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(A/N) YAAAAAAYYYYY!!! Larry is finally together!! Hope you enjoy my beautiful lovelies! i think i’m gunna start puttin songs in every other chapter but idk whatchya think?
SONG: ‘Uncover’ by Zara Larsson
• • •
“I-I’m sorry.” I finally spoke as Harry paced my bedroom with me sitting on my bed.
“Harry if you don’t stop you’re going to put a hole in my floor!” I said and stood and put my hands on his shoulders to stop him.
“I-I.. ugh!” he groaned looking at the floor pulling at his curls.
“Harry! What did I do?! You asked to kiss me!” I said.
“I-I know but I-I don’t kn-know what I am an-anymore.” he stuttered clearly scared.
“Look at me. Everything is going to be fine, yeah? I-If you didn’t mean the kiss then that’s okay. You were just exploring new waters. Everyone does it, it’s not a crime.” I explained.
He looked at me like I was stupid, “Louis I did mean the kiss! I knew what I was doing! I just wasn’t thinking about what would happen after we kissed. Would we date? Would we pretend it never happened? Would you hate me?” he said.
“Harry first off I could never hate you. Second off, I know that this was your first time kissing another guy, so we’re just going to go at your pace.” I told him rubbing his back soothingly.
“W-Would you wait for m-me?” he asked looking down at me.
I smiled, “Of course I would. I’d wait my whole life if I had to do it for you.”
“You truly are amazing Loubear.” he said and hugged me close.
• • •
The following day, Saturday, Harry came over like usual, but he seemed.. off?
“Louis, can we go to your room? I need to discuss that thing with you.” he said giving me a hint.
“Uh, yea sure. We’ll be upstairs mum.” I yelled not giving her a chance to respond.
We go in my room and I shut and lock the door, “So what is it?” I asked.
“I-I think… I’m sure.. no, I’m positive that I’m.. gay.” he said still thinking about it for a bit.
“Yea, I’m 100% positive that I’m gay.” he said with more confidence.
“But you’ve dated girls before..?” I questioned.
“I know, but whenever we kissed yesterday, it was way beyond compare to any girl I’ve ever kissed.” he gushed making me blush.
“You’re not too bad yourself.” I chuckled.
“So.. now what?” he asked.
“I don’t know. What do you want to happen?” I asked.
He came closer to me and cupped my jaw. He stared into my eyes, moved to my lips, then back up. He bit his lip then slowly moved in and put his lips onto mine. Our lips molded together perfectly with my thin, feminine ones and his plump ones moving in sync.
He pulled away and looked in my eyes again, “Will you be my boyfriend?” he asked.
Internally I was screaming and jumping up and down but externally, “Yes.” I smiled, I had to keep my cool.
“Great..” he trailed off pulling away from me completely and sat on the bed.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“I uh, don’t really know how to say this but I don’t want people to know that I’m gay yet.” he said hanging his head, “I’m sorry Loubear.”
“What for?” I asked sitting down next to him.
“For asking you to be my boyfriend to only tell you that I don’t want to come out yet.” he explained.
“Harry, I don’t care. If you aren’t ready, then you aren’t ready. I told you I’d wait for you, so I am.” I smiled.
You know you care. You want to scream it to the world that Harry Styles is finally yours. My brain accused.
“You’re absolutely amazing Louis. I’m so lucky.” he smiled then kissed my cheek.
“So I’ve been told.” I laughed then pecked his lips.
“Lunch!” my mum called.
“Come on, I’m starving.” I said pulling him off the bed and onto his feet I was about to turn the lock on the door but Harry crashed his lips down on mine.
“Wh-What was that for?” I asked, flustered.
“Just for being an outstanding person and boyfriend.” he smiled so bright whenever the word boyfriend rolls off his tongue and it makes me smile brighter.
“Thanks Curly.” I smiled ruffling his hair and unlocking the door and run downstairs.
• • •
Monday quickly rolled around too fast. Harry and I always met in the front and would walk to our classes together, people already thought we were dating.
