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— Why did I have to find it out with those actions? I almost stuck the spoon up my throat, Jinnie.
Heejin smiled as she heard Sooho’s words, walking next to him, who ran after her and then nearly threw poor Wooin down the stairs so he could talk to the girl. — Yeon Sieun and Moon Heejin, man, I didn’t think I’d hear that with the context of a relationship.
— And that took your hopes away, didn’t it, little Cha Cha Cha? — Sooho said, leaving the girl to move on to another issue, putting his arm on the tall boy’s shoulder.
Wooin laughed, agreeing with Sooho so that he would not have to keep answering his words, as he continued walking to get to the library where they would have their classes. It was no secret that Cha Wooin had an attraction to little Kang, but he knew her crush for the quiet boy in her class, and he respected it, he had invited her out once, she rejected him, she explained, and he understood.
Not everyone will reciprocate your feelings, no matter how hard you try, that’s why the boy decided to just walk away, at least not approach her with those intentions because he didn’t want to make her uncomfortable, and that’s why Heejin appreciated him. He had been a good friend and was pleased that he had not cursed or pressed her to go out with him, just smiled at her, accepted it, and until now, none of them felt uncomfortable being in an empty room next to the other. — Yah, you didn’t answer me. When did that happen? No, wait… It was hospital day, right? — Heejin smiled, looking at her friend, who opened his mouth. — That’s why that asshole was so happy! He even smiled, that fucker.
Wooin raised an eyebrow, staring at the girl. — Yeon Sieun? Smiling?
— You would’ve seen it, I was even scared. — Sooho shook as if he had chills, Heejin stopped in front of the library doors, knowing that her friend would not enter that place unless he was paid.
— We’ll talk later, Ho. — The girl smiled at him, he nodded and said goodbye to both of them, seeing as they entered the great room, it made a grimace, sighing.
Oh, Moon Heejin, quite a heartbreaker. — Ah, I want some jjajangmyeon.
…
The night had come, and with that, dinner time, usually, Sieun would join her to eat something quick while they talked about anything, rather, she talked. But that day, Heejin knew that the boy was at a dinner with his mother, it’s more, maybe at this point, he’s still with her, he’d told her when they both came home from school, so as not to make her overcook and waste food, plus so she wouldn’t think he’d left her standing up or something, so now, she was leaving the supermarket with bags full of things for her dinner.
Things to cook for at least ten days.
The girl was going to take a taxi home, she wasn’t going to be able to walk all that way by herself with those huge bags of things, taking out her cell phone to look for one, she heard how it sounded in her hand, sighing, lowering some bags so that she could examine it more carefully, moreover, the bags were beginning to slip from her hands. When her eyes saw Sieun’s name on the screen of the device, she frowned, Did he finish eating with his mother that fast?
— Hello?
— Hee, where are you? Are you home? — Sieun’s voice was louder than usual at the time, which made her feel strange, perhaps deeper, but still more muted than it already was.
Like he was tired.
— Oh, no, I went out to buy some stuff… Are you all right? — She questioned, worried about that different tone in his voice.
— Where are you? I… I want to go home with you. — That made Heejin’s heart melt, forgetting, for a second, her concern, with a small smile on her lips, she nodded.
— I’ll text you my location, okay? — When the boy’s voice accepted, Heejin lower her cell phone, sending the message. — I’ll wait for you then, be careful.
— See you in a minute.
And it wasn’t even ten minutes that Heejin was talking to Sooho by message, complaining about the people that asked for a lot of sweet things and that they lived in buildings with elevators, thinking that they would become obese if they kept doing that. Of course, that wasn’t anyone’s business, but Sooho was someone who tried to take care of others around him, even with the simplest thing like food or a daily walk of at least ten minutes.
Heejin appreciated that from him, because she was sure that if it weren’t for his stubbornness, she would be some girl with some overweight or heart disease, Heejin loved sweet things, carbohydrates were her favorite food and diets weren’t something she was willing to accept, not when she firmly believed that food was the most precious thing anyone could prepare, so it made up for her intake of those sweets and bad fats, with exercise and that her friend forced her to do from time to time.
