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Honk honk
I find a car horn shooting me up and out of the bed on another Saturday and look out the window to see jasons truck.. I threw on a giant gravity falls styled hoodie and run to the door.
“The fuck, jason?!” I yelled at him, giving multiple gestures with my hands, some of them looked like gang signs. “Get in, Your going to hang out with me today!” he yelled from the window of his truck. “Im not even decent, get up here so I dont have to yell!” I told him as he got out of his truck.
He walked into the house and I told him I was getting dressed. I went to my room and threw on a tye die skirt that went halfway up the thigh and some combat boots, and decided to leave the sweater. When I went back to the living room, I found him awkwardly standing in the place I left him.
“Would you… Like something to eat? I could make you some french toast, its really good in my opinion.” I asked him. It had only just turned 9, so i knew he had some shit planned. “Nope, were eating out for breakfast today.” he said as he opened the door and motioned for me to come. I picked up my little backpack I used as a purse and ran along to catch up to him.
When i got there, he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer. It honestly make me feel awkward, and a tinge of fiery pain of resentment came up. But I let him.
He opened the door of the truck and let me in. I lifted myself in the truck and buckled myself up as he closed the door. He ran to the passenger side and turned on the car, the radio turning on and janis joplin started blaring on the radio. He jumped and tried his best to turn it off, but I stopped him and let peice of my heart blare as we drove.
“So where are you wanting to eat?” I asked as he drove. “I was gonna go to johnsons bakery and eat, since my aunt works there.” he said as we entered downtown. “I guess thats fine.”
I honestly love johnsons bakery, its probably one of the best bakery’s in town by just their pastry’s. He pulled in and we hopped out of his truck and walked into the bakery. The smell his me first before I hear a woman happily yell jason’s name as she ran up and hugged him. They started to talk and I was kinda left out, so I decided to look for a table. I looked around as I saw a huge fluffy kitty in one of the booths, and decided I was gonna hang out with the cat.
I sat with the cat and played with his tail, waiting for jason to stop talking and come back so we could talk. I would occasionally hear giggles and laughs until finally he walked over and sat with us. “Yook, issa pretty ki-ee!” i said as i hugged the kitty, listening to its purr. I continued to snuggle and baby talked the kitty as the woman, Im gonna guess the aunt, came over and brought us menu’s.
“What are you gonna order?” Jason asked me as I looked up from the cat. “Oh, its fine, im not gonna eat.” I told him as I went back to the cat. ” you’re ordering something. Im not letting you go hungry” he said, sounding a little mad. “Jason, its fine, im not gonna eat until lunch. Besides, I could handle losing a few pounds.” I said with a smile.
“No, you’re gonna eat. Your not gonna be starving yourself around me.” he said, obviously irritated. It kinda scared me, so I decided to order raspberry pancakes and a sweet ass frappe. He pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed, I mustve aggravated him. “Im sorry.” I said looking down.
“Dont be mad, its me. Im mad at myself.” he said. “Why?” I asked him.
“I ruined you. I bullied you, told you that what you dreamed of, Hell, what I dreamed of, would never happened. I broke the toy I loved the most on purpose. And now you hate yourself. You blame yourself for being you. And I fucking love you! I should’ve asked you sooner, like before you were over me, before you had a boyfriend. Im stupid for that.”
It left me speechless. We got our food and ate it in silence, me feeding the little I ate to the kitty. The bill came and I pulled out my wallet and looked back for how much I spent, but a fifty covered the bill. “Nope, your not paying for me, im not going to-” I looked up to see his face, looking at me like i was a little kid about to get my ass whooped. “O-okay.”
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We were back in the truck and he was asking little questions. “So whats your favorite song right now?” he asked. “Lemons by Rihanna and Nerd.” I told him. “Cat person or dog person?”. “Definitely a cat person.”.”Ummm… When is your birthday?” he asked. “Well it was just last week.”
“WHAT?!” he shouted, which spooked me, “Why did you freaking tell me?!”. “I didnt think it would be such a big deal, I guess” I told him, sitting back in my seat. Well then, its your make-up birthday cause I missed it!” he said as took a turn into the mall parking lot.
“Your not spending any more fucking money on me Jason!” I said as he parked close to the entrance. “Oh you arent spending any of your money today, im treating you today.” he said as he ran over and tried to open my door before me. I hopped out and gave him a dirty. “Quit that, your not my boyfriend.”
