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Liam looked at me with wide eyes and I’m sure I mirrored his face. I could literally feel myself shitting my pants when he didn’t reply.
“Look I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked- fuck.” I groaned.
Liam still didn’t reply and I felt ashamed. I just couldn’t get anyone to like me can I? I felt my eyes build up with tears and I did want to cry just not in front of Liam. Putting myself out there was never a good idea.
“I’m just gonna go in my room for a little while.” I muttered.
He nodded. I choked back a sob until I got into my room. I can’t believe I just embarrassed myself like that. I pressed my back to my door and slid to the floor. I heard a soft knock on the door which I didn’t even bother getting up to answer knowing it was Liam.
“Yeah?” I croaked.
“I just want to know that you’re not using me.” Liam muttered softly.
I wanted to ask why but I already knew. I told him numerous times that I was in love with Louis and he thought I still was.
“Truth is Liam, I never was really in love with Louis. You made me realize that I just really, really liked him. You came along and stole my heart. I’m not saying I love you because obviously I don’t know what love is, I’m saying I really want to give us a chance.” I said more confidently.
“Yes.” Liam said quietly.
“Yes?”
“Yes, I will go on a date with you.”
“Liam Payne you just made me the happiest person on earth.”
*L o u i s*
It’s felt nice having his body so close to me. I felt like I could do anything.
“Holy shit Lou I have to make a video.” Harry said frantically.
“Please stay.” I begged.
I felt bad asking him to stay when all I’ve done was ditch him.
“It’s my job babe.” Harry said almost sadly.
I felt butterflies swarm in my stomach when he leaned over and kissed my cheek.
“Bye Lou.” He said softly.
I didn’t reply, I just watched as he left and continued to lay there wishing I still had him in my arms.
*Z a y n*
Liam left thirty minutes ago saying he needed to do a video and I promised I would watch it.
“Zayn I need your help!” Louis shouted as he walked in the door.
Louis jumped on the couch and propped his feet on my lap. He had his pouty face on which was usually used in wanting me to get him something.
“And what do you need help with?” I asked uncertainly.
“I need some advice.”
“Alright. Details Louis, details.”
“I have a crush on Harry.” He blurted.
“And you need help because?” I questioned.
“I am currently going out with Eleanor and she is carrying my child.” Louis stated.
“And there’s your problem.” Louis rolled his eyes and let out a huff.
“Thank you captain obvious.”
“What do you think I should do?” Louis asked quietly.
“Lou, I honestly don’t think you’re in love with her.” I said softly.
Louis’ face scrunched in confusion as if he was in pain.
“I don’t know what to do Zayn.” he said weakly.
And in that moment I felt terrible. I’ve never seen Louis look so conflicted in his life and I’ve known him since high school.
“C’mere.” I said opening my arms.
Louis fell ungracefully into my arms and let out a quiet whimper. I rubbed his back in hopes of soothing him.
“Hey, you want to watch the video with me?” I asked.
He nodded not removing his head from my shirt. I leaned over the table to retrieve my laptop and put it in my lap. I clicked on the link that was put on Liams twitter only a few second ago and I immediately saw Liams face.
“Hey guys! We’re trying something a little different this week, we decided to sing.” Liam said happily.
Harry popped up next to him and smiled.
“I know it’s not what we usually do, but its for a great cause. We want you guys, my amazing subscribers, to help us get a little bit of money.” Harry said.
When Louis heard Harry’s voice he glanced up and stared at the boy on the screen. Liam began making weird faces at the camera, which honestly made me giggle.
“We’re raising some money for charity and we need you guys to help! You can just click the li- Liam?” Harry asked, finally noticing Liams faces.
Louis let out an almost inaduible chuckle and I smiled. Harry squinted at Liam before pushing him. Hard.
“Sorry.” Liam said.
“As I was saying, all you have to do is click the link which we will put in the description box and you can donate! Treckstock is a great charity that gives all the money we earn to people with cancer! Just one little penny can make a huge difference. Besides a regular video we’re going to be doing a cover today of Ghosts by Mayday Parade. Great song really.” Harry said happily.
“You ready Liam?” He asked.
“You betcha’ sweet buns I am Harry.” Liam said with a stupid smile.
The screen faded and sweet melody floated through my speakers before Harry appeared again.
“There’s a ghost in my bedroom..”
*L o u i s*
I’m pretty sure some bugs had made themselves comfortable in my mouth. I closed my mouth only to open it again. Their voices just blended together so amazingly, it was just. Woah. I can’t believe either of them aren’t famous, they both sure as hell deserve it. I mean their voices sound indescribable.
“Wow.” Zayn muttered.
“Agreed.”
“They need to take all of my money out of my credit card holy shit.” I said as I stretched a bit.
Zayn hummed in agreement.
“Hey, you’ve thought about the moving and switching campuses right?” Zayn asked.
“Yeah, Harry offered to help us with that once we get midterms over with.” I said.
“Really?” He asked.
“Yeah it seems a bit exciting getting away from the same old town. It’s nice.” I mumbled.
Zayn nodded and I stood.
“Goodnight.”
I stumbled down the hallway and ended up stubbing my toe against the door frame due to the lack of light. I pulled out my phone and used it to guide myself to my very comfortable looking bed. It wasn’t even that late, but I couldn’t help myself I was tired. As I laid down I tried to bury myself as deep as I could in the blankets. Sleep seemed far away right now as another idea popped in my head.
“Hey Lou!” Harry said as he answered.
“Hi Har.”
“Whats up with the call?” he asked.
“Just wanted to chat. And I really wanted to congratulate you on your video. Both of you sounded incredible.” I said.
“Thanks Lou. I actually got to meet the kids I would be helping and their spirit honestly warms my heart. Maybe I could take you next time.”
I smiled and shifted so I was now facing the roof.
“That actually sounds amazing.”
“Great, so next Thursday?” he asked cheekily.
“Well..” I said teasingly.
“Oh come on, I could take you out to dinner maybe have a nice stroll through the park.” he said.
“Sounds wonderful, I’m there.”
“Great, see ya later Lou.”
“Bye Haz.”
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This chapter is terrible and I felt as if there was no real plot behind it. So we’re saying this is a filler chapter. I really don’t want to be that person but could you please VOTE and COMMENT so I can know if you like it or not. But on the other hand everything is going to start coming together soon. I love you all stay beautiful~
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