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(I’ve done it some what. If the chapters have a * they have officially been edited.)
Isaacs p.o.v
Today was April 8th. As everyday went I woke up in my bed by my parents screaming at each other about God knows what this time.
“Isaac get your ass up were going to the grocery story an to pick up your two sister an also see Caire later on today”
“gaah” I said as I groaned.
“Isaac get up.”
“Okay Okay I’m up”. I still layed with my face in my pillow as my mother walked away. As I was almost asleep again my little sister Lucy began jumping on my bed trying to get my attention an screaming at me to wake up. God damn it why do I have to have younger siblings.
“Get up or I’ll call the twins in here”. Ahhh no not the twins. Two little 4 year olds with so much energy in them they could both run around the world twice maybe even three times. I stood up pushing Lucy on the floor she did not seem at all happy with what I did. She stood up walking out of my room.
I walked up to my door locking it so there was no more people randomly walking in my room. I sooo wanted to go back to sleep but yet now I’m fully awake. Fuck a duck I said quietly.
“Isaac were leaving in about 10 mins bring your charger were not coming back till late. You may have to even go stay at grandmas or something”
FUCK you. I said in my mind if I said that out loud she would probably come in my room an Bitch slap me. She always seemed to like to drop me off everywhere else an keep the girls. Out of 9 kids I’m the only boy. I have three older siblings an five younger siblings.
The oldest was Margot she’s 21, Caire 19, Plum 17 my favorite, Me 15, Tera an Nicole 13, Lucy 11, Bonet an Zantavea(Zan-Tave-ee-of) 4, An my second favorite so far Dash 2. Margot moved out when she was like 16 Carie got drunk onetime an some shit got caught an she has been in jail for about a year now. Plum she was pretty cool. She never really lefted her room or even let anyone in her room besides me.
We will usually talk about our problems to each other an talk about bands and school. She was home school because of all the anxiety an panic attacks that she was getting made it impossible for her to even be stable enough to be home. She was not home for about 1 year because of school people an everything. She attempted suicide so many times that year I can even count anymore. She’s way better now though even though she never leaves her room nor the house. No one in the house understands her as much as I seem to.
Now there’s me the only boy out of this whole freaking house. The first pair of twins Tera an Nicole at their age I thought they would grow out of the girly girl stage as the girls before then did. But nope they are both stuck up bitches that wear to much God damn make up if you sprayed them with water their make up would run down their faces.
Gosh I so just want to slap them both sometimes. Lucy..I have nothing good to say about her. She’s a annoying little prick. Okay now the second pair of twins Bonet an Zantavea. OMG those kids have more energy then someone should have its horrible. UGH!.
Okay to my second favorite one Dash. Shes the youngest out of us all an well she seems like more of acting like a boy then anything. My mom hates it she wants her to be all girl but something about her doesn’t add up in her being all girl really. Eh I dunno.
Began to get dressed an unlocked my door walking to plums door. “Knock Knock”
“….oh..who is it?” She said in a sad but soft voice.
“It’s Isaac”.
“Ok..I thought you were Lucy trying to get me up again.” She unlocked the door opening it.
“Well I’m forced to go with the rest of the fam wanna go?”.
“..oh…Isaac you know how I am..”
“I know. Would’ve killed me just to ask”.
I was about 2 inches taller then her. She was 5’4 with long purple an blue hair with red contacts. I gave her a hug an walked away knowing she was ganna say no to my question anyways.
“Thanks for asking me though. I appreciate it.” She walked back into her room as I walked down stairs to the others.
“There you are you little asshole. I don’t like waiting. Nither does the girls.” I hiss a little at her comment making her slap make acrossed the face leaving a little tint of red on my right cheek.
“Lets go now you 4.”
It was me in the way back of the van. Lucy in the passenger side the twins in the second pair of seats.
After going to the grocery store it was 4:38. We dropped off at the things at home then went to the first pair of twinses game witch latest till 9 something.
After hours of being at a dumb game are team didn’t even win witch pissed everyone off besides me. We went to go see my sister Caira. I didn’t really want to see her face to be honest she pisses me off oh so much more then anyone has before.
I sat in the waiting room with no one in it hoping no one would come an sit in here with me. But just my luck three people come in one who looked like their mother the second one who looked like she was pregnant an the third one. Oh…well the third one was the youngest it looked like. He hat short black an blue hair. A Batman Bennie an gauges. Batman jacket with the selves rolled up. He had many. Bracelets that weren’t all the same either. He was wearing a my chemical romance(ONe of the greatest bands alive). With black jeans and American flag converses.
I studied him so detailed an couldn’t get my eyes off him. I think I may have found love at first site. I’ve never felt this way towards about anyone I have ever meet. Also fyi I’m gay. He sat in the waiting room while the other two went in.
Cameron’s p.o.v
After hour an fucking hours of going shopping with my aunt an her boyfriend’s mother we went to the jail. GOD I’m so happy I would rather listen to my music then shop with these to people.
Today was supposed to be “girls day”. Witch I’m a boy stuck in a girl’s body witch let me tell you really fucking sucks. I’m transgender if you didn’t get that memo there.
