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YES!!!!!! Another update.
So enjoy for those who are reading this
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>>>Alex’s POV>>>
A week passed by when my friends stayed the night, luckily that Luzia and Raymond never left so Sarah couldn’t confront me about ‘Mr. Ocean eyes’ the name i gave him due to his eyes being the most captivating feature he has, I mentally sighed contently starting to fantasise about him that is until, I was rudely socked on my shoulder taking me away from my fantasy before it even began, by none other than Sarah. I just looked at her and gave her the ‘what-do-you-want’ face, which in respond she pointed to her phone, knowing what she meant i pulled out my phone and looked at the text in the screen:
S: Dude your drooling
which made me reach for my face, and true to her words, i wasn’t drooling -.-‘ ~ I hate it when she does that ~ i thought, my phone vibrated which made me jump and make a sound in surprised, luckily no one paid any attention to me.
S: Now about that intense staring contest between you and Danny what was that about?
I knew that sooner or later she would confront me about this, but i prayed it would have been later.
D: Nothing… and how do you know his name? What can i say? I was curious in how she learned his name. feeling the familiar vibration I read the text
S: I have a class with him, and we got paired as partners, don worry i know his yours 😉
I just rolled my eyes and sent her my reply
D: -.- Shut up…. He can never be mine… he’s straight ;-;
S: Don’t be to sure about that…..
D: What do you mean by that?
S: You’ll find out soon enough 😉
~She knows something… The wink tells it all~ -.-‘
I didn’t even try to get her to spill it out knowing that she wouldn’t tell me, no matter how much i whined and beg. i sometimes think she does that on purpose just to see me beg. So i decided to pay attention to the rest of the class, even though we were studying the Chinese version of “Romeo and Juliet” called “Butterfly Lovers” even though that these two stories have some difference.
The rest of the morning went pretty fast and blurry, all i could think of was what did Sarah mean by i’ll find out soon enough. with my head spiraling in many directions, i decided to whatever she had plan better be worth the secrecy. Knowing her, it had to be something having to do with me. With my tray of food in my hand ready to go to the table i usually sat at, I was tripped, causing me to fall forward into my tray down to the floor. The event caused an uproar of laughter, i turned around still on the floor and saw that it was Kevin pointing and laughing at me, his friends giving him high-fives, patting him on his back. I just got up and ran past everyone, not wanting the tears to fall while i was inside the hell hole of a cafeteria. I ran through the school doors. I ran with tears in my eyes threatening to fall anytime, they made my vision blurry so i dint know where i was heading all that cared was to get away from the school.
I finally couldn’t hold back any longer. I let them fall. With every tear that fell, I let my pains and worries fall with them. With every tear, it seemed as if my body was cleansing itself from all the bottled up emotions from all those years ago. I don’t know how long i cried, i don’t know if my friends ran out to catch me, I just let them fall, soon my body grew tired, and i fell unconscious slumped back against a tree.
<<<<DREAMING>>>>
I found myself standing in a field. Looking around and saw something in the middle of the field. I took a step forward and I saw whatever it was in the field with me lift its head up, which made me stop. It was a wolf. It looked at me with its forest green eyes, His fur was gray all over except the bottom and the tips of the ears and tail, they were white. For some reason I found myself walking closer, the wolf following me with its eyes. when i got close enough, the wolf just snorted and laid his head back down on his paws, keeping his eyes on me. I knelt down to the wolf and reached out, seeing no reaction from him, I started to run my hand through its fur. It was soft and warm, something i didn’t even imagine i thought it would have been coarse, nothing compared to what i was feeling. For the first time I didn’t feel as lonely as i did. I felt myself starting to wrap my hands around his neck.
“Your kinda big for a wolf, aren’t you now?” i said talking to the wolf. In respond it grunted as if to say ‘of course i am’. I just laughed and rested my head on him no longer feeling as lonely as i had, I was absentmindedly running my hands through its fur, which I then heard him growl, only it wasn’t menacing it was protective, it got up and stood in-front of me protecting me from an unseen presence. Before anything could happen, I was pulled backwards making me yell. I saw the wolf look back shocked and it rushing towards me, only for him to be knocked down by a black figure. By then whatever was pulling me, took me far from the wolf, and i started to feel lonely. When I was then I was no longer being pulled. I looked around me.
Nothing.
Nothing but trees, and loneliness.
I then heard a cry.
A wolfs cry.
It was a cry that made me want to shed tears.
A cry that seemed to express the loneliness of the wolf.
I wanted to get up, to go back to him. To find him and be by its side so that we could no longer be lonely.
But something was keeping me from doing so. It wasn’t me, that i knew. it was as if i was tied down on the spot i was. I couldn’t move nor utter a single word. I couldnt do anything to bring him closer to me. So we could both be in company of each other.
That’s when i started to cry again. Silently crying that only made my body tremble, making me feel numb.
<<<<END DREAM>>>>
I gasped and shot forward. Only to collide with someones head hard. making both of us groan in pain.
“Dang for somebody as small as you, you seriously give a hell of nasty headbutt” the oh so familar voice said to me. I, massaging the place were it hurt, “Me!? Your head seems as if it were made of stone!’ I gritted back at him.
