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-Kellin-
I loved those times just waking up to Oliver. His arms around me while, my head is on his chest just hearing his heartbeat and his warm body, but all that ended as I woke up on a mattress, and not Olivers arms no more…just Vic’s. Vic had his arms around me tight. My back was facing him as I tried to pull away from his arms, as I pulled away and was free I realized he put my hands in the handcuffs. Vic groaned a he woke up. “Mourning baby,” he said with a smile and gave me a kiss on the lips, but I turned my head and he ended up kissing my cheek. “Kellin we talked about this” he said as he reminded me of last night. I got scared but acted they way he wanted me to act.
“M-morning” Vic smiled as he kissed my lips. I shut my eyes tight as I thought about Oliver. Vic pulled away and smiled.
“Kellin I want you to listen now,” he said.
“If you behave well like before in the past all let you sleep back in our room instead of this shitty mattress, and maybe we can have some fun in our room like old times instead of having it on this mattress…” he whispered as he kissed my neck. I pulled away slowly and pushed him away lightly. I saw how Vic was going to be mad in just a few seconds.
“S-sorry just a little sick…” I told him so he wouldn’t get mad. But I was telling the truth.
“What’s wrong?” He said as he hugged me. “How did you get sick?” He said as he put his hand on my forehead. “You don’t feel warm…ah maybe I know, your just hungry that’s all,” he said as he got up form the mattress.
“All make you some breakfast and bring it down here. All be right back love you,” he as he walked out the basement. I started to look around the place just remembering everything. “Please be here, please be here” I whispered as I looked under the mattress for something that I left. “Yes!” I said. It was a little piece of metal that I would use to get out the handcuff or to cut Vic back in the past. I was about to use it until I heard the door open. I put it in my pocket quickly. Jaime came into view as I back my self against the wall, “Vic sent me to take you upstairs,” he said as he walked to me. Jaime had a spare key to the handcuffs and unlocked them and grabbed the long chain and pulled me just like walking like a dog and took me upstairs.
As we went upstairs, I looked around the house to see it was clean for the first time to my surprise. There was no more beer bottles around the floor or living room and no more broken glass around the floor. “Ah there you are kells!” Vic said as I looked up at him.
The kitchen was clean and neat and back to its old self. I was hit with the smell of pancakes which made me very hungry. Jaime sat me down as he locked the chain to the table.
“Here you go eat up,” Vic said as he set the plates of pancakes in front of me. I didn’t want to eat, but I had to since I’m just now hungry. I grabbed the fork slowly and sliced a piece of pancake and putting in my mouth. I ate and just right away finish it, “wow I knew you were hungry” Vic gave me a kiss on my cheek in which I ignored.
“I see you noticed the house is clean now, I really wanted to change it up since your back here…and to also change my drinking habits…” I stopped eating as I remembered those time Vic would tell me he is gonna quit drinking, but they were all lies or just failed to his own promise.
“That’s what you said last time…” I whispered and dropped the fork into the floor.
“Oh shoot, here let me go clean this,” Vic grabbed the fork I dropped and went to the sink to wash it. Now was my chance. I took out the metal out my pocket and ran to him as I screamed. Vic turned around, but it was too late as we both were on the floor.
“Kellin what are you doing?!” Vic yelled as I tried to grabbed his hands with one hand and in the other the metal. For the first time I wasn’t afraid.
“Something I should have done in the first place!” I put the metal on his cheek and gave him a cut. Vic yelled as he tried to pull me away. I didn’t feel scared or worried of what was the out come of this.
I felt someone grabe my arm and pulled me away from Vic. Jaime and Tony pulled me away from Vic, Jaime took the metal thing away from me.
Vic got up cover his cheek looking mad. “Take him to our room!” He yelled. I feared for my life again, Tony and Jaime took me to our old room. I try to free myself from them, but no use. They took me upstairs and made it to our old room, Tony and Jaime threw me on the bed. “Watch out how you act…” Tony whispered to me as he and Jaime left the room and locked me inside. I quickly got off the bed trying to open the window, “fuck!” I yelled as I tried and tried to open it, but no use. Continued to open the window, but nothing.
I heard the door open, I stopped what I was doing and stood there. Vic came in the room with a bandage across his face looking at me mad. Vic slammed the door shut. Vic came closer to me as I backed up making me stop as I was against the wall now. “What do you have to say about this?!” Vic said as he showed me the metal thing I cut him with. “I-i was trying to-to-“
“To what!? Kill me? Kellin all I have done to bring you back into our house.”
“My house…” I told him. Vic threw the metal thing somewhere in the room. He put his hands through his hair as he was frustrated. He was looking at the room instead of me now.
“God Kellin what do I have to do to make you happy?!” He said as he punched the bed. “I did everything, everything just to get you back home. Kellin you have no idea how much I love you and missed you when you left me. I did everything to find you again and bring you back! But all you do is leave!” Vic yelled as tears were rolling down his cheeks. I cried as well.
“V-vic just let me go…this relationship is toxic. I don’t love you anymore…” I said. Vic looked at me and pointed his finger at me. “N-no you love me! You have no idea what I had to go through to have you as mine!”
“Why did you do it Vic?!” Why…why did you do it?” I cried as Vic knew what I was talking about.
“I did it, because I love you and wanted you to myself! I love you!”
“Well I don’t love you! I never did and never will!” I yelled back at him as more tears were rolling down both our cheeks. “I’m gonna show you I love you!” Vic grabbed me and threw me on top of the bed. “V-Vic no!” I knew what he was going to do as I tried to push him away. Vic grabbed my hands and put them over my head and pinned me against the bed. “All show you…” he whispered as he took off my pants. “No!” I yelled. Vic took off his pants as well. I tried to kick, even screamed, but Vic slapped my across my face. “Shut up!” He said I did as I held my tears in and let him do what he wanted….
