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HEY GUYS IM NEW HERE SO PLEASE GIVE ME COMMENTS OF WHAT YOU THINK. THIS IS MY FIRST STORY ON HERE TOO. WELL ANYWAY THIS STORY HAS BOYS KISSING SO IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT DONT READ IT. ENJOY!
Today my life begins. I promise myself to think of this as my life, not my second life. I never wanted to think about what I did. I know those bleak memories will wash away soon anyway. I’m opening my eyes…
I don’t need to describe what I see but it’s something I take pleasure in doing, it makes things seem more… Believable. What I see is a room of equal dimensions with a window on one side that immediately takes my interest so I take what feels like my first steps and look out. I see what seems to be a street, brightly swathed by what I know is a star they call the sun. The prospect of a star bringing life to a whole planet humbles me. The scene outside is beautiful. There are pleasant noises of singing birds and wonderful green gently waving trees. The street is crowded with various coloured houses and one person… My first image of a person is this boy walking along the street slowly gazing around and at first I don’t understand his expression because It’s been an eternity since I’ve seen something as honest as emotion, but then it comes to me: he is lonely and upset. I want to go to the boy so he is not alone anymore. He makes me strangely sad. I understand loneliness. So many of us do.
Why is he lonely? He’s so normal, so human. This was the human race told to be caring and wonderful, but the feeling on this boys face was desperately lonely. I continued to stare at him; his clothes are black and his movements are graceful. His hair was also black, and it looked silky like night.
I stepped back from the window thinking to go outside and go to him and make him not lonely. It hits me suddenly that feelings of kindness like this were ones I hadn’t felt in a long, long time. It gave me a sense of bleak happiness that already I was becoming so human. I stopped. The boy turned his face in my direction; I suppose he couldn’t see through my window. His face is pale and clear; the streaming golden sunlight touched him and everything around him. The trees danced slowly back and forth in the gentle wind and the boy walked on again, out of my view. I knew then that my life would be good. I was going to embrace my instincts, my humanity. I was going to learn what made us human.
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