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This chapter gave me the BIGGEST FRICKIN headache, I swear. BUT! I am glad I’m actually writing this and staying loyal. I really want to know how you guys like it, so comment! Please! I need constructive criticism! And vote! It makes me feel a bit happier when I see those two.
Aaaaaaaanywaaaaaaaaaaays, enjoy!
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Love
Fighting Depression
Chapter 5
How It All Started…
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
I got up from the fall and kept on running, it was coming closer, and it knew it. It was screaming at me, it’s voice booming in my head.
“RUN DAMN IT RUN!” It screamed, in fear of whatever was chasing me was.
“Shut. The. Fuck. UP!” I yelled, my feet sore and my body tiring quickly.
This forest was getting on my nerves, so I hit the streets, which were empty, but had a feeling of… Some- Some things, here.
I sprinted across the freeway, jumping over the divider and accidently spotting a glimpse of what was chasing me. What I saw… It was-
|><|Dream End|><|
I woke up sweating, I knew what it was, but I didn’t know who it was.
“Shit,” I gasped, holding my head as a pain splitting headache racked my head, destroying any thought of the dream, erasing all memory of it, replacing it instead with pain.
“Hello?” A head popped into the doorway, it was Kary, “Get ready, we’re leaving soon.”
I nodded and waved her off, causing her to look at me suspiciously.
I got changed, grabbed my backpack, and left. Cylvia, Kaelen, and Kary waiting for me.
“Alright, I’m going to get you two registered, and Eden can show you two around, okay?” She asked us.
“No-Okay,” we three sau in unison, I was the one who refused.
“Why not?” She asked me, I pointed at Kaelen.
“What’s wrong with Kael?” She looked at me, eyes wide in confusion.
“He’s going to rape me,” I said, walking to the car, ignoring his smirks and Cylvia’s giggles.
We made it to school and I bolted, Summer was going to find me, and scream at me like she was going to get murdered. I ran through the quad, the park, and the fine art compound to escape to the music room.
And it was there where I found a COMPLETELYunexpected person.
“Mum?”
~[<*>]~Summer~[<*>]~
I ran to the school, leaving Jay to drive and get his own ass to school, to find Eden. I need to find out what happened at the hospital, and most importantly, who put him in there.
I was in the park when I heard the yelling, “Go away!”
I ran, ran for Eden’s sake, he’s been through too much, I can see it in his music, his voice, his eyes. He screams ultimate sadness, neglection, pain and sorrow.
There was a woman, her hand grabbing Eden’s wrist, her face contorted into anger, “Come with me you faggot!”
I grabbed my backpack, and threw it at her screaming, “BITCH LET GO OF HIM!”
He fell, his backpack breaking his collision with a wall, the lady was glaring at me.
“This is none of your business!” She yelled, Eden looked at her in fear as he tried staying away from her as much as possible. Who is she?
“Get away from me!” He screamed, tears exploding from him, he had never looked so… Scared.
“You belong to us,” she hissed, bestowing an evil glare on him.
“No! I’m not going back there!” He screamed, looking at me for protection, I nodded.
“Get away from here before I call the police,” I threatened, she flinched at the word police.
“Fine, but I’m coming back… For you,” she said the word with disgust and fury. She looked… Familiar? For just a moment she looked a bit like-
Eden looked at me, tears everywhere, he was sobbing, on the ground curled up in a ball. I sat down next to him and he hugged me.
“Please don’t let them take me back,” he pleaded, talking more to himself than me.
“You’ll be fine,” I said, comforting this broken boy in my arms, more confused than anything.
“Who was she?” I asked, finally after a long moment of silence, that sent chills up my spine, one silence that was filled with a memory of terrible origins.
“My mum.”
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
The day I came out to everyone was the worst day… EVER. It wasn’t even on purpose, it was all on accident.
~{/\[4 Years Ago]/\}~
I was with Kyle my boyfriend. It was weird how we met, and he was still a bit weird, but I’d learned to love him.
