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–Kellin–
I laid there all cold as tears fell down my face. He did it. He raped me…again. I felt so used so ashamed cause they only person I would let them touch me is Oliver, Oliver was the only one I felt so safe for once in my life. But he is gone and it’s my fault. I got up from the bed and tried to stand up. I looked down at my legs, I was just wearing a long shirt that covered the half of my necked body. I grabbed my boxers from the floor and put them on as well as my pants, I groaned in pain as I put them on. I could just remember screaming telling him to stop, but he would shut me up.
As I walked to the restroom I heard the bedroom door open, but I still walked in the restroom as I wasn’t feeling good, I was getting sick again. I leaned against the sink to get my balance as I was getting a little dizzy. I walked into the restroom all week now I’m gonna collapse.
“Kellin?” I heard Vic’s voice as he walked in. Once he walked in I saw him through the mirror. Vic smiled as I just stood there with a straight face, “I made us dinner. It’s ready so let’s g-”
I cut Vic off as I ran to the toilet and threw up. Vic got beside me and rubbed my back.
“Kellin are you alright?” Vic asked. I got up with the help of Vic. I walked to the sink and drank water and spit it out.
“Y-yeah I’m fine…just sick…” I said to him as I didn’t even look at him. Vic grabbed my hand and took me to the room, “Kellin do you wanna rest?” Vic asked. I didn’t want to stay in this room nor sleep in that bed since what just happened a few hours ago.
I shook my head, “n-no I’m good just need some food.” I said. Vic nodded as he took my hand again and took us downstairs.
As we made it down stairs I saw Mike and Tony waiting in the kitchen. They stood there as they looked at me. Vic sat me down, as he gave me a plate of chicken and some fried vegetables, I smelled it and instantly ate it. “Wow Kellin slow down,” Vic said as he laughed. I was hungry I was eating it like I haven’t ate in days.
I was finish with it as Vic looked shocked. “Want some more?” He asked. I nodded as he got up and served me some more. As Vic did, I looked at Tony as I noticed he was looking at me, “hi Tony,” I said.
“Hello Kellin, long time no see…”
“Yeah…” I said to him. Tony got close to me as he checked Vic wasn’t looking. “I know your little secret…” I looked at him with fear as he stood up straight again as Vic came back with my plate.
I ate slowly this time so Tony wouldn’t notice anything as well as Vic and Mike. As I ate slowly I started to notice everyone was watching me, and it felt uncomfortable since it reminded me of the past. “Where’s Adrian?” I decided to ask out of the blue.
“He’s in the house,” Mike said. I was taken back as Mike told me Adrian was in the house. “Are you guys guys giving him food?” I asked.
“Sometimes…” Tony said. I got up from my chair as Vic stood up. I got my plate and walked upstairs slowly. “Kellin were do you thi-”
“Take me to Adrian.” I said as I turned around to look at him.
“N-no you are not allowed to see him nor-“
“Please Viccy poo…” I said as I got close to him and kissed him in which I regret. This was my only way to get to him, even the nickname I said, he liked it. Vic smiled.
“Oh alright,” Vic grabbed my hand and was about to take me upstairs till Tony spoke,
“Wait Vic, he might be planning to escape again,” Tony said.
“No he isn’t, I’m going to take him to see Adrian. And I’m going to be there ,” he said.
“But Vic Kell-”
“But what!” I flinched as Tony did as well, “Kellin won’t leave! I finally have him back and won’t let him leave, I’m not letting him out my site, nor will he run away! You would never do that would you Kells…?” Vic looked at me sweetly. I stood there scared, but kept my act.
“N-no I would never do that…”
Vic smiled as he took me upstairs, I turned my head to see Tony still in fear and shock. Vic took my down a hall and we made it to a room. Which I remember was my office I would do my school work in. Vic took out a key and unlocked the door. He put it back in his pocket.
“You have a visiter, Adrian…” Vic said as he opened the door wider. Adrian was on the floor his hands tied up with rope, tape was over his mouth, he had tears coming out his eyes, and he mad bruises all over him. I was shocked to see him, I blamed myself once again. Adrian looked up at me and was shocked to see me.
“Vic can I just have a minute with Adrian? Please?” I said as I got close to him again. Vic smiled and kissed me.
“Sure baby, just 2 minutes. All be outside,” I walked in the room as I saw it was a little dusty here and some of my stuff was still here just thrown on the floor. Vic closed the door as I quickly went to Adrian. I took the tape off,
“Kellin what’s going on?! Where I’m I? I-I wanna go hom-”
“Shh Adrian!” I whispered to check on the door, but it was still closed I looked back at Adrain. “Adrian I don’t have enough time, so listen to me,” Adrian nodded. “That guy that you just saw he is my crazy ex Vic and took me back here, he took me away from Oliver.” I said as I tried not to tear up, “he made me tell Oliver that I only got with him only for a bet and money, which was never true. Look I had to say it, but Vic brother told Oliver and if I didn’t do it his brother said that, he would cut your throats even Olivers too, I didn’t want to risk your life so I did it.” I said quickly.
“I understand, but I’m scared Kellin…” Adrian cried as I hugged him as cried a little as well. “Adrian I’m gonna figure this out, but look I’m gonna need you to calm down and listen to me,” Adrian nodded. “Vic has a key to this room, I’m gonna try and get it and when I do I will get it and give it to you.” I said to him.
