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“Please, just come over for a little bit?” he begged through the phone. Brian and I had just got home and we were watching it. The boy I was talking to on the phone is jason, he called in the middle of my movie just because he wanted me to come over.
“No! Im watching a movie with my boyfriend! Ill come over some other time. Besides, I know why you want me to come over.” I said, maybe a little bit rude. But i dont care, I wasnt gonna come over so he could try to get me to cheat on my boyfriend. “Come on! Pleeeease!” he said, begging like a little kid. It was kinda cute. “Oh my god, im gonna fucki-” wait, calm down kid. “Okay, what if I come over tommorow, will you shut up then?” I asked him, calming down. He didnt say anything for a few seconds, but he responded. “Ugh, fine.”
*time skip portal wooshes you away to the next scene*
Finally, the end of this stupid monday. Now I can fina-… Dammit! I still have to go see jason! I wondered if he couldve forgot. I pulled out my skateboard and got three seconds away from the high school before he stepped in front of the walkway.
“Ready to go?” he said with a teasing smile.
“If by go you mean ready to fight, hell yes.” I snarled at him as I got off of my skateboard and walked up to his car.
He tried to get up in front if me and open the door for me, but I beat him to it. “I aint your girl, bub.” I said, teasing him. He just closed the door as i put my skateboard in the backseat and grabbed the aux cord. I have to bug the fuck out of him with a song so maybe he will kick me out. Hmm…
Strange love by halsey. Thats it.
I turned it on as we started to drive off. He was bumping to the beat, but wait for it.
Everybody wants to know, if we fucked on the bathroom sink, how your hands felt in my hair, if we were high on amphetamines.
At this point, he stopped bumping and blushed as he looked over at me. “Your so fucking adorable, you know that, right?” I said, making him blush more. I just chuckled at him and we continued to drive it playing.
“What did you want me over here for?” I asked him as we pulled up in his driveway. “Ummm…” he sat there, thinking of an excuse. Dumbass.
“I knew you just brought me over here so your could fuck me!” i yelled at him laughing.
I suddenly felt a smack on my head, which hurt. “Ok then. Ima leave.” I said as i grabbed my skateboard and walked away.
Or tried to walk away.
He hopped out of his car and grabbed me before i could get far. “What the fuck?!” I yelled as he started pulling me into his house. He picked me up potato sack style and threw me on the couch.
“Jesus, I think your a little forceful if you ask me.” I said, curling up into a little ball. “I know, but I didnt want you to leave.” he said, locking the door and putting the key in his back pocket.
“Jesus are you psycho?!” I yelled at him as I ran up to to the door and tried to open it back. It didnt budge.
“Uuuuugh. Fine, what do you wanna do except fuck me?” I asked jason with a pissed look on my face. “We could… Watch some netflix.” He said. I glared at him as he said that. “I guess.” I said slowly. “Yay!” he exclaimed, chuckling. “Where is it hooked up at?” I asked, slowly standing up.
“Oh, in my room. C’mon.” he said, walking into a hallway but coming back once he noticed that I wasnt following him.
“Oh god, im not going to do it again unless you look like you want to.” he said. I stayed quiet and didnt move.
“Do I have to pick you up and take you?” he said walking towards me. “No, im good right here.” I said, but he ignored me and wrapped his arms around me and picked me up bridal style. I clung to him as he took me to the room again, the scene playing in my head again.
He put me down on his comfy bed softly and jumped over me to the other side of the bed to grab the remote. “What do you wanna watch?” he said staring at me. “I dont know… Something scary?” I said dazingly. It was so weird, it felt like being in a cage, but i wasnt scared. It just felt awkward. He was my last crush, the person that made me hate myself, but there was still a twing of something there. I still wanted him. It will be hard trying to like him again, but I knew I could.
“What about the shining?” he said. I nodded my head as he turned on the movie and the ominous music started blaring from the tv as the camera panned over mountains and lakes.
I tried something, to regain that feeling of love that I once had. I scooted close to him and laid my head on his shoulder; but it didnt feel nice, it just felt awkward.
He looked over at me and wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer, making it able to lay on his pecs. They were firm, and they smelled of a sharp cologne and slight B.O., which didnt bother me. It only took us a few minutes till we were completely intertwined and watching the movie.
It wasnt horrible. I wasnt paying attention for most of the movie, mostly because I had literally watched it more than 100 times, so i basically knew every line in the movie. But I liked being snuggled up to him.
His chest was firm, like I had thought. Usually I liked a little tummy on my babies, but he was kinda special. He wasnt like me, I had a little squish, but not alot. I liked it mostly, its just kinda awkward. And it still hurts, the things he said will always linger. But I still had a twing of feeling for him.
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