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-Can I give you a ride to school?
-Um sure lol
-k.
What am I going to do? How am I going to talk to him about this. What if he asks me about this guy…Ralph… Wow my bestfriend… I need to get to the bottom of this. I don’t believe it.
*HONK*
That’s Johnny… Great.
I grabbed my bag and everything. Books, ID card, Keys, Pencils, everything. CHECK. Great nothing else to stall what I was trying to avoid. I locked the door and walked towards his truck. He didn’t have Adrianna with him. Weird. He’d usually have Adrian with him considering he was always her ride to school.
“Where’s Adrian?”
He looked at me a little upset. I was so confused at this point.
“She said she need some space so I’m giving her some.”
“Its only been a week….”
“I know..”
The car ride was silent. Not really the ideal setting to just bring up something. I played it cool and just sat there. Yeah oh school cool David. Win.
“You cold?”
I looked at him with a ‘HELL YES’ face.
“Come here.”
I looked at him alittle confused. He kept driving. I lived around 15 minutes out of town so we had somewhat a long way to go.
“Coooooome heree.” he said again.
I scooted over to him and he put his arm around me and unzipped his jacket.
“I’m not having sex with you Johnny. Just saying.” I said with a wink.
He laughed and made me put my arms around him. His body was warm and somewhat thin. I liked guys that had a little more than bone on them. The rest of the ride was quiet but very hot. Not sexual hot either. It seemed like the more I held on to him the hotter we both got. I swear, I felt like I was sweating!
“Were getting into town. You warm now?”
“Yeah.” I said as I pulled away from him and zipped up his jacket.
“Were not telling anyone about this okay.” I said to him with a serious face.
He just laughed and made a smirk as he watched the road.
“What are you smiling at?”
“Why don’t you want anyone to know about this?”
I just sat there alittle nervous. I didn’t want him to know the real reason.
“Because…People will make fun of us.”
He laughed again. “They do that anyway. They think we like eachother.” I froze. I did like him. I loved him and I didn’t want him to know anything. When I didn’t say anything he looked at me.
“David?”
“Errr yeah?”
“Do you like me?”
I hesitated.
“No your my bestfriend. That wouldn’t be right.”
He smiled. “Well it wouldn’t be so wrong either.”
We got to school and I felt sick. Very very sick. I don’t know why. Maybe it was because of what just happened. I mean it wasn’t that bad. It was everything I’ve dreamed of but damn. The things he said just made it feel like I was on a roller coaster for hours that never stopped.
I decided to send that Ralph dude a message on facebook. I wanted to talk to him and figure some things out. For most of 1st period me and him talked about everything. I wanted to hear this face to face and know that this wasn’t a trick so I told him I’d meet him somewhere. He told me to meet him at the park in my town. He lived in a town about 30 minutes away from ours and he said he’d drive down here. I accepted and ditch 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and 5th. Oh yeah Imma bad kid.
He showed up and we talked and talked. He was telling the truth. The cold hard truth about everything. Him and Johnny had….sex. I felt sick again. Almost wanting to puke. Ralph was a HUGE flirt, he seemed into me.
“So is that all you want to know?”
“I think that’s all I can take in in one day.”
He looked at me a little worried but then a smile came across him face.
“Are you…Gay?”
I gave him a smile.
“Yes I am.”
He pulled me closer to him and started rubbing my leg. “I wish I had met you instead of Johnny. You probably wouldn’t of hurt me.” I pushed his hand away and stood up. “Yeah well I gotta go now.”
I started walking away fast but he grabbed me and wouldn’t let me go. I was scared. This guy was a senior and I was a sophomore. BIG age difference including strength and everything else.
“Johnny won’t know. Come on.”
“NO “
I screamed and cried but no one could hear me. No one would come anyway if they did. He kissed me and took a picture. “STOP CRYING” he shouted at me. “How am I suppose to hurt Johnny when it looks like you don’t wanna kiss me.”
I tried to get away but it was no use. He got angrier to the point where he shoved me in his truck and held me down. He looked up to see if anyone was there. I reached in my pocket and pushed the call button a hundred times. The last person I texted was Johnny so it would call him. As soon as I heard a faint ‘Hello? David?’ I screamed bloody murder and screamed for help. I could hear him shouting where are you. Ralph was too busy trying to shut me up and take off our clothes.
Just then I shouted. “HELP IM AT THE PARK!” and Ralph slapped me. “STFU NO ONE IS COMING FOR YOU.” After he spoke I heard nothing. Just silence. Ralph smiled and said that’s better.
He pulled off my pants and I looked at my phone. Johnny had ended the call. Great i’m going to get raped and even my bestfriend couldn’t help me.
“This will only hurt for a second.” he said to me. I screamed one last time and as soon as I did Johnny opened the driver door and yanked Ralph out.
“I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU.” I heard Johnny say. I put my pants back on and ran. I ran towards the school as fast as I could. Kaydence caught me half way. I guess Johnny had told her what was happening.
“Are you okay?!
I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t do anything.
“He…he..he.. he..” I couldn’t speak. Tears were running down my face and Kaydence just held me.
I heard a truck drive off and Johnny was running towards us. He looked pissed but had tears running down his face. Kaydence picked up my face and looked at it…she went pale.
“Whaaa…-” She turned me around and showed my face to Johnny. He turned red. He was so mad beyond anything I’ve ever seen. Then he broke down and started bawling. He pulled me close and wouldn’t let go.
“I’m so sorry David…” That’s all he kept repeating till I snapped out of my shock.
“Johnny…Its okay.” He looked up at me and his expression was fast back to angry.
“NO ITS NOT FUCKING OKAY. YOUR MY BEST FRIEND. I LOVE YOU.”
“I love you too, please just calm down.”
He hugged me again and began wiping off the dry blood from my lip. I guess he had given me a busted lip during the whole thing. “If he would of raped you or did anything to you. I don’t know what I would of done…”
He leaned in alittle close almost close enough for a kiss. I froze I couldn’t move. His eyes just stared at me piercing through me like an arrow through my head. He rubbed my face with his hand wiping away a tear and gently kissed me. Then he pulled back.
“We’d better get back.”
I just followed in shock. I don’t know what just happened but I know I liked it.
We got back to the school and school was over. Adrianna was waiting by his truck but he gave me this look like he wasn’t going to let me go anywhere. I sat down with Kaydence.
“Wait here.”
He walked off.
~Johnny’s Point Of View~
I’ll kill him. I’ll murder him. I’ll do so many things to him he’d wish he never laid an eye on David. I walked towards my truck but Adrianna wasn’t happy to see me.
“Johnny…I…”
I knew this was gunna happen.
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