~Oliver~
“Oliver get the hell up!” Hannah knocked and yelled across from the other side of my bedroom door. I was a mess…there were empty beer bottles all over the floor of my bedroom floor as I laid on my bed with an empty beer bottle and a headache. “Fuck all be right there!” I yelled back to her. I got up slowly grabbing my head, as I walked to the door. All the curtains in my room closed, I didn’t want to see anything outside or talk to anyone. I opened the door and let Hannah in. “My god you look like a mess!” She said as she got in my room. Hannah immediately opened the curtains.
“Ah don’t!” I said as I covered my eyes. I slowly looked at the sunlight as I got use to the brightness. “Oliver look at this room. You seriously gotta clean up…” Hannah said as she picked up some beer bottles.
“Hannah leave it all take care of it,” I said as i sat down down on the bed. “No. Go take a shower and get dressed.” She said. “Hannah I sai-” “Oliver now!” She said. I sighed as I slowly got up and went to the shower. I took off my clothes and took a shower. I let the warm water come over me as I relaxed, I closed my eyes as I once again had those memories playing in my head.
“What would you say about having a family?” I asked Kellin. This was the night before the grand opening. “Umm I don’t know…” he said as he got in bed with me. “What do you mean, you don’t know? Don’t you wanna have a family?” I asked him again.
“Oliver I just wanna sleep. Big day tomorrow.”
He said as he slept facing the other direction. “Kellin are you alright?” I asked him.
“Y-yeah just wanna rest for the day tomorrow…” he said. Kellin seemed to act weird as I got home. He barely even kissed me. “A-alright. Love you…” I said as I kissed the top of his head. He didn’t say it back as I turned the lamp off. I tried to sleep as it still bothered me that Kellin ignored me or even say ‘I love you’ back to me. As I tried to sleep, I felt something right behind me against me.
“I love you so much Oliver, I’m sorry. I love you so much..” Kellin said as he hugged me tight from behind. I tuned around and looked at him, he was crying.
“Hey what’s wrong?” I asked him as I hugged him. Kellin wiped his tears and smiled. “It’s nothing I’m just happy to have you as mine and I wanna let you know that if there is ever a day anything happens to me, promise me that you will find someone else, someone better then me…” he said. I looked at him with shock.
“Kellin you are crazy. I would never in my life find anyone like you. Kellin nothing is going to happen to you, I’m going to protect you and love you so much…”
“Oliver. Please just make that promise to me…please…” he said as he sat up. I sat up as well and sighed.
“Alright, I promise you, but if there were ever a day like that to happen I still will always remember you and love you…” I said to him. Kellin cried as I hugged him tight. I have no idea what has gotten into Kellin, but for him to say a thing like that just breaks my heart.
“Y-yes…”
“What?” I asked him as I looked at him. Kellin wiped his tears and smiled to me. “Yes I would love to have a family with you one day…” I smiled as I kissed him he kissed me back.
“I love you Kellin”
“I love you to Oliver…”
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“Oliver?” I snapped out as I didn’t realized I was in the kitchen. I was right I wouldn’t stop loving Kellin even if he hurt me…I still love him and can’t ever forget about him…but he did me wrong, I just hate it, but he did me wrong by doing this and I love him. Hannah gave me two pills and a glass of water. I took them and sighed, “let the band know I’m coming coming back…also when do we go on tour?” I asked Hannah as she seemed surprised of my sudden change. “Oh umm…in about 3 days” she said I nodded as I was going to tell her something else, but there was a knock at my door.
“All get it,” I said to Hannah. I need to change and try to move on…
I walked to the door and opened it, there stood Kellin friend Alex as he looked kinda beaten up.
“If you are looking for Kellin he is not here,” I said as I close the door, but he put his shoe through the door. I sigh and opened it again.
“What do you want? He is not here” I got annoyed.
“I was actually here for you. Look I need to talk to you about Kellin he is in d-”
“Look I don’t wanna know anything about Kellin. If you see him tell him to go fuck some other rich lad,”
“What are you taking about?” He said as he looked confused. I laughed.
“Kellin made a with you and your buddy Mike about trying to sleep with me. Well look he won and I hope he is happy.”
“What! No that never happened. Look you don’t get it Kellin he is in-”
“I don’t wanna know anything about Kellin or you! So please leave or all call the cops now!” I yelled as Alex back up and left. I closed the door frustrated.
“What was that?!” Hannah said as she walked out the kitchen into the living room, where I sat in the couch. I was so frustrated and wanted to move on from Kellin. “It was nothing. Look just please calm the team now and let them know I’m on my way!” I yelled as I walked out the house and into my car. I need to move on and focus on my music not Kellin he is long gone.
-Alex-
“Austin I tired to tell him, but he seems to be hurt by something of Kellin. He was talking about a bet we made with Kellin, trying to sleep with Oliver for money or something?” I said as I explained to Austin over the phone.
“Alex it must have been Vic who told him or something. You know how he can play tricks…” Austin said.
Why didn’t I think about that. “I’m gonna try tomorrow and talk to Oliver again,” I said.
“Alex I went to there house. They were there. Please hurry!” He said.
“What do you mean not there?! Were could they have gone?” I panic as I thought I were Kellin would be.
“All keep looking for him. Get Oliver to talk, but hurry!”
“Alright!” I said as I hanged up the phone. Kellin I’m gonna save you, but I need your lover boys help as well.
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Hey guys here you go. I’m trying finish this as I once again fell into deep depression all try my best and not let me emotions get the best of me.
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