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Feel free to skip this Chapter if you’ve already read the one shot.
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“Tan, what are you doing here?” Harris opens his door shirtless not expecting any company
“They’re fighting again” Tan walks in leaving Harris at the door.
Shutting the door Harris turns to Tan feeling awkward “ok I guess I’ll put a shirt on”
“You don’t have to do that on my account” Tan grins
And Harris chuckles nervously “I’ll be right back” then walks away.
“The place looks so clean!” Tan said dropping his bag and taking off his jacket
“Thanks! I finally hired a housekeeper!” Harris replies from the other room. After putting a shirt on he walks out to find Tan sitting on the couch texting “so what happened this time?” Harris stops at the couch keeping some distance between him and Tan
Putting his phone away he sighs “I don’t know I got home from school and they were already going at it. They didn’t even acknowledge me, at first it was entertaining but it got very real very fast so I had to get out of there”
“And you came here instead?”
“I always talk to you when they’re fighting” Tan gets up facing Harris “you make me feel better”
“Yeah when we’re at the office and your father my boss asks me to keep you busy, but now you’re in my house with a bag, this is different”
“No it’s not” Tan moves closer and Harris uncomfortably backs up “I took a bus and two trains to get here Harry”
“I know and I’m sorry you had to do that but I can’t allow you to stay here, your father would not like that. Let me drive you home at least I’ll know you’re somewhere safe”
“And I’m not safe here with you?” Let me explain why the answer to that is a sweet and thoughtful no, Harris who works for Tan’s father gets to spend a lot of time with Tan because of how much Tan likes to hang out at his father’s office. Tan is very attractive and he knows it, Tan also knows how to get what he wants and he wants Harris. That wouldn’t be a problem if Harris wasn’t a 31-year-old lawyer working for Tan’s father, a district attorney, and also the fact that Harris completely wants him too.
The attraction between them is unspoken but very visible, Tan makes Harris nervous and when Harris is around him it’s hard to ignore Tan’s passes and slight touches “of course you’re safe with me but that’s not the problem Tan, there’s no reasonable explanation for you to be here that actually makes sense”
“What about the fact that my parents don’t know I exist and you’re the only person that understands me?”
“I’m happy to help you, Tan, anytime”
“Just not here?”
“Exactly, now can I drive you home?” Harris turns about to go get his car keys
“Wait” he feels his hand between Tan’s hands “do you really not want me here?”
Turning back his heart speeds up as his hand is held tight by Tan “no that’s not- this isn’t- its just not…” the sentences are cut short
“A good idea?” Harris nods yes and Tan lets go “why not Harry? You’re my friend right?” Tan stops talking and waits for Harris’s agreement, and Harris nods “and friends help each other in need. I need you” Tan gets sad “I can’t go back there, they were screaming at each other. My mom started throwing shit, and one hit me. The worst part is they didn’t even stop to see if I was ok, I wasn’t ok” lifting his shirt Tan shows Harris a mark on his hip “it was the remote”
Harris feels awful as he stares at Tan’s bruise tempted to touch “I’m so sorry Tan I didn’t know it was that bad”
“It always was that bad, but I never had a problem dealing with it” Tan drops on the couch
“Until now?” Harris sits on the coffee table in front of him to keep from having to sit so close next to him
“Now I don’t even know if I want to go back… ever”
Sighing “ok fine, you can stay the night and I’ll drive you to school in the morning” Tan smiles “but I’m talking to your father when I get to work, you’re far more important than whatever they’re fighting about” Tan sits up coming closer to Harris, their knees are touching and Harris feels his body tensing up “have you eaten? I can make you dinner” he quickly jumps off the coffee table
“Sure” Tan smiles as he watches Harris practically run to the kitchen.
Taking his sweater off Tan gets comfortable in his t-shirt and walks to the kitchen “so what do you want?” Harris asks as he takes things out of the fridge
“Umm, what can you make?” Tan stands next to the counter watching
“I can make pasta or chicken?”
“Chicken sounds good” Tan checks Harris out as he bends over in the fridge
“Chicken it is.”
Harris is cooking and Tan gives him some space watching from the other side of the kitchen, he can’t help but grin at how good Harris looks as he’s cooking for him “I can help if you want”
“Yeah sure” Tan walks closer and Harris hands him a knife “you can chop these peppers”
Tan starts cutting “so you live here all alone?”
