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I wake up to a weight on top of me and gentle kisses being littered along my neck.
A grin spreads across my cheek as I arouse.
“Viccy, what are you doing?” I giggle.
“Waking you up.” he whispers.
My eyes crack open and I’m met with my boyfriend’s goofy smile. I notice that it’s still dark though.
“What time is it?” I yawn.
“It’s about four in the morning. I want to take you somewhere.” he mumbles, kissing my neck again.
“At this time?” I ask confused.
“It’s really special. I wanted Mama and Papa to be asleep.” he explains.
“Okay.” I whisper. Vic climbs off me and I get up out of bed, stretching as I do so.
“How long have you been up?” I ask, noting that he’s quite awake.
“I never really slept.” he shrugs. “Don’t worry about changing or shoes.”
I frown confused but nod. He takes my hand then we creak through the silent house and downstairs. We go outside and get into Vic’s car. He pulls off and winds the window down, seeing as its a warm night.
I look out the window for entire drive just lost in thought.
Yesterday was the best day. Just being able to be with Vic and not have to act like I wasn’t completely head over heels for him was so relieving. And Vic was so happy the entire day. Everyone was.
Mama did get mad at the man from school when she was on the phone. She even threatened to sue them because they claimed they had no idea that Vic was being bullied.
Then Mama got mad again, this time at Jenna for not telling her about Vic’s self harming and suicide attempt. But she forgave Jenna.
But after that Mama was overjoyed for the rest of the day and we even went out to a nice restaurant to celebrate Vic coming out, which Vic thought was ridiculous but I think he deserved it.
Mama and Papa kept ‘aww’ing at us and telling us that we reminded them of themselves when they were younger.
It was honestly my favourite day so far in all my life but I know they’ll just keep getting better.
“You okay, Kells?” Vic asks, probably because I’m not talking.
“I’m fine. Just happy.” I sigh.
“Me too, bub.” he smiles.
We soon arrive at the beach and I’m confused.
“Hold on,” he tells me as he gets out of the car.
I stay put until he comes around my side, opens my door and picks me up. I giggle and he closes the door with his hip before we begin walking to Vic’s special place. When we walk through all the trees, we find the peer but blankets and pillows have been laid out and there’s candles and a lantern, creating light.
Vic carries me over and sits me down on a pile of pillows. I notice that lantern and the candles are battery operated, probably for safety purposes.
“Babe, you didn’t have to do all this.” I breathe.
“Of course I did.” he chirps. He then pulls a picnic basket out from behind a pillow. He opens it and pulls out chocolate coated strawberries.
Vic hands me one and I eat it excitedly. He stares at me adoringly through the dim light.
“Vic, stop staring at me.” I blush.
“I can’t. You’re so beautiful.” he whispers.
I finish my strawberry then climb onto Vic’s lap so I’m straddling him. He watches me as I pick up a strawberry and feed it to him. I lick the chocolate off his lip when he’s finished and he stares at me with now lustful eyes. I pick up another strawberry and giggle as I smear some chocolate on his neck. He chuckles lowly as I push his hair our of the way. I lean in and lick the chocolate from his neck which makes a breathy moan leave his mouth.
“I think you know why I brought you here.” he mumbles.
I pull back and look at him confused.
“Maybe not.” he frowns.
“Do you want to…” I question trailing off looking down at his lap and thinking about pulling his sweatpants off.
“I’m ready.” he whispers causing me to look back up at him.
A grin spreads across my cheeks. I’ve been waiting for this moment.
“Yay.” I whisper.
He laughs and kisses me sweetly.
“You’re so fucking cute.” he mumbles.
I grin and push my lips back to his. He holds my hips as my arms snake around his neck and his tongue slips into my mouth. I pull him closer and kiss him deeper.
After a long time of making out, he pulls back and pecks my lips softly.
“Lie down.” he whispers.
I do what he tells me and fall down on the pillows. He falls on top of me and holds himself up with his hands that are resting on both sides of my head. I spread my legs so he rest in between them. I grin up at him before he leans down and kisses me again. His body is pressed against mine and it’s making me really want to take all his clothes off.
I slide my hands up his shirt as he kisses me. He pulls back and chuckles, sitting up.
“You know what you want, don’t you?” he beams as he slides his shirt off.
I hum and pull him back down to me. He kisses me again as my hands glide along his torso.
“Well, I too know what I want.” he smirks, grabbing the bottom of my shirt and pulling it up over my head.
The warm breeze brushes against my bare skin making me shiver
“I love you.” I sigh.
He leans back down and kisses me again. Goosebumps begin to cover me as his bare skin presses against mine.
“I love you too.” he whispers, grinning as he pulls away.
He hooks his fingers under the waistband of his sweatpants then he pulls them off. He kisses me again and I can’t feel how hard he is against me. His hand goes down to my pajama bottoms but he doesn’t take them off. He slips his hand inside them, going beneath my boxers as well and he wraps his fingers around aroused shaft.