When a figure stood in front of her, her sight rose, smiling at the familiar boy, who gave her a slight smile, although he looked somewhat tired, and she noticed that. Standing up, Heejin began to take the bags in her hands, Sieun seeing this stopped her by taking some that seemed heavier, thus both carrying a little shopping in their hands.
The girl smiled at him before giving him a little hug, which was lengthened because of the boy’s own actions, who wrapped his arms around the girl’s waist, he squeezed her tight and let out a sigh, as relief, and that made Heejin realize what was going on.
Something had happened at that dinner with his mother.
Caressing the boy’s hair, he let her lean her head on his cheek, trying to convey support, even if she really didn’t know why. — Let’s go home, I’ll make some dinner and if you want, you can tell me what happened, otherwise, watch a movie, does that sound good?
— Yes… — this one muttered, still with his cheek over the girl’s head, for some reason, he didn’t want to let her go, he felt at peace there.
Like all the time he was with her lately.
…
When the duo arrived at the house, in fact, they both ate, and Sieun, not wanting to go home yet, said yes to the movie that the girl had proposed, although in reality he wasn’t paying any attention to it, his mind continued to remember his mother’s words, and Heejin realized that.
Taking the remote, she decided to turn off the television, causing Sieun to lay his eyes on her in search of why she had done that, sighing, Heejin sat cross-legged on the couch, facing him. He just stared at her, trying to guess the question she would ask him at that moment. — What’s wrong with you?
Sighing, the boy swallowed. — Nothing. — He denied, settling in the couch as he looked at her, that made Heejin bow her head, knowing that he was lying to her.
— Well, don’t tell me, but I’ll tell you I don’t like seeing you like this, you look more serious than usual, you look sad. — The girl said with a small pot, leaning a little more towards him so that she could stroke his cheek, Sieun felt a pleasant heat on his skin, which led him to lean a little more to her touch. — When you feel ready to talk about it, I’ll be here to listen to you, okay?
The place remained silent for a while, only with Sieun seeing the girl and feeling the caresses she was leaving on his face as he frowned at a fixed point on her face. — Do you think I’m good at everything?
— Ah? — The girl was confused by the sudden question, looking Sieun in the eyes, which really looked interested in it, Heejin felt that she needed to answer carefully, as if to answer that would cost her some reaction from the boy. She shrugged her shoulders, murmuring. — I mean, you’re good at a lot of things, academic and so on, but… We all have our fails… For example, yours is the kitchen and you can’t put bandages. — She smiled with funny, and Sieun smiled at that, feeling calmer about that response, he didn’t want to feel perfect, not with her, he was tired of people, his family, repeating that to him.
He wasn’t perfect, he never was.
The boy nodded, staring down, that made Heejin think of the possibility that that was the reason for his sudden change of mood. — Is that why you’re like this, kitten?
Sieun laughed a little when he heard that nickname, had learned to have a like for it, at first it was annoying, why compare him to an animal? But seeing how she seemed to enjoy calling him like that, he just let her be and until now, it didn’t seem annoying to him, no more. Sighing, he looked up — My mom always tells me that she has no worries with me because I’m smart enough and that I’m good at everything… I don’t think so.
— no? Why do you say that? — She asked, looking closely at him, look that made the inside of the boy move strangely, seemed to be curious, a sincere, not like the one he had always seen in the eyes of others.
— Because I’m weak… In any other area, I’m not strong like Sooho, I’m not a sociable person like you, I don’t have money like Bumseok, that’s why… — He bit his lip, not knowing why he felt that way at the time, even his legs felt trembling. — Study… Study is the only thing that makes me feel strong in front of others, when I win awards or mentions, it makes me feel like I’m doing a good job…
— You feel happy?