I walked up to the school and couldn’t find Harry anywhere. Maybe he’s sick? No he would’ve called me telling me he would be a no show. I walked into the building and went to my locker to get my biology book when I shut my locker door I saw Harry and some other boy walking towards me.
“Hey Lou! This is my mate, Zayn. He just moved here We used to be friends in primary school.” Harry explained.
“Hey mate, nice to meet you.” Zayn spoke and held out his hand, which I gladly took to shake.
Zayn had jet black hair that was put into a quiff and olive skinned with brown eyes and buff like Liam, well a little less buff than Liam but still buff.
“Hi, I’m Louis.”
“Is this the bloke you’ve been talking about all morning?” Zayn asked Harry.
“Shut up.” he whisper-yelled while blushing.
“Aww, Hazza you’ve been talking about me all morning? How sweet.” I said pinching his cheek playfully.
He huffed in defeat and we walked to class together, “So Zayn where did you move here from?” I asked.
“Bradford. I went here in primary school but my dad found a job in Bradford but we decided to move back here for the remaining years of my high school years.” he smiled.
“Who’s your first block teacher?” Harry asked grabbing Zayn’s schedule.
“Ah sweet! You have first, second and third with us!” Harry said excitedly. He looked so excited to be with Zayn again, I have to admit I was getting jealous, but I know Harry wouldn’t stop hanging out with me or anything.
Boy was I wrong.
After school I walked to the primary school building alone because Harry made plans with Zayn after school today, and tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that.
“Louis! Where’s Harry?” Daisy yelled running up to me. I got on my knees to hug and kiss the girls.
“Uh, he uh, had other plans with another one of his friends, we won’t be seeing him for the rest of the week actually.” I explained.
“Aww.” the girls whine in unison.
• • •
“It’s been two weeks since Harry met with Zayn again and for the last two weeks he’s only been hanging out with Zayn. He hardly acknowledges my existence. It’s like I was never here.
I was starting to panic because the school year is almost over, we have two more moths left and it’s my last year in high school! I’ll be packing for college after graduation and I’ll never see Harry again! Not like he’d ever notice I’m gone anyways, he’ll be too busy hanging out with Zayn.
“Alright class! We’re going to do an end of the year project! You get to work with one partner and it must be turned in the day before graduation! You can get with your partner and work.” Coach Hysaw, our Health teacher explained.
“Hey Loubear! Want to work with me?” Harry asked as he sat in front of me.
“Wouldn’t you rather work with Zayn?” I asked.
“No? What’s wrong, what did I do?” he asked purely confused.
“Oh, nothing. It’s not like you’ve been ignoring me for the past two weeks or anything. You don’t text me, or call me or hang out with me. You don’t even talk to me anymore.” I said trying to stay calm.
“Louis, I’m so-“
“No, Harry, you’re not. If you were you would’ve explained yourself earlier. Have fun with Zayn, maybe he can be your new boyfriend because I’m done with you.” I said as the bell rang and I left the class and a confused, heartbroken Harry.
*2 Months Later, Graduation Day*
“Aw my baby is growing up so fast!” my mum cried as she hugged me, I hugged her back not caring that she called me her baby, “Mum, it’s okay, I’m going to visit you guys on the weekends and I still have this whole summer to be with you.” I comprised.
“Every weekend Boobear, every single weekend or I will drive down to your apartment and beat the shit out of you otherwise.” she laughed.
“Every single weekend mum.” I laughed.
It was currently two hours before the Year 12 class walks on stage and is officially done with high school. I haven’t talked to him ever since that day in Health. I hate saying his name because I break down into tears when I hear or speak it.
“Are you okay, sweetheart?” mum asked.
“Yea.” I lied.
“Louis, I know you’re lying. Do you want to talk about it?” she asked.
“Yea.” I said with trembling lips.
“Oh my poor baby. Commere.” she said and enveloped me into her arms.
“It hurts so bad.” I sobbed.
“I know honey, I know. I promise you this gets better and when it does you’ll be grateful about everything.” she soothed.
“Did it get better for you when you and dad split?” I asked.
“100%, but I wake up everyday knowing I have the five best children in the world and a husband I love dearly.” she smiled.
