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A/N: I will say after the song there will be talking just ignore it. I’m sorry I couldn’t find a better video for this song. I love this song and I hope you guys too
Gray’s P.O.V
I walk into the hospital at 7am carry Natsu’s favorite type of flowers.(showed in picture) I walk up to the clip board and signed my name for check in.
I walk to Natsu’s room and replaced the old flowers with the new ones. I watered them and threw the old ones away. After I was done I looked back at him and smiled.
Sadly he doesn’t smile back like he usual would. I would sit here and look at him and remember all the times we had.
As I held his fragile hand, I remember the first day we met, our first date, first kiss, and how I was his first.
I started to tear up at the memories I had with him. Then I remember that I was his first heart break and how I was the reason why he’s here.
I just wanted all of this to end. I want him back home, in my arms all well and healthy. We wouldn’t be fighting and we would still be together. I made the worst mistake ever, and I regret it everyday.
I try to keep positive but it’s almost been two weeks now and nothing as changed. The doctors say it will take time, but how long would that be.
What happens if he doesn’t ever wake up again. I try to push that aside because I don’t want that to happen. Not Natsu please.
I started to hum Natsu’s lullaby to him. This lullaby always calmed him down, but lately it’s been calming me down too. It was the song we danced to at our date.
I looked at the flowers on the nightstand. It reminded me of our first date. There the type of flowers I got him for our date.
~flashback~
Today was the big day. Today was Natsu’s and I first date. I finally told him how I felt and now we are going on a date.
Today there’s a ball at the guild. He is my date for the dance. First I’m going to take him out to dinner then take him to the dance.
Everything is going to be perfect. It has to be. I am wearing a nice red shirt with skinny black jeans. I’m wearing a black tie but I didn’t do anything special to my hair. All I did was brush it.
Now I’m off to pick up Natsu and head for dinner. I’m taking him to a nice place for our date. I even bought really nice flowers for him. I hope he likes it.
I arrive at his house right on time. I knocked on the door and waited for him to open it. A couple of minutes later he opens the door and he looks amazing.
He is wearing a nice white shirt with a black vest. The white shirts sleeves are rolled up to his elbows. He has black skinny jeans and of course his scarf.
I looked at him with amazement. “You look great” I said to him. “You too, Gray” he said to me. I gave him the flowers and he took him gently into his hands.
“Oh Gray these are beautiful. They smell so good. Where did you get these?” He asked while smelling them again.
He looked so cute while doing so. He had a light blush going across his face.
“I got them at a flower shop, they only bloom this time of year” I said to him.
“I love them, thank you Gray” he settled them on the table near the door and walked back to me.
I took his hand. “You ready to go?” I asked. “Yeah let’s go” he said. I took him to the place holding his hand the whole time.
~skip to the dance because Magical unicorn butts~
We arrived at the dance and I once again took his hand. He blushed, slowly as he took mine. I walked him to the dance floor and we started to dance.
We were having a great time. We were laughing, smiling, and dancing. I really love his smile. It always wants to make me smile. It makes me feel good inside.
Then a slow song came on. It was a peaceful song. (The song above River flows in you-Yiruma)
Natsu and I looked at each other both blushing. “May I have this dance, Natsu ?” I asked him. He blushed even more and nodded his head.
He put his right hand on my shoulder and I put my left hand on his waist. I put his left hand in my right hand. We slowly started dancing. I looked a his beautiful green eyes as he looked in my black ones.
I could easily just stare at his eyes for days. We started slow and steady. I was being careful not to step on him or anything.
I brought him closer to me, our faces were so close together. I could feel him breathing and it tickles my face. I come even closer, our lips are brushing against each other.
Then I closed the gap between us. I slowly, gently, and passionately kiss him. I can feel him kissing me back, giving me the same passion.
We stay like that for about a minute then we pull back just barely. Looking into each other’s eyes. I smile back at him as he does the same. I lead in a kissed him one more time.
He did the same. His lips were so warm and soft. Feeling his lips, I just realized that this was probably his first kiss.
We pulled back and he rested his head on my shoulder as I held him in my arms. I was rubbing little circles in his back.
“Hey Natsu was that your first kiss?” I asked. I felt him tense a little. “Yeah that was” he said. I kissed him on the head and he relaxed. I’m glad I was his first kiss.
During the rest of the song I rested my head on his and just held him. It was so peaceful being next to him.
After the slow dance we both sat down and talk. We laugh and talked to the others. Tonight was great, I’m glad I spent it with Natsu.
After the dance I took him home. We walked up his steps. “Thank you for tonight Gray. I had a great time” he said.
“I’m glad you did ’cause I did too. I hope we get to do this again” I said. “I hope so too” I gave him a goodnight kiss. I wrapped my arms around his waist and he wrapped his arms around my neck.
For his first time he is a great kisser. I love his lips against mine already. We staying that till we needed air. We pulled back and I looked at his beautiful eyes.
“Goodnight Natsu”
“Goodnight Gray”
I kissed him on the forehead. I held his hand till I couldn’t reach him no more. I walked home smiling the whole way.
~end of flashback~
I hummed the song the whole time I was thinking of that. That we danced to that night. I can’t believe it’s been that long scene that night. Just imagine three dates later he became my boyfriend.
I have done so much stuff with Natsu. We go on missions together. We use to live together. (A/N Sorry I forgot to mention that. I mess up said gray has his own place. He went to Juvias instead)
He was the first thing I saw in the mornings and the last thing I saw at night. I can really spend the rest of my life with him and I would be happy. I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I just can’t believe I threw all of that away.
I played with his ring on his finger, humming the song to him, when I heard a knock on the door.
I turned to see Juvia at the door. “Gray-sama when are you coming home. Juvia misses you, Gray-sama?” said Juvia.
“Juvia I’m not coming home. Look we need to talk” I said to her.
She looked down and she began to tear up. Then she looked up and smiled when she saw Natsu. Then she saw the rings and gasp.
“Gray-sama are those…engagement rings?” She asked. I looked at the rings and shook my head. “Yes, they are Juvia” I said.
We were silent for a while then she spoke again. “Gray-sama really loves Natsu-San, does he?” She asked. I looked at her then back at Natsu, and smiled.
“I do, I really, really do Juvia” I said.
“Then Juiva will support Gray-sama and Natsu-San. Juiva wants what’s best for Gray-sama. Juiva wants him happy” she said.
I walk up to her and gave her a hug. “Thank you, Juvia” I say to her. She hugs me back. With that she walks out of the room with tears. But not tears of sadness, but tears of joy.
“I hope you get better Natsu, please get better” I say to him. I lay next to him in bed, missing his warmth.
‘Just don’t let go, okay’
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