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“Her Majesty has sent sweets for you.” The petite maid in front of Jaemin bowed slightly.
He looked at the plate full of his favorite sweet rice cake. Why is she even sending him sweets suddenly? He don’t have anything with her?
“Why?” He suddenly asked, making the maid’s eyes widen. It’s inappropriate to question the Royal family’s Intentions. Even if they tell you to die, you should. That’s how the rules are. So, questioning the Queen’s sweet gesture could take him to prison or get executed.
“Her Majesty wanted to welcome the new royal dancer with sweets.” she answered, still looking at the floor.
To this Jaemin nodded. “You may go.” He was tired after his first performance in front of the King. Not only that, he was disgusted by the way King’s eyes and touches lingered on him. He is sure, he should fear the King.
Even after he dismissed, the maid still stood there. Jaemin’s frown deepened. “Is there anything else?”
“Her Majesty want you to eat them right now.” She answered.
“Huh?” He raised an eyebrow. “I am tired now, I will eat it later.”
“It’s an order.” The maid didn’t dare to look up at him.
Jimin sighed. Let’s get this over with. He picked up the rice cake taking a bite. His eyes widened at the taste of the sweet. It was so yummy and he ate some more. After a tired day, his favorite dessert can definitely make his mood better.
“Thank you.” He looked up at the maid who was looking at him wide eyed. “Do you want some?” He asked.
The maid shook her head, biting on her lower lips. “I will be taking my leave.” She bowed and walked away when Jaemin nodded his head.
Jaemin smiled, liking the taste of the sweets too much. He is liking it here, except the King. Even the queen is nice. And he got his lovers wrapped around his little finger. He love being in the palace.
Jimin sat on his bed lost in thoughts. He don’t know what has taken over him last night that he lost his control over himself. Even after being threatened by saesangs, he never had panicked like this. But he was sure that he saw a shadow through the kitchen window.
A knock on the door, snapped him out of his thoughts. Taking a deep breath he answered. “Come in.”
The hazel eyed man opened the door, peeked inside with a small smile. Jimin’s eyes widened at the sight of the familiar face.
The man he thought was his enemy, who helped him with his all, even after the distrust he showed him.
“I am sorry.” Jimin choked on his words. He don’t know why he is getting emotional. But ever since waking up from the coma, he has been feeling utterly exhausted, not only physically but also mentally.
And thinking about how he misunderstood the man, who he found out was his brother in previous life. It’s like he trusted a wrong person and accused an innocent who was trying to help him. He felt bad for Wonhee.
“It’s okay, Jiminah.” Wonhee walked in to the room. “Can I sit here?” He asked pointing to the bed.
“Yes, please.” Jimin nodded, giving him space to sit in front of him. “I didn’t know you were trying to help me. I am sorry I misjudged you. I feel horrible, hyung.”
The word ‘hyung’ made Wonhee’s eyes lit up.
“As I said, it’s totally okay. I understand. And I am sorry too that I couldn’t help you.” The older male squeezed Jimin’s hand.
“But you did a lot to help me, hyung. And I am really thankful for that. If you weren’t there, I wouldn’t be alive and they wouldn’t be outside. Thank you so much. And I am sorry that I don’t remember you or them from my past life.” He apologised again. Talking to Wonhee was easy when he now know the man is a well wisher.
Hearing him, Wonhee frowned. “You are supposed to have your past life memories back, when the revenge is over.”
“Is it because, I was not the one who took the revenge?” Jimin asked hesitantly.
“I don’t think so.” The frown on the older male’s forehead deepened as he thought. “Maybe, the revenge is not completed yet?” It was more like question than an answer. He himself didn’t seem to know the answer.
Hearing those words, what happened in the last night flashed in Jimin’s mind. There really was a shadow. It’s not his imagination. He did see a figure moving behind the window. “I saw a shadow yesterday midnight, by the kitchen window.” He suddenly said.
“A shadow? Then?” Concern was clear in the older male’s hazel eyes.
“It’s just flashed, I don’t know who it is.” Jimin paused trying to remember. “Also, yesterday morning someone tried to shoot me.”
“WHAT?” Wonhee almost shouted. “And only now you are telling me this? We need to tighten the security.” With that he picked up his phone and dialed Bora informed her about this.
In few minutes Bora was inside with them, and was glaring at Jimin like he did some big sin. “Why didn’t you tell me about it?”
“I didn’t get time.” The younger of them answered, pouting like a baby. The only person he will acts like that to, is Bora.
