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I rushed into my bedroom and saw Kellin sitting up in the bed.
“Is everything okay?” I asked worriedly.
“Yeah, yeah. I’m fine. It was just a bad dream.” He replied between breaths. He was covered in a thin layer of sweat.
“Well, alright. I’m right out here if you need anything.” I assured him.
I went to leave the room. I opened the door and shut it behind me. I began walking back towards the couch.
“Vic?” I heard Kellin call from the slightly open door.
“Yes Kellin?”
“W-will you stay with me?” He asked shyly.
“Of course.” I smiled a little to myself. I went back into the room and followed Kellin to the bed. I layed down beside him and closed my eyes. I jumped a little and my eyes darted open when I felt Kellin nuzzle up against me. I lifted my arm and he scooted closer to rest his head on my chest.
“Is this okay?” He asked.
“This is.” I replied softly.
My heart pounded uncontrollably. A feeling washed over me. A feeling that I hadn’t felt in a long time. I felt happy. A smile crept onto my face. I rested my arm on his back and rubbed circles where my thumb laid. My head leaned onto his and I drifted into a deep sleep.
—–
I woke up and Kellin wasn’t beside me. A wave of worry came upon me as I sat up and looked around. I got to my feet and ran into the hallway.
“Kellin?” I called for him hopefully. There was no answer. I went outside and called his name again. I was only met with silence and a couple of awkward stares from neighbors.
My hands gripped the railing and I put my head down. My eyes squeezed shut.
“He’s gone. I can’t believe he’s gone already.” I cried to myself. I walked back inside and sat on the couch. I placed my head in my hands then cried a little more. I don’t know why I was so upset. I just met this boy yesterday but he already managed to make me feel happiness. No one has been able to do that for as long as I remember.
I realized at that moment how much I actually needed Kellin. I needed him back. He’s my hero. He saved my life. I can’t function on my own without him.
I shot my gaze to the door as it swung open. Kellin walked through and relief flooded my veins. His eyes finally caught mine.
“Miss me?” He said halfheartedly. I smiled weakly and nodded my head. I stood up and wrapped my arms around him tightly. He didn’t hug me back. I immediately let go figuring that he was probably terrified.
“Sorry. I… I’m just glad you’re okay.” I said honestly as I choked back a sob that threatened to escape my throat.
“Yeah?” He gave me a questioning look. “I just ran to the store and picked up a couple of things.”
“How much was it? I’ll pay you back.”
“That won’t be necessary. I owe you.” He replied.
“For what?” I asked.
“For taking me in. Letting me shower. Feeding me. Dealing with me.” He said that last part under his breath. I pretended I didn’t hear it.
“You don’t owe me.” If anything, I owed him.
“Let me at least, I don’t know, clean up? N-not that it’s messy or anything, I-I just…” He babbled on. I chuckled. He went silent and turned a deep shade of red. It was kind of cute.
“Sure.” I agreed. He looked up at me hopefully.
“Really?” He asked in disbelief.
“Yeah, I can help you too. Maybe. I have cleaning supplies under the sink that I never use.”
“No. You no help.” He said improperly. “You should just go relax outside somewhere for a couple of hours. I will do all of the cleaning.” He insisted. I sighed but reluctantly agreed anyways.
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It has been about two hours since I left. He said to wait until it was five o’clock. Which it was nearly four.
This boy came into my life and has been so sweet. I don’t know what he ever did to deserve the treatment he got from his parents. And to think I thought my life was bad. He made me realize that I am not the only one with problems. Everyone has problems; some far worse than mine.
It was nearing four forty-five so I decided to start heading back. I was walking when I saw this old man selling bouquets of flowers. I decided to stop to buy one for Kellin. Why not? It’ll be a thanks for cleaning.
I settled for the lilies and walked back to my apartment. I stepped into the door and saw Kellin in the kitchen making something on the stove. It smelled delicious. He noticed me and his eyes filled with joy.
“Hey!” He said excitedly.
“Hey yourself.” I responded. “Uh, these are for you.” I said a bit more awkwardly, handing him the flowers. He blushed a crimson red.
“Thanks. Um, I made dinner. I hope you’ll like it. It’s vegetarian, obviously.” He said returning to the kitchen.
“Looks great in here.” I complimented, looking around.
“Thanks.” He said again. I went over and sat at the table. He was making plates then set one in front of me. He took a seat at the other end.
“Well, what do you want to drink?” I asked standing up.
“Oh, shoot. I forgot that. I’ll get them.” He insisted.
“Water is fine for me, thanks.”
He retrieved the water, but on his way back he tripped and dropped the cups. It’ s a good thing that they were plastic.
