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Jimmy Pov
I woke up to my brother shaking me.
“What Luke?”i asked
“Mom said come down for breaskfast”he said
“Ok”i said getting up and rubbed my chest and walked out my room with Luke behind me i walked into the kitchen
“Good Morning baby!”my mom shouted
“Morning”i said she looked at me funny
“You ok?”she asked running to me
“im fine”i said
“You sure?”Luke asked
“yep”i said and coughed
“I think you have a cold”My mom said
“Because i coughed?”i asked
“Well…Yea”she said i started laughing, really hard that i coughed at the end
“Mom *cough* im fine”i said
“Ok if you say so”she said and handed me a plate fulled of bacon pancakes and eggs i licked my lips and was about to start eatting
“Jim”my brother said
“What?”i asked
“Want to come to the park with me and Lorie?”he asked
“ill pass”i said and rolled my eyes and started eatting
“Why?”he asked
“I dont want to be there with you and your girlfriend while yall share eachother DNA”i said he laughed
“Jimmy baby, did you find your self a girlfriend yet?”my mom asked sitting a plate in front of Luke
“Mom”i said blushing
“What?”she asked
“Im 14″i said and gay. but i didnt say that out loud
“Your gay!”my mom and brother yelled. well i guess i did say it out loud -_-
“Umm….Haha….No”i said looking at my plate
“Aww! my baby!”My mom said running to me and hugging me “I dont care if you like the same sex gender”
“Really?”i asked
“Of course”she said smiling i looked at Luke who was on his phone texting who knows i sighed and got up
“Mom can i go for a walk?”i asked
“Sure hun but, please come back home”She said i smiled
“Of Course”i said and ran upstairs i walked into my closet and put on a hoodie some sweats and my nike shoes i grabbed my phone and walked down stairs Luke was talking to mom i just walked out the door.
i called Ivy.
“Hello”she said into the phone
“Ivy meet me at the park”i said
“Ok”she said and i hang up i know my brother and his girlfriend going be there but right now i dont care i walked into the park and saw Luke and Lorie how they get here that fast? i looked and saw Lorie car i put my hood on and walked to the swings i looked around for Ivy into i saw her
She saw me looking so she walked over here
“Whats wrong bud?”she asked hugging me
“Ivy, i cant take it anymore. i mean i know he see the way i look at him and the way i act when his with Lorie! why cant he get it?”i said tears running down my face
“Jim”she said and hugged me i cried into her shirt as she rubbed circles in my back “He will soon i promise”she said
“I hope so”i said and wipped my tears away
“Take your hoddie off”She said
“But, Luke here and i told him i wasnt coming”i said
“Look Jim, to be honset i dont give a fuck if Luke is here i dont care ok take that damn hoodie off”she said i quickly took it off “Jim, what would you say if i kissed you?”
“Um..nothing”i said she smiled leaned in and kissed me i didnt feel nothing but her lips on mine but being the nice person iam i kissed her back she put her arms around my neck and sat in my lap
“Jim”she moaned as i lightly bit her lip she knoted her fingers in my hair and i grabbed her butt.
Hey! just because im gay dont mean i havent been with a girl!
“Jimmy?”i broke the kiss that me and Ivy shared and looked up to see Luke and Lorie Ivy wipped her mouth and got up
“Yea?”i asked
“I though you was…you know”he said i guess he didnt want to say it in front of Lorie the ball sucker i heard Ivy laugh i looked at her confused then she mouthed ‘Tell you later’i nodded
“Iam but Ivy wanted to see what i would do if she kissed me. so she did and i did what you just saw”i said
“So your…… that but kissed her?”he asked
“yea! just because im gay doesnt mean i cant kiss a girl”i said
“your gay”Lorie asked
“Oh stay out this ugly”i said and turned to Luke
“Hey! dont talk to her like that!”Luke shouted
“Or what! i dont care if i hurt her feelings or yours! im done with the world! being nice and calm! im going be free! me! im going be me”i shouted and turned and walked away
“Jimmy”Luke shouted
“Leave alone. you dont care for me. you would know if you did!”i shouted and started running in the forest hoping to get lost. Hoping for some day my feelings are gone from my likeings of my older brother.
Picture of Jimmy!
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