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Kellin’s POV
It’s now Saturday and Vic had just picked me up from Justin’s house. The drive home was tensely silent and I’m unsure of why. In fact, Vic’s been acting weird around me all week.
I kind of get the feeling he doesn’t want to be around me so I sit with Justin at lunch time and try to stay out of Vic’s hair at home. I miss him a lot though.
Justin invited me over yesterday and said I could stay the night. Mama seems overjoyed that I have friends. And I’m happy about it too. Justin is really sweet to me and his friends are too. Some things they do I don’t agree with, like smoking pot, but they don’t try to pressure me.
Plus Justin was quite annoying last night. He kept asking me personal questions about my relationship with Vic, like sex questions. I didn’t like it so I told him to stop and he seemed a little annoyed with me after that.
But that got me thinking about Vic and I’s sex life. We haven’t had sex since our first time or even fooled around and that’s my fault. I’m still self conscious of my body. But I think I’m ready to look past that. I know Vic loves me and he thinks I’m beautiful. I think as long as he thinks I’m beautiful then that’s all that matters. Maybe it’ll make me feel better about myself.
Vic gets out of the car when he shuts it off. I follow and he silently goes into the living room. I take a quick look around and notice that Mama and Papa aren’t home. Perfect.
I go into the living room and stare at Vic while he mindless flicks through the channels on TV. I go over to him and climb onto his lap, straddling him. I wrap my arms around his neck and smile at him innocently.
“Hi.” he mumbles, seeming confused.
“Hi,” I chirp back. “How was your day?”
“Fine.” he answers then turns back to the TV.
I use the opportunity to kiss his exposed neck. He pushes me back and looks at me confused.
“What are you doing?” he asks.
“I missed you.” I purr.
He looks annoyed and rolls his eyes before pushing me off of him. I’m a little hurt but mostly confused by his actions.
“What’s wrong?” I ask him.
“What’s wrong? You’re fucking kidding me.” he chuckles disbelievingly as he stands up. “You don’t want to touch me for weeks then you spend the night at Justin’s and suddenly you’re in the mood.”
He has tears in his eyes and I’m confused. I’m very confused.
“Babe, I don’t understand.” I frown.
He takes a breath and looks away.
“Don’t worry about it.” he sighs. He doesn’t sound mad anymore, just exhausted.
He then walks out of the room and I’m left feeling disheartened. I try to watch TV to distract myself but I just get lost in my own thoughts. I wrack my brain trying to think of what I could have done to make him so upset. Is it because I haven’t had sex with him?
Mama and Papa soon get home and Mama frowns when she sees me. She comes and sits next to me on the sofa. She doesn’t even have to ask what’s wrong before I start ranting.
“Vic is mad at me and I have no idea why. I think I’ve hurt him. I never meant to hurt him, Mama.” I whimper.
She sighs and wraps her arm around me.
“Kell, Vic loves you very much and he’s a very sensitive boy. Vic has confided in me and he said that your friend Justin has been flirting with you. He’s upset because he feels like you’re giving Justin romantic attention.” Mama explains but that only confuses me more.
“He hasn’t flirted with me.” I frown.
But then I think about it. I guess he does always compliment me and tell me how attractive I am. And he always wraps his arm around me and holds doors open for me.
“Oh, maybe he has.” I admit. “But why would he? He knows I have a husband.”
Mama smiles sadly.
“Maybe you should set some boundaries, sweetie. But as long as you’re not flirting back then you’re doing nothing wrong. Vic just feels forgotten about.” she explains to me and I start to feel bad.
“Oh. I guess I haven’t really been paying him any attention. I thought he didn’t want to be around me so I left him alone.” I frown. “Mama, I think I’ve made a big mistake.”
“Mistakes can be fixed.” she tells me.
I quickly kiss her cheek then leap to my feet. I rush upstairs and go to Vic and I’s room. I find him leaning against the wall on the floor, in tears. He quickly swats them away when he notices me.
“What do you want?” he mutters.
I kneel down beside him and put my hand on his knee.
“Viccy, I’m so sorry.” I frown.
He looks at me blankly then looks down.
“Do you like him? I don’t own you. I don’t want to hold you down. If you have feelings for him, then I want you to be happy.” he chokes out as he starts crying. The sight hurts me. I didn’t realize that what I was doing was hurting him.
“Oh Vic, I have no feelings for him.” I tell him softly.
“Bullshit!” he snaps, looking up at me with fiery eyes.
“I’m telling the truth. Vic, I married you! I love you and only you!” I exclaim.
He looks at me unsurely so I decide to explain myself.
“I didn’t know Justin was flirting with me. I’ll tell him to stop. I’m sorry, Viccy. I never flirted back though. I’m yours and no one else’s. I’m sorry I’ve been so caught up in everything and everyone else. I’ve just been so distracted. You’re the most important person to me though, I promise I won’t put anyone in front of you anymore.” I explain, the best I can with my limited vocabulary.
He smiles through his tears and opens his arms. I shift into them and hugs me tightly.
“I’m sorry I overreacted. I was just so scared of losing you.” he sniffs.
“You’ll never lose me. I love you more than anything.” I assure him.
“I love you too.” he smiles.
“I’ll sit with you, Tony and Jaime from now on.” I tell him.
“No baby, you don’t have to. You’re allowed to have friends.” he says.
“I want to sit with my husband.” I chirp, gently kissing his lips. “Besides, Tony and Jaime are really nice and funny and sometimes Justin and his friends are really annoying.”
“How so?” Vic asks, pulling me onto his lap.
