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As clichéd as it sounds I woke up with a smile the next morning; the events of last night still fresh in my mind. Even the sound of Kevin’s obnoxious snoring wasn’t enough to wipe the grin off my face. Chase and I kissed again. I reached up, rubbing at my face with a soft chuckle. “We kissed” I sighed quietly.
I ran my finger along the skin of my bottom lip before sucking the tender flesh into my mouth and biting it; remembering his taste as it lingered there. The way he nipped at my bottom lip and the moan that left my lips straight after. I don’t know if it was because everything was so new and exciting; but everything about him just felt so euphoric. His touch, his gaze, his voice, his moans and his kiss… everything just made my heart race and I loved it.
Out of everything that happened last night one moment stood out from amongst the rest; right after I told him he was beautiful. I could remember it like it only just happened and it gave me the weirdest feeling in my stomach just thinking about it.
I pulled back slowly, biting my lip as I felt his breath against my neck and cheek. His breathing was heavy; hot and uneven. If the look in his eyes wasn’t enough to make my knees weak then what he did next was.
I could still feel his hand as it burned into the back of my neck and the other as it pulled at the collar of my shirt. I have never felt such need and desire; such desperation in a kiss before. I ran my left hand down my torso; kneading my skin along the way in an attempt to ease the fire I could feel settling under my skin at the memory. A strand of saliva hung between our mouths when he pulled away. I know it should have bothered me but it didn’t; not in the slightest. I couldn’t help the chuckle that left my lips before frowning at the look on his face.
He blinked once, twice before pressing his face against my chest and wrapping his arms around me. I did the same; leaning my head against his and pulling him closer. “What the hell are you doing to me?” The question was quiet and confused, yet held such a thick layer of compassion that I couldn’t help but smile. I wasn’t the only one. “Probably the same thing you’re doing to me” I chuckled softly; pressing my lips against his forehead, letting them linger a few seconds longer than necessary.
I knew I shouldn’t have but I let my hand trail down and over my navel before slipping into my sweats and under my briefs. I wasn’t too hard but I was certainly getting there. I should have just left it alone but I needed to feel contact down there. Just thinking about Chase’s touch was enough to turn me on, let alone the soft texture of his lips. I’ve only had these feelings for a few days but my body craved him; longed for him in ways that I can only imagine. I knew I couldn’t have him in that way; not yet anyway. Now I just need something else to realise that.
Giving in I gave myself a single slow stroke; a quiet moan leaving my lips, a shudder consuming my whole body from the euphoric sensation. I quickly pulled my hand back out and rolled onto my side; trying to ignore my now solid erection. I should have just left it alone. Why did Kev and Seb have to be here?
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I left the tent as soon as my little issue wore off enough for me to leave without it looking like I was carrying my own little tent around in my pants. I frowned as I stepped out of the tent. For some reason I was expecting Chase to be up already; well, hoping he’d be up anyway. I know it was a stupid idea last time but today it would be different… right? I slowly made my way over to his tent; watching my step as I asked myself what the hell I was doing over and over in my head.
I unzipped his tent as quietly as I could before stepping inside; not bothering to do it back up. I turned, freezing in my motion when I saw him. My first though was ‘How the hell can you sleep shirtless in this temperature?’ closely followed by ‘Why the hell would you ever wear a shirt?’ He was asleep. His left arm was raised up and above his head, exposing a clear view of the dark hairs of his armpit. One of his legs hung out the side of the blanket; at least he was wearing sweatpants. His blanket must have been pulled down in his sleep, showing off his dark nipples as they sat on display.
I walked over to him quietly before crouching down beside him. I knew I should have either just woke him up or left him be but this morning was one for bad decisions apparently as I found myself reaching down to touch him. My finger tips traced the lines over the exposed skin of his ribs before running up the muscle of his chest. The whole time my eyes studied him, curious as to just what made me so attracted to him. His body was the same as so many other guys but at the same time it wasn’t; it was unique, it was beautiful.
