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This will be the chapter where it explains why Peleides stopped his treatment.
P’s POV
It’s been several days and Hunter hasn’t come. I look at his empty chair with sad teary eyes. Camilla has been guarding my door since the day she caught us and I hate her for that. Who is she to tell me what I can and can’t do? She is too much and she knows it. The door opens and I see Carlson poke his head in and looks at me with sad eyes. I look away not wanting to hear it.
” Peleides we need to talk” he said sounding sad.
” *Sigh* Come in” I mumbled.
” Peleides I know you’re a very smart boy even if your education was cut short….. But I know you know that the new medication has not been working on you….. I’m afraid….. It has targeted the last of your cells that could fight off the cancer…. We will need to stop the medication and get you back on chemotherapy” Carlson’s voice was horse like he was sad and disappointed at himself for ever given me the medication knowing the risk.
” No” I whispered.
” Peleide-“
” No!!! I don’t want anymore injections, tests, blood being tests, nothing. I just want to go in peace, I want to be left alone for the little time I have.” I shouted and Carlson looked at me shocked.
” Peleides you know I can’t let you do that… That’s suicide”
” I don’t care anymore, It Hurst so much to know I’ll never be normal, to know that the only way I can live is through this stupid machines. It hurts to know that I will never breath the fresh air outside. Carlson I beg you not as my doctor but as a friend let me die, I can’t fight anymore I’m too… too tired .” I pleaded to him with tears. He looked at me for a minute and sighed.
” Very well” He said.
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Carlson had told my mother the situation and my decisions and she did not fight me. She wanted to spend as much time with me as possible and she did and she bought me a lot of clothes but deep down she knew I would never wear them. We celebrated my 18 birthday even though it was still months away. She didn’t let Camilla or her parents in even though Camilla stood there everyday. I told mom about Hunter and she said not to worry that if he really loves me he would keep coming back and I believed her. As the days passed my appearance kept changing now I look pail and fragile I can’t move anymore because the pain is too intense. I don’t sleep like I used to because my lungs keep closing at night so they have to watch me sleep and I’m limited to sleep. My appetite has sized to exist making me Skinnier. But no matter how much I changed my heart and mind were always on Hunter. I couldn’t believe how much that air head means to me. I heard a commotion outside and the door bursts open and I see Hunter locking the door and then turning towards me but he stops and gasps when he looks at me. He comes to my side and I smile. I missed you so much.
“Princes?” He whispers. I smile in my head.
” Stupid I’m not a girl” I whispered back.
“You look like sleeping beauty” he said smiling.
“You know she was raped not saved right?” I whispered my eyes still shut.
“You never fail to make something beautiful awful” he laughed lightly.
I opened my eyes fully and I was greeted with his handsome face and his messy hair. His eyes looked into mine and he frowned.
“Why are you here?” I questioned.
“I wanted to see you. I have come every day but Camilla is not an easy guard dog to overcome.” he said and I laughed a little.
“I wanted to see you so badly” I rasped out.
“Shh you need water why is it so dark in here and why do you look so…. So-
“Dead” I finished off.
” Hunter I swear if you don’t open this door right now I will kick your ass and you will need hospital treatment after I’m done with you” Camilla was really mad now.
We looked at the door twist and Camilla was about to jump Hunter but the Security guy grabbed her.
“Hunter what is going on?” Carlson said trying to not get in Camilla’s way.
“Carlson I’m not leaving so don’t ask me too. I…. I love Peleides.” he said.
“Hunter is that true?” Peleides asked.
“I swear on everything I love you, I do Pel so please don’t send me away” he said this as he ran to my side and grabbing my hands. I felt my eyes water and I smiled so big from the happiness I was feeling.
“Hunter I love you too but we can’t be together. But I’m so thankful that my wish came true” I smiled one more time and felt his tears fall on my faces.
“Why? Why not?” he sobbed.
“Hunter, Peleides stopped his treatment the day you two were separated” he looked towards the door and my mother stood there with tears on her face.
“Hunter he is dying” Carlson added.
“Thank you so much” I whispered as I felt the darkness pull me in. I let it take me for I was so tired and so cold but here it was warm and I didn’t feel as tired.
I’m Sorry Hunter. I love you so much.
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