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I stomp down the stairs, just feeling all-round excited for the day. I woke up before Vic for a change and I finally noticed how cute he is when he sleeps.
I go into the dining room and find Papa at the table with a machine and a bunch of fruit.
“Hey Kell, Viv’s not feeling well today so I’m just going to make smoothies for breakfast. Is that okay?” Papa asks and I nod excitingly. I’ve never had smoothies before but I’m sure they’ll be great.
I take a seat and watch Papa curiously as he puts fruits into the machine.
“Kellin, can I ask you something?” Papa questions and I nod. “Do you like boys?”
I swallow hard and look down at my hands.
“How did you know?” I whisper.
“It was a guess.” he smiles kindly. “So do you like Vic?”
My heart stops. If Papa finds out that Vic likes boys then Vic will hate me.
“A little.” I admit. “But Vic likes girls. Vic has a girlfriend.”
Papa looks shocked.
“Really?” he asks and I nod, mentally face-palming. This is going to come back and bite me on the ass.
“I uh, I’m going to shower.” I stammer, getting up and rushing out of the room.
I run back upstairs, down to Vic and I’s room where Vic is still sleeping. I climb back into bed next to him and start crying.
“Kell, what happened?” Vic croaks out, waking up.
“I’m sorry. I made a mistake.” I cry as he starts rubbing my back.
“What happened, baby?” he asks.
I bury my tear covered face into his shirt.
“I didn’t mean it. It just slipped out.” I sob.
“Kells, what did you do?” he asks.
“I told Papa you have a girlfriend.” I whimper.
“You what? Why?” he groans.
“He asked me if I liked you and I didn’t want him to know that you like me. I panicked. I’m sorry.” I cry.
Vic chuckles and kisses my head, confusing me.
“Quick thinking. It’s fine, baby. We’ll work something out.” he says reassuringly.
“It is?” I sniff and he nods.
“My problems aren’t your burden to bear. Don’t worry about it, hun.” he says softly and I nod.
He kisses me softly and nudges me.
“Go shower.” he tells me and I nod, getting up, feeling a lot better.
I get some clothes then go down to the bathroom and shower. When I’m dressed and ready, I head down to Mama and Papa’s room. I find Mama reading a book with a cup of tea in her hands. She’s also surrounded by tissues.
“Mama,” I say softly to get her attention.
“Hey Kell.” she smiles.
“Are you sick?” I ask and she nods.
“Unfortunately so.” she confirms.
“Can I stay home and look after you?” I ask, just wanting her to feel better like she made me feel.
“That’s very sweet of you, Honey.” she smiles. “But you need to go to school. I’ll have Papa here to look after me, don’t worry.”
“Okay, get better soon.” I tell her and she nods with a smile.
“Will do, Kells. Now get out of here before you get sick.” she chuckles and I nod before leaving and rushing downstairs.
I go back into the kitchen where Vic is drinking his smoothie looking uncomfortable while Papa talks to him.
“Why didn’t you mention you had a girlfriend?” Papa asks.
I feel so bad having put Vic in this situation.
“It never came up, I guess.” Vic shrugs.
I sit down next to Vic and slowly start drinking the smoothie in front of me.
“Why don’t you invite her over for dinner Saturday? I’d love to meet her.” Papa suggests.
I grab onto Vic’s hand tightly just feeling absolutely terrible. Why did I have to be so stupid?
“Y-yeah, sure.” Vic stutters out running his thumb along my knuckles to comfort me.
Papa smiles then drops the subject.
Vic and I soon leave for school, after saying goodbye to Papa first.
“Vic, I’m so sorry.” I frown as Vic starts his car.
“Darling, it’s fine. I’ll work something out.” he tells me and I nod.
The rest of the car ride is silent. I can tell Vic’s stressing about this and I can’t help but to feel like its my fault.
Vic parks in the car park when we get to school and turns to me. He smiles adoringly at me and tucks some hair behind my ear.