My fingers brushed over the skin just below the dark bud of his nipple before trailing over the hard bump. I watched him as he writhed a little at my touch but didn’t wake up. I wasn’t too sure what I was doing as I leant down and gently ran my tongue over the perked nipple. I flinched back as a quiet moan left his mouth. I looked back up at his face to see he was still sleeping. Only then did I notice the small mark on his neck, just below the end of his jawline. I smirked, how could I have not noticed that before? It may have been small but it was a dark shade of purple; a perfect reminder of last night. I gently touched it with my fingers; smiling as I remembered the sounds that left his mouth when I was making that innocent little mark.
My gaze shifted back to his face when he stirred once more; an audible whimper leaving his lips. Only then did the notion occur that he must be dreaming. I wonder if he was dreaming about me. It was almost too perfect when he mumbled my name; it was a quiet yet needy sound. I felt myself harden at the sound of his quiet plead. Get a grip Trae! He’s asleep for god sake!
“Trae” he repeated, “Kiss me… ” He almost sounded the same as a few seconds ago but for some reason it came across as more desperate. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat. ‘It’s just a kiss’ I told myself, ‘there’s nothing wrong with that.’ “…Please” He continued.
“Fuck it” I groaned; lowering my head over his, licking the dryness from my lips before touching mine against his. Another quiet moan left his lips as I started moving my lips against his; they were dry but I didn’t care. I flinched slightly when I felt a hand grip onto the skin beside my hip where my shirt had rode up my body. I lifted my leg over his frame so that I was straddling him; one of my hands beside his head for balance. I squirmed a little as his hand trailed up my side; dragging his finger nails along the sensitive flesh. My own hand found its way to his chest as my thumb rubbed over his nipple in a circular motion.
He gasped at the contact before taking a few unsteady breaths. I took the time to nibble at his bottom lip before kissing him one last time. I pulled back, grinning triumphantly as the flustered look on his face. “Morning princess” I chuckled as he tried to hide his face.
“What are you doing in here Trae?” He groaned. I sat back so I wasn’t in his face. I wish I didn’t because as soon as I did, I felt the repercussions of his wakeup call firmly pressing against my arse. I moved forward a little, trying my best to ignore it as it made me hard myself.
“I wanted to see you” I smiled, prying his hands away from his face.
“I can tell” he laughed, obviously referring to his delightful wakeup call.
“Don’t say you didn’t enjoy it” I laughed, “You were practically begging for it a second ago” I teased.
His eyes widened at my words. “I didn’t… you could hear my- god dammit” I chuckled, nodding my head as he covered his face in embarrassment once again.
“Kiss me Trae. Please. Kiss me” I moaned, mocking him.
“Stop it” he groaned as he punched my thigh before covering his face.
“Sorry” I pouted, lifting his hands and gently pinning them above his head. I smiled, almost laughing at the deep blush on his cheeks. God he’s adorable. I leant down slowly, watching his eyes between glances at his lips as I got closer. I know we just kissed but I loved it when he gave me permission. It gave me a sense of reassurance that I wasn’t alone in my feelings. Judging by the colour of his cheeks I was pretty certain I didn’t need any more reassurance but part of me still wanted it. He made me self-conscious like that. He must have knew what I was doing because he nodded his head slowly; biting his lip as he did, his eyes never leaving mine.
The kiss was soft; short yet oh so sweet. It was short but the amount of passion in the movement of his lips left me breathless as I pulled away. There it was again. The three words that threatened to leave my mouth once again. I love you. 3 words shared between 2 people with 1 meaning. It was a phrase used far too openly in today’s society and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t guilty of it. I’ve used it a few times in situations like this to get my way in the bedroom and looking back at it now; I was ashamed. Although the words threatened to leave my mouth I refused to say them; there was something about Chase that made me unwilling to throw those words out just yet.