“Oh shit. I’m sorry.” He apologized and knelt down to clean it up. I chuckled. I went a grabbed a towel.
“I’m pretty sure you need this to clean up a liquid.” I said. He chuckled nervously. I got down and placed the towel down and started wiping it up.
“No, no. I’ll do it.” He said then placed his hand on the towel, accidentally putting it on top of my hand. I looked up at him as he looked at me. I gazed into his eyes and a swear I saw it sparkle.
“Uh, I-I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.” He apologized again.
“No, no. I-It’s fine.” I assured him. We stayed there for a moment more before I leaned in and pressed my lips softly against his. I pulled away after he didn’t kiss me back.
“I’m so sorry. I just, I don’t know what came over me. I’m-“.
“Shut up.” He said and kissed me again. My stomach erupted in butterflies. I put my hand behind his head to hold him in place. Slowly, I lied back and pulled him on top of me. I felt the cold water soak my t-shirt and smiled against Kellin’s lips. I couldn’t help but let out a small laugh.
“What’s so funny?” He wanted to know.
“My back is wet now.” I whispered.
“Well, how about I help you take it off then?” He suggested in a slightly seductive tone. He stood up and walked to the bedroom, signaling for me to follow.
I stood up and followed him into the room. He slid onto the bed and stared at me through lustful eyes.
“Take it off.” He demanded.
“If I do recall correctly, you said you would help me.” I said suggestively. He smiled at me then made his way over to where I was standing. He stood oh, so close to me and ran his fingers down my chest, sending tingles through my body. He reached the bottom of my shirt then wrapped his fingers around the hem of my shirt.
He tugged at it and it slipped off. I lifted my arms to make it easier for him. He took a moment to stare at my body before running his hands over my bare chest. I leaned forward and kissed him.
“Your turn now.” I told him when I pulled away. I ripped his shirt off of him and tossed it to the floor beside us. He immediately reattached his lips to mine and pulled me towards the bed. I fell down on top of him and grinded my lower half against him. He let out a soft moan so I did it again. I felt him growing hard against me with every time I pushed myself against him. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t getting turned on too.
“These,” I said, pointing to his pants, “off.” He quickly undid his pants and slipped them off. I did the same. I pulled down his boxers and had to take a moment to admire his perfect body. His cheeks were red.
“Perfect.” I whispered to myself.
I went ahead and pulled off my boxers too. Kellin’s eyes grew wide at the sight of me. I smirked at him. He licked his lips then shuffled off of the bed. He got to his knees and before I could question what he was doing, he took all of me into his mouth. I moaned and thrusted my hips forward causing him to gag a little. I tangled my fingers in his hair as he bobbed his head.
“Ung, fu.ck!” I moaned. I pushed him off of me and demanded that he got onto the bed.
“Turn around on your stomach.” I told him and grabbed a condom and some lube from my bedside drawer. I ripped the pack open and rolled on the condom. I lathered my fingers with the lubricant and slipped one finger inside of Kellin. I moved it in and out a couple of times before adding another finger. He moaned softly. I added a third finger and I heard him take a sharp intake of breath.
“Are you okay?” I asked, genuinely concerned. He nodded.
I took my fingers out and put lube onto myself. I lined me up at his entrance and slowly pushed in my tip before slamming the rest of the way in.
“Uh, fu.ck. Vic!” Kellin moaned. He likes it rough, I see. I slammed into him hard and he gripped the sheets.
“Fu.ck me.” He pleaded. I moved in and out at a quicker pace.
“Shit.” I whispered.
“F-faster.” He breathed. I slammed into him faster and faster. The sound of our thighs slapping against each other echoed through the room.
“I-I’m close.” He moaned. I plunged myself into him as deep and fast as I could. I reached around him and grabbed a hold of him. I flicked my wrist quickly and soon he was spilling over my hand. I thrusted into him a few more times before I was spilling into the condom.
Euphoria flooded through my body as I collapsed next to Kellin. He was breathing hard. We both were. He gave me his beautiful smile and I returned it. I rolled closer to him and planted my lips softly against his.
Then, when I thought this perfect moment couldn’t be ruined, my stomach growled. Kellin let out a fit of laughter.
“Well someone’s hungry.” He stated obviously.
“Duh. We just fu.cked on an empty stomach.” He laughed again.
“Then let’s go eat.” He said and got up. He walked out of the room still naked. I lied there for a little and watched him walk out. I stared at his cute little butt the whole time.
Finally, I decided to get up too and sit at the table again. I shoved a spoonful into my mouth and enjoyed this meal my perfect boyfriend made for me. Kellin spit out his food. Was it something I said?
“B-Boyfriend?” He asked nervously.
Oh.
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