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Chapter 4:
Jacob’s P.O.V
I laid down next to Andrew as he gently stroked my hair. He had one arm over my shoulder and my arm was gripped tightly around his waist. Andrew stopped stroking my hair and moved his hand to my cheek. He brought it down to my neck an slowly pulled me in. Our lips were inches away when a voice interrupted.
“Oh Andreeeew,” A sickly high voice sang. We both turned to look, me with a disgusted face but Andrew with a joyed expression?! Why was he so happy. I looked closely at the girl and realized who it was. Angela. She walked closer and I felt Andrew’s hand drop from my neck. He got up from where we laid and I tried to keep him with me but he shrugged me off.
“Andrew?” I called out but he kept walking towards Angela.
“Andrew?” I said a little louder this time but he still approached her. She threw her arms around him and he put his hands on her hips.
“Andrew?!” I cried out. He ignored me, he began to kiss her passionately, aggressively, and all the ways I wished he would kiss me.
I felt tears streaming down my face, I couldn’t take watching him with anyone else, especially her. I didn’t know why but I just couldn’t trust her.
“Andrew!…Andrew! ?…A-Andrew?” Still no response from him. The two began to walk away slowly disappearing from my sight. Why did he leave me there?
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I woke up, tears and sweat covering my face, still in Andrew’s arms. I looked up at him, his features still calm, relaxed, and as gorgeous as ever.
“Hey Jake,” I was shocked when I realized that he was awake, but to be honest, who wouldn’t be after all that fuss I made during the dream. “You okay?” He placed his hand on my cheek and wiped away a tear with his thumb.
“Uh, Yeah… Just a bad dream, is all.” I adjusted myself so that both me and him would be comfortable in our position.
“What happened?” Damnit, how was I supposed to tell him the truth? And I don’t want to keep lying to him. Wait, I knew exactly how to pull this off.
“Well, something …very dear to me was taken by someone evil… truly evil and I tried to get it back but… I couldn’t so I lost it forever…” I looked at him, tears slightly welling up in my eyes. He smiled then hugged me tight. I felt our bare legs touch, wait I had jeans on when I fell asleep and so did he. I pulled back and looked under the sheets. Boxers but no pants or shirts, both of us. I looked up at him.
“What happened to my pants…and your’s?”
“Oh well, I thought it would be uncomfortable for us to sleep in jeans so I just took them off…” He responded innocently.
The whole situation, idea of him stripping me made me turn as red as a tomato.
“Um… Thank you…”
“No problem.” He smiled then looked at his phone. “Well it’s Saturday, and it’s still kinda early…” He said more to himself then looked at me, ” Wanna go somewhere fun? Just the two of us, like how we used to.”
“Yes!… I mean, I’d love to.” He chuckled as I blushed a little.
“Great, but first I have to go see Angela and tell her what happened yesterday.” I was so excited when he asked me, but it doesn’t anything special to him because he is still with Angela. I wanted him, all of him but he’s straight and taken.
I know, my first instict should be to try and break them up, but I can’t take away his happiness for my selfish needs because what if they do break up but Andrew still won’t feel that way for me? I guess I have to bear to with the pain of knowing that he’ll never love me in that way.
“Fine… I have to go talk to Em, too.” I let out a disappointed sigh then untangled myself from his arms and got up off of the bed. “Wait, don’t you have a date with Angela today?”
“Yeah, but she can wait ’til tomorrow.” That made me smile.
“Okay, so we’ll meet up here right after.” He got up too, then started stretching his arms, making his biceps show deliciously. I started to trace down his chest with my eyes, passing his beautifully carved abs, passed his sex lines (“V” shaped lines on the sides of lower abs) and stopping at the little blonde hair that leads to-
“Like what you see?” My eyes immediately averted back up to his amused face. He winked then started walking away and into the bathroom.
Crap, he noticed me eye-raping him. I need to try and be more subtle with that. But, he truly is sexy. I can see why Angela wants him. I sighed and sat down at the edge of my bed. Angela is beautiful too, and not to mention, a girl.
A while later Andrew came out in only a towel that hung low below his hips. Oh god, I looked down and realized my situation. I got up and ran into the bathroom as fast as I could. I muttered a few curses under my breath as I got rid of, ‘my excitement’. I took a shower to get clean then when I got out I grabbed a towel and went out. Thankfully when I got out, Andrew was fully clothed.
