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I… Liked and hated this chapter, did my best to actually write though. I really need to get some inspiration for the fillers between large events -_-
Oh well, hope you guys enjoy.
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Love
Fighting Depression
Chapter 4
Household Additions & Problems with Jay
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
His lips were on mine before I could finish my sentence. I was both shocked and in extreme pleasure, of course it didn’t last long. He released and looked at me with worried eyes, bolting out of the room before I could say anything.
“Jay!” I yelled, getting up instinctively to run after him, but was stopped by the pain in my leg and abdominal region.
“Damn it,” I hissed, holding my side and leg in pain, writhing up into a ball from it.
I sat laid there, staring at the ceiling, clearly confused and wondering why the hell my life was so complicated.
I closed my eyes to sleep, but was jolted awake after instantly seeing an image of another nightmare thing.
“Shit, now I can’t even sleep?” I said annoyed at the world, at Jay, at my family, and at every other thing that clearly pissed me off.
“Wait… I DIDN’T EVEN GET TO WEAR MY DAMN TUX!” I screamed in rage realizing the worst, “NOOOOO!!!”
~[<*>]~Summer~[<*>]~
Jay ran past me, making me both confused and worried that Eden may have yelled at him or something… Not probable, keep on walking Summer.
I still had no idea who this this to him, and where I could find them so I could kill them and leave nothing but a head behind for evidence.
I clenched my fist in anger, how dare they hurt him?! He’s only gay! What the hell is wrong with that!
Eden… He is the nicest, most caring person, even to people he has hardly known for a week. He is trusting. Caring. An amazing human, and you people just treat him like a piece of shit! Like what the hell!
“Ugh!” I yelled stomping off towards my house, annoyed at the world. At homophobes. At these… Bullies and such crap.
“I’m going to find who ever did this, and make. Them. Suffer,” I said smiling like a maniac.
~{/\[Day of the Party]/\}~
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
I was let out early, because I somehow made a rapid recovery, and because Oliver, who was a model(I don’t know haven’t asked) and Kary who I thought was just a teacher, turned out to be an artist(famous one at that) as well, had them try harder to get me better quicker. I guess they thought I was just a stupid teen, and they didn’t really try, which is stupid and reckless on their part.
I am now home, with a new outfit, looks the same as the old one, and Summer is texting me like crazy. Me and, I guess, Jay haven’t talked to her or each other, at all since that one incident. Which still has me confused.
The odd realistic nightmare/dreams have gotten worse, making me scream in pain from nonexistent wounds, and sore all over, which makes no sense.
I put on my outfit and walked downstairs, Kary looked at me excited for her and Oliver’s families to arrive and see me, I don’t know why people always like to show their children, real, step, or foster, off to their families. It’s kind of annoying, on the kid’s point of view at least.
“Are you ready?” She asked me, I just sat on the piano bench, playing with my tie.
“Sure,” I said monotonously.
“What’s wrong?” She asked, sitting down next to me. I hadn’t told them about Jay’s random kiss and how I’ve been ignoring Summer.
“Nothing,” I mumbled, she looked at me uncertainly.
“Okay, but my niece and nephew are coming to live with us, so if you’re lying then I’ll know!” She said dramatically storming off to the kitchen to grab the massive plate of cookies.
Apparently her niece, Cylvia, and her nephew, Kaelen(KAY-LIN), are moving in with them, apparently Cylvia is a junior and Kaelen, or Kael, is a senior.
Of course I am still disinterested about why they’re going to move in with us.
I heard a knock on the door and Kary yelled, “THEY’RE HERE!”
I got to the door and opened it, to be grabbed my a girl, who’s boobs were in my bloody face.
“Oh my god, I’m going to die,” I muttered as my hand twitched like crazy.
“OH MY GOD! ARE YOU MY NEW COUSIN! KARY TOLD NO ONE, BUT ME, BUT I DIDN’T THINK YOU WERE. SO. CUTE!” A girl, assumably Cylvia, screamed.
She let go and I just fell to the floor, completely stripped of all the innocence I had left.
“Uuuurgh,” I groaned on the floor making sure my face was safe from more boobs.