I swallow dryly as he strokes me. How can something feel so good?
“You’re so sexy.” he mumbles, kissing my neck.
He rolls his hips, pushing himself down on my dick and his hand. He feels like fire and every touch feels like I’m getting burnt but I feels so good.
As much as I’m enjoying him touching me, I grab his wrist to stop him. He looks at me, waiting for me to say something.
“Um, you should stop or I’m going to cum.” I blush embarrassed.
He grins and kisses my lips. He climbs off of me and gets the picnic basket. He pulls out a small bottle and a box. The box says Trojan on it.
“What’s that, Viccy?” I ask him, confused.
“This is lubricant. It’s going to make things easier and less painful.” he says, shaking the small bottle. “And these are condoms. Did Papa tell you about condoms?”
I nod but I’m even more confused now.
“But I can’t get pregnant. I’m a boy.” I frown and Vic chuckles.
“They’re not used for just that. They’re also to stop the spread of diseases and infections.” he explains.
“Oh, okay.” I nod. He opens the box and pulls out a square thing that looks like there’s a circle thing in it. He puts the rest of the box back into the basket then comes back over to me.
“This might hurt a bit, baby. Do you still want to do it?” he asks and I nod.
“Some hurts are good hurts.” I say, quoting him.
He smiles adoringly at me and then pulls my pants and my boxers off. I watch Vic, feeling shy but he seems to adore my body which helps me not feel so embarrassed. He opens the bottle and covers his fingers with the lubricant. He asks me if I’m ready and when I say yes, he pushes a finger inside of me. It doesn’t feel as uncomfortable as the first time and now I know what to expect. He moves it in and out of me while I just wait for him to put another one in.
“Next one?” he questions and I nod.
He pushes it in and it doesn’t hurt like last time. It doesn’t feel good though. He spreads his fingers out and that hurts but it soon stops.
“I’m going to put one more in, okay?” he questions and I nod.
He pushes one last finger in and this one hurts. He stops moving his fingers and I try to will myself to adjust to the pain.
“Let me know when you’re ready, Kell. We’re not rushing anything.” he tells me and I nod.
It takes a while but finally the pain subsides.
“Okay, it’s okay.” I breathe.
He then starts moving his fingers in and out of me again which brings back some of the pain but it disappears as quickly as it comes.
After a while, Vic stops. He pulls his fingers out and wipes them on a blanket. He grabs a pillow and lifts my hips up. He sits it under me then he takes his boxers off. I watch him as he opens the condom then puts it on. This makes me feel really excited. I can’t believe this is finally happening.
He gets the lubricant and covers his dick in it, stroking himself as he does so which just drives me crazy.
“Viccy,” I whine, feeling rather impatient.
He grins and slips his body between mine. I feel his penis press against my entrance. Vic leans down and kisses me again as he pushes himself in me. I tense up and bite his lip, making him groan. I then kiss his lips gently as a silent apology. He stops and I note that it doesn’t hurt as bad as I thought it would. Guess that’s what the fingers were for.
“Are you okay?” he asks.
I hum, biting my own lip. It still hurts a bit.
“If you want to stop at any time, just tell me, okay?” he murmurs.
“Okay.” I agree.
I grab his neck and kiss him again.
“You can keep going.” I tell him.
He starts moving in and out of me and I try to relax.
“It’ll feel good soon, baby, I promise.” he frowns.
“Maybe go faster.” I tell him.
He quickens his pace, thrusting in and out of me. He lifts my hips and hits that one spot inside of me. I can’t even describe the feeling. It’s like being tickled, but it’s unbearably good.
“O-oh.” I moan.
Vic smiles at that as he rocks himself into me.
“That good, baby?” he asks.
“Mhm.” I groan, covering my face with my arm.
He moves my arm though and kisses me. He grunts against my lips and I can barely keep my breathing under control.
The feeling is so good that I want to cuss but I know Vic wouldn’t like that so I keep my mouth shut.
I push back onto him, craving more and he smirks, thrusting harder into me. I cry out with pleasure, my voice echoing through the trees and over the ocean.
“Fuck, Kells.” Vic breathes before he kisses my neck gently.
His kisses get sloppy though and soon his thrusts do too. I can feel that pressure pooling in the pit of my stomach. Instinctively, I reach down to touch myself but Vic swats my hand away and takes me into his hand instead. Moan after moan leaves my mouth as he strokes me.
I push myself back against Vic as he thrusts which makes him groan. He grabs my hip with his free hand a guides my body back onto his as he thrusts faster into me until he tenses and stalls inside of the condom. The sight is enough to tip me over the edge, and I come too, all over Vic’s stomach and my own as Vic buries his face into my neck, thrusting into me slowly and still stroking me.
Vic soon stops and pulls out. He takes the cum filled condom off and ties it up before dropping it into the picnic basket. He falls down next to me while I’m breathing erratically, still in a trance of euphoria. He wraps his arm around me and kisses my temple.
