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I groaned as I tired to get up. Vic and his gang beat me up so I wouldn’t be strong enough to save Kellin. I got up where the left me by the trash can I leaned against it to catch my breath, the kicked me my ribs, I had no idea how long I was out, “Kellin!” I just remembered as I ran to the door. I tried to open it as it was already lock. “Fuck!” I tried to quickly get to the front door. I looked through the window to see it was empty. I took my phone out quickly and dialed Jacks number.
“Hello?” He said.
“J-jack pass me the Austin!” I said as I was out of breath and holding my chest.
“Alex are you ok?” He said sounding almost panicking.
“Austin will e-explain, just please pass me to him hurry!”
“O-ok” he said sounding worried. I heard him passing the phone to Austin.
“Alex?” Austin said.
I gripped my phone. “Austin. Vic has Kellin.”
“W-what!”
“H-him and his gang found out he was still here in Sheffield. Jaime and Tony beat me up as Mike took Kellin. I-I think they are in Chicago.”
“Alex are you alright?!”
“They kicked me in the ribs, but all be fine I’m gonna head back home and get Kellin,” I said but I groaned as I tried to move.
“No Alex. I’m gonna send you money to get you fixed up there. Look all take care of Vic and you have to tell Oliver Alex, Kellin is seriously in trouble now we need his help.” Austin said. I groaned again.
“Austin no, just please, wait for me. All tell Oliver so he can help out, but Austin b-be careful,”
“I will. All send the money right away and go to there place. Alex take care of yourself and all get Kellin back this time.”
“Alright. B-bye.” God I hope Austin can save Kellin even if it’s not possible.
~Austin~
“A-Austin what’s going on?! What’s wrong with Alex?!” Jack was panicking as Alan come in and tried to calm him down.
“Alex is fine.”
“Austin what’s going on?” Alan now asked as he sat Jack down at the kitchen table. I put my hand through my hair.
“Vic has Kellin…”
Alan looked so scared as he was shaking as he cried.
“W-what no! No!” He screamed. I hugged him hard as I knew he was so scared for Kellin life just as we all were, Jack puts his face into his face. “Look I need to go to the bank and send money over to Alex. Then I’m going over to Vic place to see if they are already here. Stay here and take care of jack. I love you!” I said as I quickly left the apartment and into my car. Please be ok Kellin…
~Kellin~
Vic gripped my hand tight as he pulled out of the airport. We just landed in Chicago, I had so many chills going through me as we got back here. So many memories fled in my mind as I remember the day I left.
I breathed heavily as I ran into the airport. I calmed down as I went to the front desk and gave them my ticket and passport to enter the plane. I gave the women my ticket and passport, she looked at it and gave them back to me. As she gave them back to me, she saw my face. Vic punched me leaving me a black eye and some parts of my body covered with bruises.
“Are you alright sir?” She asked me. I was about to answer as I saw a security looking around and saw me and made his way to me quickly.
“I-I’m fine,” I said as I quickly got in the plane. I was the last one to enter and they closed the door. I sighed in relief as I took a seat. I took my seat and looked out the window.
“I’m safe now…” I said as I look out the window as we took off. I’m safe now. I’m safe.
That’s what I thought about a month ago. But I’m back here now. Vic pulled me out of my thoughts as he hurried for me to follow him. He gripped my hand tighter. “Ow,” I whispered to him. “Sorry baby I just really want to get home with you…” he said with a grin.
I tried to pull away from him as I did, I was free and ran, but Mike caught me. “Oh now your getting it,” he said to me as Vic got my hand again. We walked out the airport and into the car. Vic pushed me into the van making me hit my head.
“Ow fuck!” I said as I held my head. Vic grabbed me by my hair and made me look at him.
“What did I saw about using that tone with me?!” He spat. As I flinched. Vic slapped me across my face as he demanded Mike to drive. I cried as I put my hand on my cheek. I cried. I miss Oliver. I miss my friends. I miss my family. And all of this is all my fault. All my fault for ever getting with Vic. I still would of been with Oliver, but he found me and there is no going back. I wanted to be with Oliver so badly for him to hug me again. I put my hand on my stomach, “I-I’m sorry…” I whispered.
“Aww Kellin I know you didn’t mean it…you’ll be happy when we get back home…” he said as he touched my arm and I flinched. I cried more. Oliver please I need you. I said in my head. We made a stop as I knew where we are. I was shaking as Vic took me out the van and into our old house.
His house was in a neighborhood, I remembered those times when Vic would beat me and I would scream one of our neighbors would call the cops, but they did nothing. It was dark outside as Vic hurried the guys to get in the house as he pulled me in. When we got in. Everything was still the same, it was a mess a broke picture frames were on the floor, empty beer bottles in the living room. I looked around and remembered everything in this house.
“Vic no!” As he was about to through me a picture frame. He through it, but missed me.
I closed my eyes trying to get that memory out my head. Vic grabbed my arm as he walked me into where I knew where he was going to be taking me.
“V-Vic p-please no!” He was taking me to the basement.
“Kellin you know what happens when you run away, right?” Vic said. Vic opened the basement door.
Everything was still there. The old mattress was still there, the handcuffs were still there as well.
Vic pushed me in making me land on the mattress. “All see you later kells, bye, love you,” he said as he shut it and locked it.
“No!” I screamed as I walked up the door and tried to open it. “Vic please let me out!” I screamed as I hit the door. I was kicking and screaming just wanting to get out here knowing all the stuff he did to me in the past and he’s going to do it again. And this time he is gonna kill me I just know it now. I gave up as slid against the wall and sat on the floor crying.
