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Jason stares at nothing as he waited at the police station. He doesn’t know what’s he’s waiting for actually, Jeremy just told him he needs to come to the police station and Jason just agree with it, truthfully he’s exhausted and he’s confuse. He is relieve that his uncle is not here to destroy his life anymore, Justin is finally safe but Jason couldn’t help but felt empty at the same time. Even though he despised his uncle for his mental issues but he’s still in shock, he still couldn’t believe that he’s dead. He doesn’t even have the time to comprehend what happen back at the basement. What if the police didn’t come? What if they’re late? What if his uncle manages to pull the trigger on them? He couldn’t help but have those thought.
“Jason?” Jeremy said softly trying to catch the young boy’s attention. He could see how tired Jason is, how confuse he is looking right now. He honestly feels bad for the boy, being taken away by his psychotic uncle since he was young. Jason didn’t even have the time to mourn his parent’s death when Mark took him away from the only comforts he had left. Jason looks up at the older man but his face hold no emotions which make Jeremy frown and put his arm around Jason’s shoulder. “Don’t think too much alright son? Your safe now and soon you’ll be with your family again, where you belong in the first place.” Jeremy smile softly at boy. Jason smile back as he remembers that he’s grandparents is still alive and he couldn’t wait to see them. He misses them so much.
“They’ll be here soon. Alright ?” Jeremy said softly. Jason nod slowly as he stares back at nothing.
“Thanks Jason.” Jeremy spoke suddenly after a few minutes of silent. Jason look at him confuse. “For what sir?” he ask weakly. The older clear his throat. “For bringing back my son. And just call me Jeremy.” He smile at the boy. “I just do what i had to do. You don’t have to say thank you so many times Jeremy, i think i get it.” He chuckle a bit thinking how many thank you’s he had gotten from Justin’s family. “They will never be enough thank you for what you did for us Jason.” Jeremy said as his voice went quiet in the end. “Well, i’m glad he’s safe and knowing that is enough for me Jeremy.” Jason said truthfully as he looks Jeremy in the eyes smiling with honesty.
“Your a good boy Jason.” Jeremy said pulling him in to a hug and Jason just chuckle at that. Someone’s clearing her throat making them pull away slowly as Jason was face with his grandparents that was looking at him with tears streaming down their eyes. Jason stood up immediately not knowing what to do. He walk to them nervously as he fiddles with his finger. “Ja..jason honey..” his grandmother voice croak as she reached her hand to her only grandson. She walk slowly to the young boy and wrap her arms around him tightly. Jason broke down instantly as he sobs hard in grandma’s arms. “Mama.. ma .. ma” he hiccup. “Shh sweetie. It’s mama here.” She rubs his back soothingly. His grandpa join the group hug as he shed a few tears of relieve finally found his missing grandson that he’s been searching for years.
Justin POV
It was dark. It was cold. It was making me shiver at the coldness. “Hello?” i croked, not finding my voice suddenly. I tried to get up from the dirty floor but my body was aching making me fall back instantly. My heart started to beat rapidly. ‘This is not happening’ i said frantically on my mind. Tears welled up in my eyes as my body tremble at the though of where i am. “Well well what we got here…” a voice spoke make me jump at whimpered at the venom of the voice. I know that voice, the voice i pray to never want to hear it ever again. I close my eyes tightly hoping it would just go away. “You really thought you could escape me huh slut?” he hissed and i could feel his breath fanning in front of my face. I whimpered more as how close he is to me. “Jus..just ple..se..please leave.. me.. a..alone.” i beg choking up feeling like my lungs is running out of air. He cackled like a crazy man. “That is something i can never fulfil baby, you want it or not, i will always be with you. There’s no escape babe.” He spoke evilly as he put his hand around my neck making my eyes went wide at the contact. I was met with an evil looking eyes as he choke me up and i struggle under his grip to catch some air. ‘Stop..stop..stoo..pp..pleasee..” i manage to plead as tears run down my cheek rapidly.
“Justin.. justin! Justin …wake up.. wake up!” i heard a voice yell.
Narrator POV
Ryan was sitting by his best friend side in the hospital room. Alfredo and Chaz went to the cafeteria to get some snacks leaving Ryan in charge. Pattie had to go home to get some clothes for Justin. Even though Justin doesn’t say much, he knows his baby boy didn’t feel comfortable in the hospital gown. Ryan eyes was droopy as he didn’t get enough sleep last night accompanying Justin who had a hard time going to sleep. They didn’t talk or anything and Ryan understand that, Justin was still traumatize with all that had happen to him. He cant facade like he did before anymore and he doesn’t have to act like he’s okay anymore, everybody knew he’s broken and to be kidnap and tortured is not something he could recover. He practically been keeping everything to himself when Mark abused him at his own home, now he just crack and he cant pretend anymore.
