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Another chapter that took me a lot of work to complete, life is just really crap right now. 🙁
Oh well, I tried! Enjoy!
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Love
Fighting Depression
Chapter 6
Angry Girls
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
The day went on slowly, I just sat there, watching as the sun slowly moved, going through my classes, a pained expression on my face. My mom had found me, and there is no way I’m going to get rid of them.
They won’t sign a restraining order, they want to force me back so they won’t have to deal with people seeing them as abusive parents. They won’t go away, for the same reason, so now I’m stuck here, and not even my foster parents can help.
I sighed and dragged my body across the quad to the parking lot, where I found Cylvia beating a familiar girl up… What the hell?
~[<*>]~Summer~[<*>]~
I left Eden to get better, he needs time to think about things, and hopefully he won’t just mope around the whole day… I sighed and walked off, but a girl stopped me.
“Hey, do you know what’s wrong with Eden?” She asked, she knows Eden? I narrowed my eyes at her.
“Why do you want to know about Eden?” I asked suspiciously, I swear i she was the one who-
“I just want to know, I’m Cylvia. Kary’s niece, I assume you’re Summer?” she asked, smiling at me.
“Oh, okay. And yes I do, but I am sworn not to tell. Right now I’m on a mission to beat the bitch who called those idiots to attack him,” i said, my fist clenching at the thought of some… Asshole, who could do such a thing.
“Oh, you too?” She asked, her expression hardening, I guess she and Eden must be already friends.
“Yeah, that bitch is going to get it,” I said, gritting my teeth.
“Well, anyways, see you next time,” she said, waving bye and walking away.
The day went on and I couldn’t find one person who went to the mall that day. SERIOUSLY? How didn’t they go to the mall?!
I sighed in annoyance and began to make my way to Kary’s car to wait for Eden, on the way Katherine showed up.
“Oh my god Summer, you would have no idea what happened,” she said chewing her gum annoyingly.
“What?” I asked, finally wondering why I was her friend, oh yeah. I was forced to.
“Okay, you remember when we were at the mall about a week ago?” She asked. I looked at her… No it couldn’t be-
“Well I asked my crush like I said, but he said he was a fag and I just looked at him like he was stupid. I was dragged away by some mall cops or whatever, so I called some of the jock friends I had to talk to him,” she said acting as if what she had did was not wrong whatsoever.
“You did… WHAT?!” I yelled, making her jump. She looked at me confused.
“What?” She asked, not knowing what she had just did to herself.
“That fag is my best fucking friend!” I screamed, slapping her face, she looked at me scared. She knows what happens when I’m mad.
“HE WAS PUT IN A FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU FUCKING WHORE!” I screamed, grabbing her hair and pulling her down to the ground. She screamed in pain, trying to slap my hands away.
I felt someone tap on my shoulder and I looked back to see… Cylvia?
“Is this the bitch?” She asked, her eyes clouded with anger and fury. I nodded and she gently moved me away, before grabbing Katherine by the neck and looking at her, her dirty blonde hair covering her face.
“You. Are. Dead,” Cylvia said before thrown her and running at her with her purse. Screaming at kicking her, laughing evilly. I just stood there at the odd sight before me.
“What the fuck?” I heard a voice behind me, I turned around to see Eden who was looking at them confused.
“Why is Cylvia beating that girl?” He asked, looking at me for answers.
“That girl got you in the god damned hospital,” I said, looking at him smiling.
He sighed and went over to Cylvia, pushing her out of the way and helping… Wait what?
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
I didn’t want this girl to deal with a beating, it’s so hypocritical if I just stood there. I didn’t want others to be attacked, even if they had me attacked. I helped the girl up, whose face looked bruised and led her to the nurse’s office.
“You will not tell anyone the events that just occurred,” I demanded the girl, who just nodded, tears going down her face.
I walked outside to find Cylvia and Summer glaring at me, “What? You two shouldn’t be beating people in the first place.”
“She put you in the hospital!” Summer protested, I nodded no.
“That doesn’t mean doesn’t mean I can put her in a hospital,” I said pushing past them and heading towards the car.
“But she-” I smacked Cylvia’s face to shut her up.
“I don’t want to hear it. I don’t’ want revenge, it’ll just make me a worse person than her,” I snapped.
“You confuse me,” Summer grumbled, pissed off to the extreme.
“Deal with it woman.”
~{/\[Some Time After]/\}~
I walked into my room, exhausted by the day. Everything was annoying, scary, or just plain stupid. I hopped onto my bed and rolled in circles.
I sat up pondered about life.
I was beat for 4 years, and put in a hospital multiple times. I almost died 15 times. I was bullied for being gay. I was rescued by a family that decided to be nice, still don’t trust them yet. I’m in a new place, but my mum found me and is trying to force me back. My dad wants me dead, and so does my brother and sister. I was attacked by a crazy girl’s jock friends, and put in the hospital again, and cried almost every night because of the memories the hospital instilled. I’m getting a feeling that Jay likes me, but he is avoiding me which means he doesn’t, or he is trying to confuse me and destroy me like Kyle did.
Summer is acting crazy because I didn’t let her attack the crazy girl, which turned out to be her friend. Cylvia is skulkin in her room pissed at me. Kary and Oliver are talking about something secretly. and last, but not least, I see Kaelen opening the door and walking in- GO AWAY.
“What do you want?” I asked grumpily as he sat down next to me.
“Just sitting, can I not?” He asked, his mysterious piercing green eyes trying to drill through my skull.
“No, you can’t,” I said, turning away, he chuckled and scooted closer.
“I just want you to know that me and Cylvia have been through things too. If you need help, just ask,” he said putting his hand on my leg.
“I’ve been through more than you could imagine. No one can match my pain,” I said monotonously, my emotions blocked by the immense wall of depression oppressing any feelings.
“Well than this should help,” he said before embracing me in a very… Caring hug?
He left me alone, sitting in the cold. His arms were actually really warm… They felt like they gave me hope, but that hope was quickly consumed by the darkness, vanishing as quickly as it came.
I sighed and sat in the darkness of my room and my heart.
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The next chapter is better I promise!
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