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I should have known something was wrong the second I opened my eyes. It wasn’t really anything I could see; something just felt so off. Like the night before, the shadows of the trees danced on the fabric exterior of the tent as the wind howled quietly in the night. I pulled my blanket tighter around me, my skin suddenly feeling cold even under the cover. It wasn’t until then I realised my shirt was missing; I could have sworn I was wearing one when I went to sleep?
I jumped slightly as I heard the zip of the tent opening. I looked over at where Kev and Seb should have been. Their stuff was still there but they weren’t. I know I should have questioned it but for some reason I didn’t feel as concerned as I thought I should have been, like there was normality in the fact they weren’t there. It was most likely one of them coming back now. It was strange; I knew it was dark but the tent still held an essence of luminance, like there was a light source somewhere hidden out of view.
My eyes widened as the person entering the tent came into light. “Chase?” I mumbled, unsure if my mind was playing tricks on me. Why is he here?
He looked at me; a look of shock on his face, closely followed by a frown. “Shit sorry” he muttered, “Did I wake you?”
I wanted to ask him why the hell he was here or what he was doing but I couldn’t find the words. I felt like if I questioned it he would leave; I didn’t want that. I shook my head slowly. “No I woke up just before.” My voice was low; only slightly hoarse as I watched him.
“Oh good” he sighed, “God it’s freezing out there.” He let out a shaky chuckle as he shivered. I watched him as he turned around, zipping the tent back up like it was the most natural thing in the world. I glanced around the tent once more. This was definitely the same tent except this time Kev and Seb’s stuff was gone. How is that possible? I could have sworn they were there a second ago.
I looked back at Chase as he walked over to me; his hips swaying almost unnoticeably, my heart rate quickening with each step. I watched as he crouched down beside me before pulling his shirt over his head. I couldn’t help but notice the red tinge on his cheeks as my mouth dropped. His body was beautiful. My eyes trailed over his being; soaking in as much as they possibly could. The toned curve of his chest and the dark nipples that rested on his pecs. My eyes trailed down; observing the various contours of his abs before stopping on the small trail of hair that led down and disappearing into his sweat pants. “Stop it” he blushed as he lifted up the blanket and climbed under; quickly pulling the fabric over his exposed skin. Our eyes met as he settled, a small shy smile on his lips as he noticed my eyes were still on him. I licked my lips as they started feeling dry.
I don’t know where it came from but the sudden urge to reach out and touch him crept into my mind. Before I could stop myself I did; seeking contact. His mouth opened a little and his breathing became more audible as my finger lightly traced along his forehead, pushing the strands of hair that happened to cover his eyes out of the way. God his eyes were stunning. My fingers continued on their journey; trailing down beside his eyes and down his cheek, our eyes never leaving each other’s. My hand stopped on the nape of his neck; gently holding him as my thumb caressed small circles onto his skin. “You are so beautiful” The words slipped out of my lips in barely a whisper; but judging by the small, almost incoherent whimper that left his lips he heard it.
I felt his hand as it made contact with my skin; just below my navel. I bit my tongue as it started trailing up my stomach; leaving a trail of fire in its wake. His movements were slow; cautious as his hand ran over my abs. I drew in a sharp breath as his fingertips brushed over my right nipple. His hand stopped; a shy smirk appearing on his face as he slowly, teasingly, started massaging the now erect bud. I released a low moan that I didn’t realise was stuck at the back of my throat, begging and for any kind of release.
I swallowed, clearing the clot that formed in my throat as I leant forward. I glanced down at his mouth; his lips, practically begging for his permission. I had to kiss him; I needed to. My body craved him in that moment more than anything it has before. He nervously lick his lips; and I the same as he nodded his head in the smallest of motions.
“Trae” he mumbled as I got closer. I ignored it; passing it off as a needy sound, too invested in wanting to kiss him.