“O-Oliver…” I said as I brought my knees to my face. I needed him so bad. I need him. But it’s my fault he hates me now. And I didn’t even get the chance to tell him. All of this is my fault I got myself in danger again.
As I cried the door opened I looked up to see it was Mike. Mike bent down and smiled at me.
“You know this would have never happened if you ran away…”
“W-why are you doing this Mike? Why do you follow your brother orders?”
“I do it cause he is the only family I have and he helps me out a lot, when I need to be out of prison!”
I flinched as he shouted to me. He got up and kicked the mattress. “Mike I know your still upset about last time, b-but I had no choi-”
“No choice?! You took her away from me!”
“I had to do it!” Mike slapped me across my face.
“It’s your fault! Cause now I have Tony, but I only use his as a fucking toy. You have no idea how much I miss her!” Mike screamed as he had tears in his eyes.
“Mike you have to understand…I had to make the choice or she would have been dead!” I said. Mike just shook his head.
“You don’t realize the choice you made do you now..?” Mike said.
I looked at him confused then he spoke, “Vic lied to both of us. He said he wouldn’t do anything to her and send her somewhere where she wouldn’t be hurt. He lied to you and me! You made that stupid decision, and I’m stuck here with Tony and helping Vic out with you.” Mike got up and walked around. Vic tricked me again.
“W-what if you stop helping Vic and maybe find her,” I suggested.
“I am trying to find her! But I secretly am trying to find her behind Vic back.” He said Mike groaned.
“Kellin I didn’t want to hurt you or to ever find you, but I had no choice! I did it for her! You just had to make that decision…” he cried.
I cried as well cause he was right that decision I made was my fault. Everything was my fault.
“I’m sorry…” I said. Mike just nodded his head.
“Sorry is not enough Kellin…” he said as he got up.
“Vic!” He yelled as I flinched. Vic came in the room. “What is it? What are you doing here?” He asked.
“I was in here to calm Kellin down, but he ended up kissing me,” Mike lied. I got scared as I knew what Vic was going to do.
“Mike get out!” He yelled.
“N-no…” I whispered as I cried. Mike left as he shut the door leaving me and Vic.
“I thought you would change,” he said as he slapped me again. Vic then started to kick me. I tried to protect myself as the beating got so hard. Oliver I need you. I cried as I tried protecting my stomach. Oliver I need you. I hate this life I’m in, but my fault. All of it’s my fault. “No please Vic! Stop!” I screamed as he stopped.
“Why should I?” He asked.
“C-cause I love you and miss y-you,” I said as I got cracked up saying that. It wasn’t true, but it’s the only way to stop him.
Vic bet down and helped me sit up, “you do?” I nodded. Vic hugged me tight, “I’m sorry Kellin. I just wished you learned. I miss you too kells. I’m so happy your back…” he whispered. I just stood still and let him hug me. I wanted Oliver to hug me again.
^Oliver^
“So sing along…a little fucking louder!” I screamed into the mic with all my anger still in me as I looked at everyone angry. My band and I were in the studio rehearsing for the tour which was gonna be in about a week. “That’s the spirit!” Everyone dropped there instruments and took a deep breath from exhaustion, “O-Oliver we need a break for just a moment…” Jordan said breathing heavily. I bent down on my knees breathing heavily as well. I was pushing everyone around and barely even talked to anyone.
“N-no we need to practice more come o-”
“Oliver we have be playing 2 hours straight. Song to song. Back to back! Oliver we really need to!” I cut Matt off.
“Who said you called the shots around here?!” I said as I walked up to him and pushed him, Matt pushed me back. We then both got into a little fight of pushing each other. “Hey!” I heard Jordan yell. Lee and Mat took Matt away from me as for Jordan and my brother coming from no where pulled me away.
“Hey! Into the other room now!” My brother yelled. I sighed and followed him to the other room.
I walked in and he walked in and closed the door, “what has gotten into you?” Tom asked. I just leaned against the wall and crossed my arms.
“Nothing…”
“Bullshit,” Tom sat down on one of the chairs in the other room. “Oliver I know your hurting still. Looking I’m sorry about kel-”
“Alright Tom! Fine you were right and I was blinded by love. There happy!? I just don’t even wanna hear his name ever again!” I said as I kicked one of the boxes that were here in the room.
I put my hands through my hair as I was frustrated, I was still hurt and just can’t move on. I loved Kellin and he just did me like this. I still remember his laugh, his smile, and his kisses. It’s so hard I want to move on, but those memories are still stuck in my head.
“Oliver…” Tom sighed as he spoke again. “Please don’t do this to your self. Don’t let your self down and especially don’t take out your anger on your band mates and friends,” Tom got up and put a hand on my shoulder. “Oliver I’m not here for you to tell me you are wrong. Look we both didn’t know, ok? No one knew. We were all blind, Oliver”
Tom was right. All of us were blinded by Kellin kindness and innocence, but it was all hard on everyone to know the truth about Kellin even harder for me since I loved him so much. He changed me, but left me hurt. Tom was also right I was pushing everyone away. Maybe I needed a break from everyone and everyone thing to ease my mind. I sighed again, “your right Tom I’m sorry…” I said as I walked out the door.
“I’m gonna go for a walk. Tell the band all catch them tomorrow.” I said and closed the door and went to ease my mind. I still love him and it hurts.
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Hey guys!! I just started school yesterday so I just really wanna update and try to finish this story and move on to more drama for u guys and maybe a sequel……?????;)
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