“Well I am told I’m hard headed sometimes” he said laughing, i tried to glare at him, but oh dang his smile is so sexy, and contagious, i couldn’t help but smile back at him. “What are you doing here?” i asked him
“I should be asking you that, Alex?” he said laughing while sitting down next to me, “Your all alone in the forest, you do know that right?” he asked me, his words made me remember the dream i had, it was so vivid so real, the grass beneath me, the soft fur of the wolf, the wolf, his lonely. It was then that it hit me ~So this is were I ended up at? Why wasn’t i looking were i was running to? I could have been attacked by a wild animal!~ i though in panic. He must have noticed my state of panic, because he wrapped his arms around me pulling me towards him, pressing me against his chest rubbing me back; that did the trick, i started to visibly and internally calm down, and started to feel pressure in my pants, ~ Wait how did he know my name?~ as if reading my mind “Your friend, Sarah, told me about you when i asked her if she knew your name. Luckily she was your friend, right?” he said smiling at me. Which made the pressure in my pants, even greater.
~God, why!? please don’t let him notice it~ I then tried to pull away from the embrace, only to have his arms tighten more around me, and heard him growl low, i stopped, surprised ~did… did he just growled?~
I tried once more, only this time he pulled me on to his lap. I froze, surprised that he pulled me onto his lap. Even more surprised that i stopped trying to break the embrace i was in. I looked up at his eyes, they were darken with worry, happiness… Lust? ~This cant be, oh my is this what-~ my thoughts where cut short once i felt his lips on mine. At first i just didn’t respond, due to being shocked, but once that passed i found myself getting lost into the kiss. He bit my bottom lip, making me moan, opening my mouth, he pushed his tongue inside my mouth. Our tongues fighting for dominance, I then gave in to him letting him take control.He broke the kiss, then proceeded to kiss down my jawline, down to were my shoulder met my neck. I trembled with pleasure, and moaned loud when he started to lightly bite my skin, then i thought ~Oh my god I’m having a make-out session with a dude that i barely know, heck i don’t even know if its him or not, but oh his lips are so sweet and addicting.~ His lips left my neck only to give me a small peck on my lips, he pulled me closer which made me rest my head between his shoulder, lightly kissing him.
“By the way… I’m Danny, Danny Wolf” he said “and if you don’t stop, i don’t know what i might just do” he said a bit out of breath, chuckling. Not wanting to have nothing more happening i stopped, I pushed myself away from his chest to look at him in his eyes. I was mesmerized by them. It seemed as if i could see everything about him in them, i saw a glimpse of something, in them, but it was a short moment that i didn’t have time to see what it was. He reached up and ran his hand through my hair, all the way down to the back of my head, where he let it rest, rubbing his thumb across the nape of my neck.
It was silent between us, the only sound were of us breathing, and the wind blowing. It was a comfortable silence. I rested my head on his shoulder again, my hands wrapping around his chest.
“Would you…” he spoke up breaking the silence that laid between us, he seemed to hesitate to finish what he wanted to say.
“Would I, what?” I asked him, as i pulled back meeting his eyes, trying to see what he wanted to say.
He leaned forward and placed his chin on my head, taking a deep breath, slowly letting it out. “Would you, Alex… like to go on a date with me?” he asked nervously.
~Oh my god oh my god!!!! Did he just asked me to go out with him?~
“Yes i just asked you to go out with me” he said laughing.
“i said that out-loud?” i asked him. he shakes his head yes, smiling. Then i remembered he was waiting my answer to his question, shaking my head to clear it, i quickly answered yes.
“Great” he said smiling planting a kiss on my lips, quickly pulling away before i could respond, which made me let out a little whine in protest. Chuckling ” Don’t worry, there’s more where that came from” he said with a wink. Which made me blush and look away, I felt his hand softly pull my head towards him ” Don’t look away, I love it when you blush, makes me feel great.” He lovingly told me with his smile that i could never get enough.
I checked my phone for the time and noticed it was pass 5 o’ clock. I sighed ” I have to go now” i told him, not wanting to get up from where i was comfortably.
“It is getting late, and as much as would like for us to be like this forever, we cant stay here.” he said kissing my forehead.
We got up, and i started to follow him as he walked outside of the forest. It didn’t take much time to reach the border of the forest, it was a good thing that I didnt go to far in, if not i doubt anybody could have found me.
I followed him back to the school parking lot, to were his car was parked, it was a grey color Jeep, those off-road ones, it was a decent car, but it seemed new. “I love Jeeps, especially these ones” i told him once we got inside his car
“Well im glad to hear that?” he told me smiling, which made me smile to.
“So were do you live?” he asked me. After telling him my address, he made is way out of the school parking lot and down the road in direction of my home.
He reached to the radio and turned it on, filling the car with some Linkin Park, I just turned to him and smiled, “You like this band?” i asked him
“Yeah, why you don’t?”
” No.. I mean yes i do like them, i was just excited that someone else likes them” i said smiling
“God, your smile drives me crazy, i just want to kiss your lips whenever you smile.” He told me huskily, which made me blush , adverting my eyes away from his.
We grew silent, but it was another comfortable silence.
He stopped outside my house, and he looked at me smiling, he said “Friday, at 7′ for our date, its that alright for you?” he asked me
“Yup its fine by me” i said still nervous
“Great” he said before kissing me on the lips “I’ll see you then”
I got out of the car, blushing like crazy, he didn’t leave till i was inside the door of my house, where i waved good-bye to him, as i closed the door.
“I have a date” i said to my self out-loud, it felt strange to say those words, especially the word ‘Date’.
But somehow i still couldn’t find the reason ~why am i feeling lonely. That vivid dream, it felt so real~ i shake my head clearing it, not worrying about that at the moment.
“I got a date with Danny Wolf” I said outloud to my self excitedly.
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Alex’s dream, what could have that been? And the loneliness he felt?
All these Questions would be answered next time in:
Cries of Wolf: A Date With Wolf (Part 2)
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