“Thanks mum. I really needed a talk.” I said and hugged her tighter.
“.. Ashley Timmons, Louis Tomlinson..”
This is it, this is the moment I’ve waited for for four years. I walked up the steps and walked to the principle, shook his hand and took the diploma.
Nobody sees, Nobody knows
We are a secret
Can’t be exposed
That’s how it is
That’s how it goes
Far from the others
Close to each other
I looked out into the crowd and spotted a certain mess of curls clapping and cheering for me. I walked down the rest of the steps and went back to my seat.
In the daylight
In the daylight
When the sun is shining
On a late night
On a late night
When the moon is blinding
I looked over to my mum and sisters as they cheered and clapped as well. I smiled at myself as the principle continued down the roster of students.
In plain sight
Plain sight
You and I burn on, on
Put two and two-gether
For-ever
We’ll never change
Two and two-gether
We’ll never change
I thought about the four years of high school, it was complete and utter bloody hell but in the end I’m going to miss it. When I get to college I’m studying to become a drama teacher and I was proud of myself for making it this far.
Nobody sees, Nobody knows
We are a secret
Can’t be exposed
That’s how it is
That’s how it goes
Far from the others
Close to each other
That’s when we
Uncover, cover, cover
That’s when we
Uncover, cover, cover
“All students please rise.” Mr. Barnette said.
This is it. I thought.
My asylum, My asylum
Is in your arms
When the world gives
Heavy burdens
I can bare a thousand tons
On your shoulder
On your shoulder
I can reach an endless sky
Feels like paradise
I think of all the times Harry was there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, literally. Was I too harsh on him? Was I just over powered by jealousy that I just lost it? Would he take me back?
Put two an two-gether
For-ever
We’ll never change
Two and two-gether
We’ll never change
Nobody sees, Nobody knows
We are a secret
Can’t be exposed
“Would all student move your tassels from the right side to the left.” we all moved in one swift motion, “congratulations to the class of 2010 you’ve successfully graduated high school!” he said excitedly and we all threw our caps into the air and cheered.
That’s when we
Uncover, cover, cover
That’s when we
Uncover, cover, cover
I saw Harry walk down towards the seats, towards me.
We could build a
Universe right here
All the world could disappear
Wouldn’t notice
Wouldn’t care
We could build a
Universe right here
All the world could disappear
Yeah, I just need you near
“Congrats Louis.” Harry smiled once he was up close, “Uh, thanks.” I said nervously and I must admit, it hurt that he called me by my actual name.
Nobody sees, Nobody knows
We are a secret
Can’t be exposed
“I’m sorry!” we yelled in unison.
“No, I’m sorry Hazza. I shouldn’t’ve acted the way I did in Health and I’m just.. sorry.” I said looking into his eyes for the first time in months.
That’s how it is
That’s how it goes
Far from the others
Close to each other
“No, Loubear, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t’ve acted as if you were never around. I should’ve hung out with you and talked to you and everything else in between. I’m so so so sorry. Please forgive me.” he said with tears pooling in his eyes.
That’s when we
Uncover, cover, cover
That’s when we
Uncover, cover, cover
“I-I.. uh, I..” he said trying to find out how to place his sentence.
“You what baby?” I asked.
“I love you Louis Tomlinson.. and I shouldn’t hide it from the world.” he said stepping closer to me.
“A-Are you sure?” I asked.
“Yes.” and with that he crashed his lips on mine in front of everyone some cheered and clapped some made disgusted sounds but I don’t care because I have my Hazza back.
That’s when we
“I love you too, Curly.” I smiled.
Uncover
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( A/N) So what do you guys think?! Larry came out to the world! Yay!! And louis GRADUATED!! And of course the sad first Larry fight😔😔 AND the Larry break up then Larry reuniting ✊🏼✊🏼by the way i’m changing my upload schedule. I prewrite every chapter and i get really excited for you guys to read it so i’m just gunna upload whenever😊👌🏼 and i take back what i said last chapter.. this one is longer and emotional.. AND THERE’S MORE CHAPTERS LIKE THIS TO COME!! ilysm😘💋💜
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