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Chapter 37
Carters pov
As soon as class ended, with all the courage I had, I walked up to him.
“We need to talk.” I said coldly looking him strait in the eye.
He turned pale when he saw me and lowered his eyes.
“Later.” He mumbled and started to walk out of the class room with the rest of the class.
“No, I deserve an explanation and I’m my gonna take no for an awnser.” I stated and pulled him to the boys bathroom, luckily no one was in there.
“I don’t want to talk to you.” He rolled his eyes and turned to leave the bathroom but I grabbed his hand and pulled him back.
“Well I wanna talk to you.” I said, my tone still angry.
“What do you want to talk about! Huh?” He replied sarcastically.
“Let’s talk about how despite everything we went through, you still managed to walk away from me without a scratch.” I replied accusingly and angrily. I felt my eyes start to sting.
“Let’s talk about the fact that I thought we were Ment to be together, and you just ended things so quickly.” My voice cracking and a tear fell down my cheek.
He stayed silent and looked down at the floor.
“Let’s talk about how you said you loved me.” I said my voice barely above a whisper.
He stared down at the ground hard and harshly awnsered.
“I lied.” And with that, he left.
And I never felt so alone.
So broken.
Chapter 37
Eli pov
I felt my heart physically break as I walked out of that bathroom. I continued to walk down the hall and out of the school building.
It felt like I had just lost everything, I felt so fucking helpless. He was my world and I just gave up on him, how could I do that?!
I’m an idiot… But maybe it’s for the best.
I know what I need, I need to completely clean him out of my life. Then I can move on.
I walked down the street and stopped at a park bench, where I sat down at.
I pulled out my phone and started with his contact.
I went through my contacts and hovered my finer over his name.
I took a deep breath and… I deleted it.
That hurt.
Ok next, delete everything picture I had with him.
It took all my strength to start deleting all the pictures we had token together, the more I deleted the more my heart broke.
Each picture making me feel worse and worse.
I let out a breath of relief when I deleted the last picture.
Okay… What else?
Oh yeah… I pulled out a slip of paper and a lighter.
This was the note that Carter gave me after the night from the wedding.
He had came too my room late that night and we spent the whole night talking, in the morning he was gone but he left a note, it said ‘. ‘
That night was the first time I started to open up to him. I used to keep the paper because it reminded me of him.
I let the tears slide down my cheeks as my shaking hands raised the lighter to the paper.
Okay… Deep breath.
I flicked the lighter on and watched with a broken heart as I Burned the paper.
And then I just sat in the bench and cried.
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