— No…— This one said, shaking his head, squeezing his hands. — I just feel like… at first I did it because I didn’t want to disappoint others, I studied all day to avoid thinking about how weak I felt when listening to my parents argue, I wanted to distract myself, I guess it became a habit I can’t control because… Every time I try, when I try to rest for a second, my head just… I can hear my parents yelling at each other, their words, I… I feel weak… I am, and…
Heejin pouted, taking his face closer to her, causing him to lie on her chest when she saw the boy begin to shed a small tear, And that made the girl feel like her sadness also came afloat when she heard him talk about himself that way. Caressing the boy’s straight hair, she settled down to lie on the couch while Sieun lay on her, hugging her waist while his face was still on her chest, and though Heejin could not see it, she could feel his chest lowering and rising irregularly.
He was crying.
— You’re not weak, Sieun, there’s… There are so many words I can say to describe you, but weak is not one of them. — The girl began, in a soft voice as she stroked the boy’s back on her. — Sometimes, there are things that we have not yet learned to control, feelings are difficult things, and it’s okay to feel sad sometimes, it’s okay to want to distract you from all your bad thoughts, from those memories that you want to erase, that’s not a sign of weakness. — The girl denied, leaving a small kiss on her boyfriend’s head, feeling his chest lower and rise more calmly. — You may not be as big and strong as Sooho, you may not be a very talkative person, you may not have a lot of money, but that makes everyone different, kitten… You have an amazing brain, very intellectual, and it’s okay, it’s amazing, if studying does good for you, it makes you forget everything for a minute, nobody forces you to quit, but sometimes… Sometimes those memories are what make you strong, you know?
Sieun nodded to the girl’s words, feeling how just listening to her talk made him feel more calm, moving his head a little to settle in, listening also to the girl’s somewhat irregular heartbeat.
— They say that, to forget, sometimes it’s good to go over those bad memories, to look at their other side. — Heejin began, looking at the ceiling, thinking about whether it was a good idea to share her own thoughts, it wasn’t something that many knew, no more than Sooho and the protagonists of it.
He’s your boyfriend, don’t you think it’s right to share something like that with him right now?
— My… my parents, for example. — She let go, making Sieun look at her with attentive eyes, without removing his face from her chest. — My parents are divorced… For several years now, my mom decided to move with her new boyfriend to Busan, and my dad, I don’t really know much about him, but he sends me money every fortnight, it’s how I stay here, at least until school is over…
— Does she not come to visit you?
The girl was silent for a while before denying. — No, not once, but I don’t care, you know? I learned to see the other side of that event that left me with a sadness, just like you, I didn’t learn to cook because I like it, I did it because I distracted myself from the things that were going on around me and because I would starve if I didn’t… — Heejin laughed a little. — But I understood that it was not going to make any change in me to continue ignore the situation I was in. So I tried to understand their reasons, although I know there is no valid reason for anyone to leave their daughter in total loneliness at this age, I just wanted to forgive and forget. — The girl shrugged, playing with the boy’s ear as she spoke and he looked at her with attentive eyes, just like a kitten on someone’s lap. — My parents didn’t love each other anymore, it was fair, I couldn’t try to keep a flame where there was nothing anymore, my mother, has every right to fall in love again, have a life, just like my father.
— Even if that means putting you aside? — This asked, surprised by her way of thinking.
— You just have to see the other side of the situation, Sieun… What would become of me if my mother had decided to take me with her? Maybe, they’d have had another baby, one way or another, I’d have been left aside, but in that situation it would be more hurtful because I’d be living it in my own flesh, yes, I’m alone here at home, but I’m fine, it feels peaceful, Maybe it’s what fate wanted, and I thank you for it, maybe in another situation my life would be depressing or even abusive… — Heejin shrugged again, smiling this time as she looked at the boy’s pretty eyes over her. — Besides, if I had, I wouldn’t have met you, kitten… — This one left a touch on the boy’s nose, which made him smile unconsciously, running his eyes all over her face. — I wouldn’t be here with you telling you my life, or hugging you, so… You just have to look for the other side of the situation.
The boy nodded, moving a little more, hugging the girl tightly, making her suddenly laugh, yet returning her affection. — You’re not weak, Sieun, okay? Next time you tell me that, I’m gonna put onions in your food.
