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“Alright there you go.” Hannah said as she wiped my hand cleaning off the ink and water off. “You like it?” Hannah asked I nodded. Hannah wrapped my hand up, but I stopped her. “I wanna show Kellin” I said, she nodded. I looked around the shop looking for Kellin, he was by Hannah’s desk looking at some picture and some of Hannah drawings.
Kellin turned around and jumped when he saw me. “Sorry if I scared you” I said. He waved his hand shook his head quickly. “No! No you didn’t it’s ok!” He said with a shy smile. God I love his smile. “Did you get your tattoo done?” Kellin asked. I nodded and showed him. Kellin looked amazed by it. “High five?” I said as I chuckled and raised my hand up, to give him a high five. As I was about to Kellin flinched. I took my hand away quickly, ask looked down. “Umm sorry” I said. Kellin seemed so afraid that he even flinched when I was only gonna high five him. “Oliver let me wrap it up now” Hannah said. I nodded as I walked back to Hannah, hannah put a napkin over it and grabbed tape.
“Hannah?” She nodded as she wrapped my hand. “When I was about to give Kellin a high five, he flinched like I was about to hit him”
“That’s weird. Or his past?” Hannah said. I sighed.
“Oliver I get that you don’t want to question Kellin, but seriously what if his parents abused him?”
“That can’t be he told me his parents dyed” I said. Am actually getting a lot of pressure on me cause of Kellin, but I don’t wanna force him to talk. “Hannah all figure this out, but for now, please let’s not ask him questions are not question about him ok?” Hannah sighed, but nodded. I looked over at Kellin he was still looking at the shop. I smiled, he just so cute and those eyes of his are so cute. I heard Hannah chuckle. I turn around to look at her confused.
“What’s so funny?” I asked as she put away her tattoo gun away. She just nodded no and still continued to laugh.
“Hannah?….” I was really getting confused.
“Well let’s just say Mr someone has a crush on little Kells” Hannah said. I shot my eyes wide open.
“W-what! Um-um y-yeah right Hannah. I-I don’t have a crush on k-Kells” I said as I laughed shyly, I looked away from Hannah as my heart was beating so fast. What the fuck what wrong with my heart, I can’t feel my heart?!
“Oliver I know you! You do have a crush on Kel-” I cut her off as I put my hand over her mouth. Kellin looked over at us weird. I smiled as I awkwardly laughed. Hannah pushed my hand away.
“Kellin, Oliver would like to take you to his studio” Hannah said.
“I did?” I said, she punched my shoulder.
“I mean yes I did! If that is if you wanna go that is?” I asked him. Kellin smiled.
“Yeah sure I would like to go” Kellin said. I smiled. I walked over to the door, to leave with Kellin, but Hannah didn’t follow. “Oh you guys go ahead, I gotta close. You too have fun.” Hannah winked at me. Oh I know what she is doing. I sighed and left saying goodbye to Hannah. Kellin and I walked to my studio. It was actually 10 blocks down the street.
I looked over at Kellin he seems so peaceful. “Tonight looks beautiful, doesn’t it?” He said.
“Your beautiful.” I said that out of nowhere! Kellin looked at my confused.
“Am s-sorry I-I meant to say-” Kellin laughed.
“It’s ok thanks” he looked down blushing. I smiled he really was cute, I just wanna hold him like a cute teddy bear. We continued to walked until I got a call. I grabbed my phone to see who was calling, it was Jordan my band mate. “Hello” I said.
“Oliver were here in the studio, we’re done setting up and we just need you here.” Perfect timing.
“Alright good, am walking to the studio right now. All see you in a little bit.” I hanged up. We made to the studio. I opened the door for Kellin to enter. He smiled and thanked me. I walked in and to see the guys talking to each other.
“Guys!” I said. They all looked at me.
“Oliver mate” Jordan as he came up to me and side hugged me and looked over at Kellin.
“Who’s your friend?” He asked. Kellin looked a little shy, but I got to his side and introduced him.
“Kellin this is Matt, Jordan, Lee, and other Matt. They are my band mates.” Kellin waved as the guys said hello.
“Alright ready?” Jordan asked me I nodded. The guys went to their instruments as I looked at Kellin. “You can stand over there Kellin, he nodded and walk over to where I asked him. I grabbed my headphones that were around the microphone I was about to sing in. As I put them on, the rest of the guys put on there headphones. I looked over at Jordan and nodded to him. He began playing his keyboard,I wait till I had to sing.
I looked over at Jordan until he gave me the signal, he looked at me and nodded.
