood somewhat I guess.
We were all at the park today just sitting in silence. It wasn’t the awkward silence it was the calming kind. I wasn’t really paying attention to the other two right now. I was looking up at the clouds seeing what they shape out. Then I seen at the corner of my eye Blake poking Cameron. So I looked over to Cameron. He was staring at me I couldn’t help but smile. He came back to reality and looked away an went into his thoughts.
I was looking at the ground it wasn’t sand or gravel it was the weird rubber stuff. Then I heard Cameron laugh.
“What you laughing at?” I asked.
“Oh nothing” he responed with a smile and walked over to a swing.
“He seems so happy now. I don’t know wither to hate you still or be happy your around. You’ve change him in a way I can’t. Don’t hurt him…”
“I wouldn’t hurt him. But why do you keep telling me not to?”
“Someone once upon a time came along and hurt him in a way that made him change. I couldn’t help though we weren’t friends when the person did it. Day after day he looked worse and worse he wasn’t getting better. He wanted to give up. I knew it and did the dumb idea of not helping witch I regret everyday of my life. One day I came to this park after hanging out with a friend and seen him here. That day I seen something I wish I never had to. It killed me. Hurt so much. I hated myself after that. But I learned to love myself. He’s here today because of me i’m happy.” Blake said while a few tears shad.
He lefted out so much yet I understood somewhat of what he said. I wanted to know the while story everything but. I wasn’t going to push Blake past his point. And I wasn’t definitely not going to ask Cameron. I’ll just have to wait till they’re both ready to tell me.
“He never told me the whole story about the while thing. Just bits in parts every so often. Randomly he’ll tell me someone of it. But I have to put it together. Its hard. But that’s the point with it. I’ve only heard most of it from rumors. But I didn’t believe most of them. But what is there to believe when the one person who this involves won’t talk about it. You don’t know what to believe. He’s hard to understand. Confusing. But you can figure him out if you study and actually listen to him. That’s why were such good friends. I listen I understand I help. And that’s what makes me happy. Knowing I’m helping Cameron to open up more. He wasn’t always like this. He was an open book. He smiled laugh hangout with people. Had the best time in the world. But it was ripped away by something. It hurts to see him like this. I miss the old him. I just miss him. But this is him now. I have to get used to it.” That was all he said before he cried he eyes out.
That was the most I’ve ever heard Blake said to me at least. He said so much to Cam. He said like one or two words to me every so often. Is he jealous of me? Did I do something wrong?.. why did he seem to hate me so much. Kinda hurts to know someone doesnt seem to like you but then there’s times he does seem to like me. What was it? Do you hate me or like me? Pick on already sir.
Whatever. I hugged Blake trying to clam him down so Cameron wouldn’t know that he told some of his story to me. After that crying scene Cameron didn’t noticed Blake was crying. He was in his own world. What as he thinking about? He always had something on his mind. I wonder if I’m ever on his mind. Or if he even likes me. I just sighed at that thought.. he probably doesn’t..I wish I knew. It a confusing to tell with him.
But I could never ask him about his love life. Blake would kill me and Cameron would probably get upset. Man. This sucks. I felt a vibration in my pocket. It….it was my mother.
“Excuse me” is what I said to Blake as I walked away.
I-Uh…hi?
M-Where are you?
I-Friends house. Remember you dropped me off with him.
M-Don get sassy with me Isaac. I’m coming to get you. Where exactly are you?
I-Misburg.
M-Wow. Your by where the jail is. Meet me in town by the library.
I- o-o-Oh Okay.
M-Bye Isaac see you in a little.
I- Bye mom.
And that was a conversion. Wow she actually cared enough to call me and come get me after what 9 days? The greatest mother reward go’s to Taire Red. Ha. Yeah right she’s the worst mother. But whatever. I need to know how to get to the library. As I walked back to Blake Cameron was sitting by him.
“Does anyone know how to get to town? Library specifically.”
“Yeah. Follow us”
After days of hanging out with these two I have to home. And I’ll probably never see them again…shit…
“hey you okay Forest?”
Cam calls me forest because my eyes remind him of the forest because how green they are.
“Uh…yeah”
“why are we even going to town?” Blake asked annoyed.
“My mother is actually coming to get me. For once” I said the last part quietly.
“Oh.”
“It’s about time. My mother has been questioning on when you were leaving.” That actually hurt.. I’m unwelcome. Not something I’m not used to.
“Yeah. Sorry about that” I said entering the library.
“I didn’t mean it like that Isaac. She just was wondering since you haven’t talked to your parents” sure Blake.
“Okay.”
“Forset?”
“Yes Cam?”
“Give me your phone.” i did as told. Why does he need my phone?
“Here. Also the devil texted I’m here.” Oh yeah that’s what I have my mother’s name as in my phone.
“Bye” I said to them as I walked outside to my mom.
The rest of the day was weird since I didn’t have Blake or Cameron around. Also thinking of Cameron why did he need my phone. I looked through my phone finding a new number.
-Cameron- he put his number in my phone. Yay. I wanted to text him But didn’t want to feel like I’m annoying him. You know what whatever.
I-Hey.
It about five mins till he texted back. The whole time I regretted texting him.
C-Hia.
I-What’s up.
C- nothing just bored. I have no one to hangout with now.
I-Blake?
C-His mother toke him out to some place. I don’t know.
I-Sorry.
C-Don’t be.
Cameron always seem to say don’t be sorry or don’t be every time someone said sorry. Why?
I-Uh…okay.
C-Yeah. Ima go to bed now I’m sorta tired. Goodnight Best fry I love you.
Gosh…he said that he loved me. I felt my face heat up. Yup I’m definitely blushing. But he said best fry. He was only meaning in a friend why…awh…
I-Okay. Goodnight Best fry I love you too.
I smiled. Yet it toke me like forever to send that message because I didn’t know wither to say I love you back or not. Whatever. I don’t care. I said it. I ment it in a different way. But I said it. He didn’t responed after that. I was to tired to care.
I sat on my bed and went to sleep without a nightmare for once…
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