“Kyle stop it,” I giggled, pushing him away from me as he tried to make those farting noises with my stomach.
“Why?” He asked, looked at me with lust, damn him and his needs!
“I said, no! I said none of that until I’m ready,” I scolded, slapping his head playfully.
“Fine,” he said dramatically, giving up, before jumping back on me, “Just kidding!”
I laughed again, but little did I know that my dad was walking into the door.
I didn’t notice him until he opened my door, and that was the exact moment when my life became a living nightmare.
“Eden!” He yelled, his eyes wide in disbelief, shock written all over his face.
“Dad!” I said confused why and how he got here, “I thought you didn’t come home ‘til later!”
He glared at Kyle, who looked quite calm, even with the fact that my dad was an extreme traditionalist.
“Hi Mr. Kierston,” he said smirking, my dad glared at him even harder.
Get out, both of you,” he said, anger ripping through his face and soul. I left in silence, my whole being instilled with fear, what was going to happen?
Kyle looked at me, an unknown expression on his face, “I need to tell you something.”
“What is it,” I said quietly, not know how I should act at the moment.
“This entire thing we had? It was a lie,” he said laughing. I was silent before the words he spoke registered to my mind.
“Wha-What?” I said confused, he smiled, “I lied about us. It was to bring you out, for the rest of us to know.”
“R-Rest of you?” I asked, my happy personality, being torn apart in front of me.
“I was in charge of bringing out that you were gay and ruining your life,” he said, his smile going from playful and nice, to evil and full of deceit.
“You’re nothing to me, other than being a disgusting creature,” he said the last word in disgust, ripping what was left of my self respect away from my body.
I sat there as he beat me, punching me, kicking me, and giving me an evil glare whilst he laughed. Every ounce of good within me being stripped away by lies, and it was all only going to get worse.
He left me there, bruised, and when my family got home… It only got worse.
“Fag!” My brother yelled, snickering with such force that the tears only got worse by the second.
I ran to my room, crying from the pain, the rejection, the lies, woes, physical and mental destruction, the stripping of well being, and most of all, the only love I had, that had struck me in only the span of a few hours.
~{/\[Present]/\}~
Everyday had become like that, the beating, the bullying, my personal hell, raging on, killing me slowly, nearer and nearer to suicide. Worse with each passing day, the amount of physical pain didn’t matter any longer, for the amount of mental corruption had every second of my days with depression. Until Kary saved me, taking me from everything… But now Jay- I’m scared.
Summer listened carefully as I sat there, my face devoid of emotion as I explained my story, every single day a nightmare, my life, hell itself.
“And you didn’t try to run?” She asked, both pissed and sympathetic.
“I would have nowhere to go, you don’t understand,” I said looking at the ground expressionless.
She stayed silent, unable to retaliate, because she really didn’t understand my pain. No one could but me.
“Just promise me that no one will be a part of my life anymore. Love will kill me,” I said to her, the tears dried away, like how love had left me, gone, but still annoying.
“I promise,” she said, hugging me, showing me that I had someone who I could trust in. A friend, a real friend.
“Thank you,” I said, giving her the trust I had once instilled in my family.
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I finished! Yay! I’ve been dealing with a bit of depressing things lately, but I’m back! This chapter as honestly a bit crap to me, so I’m sorry for it being so… Crap, I guess.
Shoutouts to @nagrom_logic and @Sonicgirl7467 ! (Morgan and Kalani)
Morgan helped me find a bit of inspiration and Kalani’s been a bit of a boss lately so yay!
Go check out their books! The Daydreamer(Kalani) and Blurred Lines(Morgan) They’re looking fanfrickinrainbowtastic!
Vote! Comment! Brings happiness into my solemn and depressing life when I see those two together!(unless you’re being an ass den NO!)
Okay done with me rambling, hope you guys liked it!
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