“That felt incredible.” Vic whispers, a grin on his face.
I giggle and kiss his lips gently.
This is more than just a good feeling though. It’s having Vic so close to me and so comfortable around me. It’s him touching me lovingly and him wanting to pleasure me more than he does himself. It more than sex. It’s the deepest expression of love.
“I love you.” I murmur.
“I love you so much, baby.” he murmurs back.
He buries his face back into my neck and closes his eyes.
“Don’t fall asleep, we need to get home before Mama and Papa wake up.” he yawns.
I hum and watch amused as he falls fast asleep. I don’t wake him up. He’s obviously tired and we’ve still got time. I grab the closest thing which is Vic’s shirt and clean his stomach and mine with it. I then pull a blanket over both of us.
I stay in his arms for a while, seeking his warmth as the chilly morning air arises. I stare at him, just admiring and adoring him until I see the sun beginning to peek over the horizon.
I carefully move out of his arms and find my clothes before putting them on. I then go sit on the edge of the peer, looking down at the calmly sloshing water then back at the sun that’s beginning to rise.
I think about how happy I am and how happy Vic is and wonder if there’s anything that could ever take that away. Part of me doubts it but then Vic’s words ring through my head, “all good things must come to an end”. Things are too good and all my life I’ve learned that if things are good, it must not be real. It must be a dream and I’m going to wake up at any second and everything will be gone. This can’t be real. Good things don’t happen to me.
An array of oranges and pinks fill the sky through the distant clouds, creating a beautiful glistening light over the water. I’m in awe at the sight.
“Beautiful, isn’t it?” I hear Vic say as his muscly, tanned arms wrap around me from behind. He must have woken up.
“It is.” I sigh softly.
“Just like you.” he whispers, kissing my neck.
I sigh contently and lean into his warm bare chest.
“Vic, how do I know this is real?” I mumble, tears feeling my eyes.
“What do you mean, Kell?” he questions.
“When I was at my parents house, I used to have dreams all the time, dreams where I’d have a different life and I’d he happy. Then I’d wake up and everything was all the same. It hurt so much. I don’t want to wake up from this.” I whisper, tears falling down my cheeks.
“Hey,” Vic coos. “This is real, baby, I assure you.”
He kisses my tears away then takes one of my hands.
“You know, if you will yourself to wake up, then you’ll wake up. Give it try. Close your eyes and try to wake yourself up.” he explains.
I do what he tells me and close my eyes. I feel scared. What if I do wake up? I proceed anyway and tell myself to wake up.
I open my eyes and I’m met with the beautiful sunrise again. I turn to look at Vic to make sure he’s still there and he is.
“See, this is all real. Those thoughts are silly, don’t think like that again.” he tells me, smiling kindly and I nod, wiping my face.
“Thank you.” I whisper, kissing my boyfriend softly, thankful that he cleared things up for me. I guess I was being silly.
“Anytime, bub. I will always be here, I promise you that.” he tells me. “Come on, why don’t we go home?”
He stands up and I take his hand. He pulls me up and we walk back to our things. I help Vic pack up and he takes the things to the car before he comes back and gets me. He carries me to the car, buckles me up and then we head home.
“So…did you…like making love?” I blush
Vic glances at me grinning.
“Like it? I loved it. I have never felt closer to you.” he explains which makes me smile widely.
I’m glad he feels the same way.
“Why weren’t you ready before?” I ask him, just curious as to what made him make the spontaneous decision.
“It just didn’t feel right. To take our relationship to that level but to still be hiding it, it felt wrong. It felt like our relationship would still be a secret by the time we got married and that thought scared me. I didn’t want to move forward until we were out.” He mumbles.
I smile at that.
“I’m glad we can move forward now.” I sigh happily.
“Me too, Kells.” he mumbles.
We arrive home and then go straight up to bed. The warmth is relieving as I cuddle into Vic’s chest. He’s always so warm.
My hands instinctively roam over his body, just enjoying the feeling of his skin under my fingertips.
“I love you.” he whispers.
I look up at him and smile.
“I love you too.” I whisper back.
He pushes his lips to mine and I kiss him gently and lovingly. Inevitably the kiss gets deeper and more passionate and soon Vic’s pulling off my shirt again and I’m straddling him. I lean down and kiss him again, feeling myself begin to get turned on again but then I hear the sound of an alarm coming from Mama and Papa’s room. There’s shuffling after that so I guess Papa is going to work.
Vic sighs seeming disappointed but smiles up at me nevertheless.
“We should sleep.” he tells me.
I sigh and roll off of him, snuggling my way back into his arms.
“Goodn–” I begin but stop myself. Technically it’s morning. Do I say goodnight or good morning?
I shake the silly thoughts out of my head and to avoid further confusion, I say, “Sweet dreams, Vic.”
“You too, Darling. Sleep well.” he murmurs.
He kisses my forehead and nearly instantly, I fall into a content sleep with the thought in mind that when I wake up, Vic’s going to be right next to me, like he promised.
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