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Up until now I’m still in awe kung paano ako nilead ni Lord para malaman ang HIV status ko. I usually test annually dahil nga confident ako na negative ako and past partners ko. I’m also aware of the things behind HIV/AIDS because I’m also working in a medical field. This year has been the worst year of my life, a week after celebrating my birthday, I found myself in trouble when someone special to me ask me if nagpatest na ba ako. It was a year or two nung huli akong nagpatest. Tatlong araw akong hindi makatulog. So I decided to go to a HUB in MNL for a test. Tanggap ko na eh, pero umaasa pa din ako na magiging negative ako. Apparently, nagkamali pa ako ng fillup sa paper positive ang nacheck ko and the results came out and I was reactive HIV-1. Umiyak ako ng umiyak pero after nun natauhan ako, I know after my breakup with my ex, medyo nawala ako sa landas at nakipagsex sa nakadate ko. Once lang pero it will forever change my life as that person is HIV positive na nakakatawa na nakakainis na nakasabay ko pa sa HUB. Iilang tao palang ang nakakaalam ng status ko. One is my ex, a friend and another friend. Lahat sila sobrang nanghihinayang sakin. Pero after all the regrets I’m still thankful dahil hindi pa huli ang lahat para sakin. I’m now taking LTE with Isoniazid for almost two months. I already stop taking Cotrimixazole for some reason. I’m just praying and hoping na maging undetected ako. I’m also praying na may magmamahal pa din sakin despite my status. Gwapo naman ako, matalino, hahaha. Guys, Blood Brothers, never give up! Kaya natin to. 🙂
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