Once we stopped in front of the jail I rolled up my sleeves to my jacket an made sure my gauges were the right way.
“Cheyenne you have to wait in the waiting room I hope you know.” I growled at her response…
“Cameron”. I said quietly. “What?” “Oh. um. er. erm. um.”
“Okay?”
“Hey Cam…” My aunt whispered in my ear.
“What Rose?”
“You’ll be okay”. I have no response for her. Hopefully no ones ganna be in the waiting ro- fuck I spoke to soon.
As all three of us walked to the window thingy I seen at the corner of my eye that the other person in the room besides me an my aunts boyfriends mom the person was like eye rapping the fuck out of me.
What the hell is he ganna fine by looking at me?. I’m nothing good to look at!. I wouldn’t even look at myself if I was someone else. Like Bitch if you haven’t seen I’m a ugly ass motherfucker over here sorry to disappoint you sir.
I didn’t really look at this kid much actually I didn’t even give his appearance any thought. Once I sat down an the other two went in the room I could still feel him looking at me like a creep. Sigh.
“Are you having fun eye rapping the fuck out if me there sir?” I asked with a smirk.
He didn’t answer he was like so zoned out at looking at me. So I sat up an sat next to him. This till his face started to get a little tint of red an he wasn’t so zoned out anymore.
“I’m going to ask this again are you having fun eye rapping the fuck out of me sir?” His eyes widen a bit an his face became more red.
“I-i-. um. sorry.” Heh he looked so adorable when he’s nervous. I just smiled at him.
“I-i-. Isacc.”
“huh?”
“My name is Isacc.” oh he told me his name.
“Cameron” he just smiled at me at this point it was cute. What was he thinking?. Eh.
My phone vibrate in my pocket so I toke it out an looked at the message.
Blake- Hey sexy.
Me-Heh God no stop calling me that.
Blake-Nah sexy.
Me-Bye.
Blake-Wait no don’t go.
I shut my phone off and looked over at Isacc he was still eye rapping the fuck out of me.
“You like what you see?”.
“I um.”
“Heh your adorable when your nervous.” He just blushed so hard it was kinda funny and yet really cute.
“ISACC!” we both jumped a little. That Bitch just scared the hell out of me that ant right. To bad I’m in a jail I could’ve beat her ass.
“Yes?”
“Well. Me an your sister’s are going home call grandma or something your not going home. We have a girls day planed.”
“..o-o-ok…” he grabbed his phone out and texted someone.
“She’s not home.” he said with his head down.
“Well think of something.” He looked so freaking sad I couldn’t help it I wanted to help this poor cute boy.
“You can stay with me maybe.” His eyes widen so big an hid face was reader then red. He looked at the ground while covering his face.
“Who may you be?.” I stood up.
“I’m Caneron. I’m his friend” I held out my hand.
Isaacs pov
AH FUCKK…why can’t I stop blush in this is horrible. I was half listening to Cameron an my mom’s conversion.
I can’t believe he just said that like holy mother of God. I’m blushing so badly right now it isn’t funny. Why’d he call me adorable. I’m no way near being adorable. But him…omg..he’s the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life time. Ahh. God damn it Isacc stop thinking dirty things that’s wrong. Wtf is wrong with me.
I felt a poke on my arm. I turned over to see Cameron sitting next to me.
“Your mothers a Bitch..” did he really just say that to me?.
“Just stating what I think if her. Were friends now. An apparently your coming to my house after this….” he looked like he was in deep thought at this moment.
Wait second did he say I was going to his house later WAIT WHAT THE FUCK….oh..no..my face is burning up again.
“Cheyenne!” He jumped a little at that. Who’s Cheyenne? No one else in this room.
“What do you want Rose. Also I has a question we more like it’s happen no matter what kind thing.”
He responded to Cheyenne is that a nickname for him? Is that his sister?. So many questions flooded my mind.
“What is it?.”
“Well…um…how…erm…do I put this…um..” he’s nervous or something.
He’s studdering OMG Its soooooo cute. God I sound like a major girl right now.
“Spit it out Cam”. Hmm Cam that’s a cute nickname for him.
“We have a plus one with us going home…mom don’t care…will Luke’s mom care?”
“I don’t know Cam. I’ll ask” his sister? Walked away.
“Why does she call you Cheyenne?” He jumped at my question.
“Don’t worry about it….” he stood up monitoring me to follow him.
“She don’t care but you have to worn us before.” He didn’t respond after that.
Went all went into the car. It was about a 5 mins drive to Cameron’s house. The whole car ride was quite Rose was playing a game on her phone. The one driving was listening to Christian music.
I don’t really want to listen to religion I have to have it shoved down my throat all the fucking time by my parents. They don’t have a clue that I’m gay. I’m fine with being a Christian but I don’t like some of the beliefs.
Cameron was sitting next to me in the back seats. He had his head on the door listening to music loud. I could hear it through the headphones. It sounded something like Our Last Night which is a good band also.
Once we stopped somewhere I had no clue where we were. Cameron got out of the car an told me to came with him.
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