“I do”
“And why are you single again?” Harris tries to ignore the question “I mean you’re a lawyer, who cooks for other people in this beautiful ass kitchen, and I’ve seen you in a suit” stopping what he’s doing Tan turns to Harris staring at him, Harris feels as if Tan is undressing him with his eyes
“Are you done with those?” Harris changes the subject
Dropping the knife Tan moves closer to Harris, trying not to show how nervous he is Harris holds his breath “do I make you nervous Harry?” Tan asks knowing the answer was always yes “it’s like the closer I get to you…” Tan reaches his hand out slowly about to touch Harris “the tenser I can physically see you get”
Harris jumps back dodging Tan’s touch “I need those peppers” he points behind Tan
But Tan continues, “forget the peppers Harris what is your deal?!”
“You wouldn’t understand alright, just please be mindful of boundaries”
“Please don’t give me that I wouldn’t understand bullshit I’m not a child! And what do you mean, be mindful of boundaries? What? I can’t touch you now?” That’s not the problem. Harris knows if something were to happen between them it would be different for him, he’s an adult, whatever happens, would be his own fault, and the consequences that come with doing something that’s so morally against who is he would probably end him. “I like you Harry and I think about you a lot”
“No Tan listen this- this cannot happen, I’m sorry if you think I led you on or was putting signs out there for you but I was only being a friend, I wasn’t trying to do anything”
Tan laughs at how nervous Harris is and apologizing for things he didn’t do “you were my friend the other stuff just happened naturally”
“There is no other stuff”
Tan scoffs “yes there is! The way you’re fighting so hard not to kiss me right now is other stuff! And I feel it too Harry”
Harris turns off the stove “all of this was a bad idea, grab your stuff I’m gonna drive you home now”
Walking around Tan Harris tries to leave but is suddenly stopped by Tan “just say the problem” he turns Harris around to face him “just put it out in the open so we can stop beating around the bush”
Calming himself down Harris takes control of his breathing again and looks Tan in the eyes “you’re 17 Tan”
“So fucking what Harry?”
“And your father’s the DA, and I’m old enough to know that this is generally a bad idea, you’re young you’re still learning”
“Then let this be my bad idea! I want to learn for myself and you can trust me I won’t say anything”
“No no! I shouldn’t be having this conversation, all of this is a liability” Harris quickly walks away
“You worry too much!” Tan follows behind him
“Tan I don’t want to get you in trouble, I know what doing something like this means”
Finally going around him fast enough to stop him Tan stands in front of Harris “I do too” Tan slowly runs his hand against Harris’s bare arm bringing it up closer to his shoulder “I’ll follow your lead, whatever you say” Tan’s hand trail from his arm to his chest
“You’re too impulsive that won’t work” their voices get low practically whispering
“Yes it will if you trust me” Tan smiles and continues to run his hand up and down Harris’s chest and stomach “this isn’t the worst thing”
Harris doesn’t want the feel of Tan’s hand against his chest to stop, he wants more. Harris can’t understand what it is about Tan that makes it so hard to resist him, is it his big eyes and long eyelashes he can never not look into when they’re looking at him? Or is it his physical presence? Some people are attracted by the mere presence of another person and Harris feel’s it when he’s around Tan “you’re so sure” Tan moves closer as his hand move up to Harris’s neck slowly pulling his head in
“I’ve thought about this a lot, what being with you would be like” Tan presses his chest against Harris “do you think about me, Harry?”
“You have no idea how much I think about you” Harris’s eyes get low and Tan blushes
“Good then kiss me” burying his fingers in Harris’s hair Tan closes his eyes and wait, putting everything aside Harris takes Tan by the hips and kisses his sweet lips. They feel exactly like he’d imagine, Tan’s lips suck and pull on Harris’s and Harris holds Tan’s back like a gentleman and caress his face as they kiss. “You’re a really good guy Harry” Tan whispers as Harris’s lips massage his neck
“Why would you say that?” Harris pulls away “are you trying to make me feel bad?” He moves away from Tan
“No, I wasn’t trying to- wait what do you mean make you feel bad?”
“Because I should know better, if I was actually a good guy I’d know how wrong this is”
“We get it, Harris, you’re a lawyer you know the difference between right and wrong, but why can’t you be selfish for once? Go after something you really want, right or wrong”
Hesitant but fully willing Harris pulls Tan back in and starts to kiss him again, running his hands up under Tan’s shirt Harris feels his soft skin against his fingers. The moans leaving Tan’s mouth turns Harris on so much but he’s trying so hard to control himself with Tan in his arms, all he wants to do is tear all of Tan’s clothes off. “That feels so good Tan” Harris’s eyes are practically rolled to the back of his head as Tan’s lips lightly kiss and bite his ear.
“Why are we still standing out here?” Tan pulls away asking. Smiling Harris doesn’t reply not understanding the question “oh my god ok… can I see your bedroom? Or is it off limits?”