“Can you tell from the look in her eyes”
(Were going nowhere)
“We live our lives like were ready to die” (were going nowhere)
“Can you tell from the look in her eyes”(were going nowhere)
“We live our lives like were ready to die” (were going nowhere)
The guitar and drums were coming together sounding like a thunderstorm. I looked over at Kellin to see him amazed. I smiled.
“I thought I barred you, and cover the tracks! You’ll have to takes this with your cold dead hands, I thought I barred you! What dead can never die! I thought I cut you loose, severed the feeling. I slipped through the cracks and you caved in my ceiling. I thought I buried you. What’s dead can never die!”
“Fuck”
Jordan was working very well with his keyboard so was Lee and Matt with guitar and Matt with his drums.
“This is sempiternal! Will we ever see the end again! This is sempiternal! Over and over, again and again. Rise from the dead you say? Secrets don’t sleep till they’re took to the grave. Signal the sirens, rally the troop. Ladies and gentlemen it’s the moment of truth!”
“Can you tell from the look in her eyes?”
(Were going nowhere)
“You can run, but you can never escape”
(Over and over, again)
“Will we ever see the end”
(Were going nowhere)
We stopped playing and I looked over at Kellin, he was clapping. “Wow you guys were really cool!” He said I smiled as the guys laughed.
“Oi lets get a drink?” Matt said as the guys agreed.
“Oliver you coming mate?” Lee asked I nodded no. “You guys go ahead. All be putting away your guys is instruments away.” Lee nodded and left, it was just me and Kellin. “You were really good. You can really scream” he said.
I laughed. “Thanks Kellin. Umm can you maybe help me put away the guys instruments away, you don’t have to if you don’t want to” I said. Kellin chuckled. “It’s ok all help.” I nodded he got the guitars and asked me where to put them away. I told him where and he put it away. “So what go you into music?” Kellin asked me.
“Well let’s just say when I was younger I was so into scream-o like suicide silence.”
“I love that band!” He said as he took apart Matt drums. I laughed.
“And a little bit of Nirvana and other bands.” Kellin looked at me amazed.
“I feel like we will have a lot in common” he said as I laughed. I put Jordan’s keyboard on the floor, as I took apart other things. “Where do I put, Matt drums?” Kellin asked.
“In the closet.” Kellin started to walk until.
“Wait!” Kellin tripped over Jordan’s keyboard. I rushed to him, and I got him in and pulled him into my chest.
“You okay?” I asked as I looked at him. He looked up at me with those blue and green eyes of his, his lips so kissable that I just wanted to go ki- wait a second!
“Am f-fine thanks for catching me.” Kellin picked up Matt drums and walked out the room to put the in the closet that was in the hall. I sighed. Hannah was right, I did have a crush on Kellin, and I not lying.
:Kellin:
I put away Matt drums in the closet. I closed the door and leaned against it, why is my heart still beating as Oliver caught me as I was about to fall. I sighed, but chuckled as I looked into his eye. They were brown and looked warm and caring.
I walked back into the room until, someone’s hand was over my mouth and pulled me away. I screamed, but I couldn’t who ever it was pulled my into the back alley where the trash cans are. This can’t be happening to me again! Did he find me!
I was pushed to the wall and continued to scream. The person had a black jacket and didn’t show their face, I tried and pushed them away from me.
“It’s me! It’s me!” They pulled there jacket away from their face and I saw who it was.
“A-Alex?” I sighed as I hugged him, he hugged me back.
“What are you doing here?!” As I pulled away from the hug.
“I came to worm you about something”
“About what?” I asked him. They came over to Jack and I house, they broke in and trashed out house, he was there and screaming “where’s Kellin!” He almost tried to hurt Jack and me.” He said.
“Oh my god. Alex am sorry all go back home and ma-”
“No Kellin! If you go back he will kill you or better yet rape you! Kellin do not go back.” He said. Everyone I love and know are getting hurt cause of me.
“Alex I hate hearing the people I love getting hurt because of me.”
“I know, but there is good news.” What is it?” I asked. “I told him that you were in California, and he said that if he can’t find you there that he will stop looking for you” I just nodded, I wasn’t that happy cause I know he won’t stop till he find me. “Well I have to go to the airport. My flight leaves in an hour. Bye Kellin love you” he said as he hugged me. He walk away and left. I sighed.
I feel so hopeless.
“Kellin?” I looked over to see Oliver.
“What are you doing here? It’s freezing.” Oliver took off his jacket and gave it to me. I in healed his scent in the jacket and warmth.
“Am sorry I came out side for fresh air.” I said. He nodded as he lead me inside. Something else was on my mind. What if I got Oliver hurt?
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Am sorry for long update. I let my depression get the best to me. Everyone in my orchestra room tells me that I don’t know how to play the violin. People calling me a fake bitch. So yeah got depressed and bored. So here you go I hope you like it.
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