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I’m going to try and get back to my schedule for writing for you guys! I’m dealing with crap and I’ve been lazy, which is bad because this is the only thing that brings me out of these shitholes, so I’m going to try and schedule myself! Let’s see how this goes!
Enjoy!
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Love
Fighting Depression
Chapter 8
Gone
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
Jay and I walked off into the park in the middle of the school, towards a clearing at the very center where the sun shined down into it, through the foliage, making an amazing eye bursting sight.
We sat down at one of the benches and I finally got the courage to ask, “So what are we?”
He looked at me confused, “What do you mean?”
“Well, we kissed and now we’re sitting here like we’re together, but… What are we?” I asked, scared of the answer I would be given.
“I don’t know, it depends on you,” he said, looking beyond the trees, expecting me to say something I wouldn’t.
“I… I don’t know if I can trust someone like that again… Just give me time,” I said, he looked hurt, but nodded. Hugging me tightly before saying, “I’ll give you time, but if someone tries to take you from me, they’re dead.”
I laughed and put my head on his shoulder, watching the sunshine flicker from the leaves moving in the wind.
Damn it, how am I going to keep a lie from him? I totally like him that way! AGH! This is what you get for being an idiot Eden! I scratched my wrist and felt a stinging, I looked down to see that I had reopened a scar. Shit.
Jay hadn’t noticed so I covered it, letting it bleed, my wrist stinging in the air, I felt like ripping my hand off.
The bell rang, signifying the start of the classes, “So, um see you later?”
I nodded, trying to ignore the urge to continue scratching my wrist, “Okay bye.”
He left and I stared at my hand, it had streaks of blood running down it, I had been unconsciously scratching it.
“Fuck,” I hissed as I held it and walked to the bathroom to clean it up.
I slammed open the door and walked to the sink, grabbing paper towels on the way. I soaked the towels with water and put them on my hand, yelling in pain as it stung my cuts.
“Shit,” I hissed as I pressed it harder to soak up the blood, the whiteness of the towel quickly turned red, bringing back to the memories of Kyle and my family. I felt only a single tear fall when I heard a foot tapping.
“So the fag also cuts, eh?” I looked around to see a guy who looked vaguely familiar. He began to walk closer and I backed up, my eyes widening when I noticed that he was one of the two who beat me.
“Get the fuck away from me,” I demanded, almost pleading, wanting no more pain from others, the paper towel falling from my arm to reveal the array of scars.
“No, you cost me my friend. He was moved off somewhere because of you, and now you’re going to get what you deserve,” he said smiling evilly. I didn’t know what he was going to do until he got up close and grabbed the bottom hem of my shirt, slowly pulling it up.
“S-Stop,” I stuttered, pushing his hands away, but he rose something up, a needle. I froze, needles and love were my biggest fears. He pushed me into a corner, blocking any way for me to get away.
He stuck the needle into my arm, causing immense pain in my already bleeding arm. He pulled handcuffs from his back pocket and stuck them onto me.
He then proceeded to rip off my jeans as I went in and out of consciousness. I could feel the pain going up my back, and I felt a flurry of tears rushing down my face as he raped me.
I could only hear snippets of his voice, full of vengefulness and anger, “Fag… Like this… Fuck…”
I felt his presence leave and thought I was alone until I felt another body. I screamed and kicked at it, trying to get away. I felt another needle in my arm and I blacked out, but I wasn’t done there.
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I woke up in the forest again, somewhere I hadn’t been for a while. Was I here last? Or was I somewhere else?
I got up and felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked around ready to kill a bitch when I saw a face that was both familiar, yet unknown.
“Hello Eden.”
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The teacher got a call and their eyes widened as large as humanly possible. She listened carefully, the class looking at her confused at the circumstances. She never got confused or looked so… Worried.
“Okay, I’ll tell them to go home,” she looked back at us, “Okay class the school is telling us to let you leave early today. No questions we will talk about this later. I need to be somewhere.”
I got up and walked out the door, confused to no extent like the rest of the class, but when I stepped out and saw the ambulance. I saw the one face I didn’t want to see there again.
“EDEN!” I yelled, running towards the police cars. I ignored the teacher’s attempts to stop me and ran to the ambulance. Jumping into it as Eden was set down, the paramedic’s tried to get me out, but I wouldn’t budge. I was on the floor, on my knees with Eden’s hand in my own.
“Eden please wake up,” I begged as I sobbed, I pulled his hand up to my face and prayed he would be okay. I was dragged away from him yelling as my love was driven away from me.
~{/\[A Few Hours Later]/\}~
I ran into the hospital along with Summer, running to the room we were told he was in. We burst in together, Eden unconscious in the hospital bed. Summer gasped and instantly began crying, I just stood there, unable to process the thoughts.
What’s worst is that the doctor was standing next to Kary explaining the situation, and the worst set of information reached my ears, “Your son is in a coma.”
I fell to the ground, my ears ringing like crazy, more tears than ever running down my face than any other time.
There was only one tune in my ears, and that tune sung;
Eden.
~{/\[Days Later]/\}~
I haven’t gone to school in five days. I’ve been in the hospital watching Eden as he laid there peacefully. I sat next to him on the bed, watching as he laid there, so fragile and beautiful.
I laid down next to him and began talking, hoping he would wake up.
“Hey, Eden? If… If you’re there could you wake up? W-We- No, I need you and I… I can’t go on another day without you,” I started already feeling the tears.
I turned on my side to stare at his stunning face, “I love you Eden. I… I just want you to know that before… Before…”
I got up and walked to the chair, gripping my chair as I stared at my latest text. The guy who did this to Eden was still out there, they hadn’t been able to find any evidence.
Summer, Kaelen, and Cylvia were looking carefully as I watched Eden. Which was fair by my terms at least.
It was silent as I stared out the window absently, until I heard the bed creak.
Eden sat on the bed, his eyes emotionless.
“Eden?”
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OOOoooo, what happened to our Eden? Oh god if you find out then please PLEASE don’t kill me!!!
Anyways thanks for reading! Vote and comment too! I like seeing those two things, feels like someone actually cares! Eden likes dem voted and comments too, since he’s in the book he wants to be known or something I don’t know.
Hope you guys liked it! See you guys later… or the next chapter… What am I even saying anymore?
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