“Trae” he repeated, only louder this time. I pulled away, frowning as he said it again. “Trae. Get up already!” Wait what? He reached up; lightly tapping my face as he repeated his words once again. I woke with a start; sitting up quickly to see Kev crouched beside me with a smirk on his face.
“Finally” he chuckled, “Thought I was going to have to get a bucket of water.” I looked around the tent to see Kev and Seb’s stuff back in their rightful spot. It was all a dream. I sighed, falling back down onto my pillow. I should have known straight away that it was too good to be true. “Every one’s heading down to the river. Get up and meet us down there yeah?”
I nodded in response to his question. I know it isn’t his fault but I was slightly annoyed at him in that moment. I know it was a dream but I was still so close and then he had to go and wake me up. God dammit. “What time is it?” My throat felt dry and my voice was hoarse.
“11:30” he chuckled, “Congratulations my friend, you officially outslept a hung over Seb.”
“Shit” I muttered, yawning as I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes.
“So…” He started. I could tell by the teasing tone in his voice that he was up to no good. “What were you dreaming about?” If the tone of his voice had anything to say about it he already had a pretty clear idea.
My eyes widened as the question left his lips, my cheeks heating up. “Nothing” I tried, answering too quickly for it to sound remotely believable. He smirked at my answer before standing up.
“I could tell” he winked before making a moaning sound. I looked anywhere but at him, embarrassed. “Get up and get your ass down to the river; we’ll be waiting”. With that he left, leaving me to get ready.
I sat silent for a few seconds. “Chase” I groaned, “I swear you’re going to be the death of me”.
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I lifted my arms, stretching out my back as I released a tired yawn; the sun feeling really damn good as it heated my skin. I looked up; admiring the vibrant blue that enveloped the sky, hardly a cloud in sight. I also noticed the birds were a lot more cheerful this morning as they sung their melody. I glanced down in the direction of the river. I could hear the sound of people yelling and laughing, having a great time. I sighed; part of me was keen to go down there and join in on the fun but at the same time there was a nagging part of me that was nervous as hell. I knew what I wanted and what I had to do but it didn’t make it much easier.
I spent most of last night lying awake trying to sort out what the hell I was feeling. The talk with Kevin helped a lot and I don’t even know why I was so apprehensive to talk to him about it in the first place. I don’t think I have ever been gladder to call him family. He talked a lot of sense into me. I’ve been acting like an idiot; getting stressed over nothing. Yes; he’s a guy and it scares me, but that’s no excuse to act the way I have been. I’ve never been like that and it embarrasses me that was ever like that, even if it was only for a short while. I’m Trae Williams for god sake.
With that fresh in my mind I made my way down to the river; a slight confidence in my step as I told myself there was nothing to be nervous about. The first thing I saw was Skye and Teegan as they lay on their back on the sand; slow-roasting in nothing but bikinis in the midday sun. I then focused my attention on the water. I thought I was ready for this but I wasn’t. Not in the slightest.
The first person I saw out there was Imogen, laughing loudly as she waded her way through the water. She was wearing nothing but a tight black bikini. Her back glistening as the water trickled down her skin but as I expected, I felt indifferent to the sight.
The next person I saw was Chase. I stopped in my tracks as my eyes settled on him where he stood in all his shirtless glory. I blinked; mouth slightly agape as I took in his body. It looked similar to what it looked like in my dream last night but seeing it now in the flesh awoke desires in me that even the most sensual of dreams couldn’t. I felt my member twitch in my shorts at the sight; my skin heating up even more than from the sun alone.
His tanned skin glistened in the sun; droplets of water trailing down the caramel skin of his chest and abs; the dark nipples that rested perfectly on the toned curve of his chest. Unlike in my dream there was patched of hair surrounding the darker circles of his nipples. I wasn’t complaining though; not in the slightest, there was something so erotically sexy about it.