Sieun didn’t like onion.
The boy laughed in the youngest’s ear, nodding as he left a shy kiss on her lobe, sighing in it, the girl felt a chill due to the action, however, everything was forgotten the moment the boy’s lips collided with his, giving way to a sweet kiss.
There, in the cushioned black couch, both moved their lips slowly, feeling a shared chill running through their bodies every time their lips collided with each other. When the girl’s warm hands touched his hair on his neck, he felt the need to sigh, and he did, right in the girl’s mouth.
Heejin’s smile sprouted from her lips in the middle of the kiss, before passing her small nails behind Sieun’s ear, thus discovering his weak spot, and the moment he gasped, the girl’s daring tongue softly entered her mouth, which Sieun accepted without complaining. The boy’s body started responding on its own and for the first time, he didn’t plan, he didn’t even think about what he should do next, he simply let the currents of his body do the work as he took care of listening to the gentle sighs and gasps of the girl beneath him.
His hands began to roam her body, afraid to do something wrong, however, when he passed his cold hand down the uncovered abdomen of the girl, a small groan came out of Heejin’s throat, it was so low that, If the boy hadn’t been just a few inches away from her, he wouldn’t even hear her make that sound.
When Sieun’s sweatshirt disappeared from his body, the girl positioned herself on his body, leaving him under her, Sieun’s hands kept moving under the girl’s shirt, their lips were still on each other’s, moving, This time, hungry, Heejin’s lips were the brave this time, leaving the boy’s mouth, heading toward his neck.
Sieun was surprised by such an act, but he would not deny that it caused something in his body, because when he squeezed the girl’s hips and let out a moan of pleasure, he could feel how the natural reaction in the lower part of his body was beginning to happen. — Hee… — He whispered, raising his hands, looking for a brooch, however, found nothing, with that in mind, his hands moved instinctively towards the breasts of the girl, who had begun to move her hips against the boy’s.
Sieun’s soft hands passed only grazing the girl’s nipples. — You can touch, kitten. — And as if that raspy, breathless voice was what he was waiting for, he squeezed his hands into the girl’s flesh, gently squeezing, his fingers ventured for her nipples, feeling a great attraction to these, his fingers decided to play with them.
Moaning between pain and pleasure, Sieun was surprised by the sounds that his own body was able to make, when he squeezed the girl’s nipples and she bit his skin, both surprised by the action of the other. But that didn’t stop them from continuing with their friction.
The sound on the door was what stopped them.
— Delivery! — Both separated with agitated breathing, looking at each other before looking at the door with a confused look, they hadn’t ordered food. — Heejin let me in. I’m peeing! Heejin!
The girl closed her eyes, trying to calm her desire to yell at her friend for ruining her moment, sighing, she was going to get up from Sieun’s lap, yet he did not leave her, one quick movement, he left her under him, attacking her lips again. — Heejin!
— No, don’t open. — Sieun begged between kisses, taking her face as he bowed his head to deepen the kiss. The knocks on the door became strong, however, neither of the two teenagers paid attention to it, Sooho’s calls were heard as well. — Why don’t he just leave?
Sieun’s lips fell to the girl’s neck, leaving wet kisses on it, his tongue tasted her warm skin as he felt his face burning, the girl’s fingers tangled in Sieun’s hair, pulling it a bit, Sieun’s pelvis tightened to the girl’s, creating a pleasant touch for both of them, and he was going to move his hips again before another blow was heard. — Heejin, the bathroom!
Sieun snarled around his girlfriend’s neck before getting up with some frustration, running his hand through his hair, headed to the door, opening it, and without even waving, Sooho walked into the house. Running with one hand in his stomach, entering the already familiar hallway to run to the bathroom. Heejin looked at Sieun, who sat in frustration on the sofa next to her. She smiled, approaching to leave a soft kiss on his lips. — We’ll finish it next time, kitten.
— Next time I’m gonna let him pee on his pants.
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