“I think we should get up” I breathed, worried about what I could do if I stayed in here any longer. Control has never been my best trait; especially when the source of my temptation was lying breathless beneath me. My face was still only inches away from his but moving away felt almost impossible right now.
He lay silent for a few seconds before swallowing audibly. “I’m still a little tired…” His words were quiet; shy. “Can you stay with me a little longer?”
I knew I should have said no but I didn’t want to leave to begin with. I nodded my head slowly, “Okay”.
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I’ve never held a guy like that before; so close and so intimate. It felt different to a girl. Instead of soft and smooth it was more hard and smooth. Where the softness of the breast would usually be was replaced by a toned chest. The soft and delicate skin of the stomach now encased hard abs. Even his back was different as my hand skimmed along the muscular surface. It was different but I loved every second of it; the feeling of his body against mine as our legs intertwined. It felt like something I could get used to.
“How are you feeling?” I opened my eyes, looking down at Chase as he continued to trace lines with his fingers on my chest over my shirt. His eyes were still closed. I was on my back; Chase laying against my side with one of his hand on my chest. My arm was practically dead beneath him but I didn’t care as it rested against his lower back; holding him in place against me. We’ve only been like this in here for about half an hour but not many words have been spoken. That’s why his question took me a little by surprise.
“Fine…” I frowned, a little confused by his question.
He opened his eyes to look up at me through tired yet content eyes. “I know this is all new to you… I don’t want to rush you into anything you’re not ready for” My breathing hitched almost unnoticeably at the tender expression in his eyes.
I ran my free arm up his before coming to rest on the back of his hand. He stopped his motion as I laced my fingers through his. His hand clenched shut as I guided his hand up; gently running my lips along his fingers. He stared at me with wide eyes the whole time. I watched him as he gently pressed his lips against my shirt clad chest; my heart swelling at the small gesture.
“It is all new to me” I agreed; placing his hand back on my chest but leaving mine on his, missing his contact. “But you’re not rushing me into anything. If anything if worried I’m going to rush you” I chuckled. “It feels great; fantastic even, lying here with you like this. It may be new to me; you being a guy and all, but I understand that and it doesn’t change the way that I feel or the way you make me feel.”
His face went a shade of red as he buried his face against my chest; obviously blushing from my little confession. I took the opportunity to carefully roll him over so that I was on top of him.
I propped myself up on my elbows as I frowned down at him. “You have to stop doing that”
“Doing what?” He mumbled; eyes training a few seconds too long on my lips before meeting my eyes. Due to our new found position his mouth was just below mine. Within a second I could claim his lips as my own. My body was pressed flush against his as I tried to ignore my growing issue at the slight friction. I could feel he was having the same problem as me as it pressed against me. Control yourself Trae!
“Covering your face like that. Hiding your gorgeous smile and that breath-taking laugh” His face flushed as he tried to look away once again. “Chase” I sighed, “Look at me.” He did. “Your smile is beautiful, your laugh is beautiful, you, are beautiful. I’m still trying to figure out what it is about you but I swear to god you are quite possibly the most gorgeous person I have ever seen. Trust me when I say you have nothing to be ashamed of. You have to stop hiding yourself from everyone; from me. Please.”
He nodded his head slowly, subtly licking at his lips. “I’ll try”. I grinned, that was good enough for me.
“You promise?” I asked teasingly as I lowered my head a little, stopping mere centimetres from him.
“I promise” he whispered. I could already feel his hand bracing against my side.
“Good” I smiled, closing the distance between our lips.
-End of chapter 10-
A/N- So that was chapter 10. Things are going well for Trae and Chase and it makes me happy to finally write that 😀
The attached song is “You are the one” by SAFIA. It is a beautiful song that i have only known about for 2-3 days after it was suggested to me from a stranger on tinder 😛 I fell in love with the band pretty much straight away and i also highly recommend, ‘Paranoia, Ghosts & Other Sounds’.
Thank you for reading and have a nice day 🙂
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