I licked my lips as my eyes trailed further down his body, observing the light contours of his abs and the light trail of hair leading into his red board shorts. I felt myself harden as my mind started imagining what could possibly be hidden behind the obtrusive fabric. I shook my head; snap out of it and get a grip of yourself! I mentally scolded.
My eyes darted to Kevin as he approached Chase, Seb following close by. I observed his body. His tall frame and tanned skin. You could tell he worked out by the lean muscle than rippled beneath his skin whenever he moved. I observed his broad shoulder; his wide chest and his perfectly sculpted abs. They were more defined than Chase’s but I felt nothing; No desires and no attraction. I just saw Kevin. Sure I could appreciate that he is definitely one of the hottest guys I have ever seen but I wasn’t attracted to him. I glanced at Seb; his body having the same outcome. What was it about Chase that made him so damn desirable?
I looked back at Chase to find his eyes were on me. He quickly looked away but I didn’t; my eyes studying him. I couldn’t help but notice his hair was a darker shade once again as it stuck to his forehead. A few seconds passed before he looked back at me curiously; holding eye contact after realising that I hadn’t looked away. I licked my lips as he wiped the loose drops of water off his face and pushed his hair up and off his face with both hands; his actions momentarily exposing the dark hair of his armpits. I never thought I’d find such a simple thing so arousing as I subtly adjusted the front of my shorts. I swear everything about him was perfect.
I couldn’t help but chuckle as Kevin ran and jumped at his unsuspecting figure. It was funny at first; but it soon changed as I started feeling jealous, watching as they laughed and wrestled in the water. I knew it was all in the name of fun but watching Kev wrestle Chase; touching the skin I desired so much made my jaw clamp. I looked away, lightly clenching my hands as I continued on my way.
Teegan jumped as I dropped my towel next to her head. She sat up, lifting up the glasses covering her eyes. “OMG Trae you scared the shit out of me” She breathed as she held her free hand over her heart.
“Morning to you too” I chuckled at her shocked expression before yawning.
“Whatever” she replied before laying back down and covering her eyes with her dark shades once more. “Slept well, huh?”
“I guess you could say that.” I hoped her eyes were closed under her glasses because I knew I was blushing, “Couldn’t fall asleep for ages though” I mentally cursed myself; why didn’t I just leave it be?!
“Why’s that?” She lifted back her glasses, squinting at me curiously.
Oh whatever. “Thinking” I shrugged.
“About what?” She pressed, a slight smile on her lips. I thought about it for a second. I already had an idea of what she thought would have been keeping me up; so I guess there’s no harm in being honest.
I glanced over my shoulder at Chase. “Just something that’s been bothering me the last few days.”
She beamed at me, obviously ecstatic. “Something? Or someone?”
“I think we both already know the answer to that” I dead-panned.
“Who are you talking about?” I looked over at Skye. I didn’t even think she was awake because of her reaction, or lack thereof, when I scared Teegan before; apparently she’s been quite aware.
“Don’t worry about it” I replied quickly. It’s not that I thought she would react badly; I just didn’t want everyone to know.
She turned to Teegan. “Who’s he talking about?”
My eyes widened at the boldness of her question, Teegan better not say anyth- “He has a ‘thing’ for Chase” She replied casually, making air quotes when she said ‘thing’.
Skye gasped, sitting up and grinning at me. “Really?!” She practically squealed.
I turned to Teegan. “Seriously?” I groaned. She shrugged, ignoring my question.
“OMG” Skye continued, “This is fantastic! I didn’t even know you were bi”
“Neither did I” I chuckled.
“How long have you known?”
“Since the other night” I sighed. There was no way out of it now so I may as well be honest.
“Since you two kissed?” Her grin was actually starting to give me the creeps. I nodded reluctantly. “Aww” she cooed, “That’s so adorable! Is that why you’ve been acting so weird?” I sighed, ignoring her question as I rubbed my face. It didn’t stop her thought.
“Imagine how beautiful the children are going to be!” My eyes widened as my cheeks caught on fire.