“Well all they do is talk about sex and they try to get me to talk about sex too but I don’t want to. That’s personal and I think that should be kept between me and you.” I tell him.
Vic scrunches up his nose in disgust.
“That’s really weird, and really gross. You don’t have to talk about anything you don’t want to and I agree, those things should be kept between me and you.” he says.
I kiss him again and he smiles at me when I pull away.
“Speaking of,” I murmur, running my finger down his chest.
“Mama and Papa are home.” he points out.
“Well maybe we can just fool around.” I suggest.
He smiles and rests his hands on my hips.
“Can you keep it down?” he chuckles.
“I can try.” I giggle.
He smiles and kisses me softly.
“Okay, get on the bed.” he grins.
I climb off his lap then sit on the bed and he stands up. I watch him as he peeks out the door then closes it. He grabs the desk chair and leans in against the door, pushing it under the door handle.
He then comes over and pulls my shirt off. I grin and lay back as he lays on top of me. He grins at me then kisses me softly.
“You’re so beautiful.” he murmurs, running his fingers down my chest.
“You really think so?” I whisper shyly.
“I know so.” he tells me, kissing my neck softly.
I let out a shaky breath as his hands roam slowly over my chest and he trails soft, little kisses over my neck.
“We should make this quick.” he tells me and I nod, knowing that Mama or Papa could interrupt us at any minute.
Vic’s hands go to my jeans and he undoes the button. I get a little excited. It’s been so long since Vic and I have been intimate. He stops fiddling with my jeans though, instead he pulls my shirt over my head. He kisses my collarbone sensually then unexpectedly slips his hand into my boxers. I let out a shaky breath as he touches me. He just fondles me for a bit, making me hard before he pulls his hand out.
“You feeling okay?” he asks, looking down at me with caring eyes.
“Yeah, please keep going.” I breathe.
He smirks and nods as he pulls down my pants and boxers a little. He takes my exposed erection into his hand and starts stroking me quickly. I gasp and grip onto his shoulder.
“Vic, oh my God.” I groan, feeling absolutely euphoric.
He shushes me softly and kisses my lips. I remind myself to stay quiet but as I get closer to cumming, that becomes difficult. I let out soft moans and Vic chuckles as he places his hand over my mouth.
“As much as I love those little sexy noises, you’re going to need to be quiet.” he chuckles quietly and I nod, bit the inside of my cheeks.
The louder my moans get, the more they escape around Vic’s hand. He keeps shushing me but he seems amused, not upset. I feel myself about to cum and I know I can’t contain this moan so I bite Vic’s hand as hard as I can. It does the job and my moans are near silent as I explode all over my stomach.
Vic quickly pulls his hand away when I release it from my teeth, hissing in pain. I sit up quickly, immediately feeling guilty.
“Oh Viccy, I’m so sorry.” I apologize, taking his hand and kissing the bite mark.
He just chuckles and shakes his head.
“Don’t worry about it, bub. It’s kind of a turn on.” he says.
I giggle and reach for some tissues. I clean myself off then I do my jeans back up.
I push Vic down onto the pillows and climb on top of him. He’s very hard. He grabs my hips and let’s out heavy breaths as I move around on top of him. I lean down and kiss him and he pushes his hips up so I don’t want to keep him waiting.
“Can I do the mouth thing.” I breathe, pulling away from his lips.
“If you want.” he blushes.
I grin and kiss him again before moving my lips to his neck. I push his shirt up while I gently bite the sensitive skin. He let’s out a low groan so I shush him and he chuckles.
I move my lips to his lower chest and kiss down his stomach. I get to below his bellybutton and his breathing becomes really heavy. I unbutton his jeans but stop when I hear footsteps on the stairs.
“Shit.” Vic cusses. “Kell, get the chair.”
I quickly climb off of him and pull the chair away from the door. He does his jeans back up and shoves my dirty tissues in the drawer. He pulls the blanket over himself, covering his obvious erection and I sit in the chair just in time before Mama opens the door.
“You boys sort everything out?” she asks and I nod, humming happily.
She narrows her eyes at me suspiciously then gives Vic the same look. I just smile innocently.
“I made lunch. Also, keep this door open.” she says sounding skeptical before she leaves.
I look to Vic confused. What gave us away? He looks just as confused before he starts laughing.
“Kell, your shirt.” he laughs.
I look down and realize I forgot to put my shirt back on.
“Whoops.” I giggle.
I go back over to the bed and Vic kisses me softly. I then find my shirt and put it back on.
“You go get some lunch. I have to take care of this.” he huffs pulling the blanket off.
I pout and slowly run my hand over his bulge.
“But I want to take care of it.” I sigh.
He takes my hand and kisses it softly.
“Trust me, I can think of nothing I want more. But that was too close. Maybe later when they’re asleep.” he says.
I sigh and nod. Then I quickly kiss him and leave the room, closing the door behind me so Vic can do his business. The mere thought of him pleasuring himself makes me a little sad that I can’t be there.
I go downstairs and into the dining room where Mama and Papa are eating nachos. I sit down and join them.
“Hey kiddo, Halloween is coming up soon.” Papa points out and my eyes go wide.
“Oh my gosh, can I celebrate? Please, please, Papa.” I beg and he chuckles.
“Of course, Kell. Do you want to dress up and go trick-or-treating?” he asks and I nod eagerly.
I’ve never been trick-or-treating before but it looks like so much fun.
“Any ideas on what you want to dress up as?” he asks and I shake my head.
Vic enters the room and I look back at him, then I get an idea.
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