A guy, probably Kael, helped me up, and helped me stand straight.
“Thanks,” I said as I tried to move my hands to redo my shirt, but his interrupted mine.
“Sorry for my sister breast raping you,” he apologized, his green eyes piercing through mine.
He leaned down and I could feel his breath on my neck, “And you’re mine anyways.”
~{/\[4 Hours Later]/\}~
Kary was on the couch laughing her head off, she was drunk, like almost every adult in the room. Oliver was not, however, and he was talking to his brother and sister.
The children from their family were running around the house like maniacs.
And Cylvia and I were now best friends, enough for me to bring her upstairs to her room, where she was probably running around sugar high because she ate a lot of sweets.
Kael, was hitting on me every five seconds, and kept on slapping my ass, to the point where I had a sore ass. I was literally, butt hurt.
“Hey,” he said flirtatiously, sitting down next to me, his drink was in his hand and I pointed at the large words on a slip of paper on my piano.
It read, ‘KEEP ALL FOOD AND DRINK AWAY’
“Oh sorry,” he said putting it on some table, before coming back.
“So, anyways. I’m Kael-” I cut him off by standing up and heading towards the stairs.
“Wait,” he said grabbing my arm and bringing me back, god damn these men.
“I wanted to talk to you, don’t leave me like that,” he said dramatically.
“I. Want. To. Go. To. My room,” I said slowly, as if I was going to rip each of his limbs off with every pause.
“Why not stay here with me?” He said winking at me.
“Don’t,” I said with a glare.
“Don’t what beautiful?” He asked putting his hand on my thigh.
“Don’t do that,” I said, before slapping his hand away.
“Why not?” He whispered in my ear, I pushed him away before storming off to my room.
“Because I’m already in love,” I muttered to myself as I walked up the stairs of my heart, away from the horrors of the real world, to a secret place where I can be in peace.
… Well not so secret because it’s just a room, BUT IT HAS A LOCK SO HAH!
I sat on my bed, mindlessly moving my right index finger around my left arm, mindlessly finger drawing swirls and such. The party, no matter how large, how loud, how amazing it was, had no effect on my already preoccupied mind. I was still ignoring Summer’s- Wait. Why is it so silent?
I looked at my phone, it wasn’t vibrating like crazy anymore and I could feel eyes-
Then I heard a knock on my window, I turned around and saw Summer crawling in, looking as if she wanted to kill me.
“You BITCH!” She screamed jumping at me, smacking my face, incredibly hard. WHICH HURT YOU JERK.
“Get OFF!” I screamed, pushing her off. She panted and glared at me.
“WHY THE HELL HAVEN’T YOU BEEN RESPONDING TO MY TEXTS?! OR MY CALLS?!” She demanded with the force to knock down a building, which meant I was bloody scared to death.
“I’ve been busy,” I said, she looked furious at my simple answer.
“LOOK I ALREADY WHOOPED JAY’S ASS, SO YOU’D BETTER ANSWER ME… CORRECTLY,” she said, her voice deeper and louder.
“I… Don’t want to talk about it,” I muttered, my eyes trying to rebel against my command not to cry.
“WHY. NOT?!” She screamed. I grabbed her, by her elbows pushing them to her waist, and walked to the door.
“LET ME GO!” She yelled angrily.
“Nope, you’re not coming back in my room, you can talk to me in the morning,” I said tossing her out, making her scream as she hit the wall, I slammed the door and let the tears loose.
“Damn it,” I said as I sobbed into my hands. Allowing all the woes I kept in, to flow out to find other people to bother.
“Why?” I asked, to no one, yet all at the same time. To everyone. To whatever god or being that is supposed to take care of us. Why am I destined to have such a complicated life? One where love chases me away? One where those who supposedly care run from me, or I have to push away in order to stay safe?
Why can’t I get an answer for once?
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This was bloody uneventful. I mean, yeah Eden has a hot guy practically stripping him with his eyes, but he’s still locked on Jay.
GO EDEN! GET HIM OR I WILL FORCE YOU! MWAHAHAHAHHAAA!!!
Awe god I feel like I’m talking to myself. Hope you guys liked it!
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