He was wearing a fitting light blue top, his black skinnies and his black and blue high tops. He really does look good with anything on, but better without anything.
I walked casually over to my closet and took out my red and white ‘love’ shirt, my black skinnies and my red high tops. I quickly changed into my oufit, put on some bracelets and a red beanie. When we were ready with both went outside.
“I’m going to find Em. See you later.”
” Okay… Bye, sexay.” He chuckled then started walking the opposite direction. I turned so red. Is he messing with me or what? First the ‘like what you see’ and now this? I mean we used to do stuff like that all the time but that was long ago. I guess it was just joking around.
I sighed then headed for the weekend Cafe. It was like the cafeteria but for the weekend since we lived in dorms and just incase we couldn’t go and buy food outside of the campus. I felt myself crash into someone and we both landed on the floor.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry!” I recognized that voice and chuckled.
“It’s okay,” I got up then helped him up. “Hey Glen.”
“Hey Jacob, what’s up? …You seemed kind of, out of it.”
“Oh well, It’s kind of a long story and I don’t want to bore you nor waste your time.”
“Don’t worry, I have plenty of time.” He smiled reassuringly at me. I couldn’t help but smile back, his smile was just infectious.
So I spent a while there explaining everything that happened since a while before I started having feelings for Andrew. Glen was a good listener, not making any remarks or judging in any way. He genuinely cared. It felt nice having someone else I could talk to.
I really liked Glen, he was a good person and he was cute, and I mean really really cute.
“I understand what you’re going through, and I think you shouldn’t avoid Andrew, keep up your friendship with him. But whether or not you want to tell him is up to you…He’s your best friend and an understanding guy, I don’t think he’ll hate you for something you can’t help.” Once again he gave me a reassuring smile. I gave him a strong hug and he chuckled in surprise then hugged me back.
“Thanks for listening.” I let go and smiled at him. Wow, he was blushing, how cute is that?
“Anytime.” We said bye to eachother then continued on our way. I was much more relaxed then I was earlier. I walked into the cafe and immediately spotted Emily sitting on Axel’s lap.
Andrew’s P.O.V
I saw Angela’s cute little figure from a few feet away. She was facing the other direction so I took the oppurtunity to sneak behind and hug her.
“Hello beautiful.” I whispered in her ear with my sexy deep voice.
She giggled and turned around.
“Hey gorgeous.” We kissed and she smiled. “I can’t wait until our date.”
“Angela, can we reschedule?”
“Wait why?”
“I wanted to hang out with Jacob today.”
“But you’re always with him… And I got this really nice outfit especially for today…” She frowned and looked down at the floor.
“But…” She looked up at me with tears about to well up in her eyes. “Um…Well, I guess I’ll go with him some other time.”
“Yay! Okay, now call him so that way he’ll know.”
“Uh, okay.”
Jacob’s P.O.V
“Hey guys.” I walked over and sat down.
“Hi big brother.”
“Hey Jake… So, dude what happened to you yesterday?” I grew a little nervous. Axel didn’t know my sexuality either. I wanted to tell him but I wasn’t sure, so I gave Emily a ‘should I?’ look and she nodded.
“Well, it’s a long story but here goes, I’m bi and I have a huge crush on Andrew, like I am in love with him… I have always been bi but not ’til recently have I had feelings for him. I was dissappointed when I found out that he had a huge crush on Angela but it almost killed me when he asked her on the date and how she was being so… so clingy. He enjoyed it though. I didn’t feel like being in class so I asked my unle to inform the teachers that I wasn’t feeling well. Me and Andrew had a fight and I had cried so much. But we made up.” I sighed “…So yeah all of it sucks but at least I get today with him.” I managed a smile and Axel returned it.
“Yeah, and besides you never know, things could happen.” He winked and I couldn’t help but laugh a little. I missed genuinely laughing. My phone went off and I took it out to see who it was. Andrew.
“Hey Andrew, what’s up?”
“Uh, hi Jake… You know how I was gonna see if I could reschedule with Angela?” I knew what he was going to say and I tried hard to fight back tears. Of course he couldn’t change his precious date with Angela.
“You couldn’t…” A tear fell but then a thought came to my head. “Enjoy your date.”
