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Joey’s p.o.v.
I’m awakened by someones lips on my neck. I’m already dressed so I guess I must have fallen asleep while writing my comedy skits. I open my eyes and see Jesse next to me in bed. “Hey, when did you get here?” I ask. He doesn’t answer and continues kissing my neck. He’s slowly making his way from my neck to my jaw and finally my lips. He bites my bottom lip softly looking at me with raw lust. He kisses me tenderly and slowly. Caressing my chest and nipples under my shirt, making them hard. I grab his shirt and pull him into me. I unbutton it. Slowly we pick up the pace, heating up the moment. I feel like I’m on fire. After a lot of kissing he slides his hand from my chest to my crotch making me moan softly. He kisses my neck while he’s feeling my crotch on the jeans. Then he kisses my chest and stomach slowly making his way to my crotch. He finally unzipps my jeans and as he’s about to make a move we’re interupted by a loud bang on the door. “Joey, can I come in?” A female voice askes. Jesse quickly gets off of my bed striking a ‘nochalant’ pose. I quickly button up my shirt. “Yes, come in.” I say. Kallie comes in and sits down on my bed. “Hey Joey.” She kisses my cheek. ” Jesse..” she says with a bitchy look on her face. ” “Hey, cow, oh I mean Kal.” He gives her a fake smile. “Don’t you think it’s cold, Joey?” She says grabbing my arm. No… not at all.. “Totally..” I say. “Then I wonder why Jesse’s shirt is unbuttoned.” Fuck.. “Well, some people, my dear cow, are so hot that even when it’s cold they’re warm. But you wouldn’t know anything about that, now would you?” I laugh at that. Alright that was pretty good. She gives me a look. ” Uhm, how dare you say that to my girlfriend.” I say. ” Anyway, let’s go eat out somewhere.” She says while getting up. “Come on.” And she’s out the door. “Yeah, come on little dog.” Jesse says mocking her in a high voice. I roll my eyes. He walks over and sits down on my lap. “Jesse..” I say. “Shhh..” he puts his finger on my mouth and brushes his lips against mine. He brushes his lips against my jaw, my chin and back to my mouth. He kisses me softly, slowly. Puts his hand on my jaw and gently rubbs against it. After a while, when I’m really into it he pulls his head away. Why…?! “Have fun on your date.” He says getting up and walking out the room. I hate how he can make me want him yet makes me feel bad when I do. And isn’t this cheating? I have a girlfriend, who I really like, damnit. Why does he- “JOEYYY!” Kallie yells from downstairs. “I’M COMING!”
Jesse’s p.o.v.
I pull my face away from him. “Have fun on your date.” I get off of him and make my way downstairs. Ya know, ofcourse I don’t like him dating somebody else but ya gotta tease ’em a little. Let them know what they’re missing. But mostly don’t let them know what you’re missing.
After a while of playing with the girls and playing some music I find myself laying on the couch staring up at the ceiling. I’m so bored. I miss Joey.. God, I’m so pathetic what am I doing? How awfull’s that? I’m like a teenage girl. I might as write all over my notebook that he rocks my world. I make my own rules and I won’t wait around for anybody. I get up, put my leather jacket on and make my way to the door. Let’s have some good old fun tonight.
I open the door to find Joey making out with his girlfriend. Just a couple of hours ago we were making out like that. I’ve seen them kiss before but this feels worse, like what Joey and I did was nothing. I clench my jaws, try not to say anything. Ofcourse that plan fails. ” Well, isn’t this a lovely sight.” I look at Kallie who gives me a bitchy smile. Then at Joey. “Jess..” he says, his eyes wide open. “Enjoy eachother.” I say walking past them. I hop on my motorcycle and drive off into the night.
Tears are running down my face. I feel like I’m on fire. I rub them away as fast as I can. Men don’t cry. Without noticing I drive into full speed. Why her? Why does he like her so much? Does he like her more then he likes me? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? Real men don’t cry, real men don’t kiss other men.. I’m lost. I can’t believe he has this effect on me. This power over me. A bright light shines into my eyes getting me out of my thoughts. Now I realize I’ve been driving on the wrong side of the road. I try to turn back but it’s too late. A car crashes into my motorcycle, knocking me onto the cold, wet ground.
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