“Well I might as well be. I havent seen your boyfriend text or call you all day, and I text you more than he does. Think about it, when was the last time he called you?”. He was right, we havent talked since my birthday party, and we barely even talked. We walked the mall as I texted Brian a simple good morning as we walked in.
“What did you wanna do in here anyways?” I asked him as we looked around. “Ummm… I dont know, I kinda just wanted you with me for the day… Whoops.” he kinda chuckled, embarrassed. I laughed and got on an escalator, and he followed suit.
I wanted to go to spencers and buy a new bag and and some other shit. i also wanted to make jason awkward with all the lingerie and dildos. So I walked in and he followed me, to wander around a little in the store.
I was looking around for the bag that i wanted, trying to choose between a pastel blue one and one with faux fur all over it. “Hey Ken!” I heard jason yell from the back of the store. I look at him, only to find him holding a big dildo in his hands, “If I buy this,can I use it on you? It wont count as fucking, cause ill be fucking you with a fake dick!” he said with a proud smile on his face. Obviously embarrassed and blushing, I turned to the cashier. “Hey, where do you keep the paddles, I might have to paddle an ass in here.”
He didnt even giggle, and it triggered me. “In the back by the corsets and collars.” he muttered. I ran back there and found a paddle that said mr.dobetter, and grabbed it. “Oh your gonna beat me? No, ima be the one doing that.” he said. “When did you get so freaking kinky?!” I asked him as I swatted him with the paddle.
We got up to the cash register and he had a basketfull of stuff. Mostly… Tools. I kept a beet red blush to my face throughout the store. He put them on the counter and the cashier rang them up. He mustve seen alot of shit, cause he kept a straight face throughout him ringing it up. “Hand me the bag.” he said. I was going to refuse at first, but then i got an idea. Ill just pay him when We get back to my house. So I handed him the bag and he paid for it.
“Its my turn to pick the store, and I wanna get you some outfits.” he said as we walked around the mall, until ending up at a forever 21. He would occasionally try and hold my hand, though I never really gripped it back, so he would let go. He eventually made an outfit and went to the changing rooms to help me put it on.
I took off my shirt and he noticed my corset. “What is that for?” he asked me, trying to go unzip it. “Its my corset, its about the only thing that keeps me looking cute in my girl clothes.” I said, trying to stop him from unzipping it, but he didnt stop. “Lemme see.” he kind of commanded. “No, Ive got pudge under there!” I half yelled, trying to push him away from it. “I dont care about your pudge, just lemme see.” he said with pleading eyes, “Please?”
“Fine!” I yelled and unzipped it. It was just a little pudge, the corset just made the curves more defined. “Why were you hiding this?” he said as he tried to trail his hands down my waist, but I flinched and he yanked them away. I tried to put it back on, but he stopped me. “Dont, I wanna see what you look like without it.” he said casually as he took it from me.
I put it on and looked at myself in the mirror. My pudge poked out, and I hated myself again. I made sure to hide my scars, but it was hard. He chose a crop top and high waisted shorts, a little basic but he also had a see through jacket, so thats how I covered them up. “I look digusting without my corset.” I said, turning to my side to look at myself. I suffer from spinal lumbordosis, which means that my back arches, so my stomach pokes out without a corset or some type of back support.
“You’re not disgusting, you look a little more like a real person than a barbie doll.” he said looking at me. I felt him lean over me as I could feel the breath on the back of my neck. It made me shiver, “Dont do that!” I yelled at him as I smacked his tone chest. He just giggled as he stepped back. I looked at it without trying to focus on the pudge, but I couldnt. “Im sorry, the only way I could wear this is if I had my corset on. Its a cute outfit, really it is, but im not going out in public with this on without it on.”
He gave me a sad smile and shook his head. “Yeah, I get it. Its alright.” he said as I started taking the outfit off. “Im still gonna buy the outfit.” he said,slapping my ass as I bent over. I sighed as I violently threw the shorts at him and put mine on. Finally, we went up to the cash register as he bought the outfit. And, by the way, the cashier was blushing profusely, which was hilarous.”Well, where are we going next?” I asked him
“I have an Idea…”
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Sorry it took so long, again. Im a failure at keeping track of my wattpad. But im kinda thinking of posting in my other book, so maaaaaybe idk. Well hope you enjoyed the tenth chapter, and sry to leave you on a cliffhanger, I didnt wanna go any longer. Maybe long chapters will become a thing, probably not. But something fun will be coming, im sure of it, so byeeeee!
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