“Jacob wai-” I hung up and started dialing a number.
“Jacob are you okay?” I ignored Emily and pressed the phone to my ear.
One ring, pick up, two rings, please pick up, three rings, come on.
“Hello?” Glen answered and a smile grew on my face.
“Hey Glen.”
“Hi Jacob, …is there something I could do for you?”
“Actually yes, wanna hang out?” I crossed my fingers hoping he would say yes.
“Sure but I thought you had something to do with And-” I cut him off before he could finish his sentence. Yes, I HAD something to do.
“He clearly doesn’t have time for me so, 7:30?”
“Okay, um…see ya.”
“Bye.” I hung up and started grinning. Axel and Emily looked at me like I was crazy. “What?”
“I don’t know, you tell us.” Emily retorted. “What happened? Why were you sad and then all of a sudden happy?” Oh Emily, always wanted to know everything. I see why she does so well in school.
“Well, Andrew cancelled on me but now I’m going to hang out with Glen.”
“Glen, the new kid?” Axel asked raising an eyebrow. “How are you two buddies… Oh wait you saved him.”
“Yeah and I talked to him about Andrew. He’s really understanding and cool.”
“Looks like someone has a crush.” I blushed a little as Axel chuckled. Emily didn’t seem too up for it. Why was she worried, it makes sense to see if I can move on from Andrew seeing as he’s too busy with his girlfriend. Axel noticed and gave her one of his reassuring smiles that made her fall for him everytime. She sighed then smiled.
“Have fun.” She smiled even more this time.
“Thanks sis.”
*Later that day*
I reached Glen’s dorm and before knocking I checked my phone. 7:25. Okay so I was early, that doesn’t mean that I was desperate for this date. Wait, this isn’t a date, of course not, it’s just two friends hanging out. But I wouldn’t mind if it was. I smiled and knocked on the door softly. A few minutes and no response. I was about to knock again but the door opened and in the doorway stood a very attractive Glen. His cologne was intoxicating, even though he didn’t have much on. He wore a button down with a square pattern that had the colors blue, black, white and grey. He also wore a grey beanie that fit perfectly with his hairstyle and a pair of black skinny jeans. I hadn’t noticed how blue his eyes were or how cute his lightly freckled skin was. (Pic of what glen looks like —->)
“Hey Jacob.” He spoke soft and low. He had an enchanting voice.
“Hey fag, why don’t you just go already?!” I heard someone yell from the inside of his dorm. I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth. I hate bastards who say that. Glen noticed my reaction so he put his hand on my shoulder and shook his head. I relaxed and he took his hand off of my shoulder and closed the door shut. We started walking towards the school’s parking lot.
“I can’t believe you have to share a room with a bastard like that.” He smiled weakly at me.
“We hardly see each other. I try and find friends to hang out with, and he spends his nights doing a different girl each night. He’s here today because he heard that I was going out. He’s gonna leave later because he’s got a ‘date’.” I still carried a worried expression and he noticed because he gave me a relaxed smile. “Hey, don’t worry about me…”
“Okay. It’s just you don’t deserve it.” We walked over to my car. I was going to open the door but he turned me around, put one hand one the car and then the other one on my cheek. He slowly came closer and pressed his lips against my cheek. I blushed so hard.
“Thank you.”
“Y-you’re welcome.” He smiled then started walking to the other side of the car and got in. I got in too, put on my seat belt, so did he and so I started the engine. I started driving out of the school’s campus and onto a highway.
“So where we going?”
“To a fair.” I smiled and I could tell he was excited because he was gleaming with happiness. I couldn’t help but chuckle as he let out a ‘yay’. He just kept getting cuter and cuter. It was quiet so he turned on the radio since I was driving. He turned it up and a familiar tune played. Grow a Pear by Ke$ha. “I love this song!” I cried out and Glen chuckled.
“Me too.” So we both started singing the lyrics.
“Last night I had enough of you, I put down the brakes,
And I could tell you took it hard, it was all over your face,
Since you’re slipping and flipping, But here is the stitch,
I signed up for a man, But you are just a bitch,
You should know, That I looooove yooou a loooooot.”
“But I just can’t date a dude with a vag.” Glen sang with a funny voice. “When we fell in love, You made my heart drop,
And you had me thinking ’bout you nonstop,
But you cry ’bout this and whine about that,
When you grow a pear, You can call me back.”