“How did I land a sweet little thing like you?” he murmurs making blush and look down shyly. “I’m so lucky I get to call you mine. I don’t think you realize that you can do so much better than me.”
I frown at his words.
“Vic, you are the best there possibly is. I don’t want anyone else.” I tell him and he ‘aww’s quietly.
“Come on, we better get to class.” he smiles.
Class drags on and is a bore. Vic and I actually have a math test so I convince him to do it and he seems to do it easily. I got an easier test, I’ve been listening really hard in class and I still struggled. I just feel so stupid.
I don’t understand why Vic likes me, like at all. I’m not smart, I’m not attractive and I’m weird. Not to mention I’m always messing things up.
We take a seat in the cafeteria then Vic looks like he just had an idea.
“What if I get someone to pretend to be my girlfriend?” he says.
“Who would do that?” I frown.
“I know just the person.” he says, taking my hand a pulling me up as he stands up.
He drags me as he paces quickly across the cafeteria. We stop at a table of girls, one of them being Nicole, and then I understand.
“What do you want?” she mutters.
“Can I talk to you alone?” Vic asks and she sighs, standing up.
We walk away from the table so no one can hear us.
“What’s this about?” Nicole asks bored.
“Do you still want to make Alex jealous?” Vic asks then she suddenly looks interested.
“Go on.” she says.
“I need a fake girlfriend to bring home to my parents.” he tells her.
She looks skeptical and shakes her head.
“We can’t fake date. Everyone knows you’re gay.” she says making a good point. “But I’ll be your fake girlfriend for your parents if Kellin will be my fake boyfriend at school.”
She looks me up and down making me uncomfortable.
“That’s not going to work. Everyone knows Kellin’s gay too.” Vic says confused.
“No they don’t. He could be bisexual for all they know.” Nicole points out.
Vic looks at me unsure before sighing.
“It’s up to you, Darling.” he mumbles.
I don’t want to, that’s for sure. But I owe Vic for getting him into this situation.
“Okay.” I nod.
He smiles and leans in to kiss me but Nicole pushes him back.
“From now on you don’t kiss, hug or hold hands with my boyfriend. In fact, I’m going to go sit down and you need to stage a break up right now.” she says, swishing her hair as she walks off.
Vic sighs and looks at me sadly.
“It’s not going to be forever.” he says.
I frown and nod.
“How do you want to break up?” Vic asks with a goofy grin making me smile.
“I don’t know.” I mumble.
“Why don’t you slap my face and then walk out.” Vic suggests and I shake my head, my eyes widening.
“I don’t want to hurt you.” I murmur.
“You won’t. Don’t worry about it. I can take it.” he says. “Just do. And do it hard. It has to look real.”
I sigh sadly and I nod.
“Wait for me in the janitors closet.” he whispers.
He clears his throat then winks at me.
“I’m so sorry Kellin.” he says loudly so other people will hear.
I use that as my cue and pull my hand back, slapping him hard and fast across the face. His head flings to the slide and I see a little smirk to let me know that he’s okay.
“Sorry isn’t good enough.” I spit before turning around and heading for the exit, biting back a smile.
I walk quickly down the hall and go to the janitor’s closet, closing the door behind me.
I wait feeling a little nervous. I really hope I didn’t hurt Vic. That’s the last thing I’d ever want to do.
A minute later the door opens and the light shines through long enough for me to see its Vic. I throw my arms around his neck as the door closes, making the room pitch black again.
“I’m so sorry.” I say, kissing the cheek that I slapped.
He chuckles and wraps his arms around my back.
“Baby, it’s fine. You did amazing.” he murmurs, and I can hear the smile in his voice.
“I feel terrible.” I mumble.
“Don’t. It’s okay.” he says back, his arms pulling me closer to him.
I feel his lips brush against mine so my eyes close and push my lips to his. He kisses me softly for a while as I kiss back then he slips his tongue in my mouth. He kisses me deeper and my hands slide from his neck to his chest. His hands slip lower too, resting on my butt.