“You do realise that’s not physically possible?” I questioned cautiously.
She glared at me like I killed her gold fish. “Do not ruin a girl’s dream!” Teegan broke into a fit of laughter at her words.
“Whatever” I lifted my hands in a mock surrender as I backed away slowly, “Just please try to keep it to yourself.”
“Okay” Skye shrugged, still grinning at me. Freaky.
I narrowed my eyes at Teegan. Even though I couldn’t see her eyes I knew she would have rolled them. “Yes ma’am” she mocked saluted.
I didn’t say anything else to them, turning and walking into the water. I could hear them still talking about it and Skye saying something about ‘shipping Trace’ or something like that; god girls are weird. I didn’t trust them in the slightest when it came to not opening their mouth; especially Teegan. She loves her gossip. I know there’s only a few of us here and no one would be bothered by it but I don’t want Chase to find out; by anyone else that it. Don’t get me wrong; it would make my life so much easier but I’d rather him find out from me.
The water wasn’t as cold as it was the other day as it wrapped around my ankles. It wasn’t warm by any means but walking into it wasn’t a dreadful task like last time. As I went further I looked down, watching as my fingertips as they skimmed along the cool surface of the water. I moved my hand around in a circular motion; watching the ripples that emanated from my disturbance.
I looked back up, slowing in my tracks as my eyes landed on Chase. His eyes were on me; his eyes dark and lustful as they trailed over my body. His lips were parted, his chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm alongside his breaths. By the looks of things, I don’t think he knew I knew he was watching me. He bit his lip before looking back up, locking eyes. His eyes widened as he looked away quickly; his cheeks turned a beautiful shade of red. I bit my tongue as I looked away as well; this was no time for arousal.
“Good evening gentleman” I greeted in posh accent as I neared the trio.
“Good day to you too sir” Kev grinned; mocking my accent, “How nice of you to join us on this fine day”
“T’is quite a fine day” I agreed, nodding my head as I looked around, “Perfect day for a swim I do say.”
“I think you may be right old chap” he smirked. He was definitely up to something.
He ran at me, tackling me into the water. I pushed him off me, coughing out the water that managed to find its way into my lungs before jumping at him. We wrestled around a little bit, trying to prove who was stronger between the two of us. It was nothing serious though; the sound of cheering and laughter present in the background. I pushed Kev away one last time before standing up. “You know what?” I mused, turning to face Seb, “I think it’s your turn.”
His smile dropped as I started running at him. He turned to run but failed. Losing his footing and falling straight down; face planting the water. I clutched my stomach laughing as I watched the scene unfold. He splashed around the water for a few seconds before standing up, rubbing at his red face. I don’t know if it was red from the embarrassment or the impact but it was hilarious regardless.
I turned from the scene to see Chase, Kev and Imogen also laughing their asses of. My gaze stopped on Chase; I loved seeing him happy. He tried to cover his mouth when he saw me, his embarrassment showing. I’m sorry. The words were at the tip of my tongue once again; why, I didn’t know. What did I even think it would accomplish? I didn’t say it, choking back the urge and just smiling at him.
We stayed in the water for about an hour or so before heading back to camp for lunch. Things went well; or better than expected anyway. Chase and I spoke a little; nothing of great importance but it felt nice to actually talk to him. It eased the tension between us a little bit. We never touched though. As much as I wanted to I was content enough for now with him just smiling and laughing at my words. I wonder how long that’s going to last?
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A/N- So there we have Chapter 8.. It didnt take too long because i already had it written down i just needed to type and edit..
The attached video is ‘Set Me On Fire’ by Bella Ferarro. She is one of my favourite artists and i have never been so sad that someone is no longer making music. Her voice is one of the most magical things i have ever heard since she sang Skinny Love at an X-factor audition a few years ago… how she didnt win i will never know… rant over!
Thank you for reading!!! 😀
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