“Oh” he chuckles embarrassed “yeah sure” he takes Tan’s hand and pulls him through the living room then down a hallway until they get to Harris’s room. “What do you think?” Harris asks standing behind Tan as they stare at his bed
“It looks comfortable,” Tan says walking towards it “do you mind if I…” Tan signs towards sitting on the bed
“No go ahead” he replies and Tan climbs on sitting down. Raising his leg Tan goes to untie his shoes but Harris quickly drop to his knees “let me” he grabs Tan’s leg and pulls him towards him. Tan watches as a handsome older man untie the really dirty vans he knew he shouldn’t have worn.
After taking off his shoes and socks Harris stands at the foot of the bed and Tan kneels on it in front of him, Tan pulls on his clothes as they’re kissing wanting to take them off. Moving his hand down to Harris’s bulge Harris gasp as Tan’s hand grabs his front softly, he didn’t know if he was ready to let Tan know how hard he actually was and now that Tan felt it all he wanted was to see it. Getting off the bed Tan gets on his knees and turns Harris to him “Tan wait” Harris stops him as he reaches for his button and zipper
“Don’t stop me, Harry, I know what I’m doing… trust me” Harris gulps and lets Tan continue.
Reaching his hand in Tan pulls out his penis and Harris watches as Tan takes all of him completely in his mouth, as if it’s something he’s done many times before. Tan doesn’t think Harris knows how big and beautiful his cock actually is, but he loves it. It barely fits in his hand but Tan doesn’t hold back, sliding his tongue against it he feels Harris shutter against his lips. Continuing Tan starts to suck him and Harris holds his head gently afraid he’ll hurt him “you don’t have to be so gentle Harry I can take it” Tan says looking up at Harris as he jerks him off
“I just don’t want to hurt you”
Tan smiles trailing tease kisses around his penis “don’t worry about that I know what I’m doing”
“Yeah, I can- tell!” Harris is caught off guard by Tan shoving his dick in his mouth, his mouth falls open as the uncontrollable moans come out. Nothing’s felt better than Tan’s mouth around his dick, Harris thinks as Tan effortlessly sucked him.
Standing up Tan kisses Harris but continues to jerk him off “I need you to fuck me, Harry”
“No Tan it’s too-” Tan shuts him up with a kiss
“I’m gonna take my close off then I’m gonna ride you” Harris doesn’t know how to say no so he just sits on the bed taking his pants and underwear off and watching as Tan takes his clothes off. “Lean against the headboard” Tan suggests as he climbs the bed, Harris sits against the headboard and Tan come towards him fully naked about to straddle his lap. Holding Harris’s hard cock between his asscheeks they kiss then Tan says “I’m gonna put it inside me” he runs it against his hole and quietly moan ready to be taken by Harris
“Wait I can get us a condom”
“No need I’m clean you’re my first, and I trust you”
His eyes grow “wait I’m your first?” Harris asks surprised
“Sshhh” Tan kisses him as he slowly sits on Harris’s dick. They both feel it sliding in and hold each other tight gasping at the same time, it hurts for Tan but he didn’t lie when he said he could take it. Harris knows he has to be gentle at first so after he’s completely in
They both sit there for a moment and kiss before Harris continues to pull out.
Sitting on him Tan’s nails dig in Harris’s back as the sex picks up, he’s going a little harder but stays mindful that this is Tan’s first time.
As they kiss Harris changes position and lays Tan on his back, then laying between his legs they continue. “Harder Harry” Tan moans as Harris fucks him “look at me” he grabs Harris’s head to look at him, they stare in each other’s eyes and Tan convinces him “I can take it.”
Harris picks up the pace fucking Tan harder like he wanted “oh fuck!” Tan gasps
“Are you ok?”
“Yes, I’m fine don’t slow down.” The two go at it forgetting everything else, Harris lets loose not caring about rules and consequences, and Tan feels so good as he gets what he wants.
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“What are you doing?” Harris walks into his bedroom with a glass of water he brought for Tan but finds Tan in his closet
“You have a lot of clothes!” Tan looks around
“Thank you… I think, I brought you some water and I got the stove going again”
Tan walks out wearing one of Harris’s button up shirts and no pants “I like this color, it goes with my eyes” he walks to Harris and takes the cup
“Yeah it looks good on you, listen we have to talk about what happened” Harris tries to get Tan attention but Tan is too busy looking around Harris’s bedroom
“Ok fine I’ll go first” Tan turns to Harris “I really liked what happened and I hope we can keep doing it”
“I want to say yes I do-“
“Then say yes!”
“But we’d have to be very careful and sneak around, and I’m not a sneak around kind of person”
“Well you’re going to have to be” Tan moves closer, “I think you want to keep doing this so I think you can sneak around if you really wanted to”
“And we’ll follow my lead?”
“That’s what I said”
Harris and Tan kiss each other as an agreement in starting something that’s probably not going to end well, and they both know it.
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