“What about you Kellin?” He asked. I sighed. “I need to stay here or else all get us both killed.”
“Look Adrian all I have to do is get that key and you’ll be out free,” I said to him as I passed him the plate of food.
“They told me they were feeding you, but I doubt that…” I said as Adrian ate. He ate quickly so they lied to me. I watched Adrian eat as I notice the fork.
“Adrian. Keep the fork. Hide it somewhere,” Adrian looked at me confused, but did it anyway. I was about to say something else as Vic opened the door, I grabbed the plate and stood up quickly. “Let’s go Kellin,” he said. I nodded, “I promise you…” I whispered to Adrian. Adrian nodded as I left. Vic closed the door and locked it with that key. Vic put the key back in his pocket. As he did an idea popped in my head, and idea which I will regret, but I have to save Adrian.
“Vic…” I said to him.
“What?” He looked up and I jumped on his giving him a long kiss. He looked shock, but did kissed me back anyway. Vic carried me as he took us back into the bed room.
He threw me on the bed as he kissed me again. I was regretting this, but I need to save Adrian. I got on top of Vic and took off his shirt. “I have no idea what has gotten into you, but I like it…” Vic took off his pants and boxers as I did the same leaving just my shirt on, I got on top of Vic and rode him. Fuck this wasn’t me doing this it was my fucking habit that I had with Oliver, but I had no control of. I was a moaning mess as I rode Vic.
“F-fuck baby…” Vic moaned. I tired to close my eyes thinking about Oliver, just Oliver. I was going quickly just to get this over with.
“Fuck!” Vic yelled as he came. I was feeling very sick when he came. It didn’t feel right I regret it. I got off him and laid down breathing heavily. Vic got on top of me, I saw him smile. “That was amazing…” he said as he kissed me I let him.
I faked smiled. “I’m really glad you liked it…” Vic grabbed the blanket and wrapped us in it, but I got up the bed.
“Where are you going?” He asked. I picked up our clothes, “oh just wanna pick up the dirty clothes and get us some pajamas, is that ok?” I said as I smiled a little. Vic smiled. “Of course baby. Your clothes are still here” I nodded and walked into the closet.
And when I did I cried. I regret it, I quickly took the key out of his jeans. I grabbed just an underwear for Vic as I grabbed underwear and sweats for me. I put them on. I put the key under my folded clothes. I walked out the closet making sure I wiped my tears.
“Here you go…” I gave it to him. Vic took them and put them on.
“Thanks baby. Come on get in bed. I wanna cuddle.” I got in bed. Vic wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head.
“You know, you have been well behaved…maybe all let you walk around the house and if your well behave enough all let you go outside, as long as I’m with you…” he said. My plan was kind of working. I just gotta keep this act together and all be out of here. Oliver im coming back to you. Just please wait for me…
~Tony~
“He is hiding something…” Jaime looked at me confused. “Who?” He asked. I rolled my eyes. “Kellin. He is hiding something and I may know what it is…” I said as I got up from the couch. Jaime just laid on the couch, “what is it?” He asked. I was about to say, but Mike came in the door. Perfect timing. “Did you get it?” I asked. Mike nodded as he handed me the bag. “Thanks baby,” I said as I kissed him, but he turned his head around making me kiss his cheek. I know that Mike doesn’t have feeling for me, he still has feeling for that bitch.
I walked upstairs and went into the room where Vic and Kellin were in. When I opened the door I saw them both sleeping, “Vic,” I whispered. Vic got up and groaned. “What the hell do you want?” He whispered yelled. “Come out here,” I whispered. He rolled his eyes, but came outside. He closed the door behind him.
“What is it?”
“Kellin is hiding something,”
“Tony I told you he is n-”
“Yeah I know. And I can prove it,” I said handing him the bag. Vic took it and looked inside. “Wait how can that be possible we just did i-”
“Make Kellin take it,” I said as I went downstairs. This should be good.
–Kellin-
“Kellin” I heard someone saying my name. I ignored it and sleep as I need some rest.
“Kellin get up!” I looked and it was Vic. He looked kind pissed which got me scared.
“Here” Vic handed me a brown bag. I looked at him confused and opened the bag. I felt like everything drop to me stomach. “Vic I’m not taking thi-”
“Take it or else…” he said taking out his pocket knife. I got scared and walked into the restroom closing the door behind me. I got scared and panicked. I cried. I’m gonna fuck yo again. “Hurry up Kellin!” I heard Vic yell I got scared and took the box out.
“Oh my god…” I cried. I gonna get killed if I don’t do this….
I finished what I needed to do. I looked at it and cried.
“Kellin get out now!” Vic yelled. I took a deep breath. I got out slowly.
“Well…?” He asked.
“I-I left it inside…” I said as I cried. Vic walked into the restroom as he left me standing crying. Vic came out the restroom quickly and kissed, he cried and hugged me.
“K-Kellin” he said as he cried with tears of joy. I cried, but not the same as Vic. I didn’t want this. I wanted Oliver so badly now. I wanted this to be Oliver. Not Vic. I fucked up again. I put them in danger. It all my fault. I tried.
“Were going to be a family finally!” He said as he put his hand on my stomach.
I was pregnant
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Boom! There you go and more drama to come. I just wanna let you guys know I’m getting counseling starting Monday. I wanna change my ways even my bipolar.
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