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Sorry for the long wait! I’ve been busy with school and the amount of depression I have myself, but that won’t stop me from writing!
Hope you guys enjoy!
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Love
Fighting Depression
Chapter 11
Happiness
~{</>}~Eden~{<\>}~
It’s an hour before I get out of this white hell, this place that stinks of death and illness, the place that makes me incredibly sad. Mostly because it reminds me of the time I came here.
I sighed and looked at the clock, the second hand ticking away, making clicky noises.
Tick
Tock
Tick
Tock
I stared at my notebook, picking it up and staring at the almost complete picture.
The mansion, trees, fountains, and people were complete and the only thing remaining was the door. The weird wooden door that led me there.
Then it struck me, if Auburn was a girl, then how the hell was a guy talking to me? I sat there pondering over it, then decided to ask her next time I went there, if I ever did again.
The door opened and Jay walked in with a box, I raised my eyebrows at it and he smiled. Shaking it, the sounds of the objects inside clattering away.
“It’s chocolate, for when you leave,” he explained, opening it to show all the delicious sweets inside that I wanted to shove down my throat and suck the sweetness from them… That sounded so wrong.
“So are you excited?” He asked, sitting down next to me, I scooted over so he would have more room and he graciously sat close to me.
“I… I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. I feel… Like a gay guy who was just smacked by boobs, confused to the utmost of confusion,” I said, Jay laughed at my nonexistent joke, I was being serious about that boob thing.
“What?” He asked, noticing my serious expression, I poked him in the side REALLY hard and he yelped from the sudden pain.
“Stop being stupid, and hush the doctor’s coming in,” I scolded as I laid back, resting my sore back on the nice soft pillows. He looked at Jay, who apparently had to get out, so he left, giving me a look of… I don’t know it was a weird look.
After he shut the door behind him the doctor, who had been making sure I wouldn’t die for the time I had been here, looked at me with a smile.
“You’re all set to go, just make sure you take the medication we have given to your parents, the instructions are on the container,” he said. I smiled back.
He was about to leave when I thought for a moment, “Wait, why’d you make Jay leave the room then?”
He chuckled, “I wanted to scare your boyfriend that’s why.”
I blinked, “He’s not my boyfriend, we haven’t even dated before.”
“Well you two sure act like it. I hope you two end up happy together, you two are cute,” he said. After he left I laughed, wow he was gay. I guess that’s why he was the one taking care of me.
Better not tell Jay, he’d get a bit suspicious. And on cue, he walked in, I got up out of the bed and he ran over to me.
“I love you,” he said, inhaling my scent as he dug his face into me. I stiffened, unable to say anything.
“I… I l-l,” I stuttered, he backed up and said, “It’s fine. You don’t have to say it until you’re ready.”
“Thank you,” I said softly as I buried my face into his sturdy chest. He picked me up and carried me to the front entrance, ignoring the looks we got from some.
Sigh… How am I going to do this? Kyle… He… He ruined everything and now… I’ve fallen in love, but I can’t seem to trust it again.
Damn it.
/:><{0}><:\Jay/:><{0}><:\
I drove Eden home and he hugged me before he left the car, I gave him him the chocolates as well… Mostly because he nagged me about them. I went back to my own home, where I saw Summer’s lights on, voices in her room obviously, because she was blasting music to hide whoever else was in there.
I shrugged and walked into my room, sitting on my desk chair, and searching for a place where we could go on a nice date. I found a nice restaurant on the beach… Perfect.
“Okay, now time for a present…” I spent the rest of the night getting things ready. He’ll love this.
~{/\[The Next Day]/\}~
I woke up early, and immediately headed to Eden’s house. I drove, trying not to pass the speed limit because of my stupid excitedness. I parked in his driveway and sat in the car.
Fuck, is he going to like it? I got this damn thing last night and I’m not even sure if he’s going to like it! Agh, I really need to plan things out better than this.
I walked to the door and knocked. Kary opened it and blinked in confusion at why I was here so early in the morning dressed so nicely.
“Jay? Why are you here?” She asked, I smiled and mouthed Eden, not wanting him to know I was here.
“Oh, okay,” she said smiling, “He’s still asleep.”
I tip-toed to his room and gently pushed on the door, revealing Eden’s sleeping body. His face looked so calm and cute, unlike the dead, pale face he had in the hospital, ALL THE TIMES HE WAS THERE.
I sat next to him and was about to kiss him to wake him up, when I heard him say something weird.
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OOOOOOoooooo, Eden is getting something?! I wish I had a boyfriend who got me nice things and brought me on dates… Oh well I don’t need that I have my guitar.
What do you guys think? Do you think they’ll ever get together officially? I honestly want them to, but I’m not sure yet… We’ll see at the end of the book I guess.
Hope you guys enjoyed!
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