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Chapter 36
Eli’s pov
I walked to school reluctant and full of dread.
My burns hurt, I wanted to spend the day with my dad, I had a lot of homework, I was anxious about seeing Carter, I was anxious about not seeing Carter and I felt like shit.
Great.
I inhaled deeply as I forced a smile on my face, walking into the building, smiling and waving at everyone who was smiling at me.
“Heyyy Eli!” Kyle greeted me running besides me. “Everyone is talking about your car wreck, it seems to have made you very popular.” He joked, I laughed and rolled my eyes.
I kept walking and he disappeared from my side, running in another direction.
I continued to walk down the hall, feeling a bit more confident.
But as soon as my eyes landed on Carter my whole body froze.
He was talking with Wes and Kayla, he seems so tense…
I used to love his hazel eyes because some days they looked blue and some days they looked green but right now they just looked dark brown… Lifeless.
His usually slightly messy hair was now obviously not brushed.
He was wearing sweat pants and… And my shirt. That was the shirt that I left at his house…
He looked so miserable… But the shirt gave me hope that he would take me back if I asked him too…
He still loved me too.
I walked, nearly running, too him excitedly but as I got closer I realized that the shirt wasn’t mine, it just looked like mine.
My heart sunk and I quickly walked away from them, they never even noticed I was with them.
Who was I kidding? Me and Carter just weren’t Ment to be together I guess…
Wait what was I saying?
We were Ment to be together and I know it.
I sucked in my breath quickly and turned back around to face them, I’m gonna get him back.
I started walking up to them…
“Hey fag!” Kyle yelled in Carters face, appearing out of no where and I stopped, suprised a bit.
“Leave him alone.” Kayla scoffed yelling at Kyle.
I felt anger rise in me and wanted to do nothing more then defend my baby but I was frozen in place.
“Shut up you wannabe cheerleader.” Kyles girlfriend, the cheer captain, said in a extremely snobby voice.
I begged my legs to move but they wouldn’t.
“Hey! Leave her alone!” Wes defended quickly.
Kyle ignored Wes and refocused on Carter.
“You know your fucking disgusting.” He sneered, spitting on Carters face.
Why couldn’t I help him? Why didn’t I help him?
The bell rang before Kyle could say anything else.
Saved by the bell I guess.
Chapter 36
Carters pov
I stared tear eyes across the class room at Eli. He wouldn’t even look at me?
He seemed so normal, so… Unfazed.
How could he me be a wreck right now? It was taking me everything I had not to break down Everytime I saw him! And on top of that, his father had cancer! How was he hansdeling this so well?!
I sighed and tried to focus on the teacher but my mind had other plans.
I just kept thinking about Eli, and it was breaking me.
I tried to assure myself that he felt what I felt, that he feels how I feel, but I was so doubtful.
But the way he used to look at me… The way he looked at me, the way he Andre me feel when he said he loved me, I know he had to feel that too. I fell so god damn hard in love with me, he had too have felt something.
I wasn’t gonna let him just walk away form me.
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