“Yeah I think you’re hot, I think you’re alright,
But you’re acting like a chick all the time,
You were cool and now you’re not just like that.
When you grow a pear, You can call me back.”
“When I first met you, Panties droppin’
Every time I saw you it was on and,
One day you asked if we can just talk and,
That’s the reason why I’m walkin’
If I am honest I’m just not hooked on your phonics,
I’m not tryin’ to be rude or crude,
I just want one thing from you,
And you got confused.”
“You should know, That I love you a lot,
But I just can’t date a dude with a vag.”
“When we fell in love, You made my heart drop,
And you had me thinking ’bout you nonstop,
But you cry ’bout this and whine about that,
When you grow a pear, You can call me back.”
“Yeah I think you’re hot, I think you’re alright,
But you’re acting like the chick all the time,
You were cool and now you’re not just like that,
When you grow a pear, You can call me back.”
“And no I don’t want to see your man-gina.” Glen mimicked Ke$ha, making a funny face. “When you grow a pear, You can call me back.”
“When we fell in love, You made my heart drop,
And you had me thinking ’bout you nonstop,
But you cry ’bout this and whine about that.
When you grow a pear,You can call me back.”
“Yeah I think you’re hot, I think you’re alright ,
But you’re acting like the chick all the time ,
You are cool and now you’re not just like that,
When you grow a pear, You can call me back.”
We both finished the song by yelling the last line and laughing our faces off. We finally reached the fair and it was pretty big and very colorful.
“Wow.” I heard Glen say as I was pulling into the parking lot. I smiled at his excitement. I parked, turned off the car, got out and went to open his door. “Why thank you.” He said with a terrible attempt of a british accent. I laughed at how badly it sucked.
“You’re welcome.” We headed towards the entrance and bought our unlimited tickets which meant we could go on anyride as many times as we wanted. “So which one first?” He immediately looked up at the roller coaster then back at me. I grinned happily and nodded. We got on the line and when it was our turn to ride, we quickly got strapped in.
It was extremely fast, had so many loops and it made us so dizzy that it took a while to regain our balance. Next we went to bumper carts and he kept beating the crap out of my cart with his. We did a couple of more things, played some carnival games, won some stuff and ate cotton candy. We decided to share, so he would feed me and I would feed him. I felt so happy and had so much fun.
I noticed that there was a little lake next to the fair and we were pretty worn out so I told Glen that we should relax there. He happily agreed, we finished our food, walked over and sat down on some rocks.
The lake glistened beautifully because of the reflection of the moon in it. I felt Glen hesitate to wrap his arm around my waist so I scooched closer to let him. He did and so I laid back onto his chest.
“I had a lot of fun today and it was all because of you.” I turned to look up at him and he smiled at me. He slowly brought his face closer to kiss me but he was nervous so I leaned in, closing the space between our lips.
It felt great kissing him, having his soft lips slowly dance along with mine. His kiss was sweet and tender. He pulled back the arm that he had around my waist and brought his hand up to my neck. I leaned in more causing the kiss to become more passionate.
His tongue danced along my bottom lip, seeking entrance into my mouth, which I so happily gave to it. I didn’t fight for control, instead I let him take command because he made me feel so good. The hand that he had on my neck was now softly stroking it.
We kept kissing until we finally needed to breath and so we parted but kept our faces close to each other. His lips still near mine, his breath brushing the skin around my lips. He licked my piercing a couple of times and sent tingles down my back. He pulled back completely now and laid back on the huge rock behind him.
“That…was…amazing.” I said in between breaths.
“Yeah it was…Um, Jacob… do you want to be my boyfriend?” Aw, that was so cute of him to ask me.
“I would love to.” I saw the smile on his face grow bigger which made me smile even more. Once again I laid onto his chest but this time he put his arm over my shoulder instead of around my waist. We both looked out onto the lake as it glistened in the moonlight. This was a really good date, even though it wasn’t intended to be.
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Well how about that? Jacob and Glen are couple now. And it seems as if they’re enjoying themselves but is Jacob completely over Andrew?
And do I sense a clingy controling vibe from Angela? hmmmm all very good questions.
Well my lovelies, I hope you enjoyed nd that you keep reading 😀 comment, vote, fan and spread the word.
— Rachel <3
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