Ryan shot up from his sit as he suddenly heard Justin’s scream in pure terror making him panic as he tried to calm his best friend. Justin keep thrashing in his sleep as he screams for something to stop. Ryan didn’t know what to do as he try to hold Justin’s body trying not to hurt him at the same time he beg for Justin to wake up. As his hands make contact on Justin’s shoulder, another wailed of scream erupt from Justin’s body. Ryan frantically press the emergency button. He tried to calm his best friend again while waiting for the nurses and the doctor. He pulled Justin in to warm hug. “Justin bro.. it’s me Ryan.. Your okay.. Your.. okay now.. Jay…pleasee..please calm down” he plead again in Justin’s ears softly. Justin struggle at first but soon calm down as he felt the hand that was holding him was soothing and the voice was calming. He opens his teary eyes slowly looking at his surrounding and the one who was holding him. He sob again as tears run down his cheek but this time in relieve that he’s not at the dark place anymore, no one is strangle him to death. He buried his face on Ryan’s neck as he sobs and sobs. Ryan couldn’t help but to also shed tears seeing his best friend, his brother so broken, so fragile.
He had seen Justin broke down before but he’s still trying to comprehend with what had happen. The doctor and nurses burst in but stop on their track seeing the scene in front of them. They look at the crying boy with sympathy. Ryan mouthed ‘nightmares’ at them as they nod. “I will get him something to eat, he must be hungry.” One of the nurse said softly and make her way out of the room. The doctor walk slowly at the two best friends. “Justin?” he said softly not wanting to scare the boy but Justin still flinch at that and cower more to Ryan’s body. “Shhh Jay, it’s just the nice doctor. He wont hurt you.” Ryan said as soft as he can. That’s how they been talking to Justin, and that’s how he should be treated. Justin still didn’t let go of Ryan as he thinks Ryan’s the only person he could trust in here right now, Ryan would never hurt him.”Justin buddy, I didn’t get a chance to meet you since you woke up yesterday but I’m Ethan, your doctor and i will do anything to help you. If you need anything, just say it okay.” He said with really concern tone in his voice.
They didn’t get the chance to ask Justin about what had happen to him. Even though they know what really had happen but they still didn’t get Justin to open up yet and they know he’s still in fragile state to be asked with things that could only bring the bad memories. Justin would need to open up some days, so he could let it out from his chest and slowly recover from all this but that would take time and he cant be force until he’s ready. The doctor felt thankful that the culprit is dead, so Justin wont have to go for a trial or anything. Now, he could just focus on recovering himself.
Justin just nod slowly but not looking at the doctor. Doctor Ethan smile small and nod at Ryan. “Anything just press the button alright.” He said leaving the room. Ryan looks down at his friend that was still in his arms. “He can never help me Ryan, no one can.” Justin whisper weakly as he fall back to sleep due to his tiredness of crying his heart out. Ryan froze on his spot as he heard that sentence leaves Justin’s mouth.
Jason POV
It’s been a week since I finally reunite with my grandparents and I felt happier than ever. I’ve been visiting Justin at the hospital every time that I can which is every day. To say he’s getting better is a lie. He’s not getting better and these things takes times. I honestly felt really sad for him. Every time he falls asleep he would wake up with nightmares. He would scream and cry and sometimes it’s too much for me because it reminds me of how he used to be with my psycho uncle. I’m glad he’s dead and Justin is finally safe but even though it’s all over but Justin is still in pain and we’ll never know when he can finally recover from all this.
A lot had happen in these 1 week though. One of it is the world receive a shocking news about Justin condition. At first Justin’s parents didn’t want to inform the public but the news of Justin being found was already spread and everyone wants to know what had happen to him. I was there when they were discussing this matter. They want Justin to recover slowly and not forcefully or having to fake his condition when he face the public. By they knowing the truth would make them understand more and not making any stupid speculation but what’s important is giving Justin space to recover. And his parents didn’t take the news of Mark was actually been stalking their son since even before they know him really good. Pattie was crying for days after she found out about it.
Especially after the police told them that they found a lot of Justin’s picture in Marks’s hiding place. Even pictures of Justin sleeping, sitting in his room, hanging out outside his house, practically every picture he could take and all that is before Pattie even know him. Mark stalked Justin like crazy and I know about the obsession he have for the innocent boy but I didn’t know he would went that far. I realize it when he first told me that he finally get to do what he wants with Justin the first time. I should’ve stop him but I didn’t.