He pulls away for a second only to kiss me again. He pushes me backwards slowly until I feel myself hit something. It feels like an old desk. He grabs my hips and lifts me up onto it, situating himself between my legs. I wrap my legs around his hips as I kiss him. He pulls me closer to him so we’re firmly pressed up against each other.
I start to feel myself getting a boner and my breathing becomes shaky making it hard to kiss Vic.
“We can’t do this here.” he whispers huskily, laying me down on the desk.
He climbs on top of me and starts kissing me again.
“We really shouldn’t do this here.” he mumbles, his hands going to the front of my jeans.
He pushes his palm into my boner and I moan quietly.
“Shit.” he whispers.
I feel him undoing my jeans making me breathe even more heavily.
“I thought you said we couldn’t do this here.” I breathe hoping to God he doesn’t stop.
“Fuck it.” he whispers, pulling my boxers and jeans down.
His fingers wrap around my shaft much like last time as he kisses my neck. He starts pumping my length and I start making loud, breathy noises.
He chuckles and pushes his lips to mine.
“You need to be quiet, baby.” he whispers.
“B-but it feels so good.” I whimper.
“Bite my shoulder if you need to but you can’t let anyone hear us.” he says softly and I nod, pulling him down to me.
I sink my teeth into the crook of his neck, trying not to bite too hard in case I hurt him.
My moans come out muffled as Vic strokes me quickly. I feel that pressure building up in my stomach. I whimper and Vic takes my hand comfortingly.
“You’re so sexy.” he breathes in my ear.
My eyes flutter shut and Vic pushes my shirt up. I bite harder into his neck and he let’s out a little groan.
“Are you close, baby?” He mumbles and I hum.
Not a minute later, I’m releasing all over myself in a string of muffled moans. Vic drops my length and kisses me quickly before he climbs off of me.
“There must be a light switch in here somewhere.” he murmurs as I hear his feet moving around.
Suddenly a flicker of light appears before the light steadies and illuminates the room. Vic looks at me adoringly and bites his lip.
“You’re gorgeous.” he murmurs before coming back over to me.
I blush intensely, looking down at the mess I made on myself.
Vic looks around and finds some paper towel before he wipes me clean. I pull my pants up and sit up and Vic situates himself between my legs again.
“We’re not moving too fast for you, are we?” he asks seeming worried.
I shake my head truthfully.
“No this is nice.” I tell him.
“Okay. Let me know if you ever need to slow things down.” he says and I nod.
I wrap my arm around Vic’s neck, kissing the mark I left there that’s already bruising.
“C-can I touch you?” I blush.
Vic pulls back a little and cups my cheek.
“Are you sure you’re ready for that?” he asks worried.
I’m not sure but I nod anyway.
“Okay, next time.” he says.
I smile in triumph and Vic kisses me quickly. The bell then suddenly rings for class. I slide off the table and Vic and I walk to the door.
“You leave first so it won’t seem suspicious.” Vic suggests.
“Because we’re broken up, does that mean I can’t sit next to you in class.” I frown.
Vic frowns too and sighs.
“This entire thing is going to fucking suck.” he mutters.
“Hopefully this doesn’t last long.” I whisper and he nods with a comforting smile.
“Kell, I don’t care if Nicole gets mad at you or me, if you ever need anything, come to me. You’re so much more important than a fake girlfriend.” he mumbles and I nod, although I really don’t want to mess up his plan.
“Guess I’ll see you later.” I frown.
He kisses my head then I sadly leave the closet. I get a few weird looks from people walking by but I ignore them and start heading to class.
Suddenly Nicole appears beside me and wraps her arms around around my bicep.
“Hey babe.” she chirps.
I just give her an uncomfortable smile. I notice people looking at us and I feel more uncomfortable by the second. I hate this so much and I miss Vic already.
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