“Of course, you didn’t.” She rolled her eyes, arms crossing on her chest.
“Did you have dreams about anyone that tried to hurt you in past life, other than the Yejun and the priest?” Wonhee asked, suddenly.
It was Jimin’s turn to frown. Honestly, he did have some blurry dreams about someone torturing him. He was sure its was a woman. Other than that, he don’t remember anything. He also know, whenever the woman harmed Jaemin, none of his lovers weren’t with him. And Jaemin hide it really well from his lovers. In that case, none of them know who this person he need to take revenge.
“I think it’s a woman.” Jimin said, after a long pause.
“A woman?” Wonhee repeated. “Maybe, I know. I will talk to you later.” With that he hurried out of the room, leaving a confused Bora and Jimin to their thought.
“Why can’t he tell us?” Bora frowned, her eyes on the door where Wonhee went out. “Should I go and ask what he is thinking?”
“I don’t think he will answer.” Jimin replied with a shrug.
“He will answer, if ‘I’ ask.” Bora said determinedly.
A subconscious smile spread across Jimin’s lips. “Of course he will.” He teased. “What is going on between two?”
Bora’s cheeks turned red at the question,as she looked down shyly. Jimin giggled. She rarely gets shy, it definitely means, she is in love.
“Why don’t you confess to him?” He asked at last.
“I don’t know if he likes me or not.” Bora nervously mumbled.
Jimin scoffed. “You just said he won’t deny you anything. So, of course he does. Go and confess. I will give you all the support.”
“Then I will prepare for it.” Bora smiled widely. Jimin returned it with his famous eye smile.
And with that, their conversation drifted to how to make a arrangements for the proposal. Jimin felt happy seeing her like that, even though the incident from last night was bugging him from inside.
That’s until, Wonhee came back rushing in to the room. “I have to talk to everyone, together.” He announced, still standing at the door. Jimin and Bora shared a glance, but nodded nonetheless. “Find them all and let’s gather in the living room. I have to take a call. I will be back in few minutes.” With that he walked away.
“I will look for them. You go and sit on the couch.” Bora instructed.
“No, I will help you find them.” Jimin got up from the bed, wanting to help the older. He was also curious, what Wonhee is about to say.
“You check their room, I will look in the garden, I think I saw Jungkook and Taehyung there.” Flashing him a small smile, Bora went out of the room.
Getting off from the bed, Jimin strolled out of the room, towards where the six of them are now staying. After he woke up, they all moved towards his adjacent room. Not only he didn’t wanted to be a burden, but also he was uncomfortable having them in his room.
Their room was just beside his own. So with couple of steps he was in front of their room.
Without thinking much Jimin pushed open the door, only to stop in his track. His heart skipped a beat at the sight inside. He regret opening it without knocking. But he was too impatient to know what Wonhee is going to say.
Two faces, who were passionately kissing each other, snapped towards him at the sound of opening door. Jimin’s cheeks heated up, so does the older two’s.
“Jimin…” Seokjin stood up, pushing Namjoon away from him, who fell back on the bed. With wide eyes Namjoon also stood up abruptly.
“I- I am sorry. Wonhee hyung ask everyone to meet in the living room.” With that Jimin flew away from there, leaving the duo dumbfounded and embarrassed.
He himself was embarrassed. How can he just rush in to someone’s room without knocking? Especially someone who is in relationship. Why is he so stupid?
Jimin face palmed. But his heart was beating fast and butterflies were fluttering in his stomach. Something he have been experiencing ever since he met them. A new feeling, he never felt towards anyone, other than these six guys.
A shudder escaped his lips as he longed for something they have. The relationship between them was so pure and the way they love Jaemin was the best thing he has ever seen. And honestly, he want that. He wants to be with them. To love them, to be loved by them.
But he still wasn’t sure, if they will like him as he is. What if they get tired of him soon? What if he turned burden to them? What if they hate him for being his real self? He is not Jaemin. Yes he was Jaemin. But there is still a lot of difference in them. He is Jimin now. The idol, who don’t know how to love, don’t know how to receive love, someone who is always insecure, scared and someone who has mood swings more than a pregnant woman would have. He is not lovable.
So Jimin decided.
Sending them somewhere away from him is best. He can buy them anything they want. He doesn’t lack money. So he will buy them their own house, where they wouldn’t have to stress about him and can live happily. That is for best. Not only for them, but also for his own heart.
TaeJoon has come home, how are you all feeling? Ot7 will be together soon, I’m sooo excited ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )
(づ๑•ᴗ•๑)づ♡
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