I sigh as I stare at the boy that I had grown to like or even care for the short amount of time who lay on the bed staring at the Tv, at least that’s what he looks like. Justin didn’t speak much and he never gets out of the hospital room. I guess he just wasn’t ready to face anyone other his family and crew and me. “Justin?” I tried to acknowledge him. He turns his blank looking eyes at me not saying anything. I smiled softly. “Do you want to talk about anything. I’m bored and the shows on Tv are not really entertaining me right now.” I said trying to make a conversation with him. He shook his head no but still keeping his gaze on me. “Okay then. If you have nothing to talk about, why don’t you just listen to me talking? How about that?” I ask beaming slightly. He sigh a little and nod his head saying it’s okay.
“Great. Umm.. I got a new laptop yesterday. My grandma bought it for me. It was awesome. I’ve never seen anything that is so complicated as that thing but I’m learning to use it and just give me time and I will be a pro.” I said with a big smile on my face. Justin just smile small but I know it was fake because it looked broken and force. I sigh heavily knowing nothing I can do to at least make Justin talk to me. “I’m sorry.” Justin whisper softly making me snap my attention to him looking at him confuse. “What are you sorry for beautiful?” I ask. I’m so used to call Justin in all kind of sweet names and I think even he’s used to it that he just doesn’t care. He looks down at his hand. “I’m a mess aren’t I?” he whisper again. I furrow my eyebrows. “I’ve been nothing but a mess. And .. and I know I’ve not make any of this easy for anybody. My parents, my friends, my crew and you.” He finish as he wipe his eyes with his right hand.
“Justin..” I try to protest but he cut me out. “And I’ve been crying like a baby, nightmares after nightmares, screaming and just being so damn emotional for no bloody reason sometimes. I know I’ve been nothing but a burden to my family.” He sniffle and I could see tears falls down to his hand as he didn’t try to wipe it away anymore. I stood up from my seat and took a seat on his bed in front of him slowly taking his hand in to mine but he still didn’t look up. I caress his hand softly. “ You know this is not your fault Justin? Nothing is and you have the right to act the way your acting right now. You have the right to cry your heart out. We understand Justin. We understand what your going through right now. We may not know what it feels like but we know it’s not easy, we know it’s hard.” I said softly. He sniffle again and choke on a sob.
I sigh as I pull him in to a hug slowly not wanting to scare him. He rest his cheek on my shoulder as I rub his back. “Don’t hold back your tears Jay, no one judging you and theirs is no reason for you to put on a mask of your feelings anymore. Just trust us that we’re always here for you and we’ll make sure to be there through every step of your recovery.” I promise. His body shook in my arms as he sob and his hand hug my waist tightly. “It’s .. it’s not..not easy Jason. It stills… hu..hurts. I just ..just…want it to go away.” He struggle to speak as he cry hard. “Shhh Jay, calm down okay. Breath.” I said rubbing his back soothingly. As much that I want him to open up about how he feels, I don’t want to work himself out. He hiccup and sniffle for a few minutes and finally his body stop shaking and only sniffles could be here.
I let go of him slowly from the hug and took the water beside the bedside and gave it to him. “Here. You need this.” He nod drinking the water and I could see how exhausted he look. “Thanks.” He croaks. “Come one you need some sleep. You still have a few hours to go before you check out.” I said checking my watch seeing we have 6 hours to spend. He nod weakly laying down his head on the pillow. I jump down the bed and wanted to tuck him in the blanket but he reach my hand making me look at him. “Can you.. can you lay down with me Jason?” he ask with pleading broken eyes. I smile small at him and nod eagerly making him smile. I got in next to him and try to not to be careful not to hurt him or anything.
Without thinking I wrap my arms around him as he snuggle in to my chest and sigh in relieve. Not even a few second, Justin was already snoring softly as he tighten his grip on my waist. I look down at him and he look content. I played with his hair and kiss his forehead. “I will keep you safe now baby boy.” I whisper as I feel myself falling in darkness.
Hello lovelies!
Oh my god. I’ve not update in so long and I know some of you are not so happy right now. I’m so sorry guys. Just been busy with family stuff and college start already so yeah. I also just got my new laptop, so I hope it’ll be easier for me to update my stories now.
Anyways, hope you like the chapter. What do you think?
And I’m running out of stories to read wattpad already, need your help. I love reading stories where Justin is innocent and adorable af. I don’t care if it’s boyxboy or not. So, suggest me if you know any alright.
Love you guys and I hope you forgive me for the latenesssssss…
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