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A/N: Hiiiiiii~ I know the last few chapters have been really sad and depressing. I feel really sorry that those last chapters were so sad. I promise it will be happier from now on. The reason why those last few chapters were so sad was because I was going through a depressing state in my life and going through some conflict with friends. Now, I’m better than ever~ :3 Thanks a lot for sticking with me for this long and getting Lovesick 800+ views!! Love you guys <3 I’ve also decided to zoom into the future!
::Two Years Later::
“Hazuki!!” I look up to see my lover, Kusa, rush up to me as I smile softly. “Yo, Kusa-kun.” He chuckles and pulls me closer, his arm wrapping around my waist.
“Kusa-kun~ not in public!” I whined playfully as he chuckled, kissing my cheek. “I gotta go. My ride is here.” I gesture to the man dressed in black with the slicked back hair and dark sunglasses. He looked professional like a FBI agent. Behind him, he rested against a small black car.
It was Kent, as usual, picking me up from school. Kusa waved toward Kent, giving him an air high five that the latter returned awkwardly, before walking off.
“Hey Kent. How are things back at the house?” I said casually, Kent opening the door as I slipped inside.
“Tyu and Daki got in some trouble today in the streets.” Kent informed, closing the door. I groaned and rolled my eyes in irritation. Kent got in after, starting the car.
“Again?” “Yes. He was close to getting into trouble with the cops or worse, giving away our position.” I looked to him with widened eyes as Kent let out a hesitated sigh.
“If this continues on, sir, we’ll have to go into some deep hiding. That might as well be homeschooling.” I blinked as I turned back up front in my seat. “You shouldn’t need to be homeschooled at 16, right?” He said with a coy grin.
It sent chills.
“What’s that suppose to mean?!”
“It just means what it means.” I huffed, looking out the window. But what does that mean…?
~In The Mansion, After School~
As I laid back on the couch, I thought over all the things that happened two years ago and now. Things had changed for the better. Or worse..
It’s been two years since the incidents back at Clara’s apartment.
I lost my sister due to her intense depression. I had lost my boyfriend Xander to his stalker Mason.
I made up with Kusa-kun after I had lied to him. He was upset at first until he accepted my apology. We made up on the day that Clara’s funeral was held.
::Flashback::
“Clara-chan died, didn’t she..?” I quickly whipped around to see Kusa, his face somber and sullen.
“Kusa-chan…” I call out hesitantly, stepping closer. He only backs away which leaves me confused.
“Kusa…?” I ask as he looks down. “Who are you…” I flinch in immediate shock.
“Who is this person I’ve known for so long?! Who’s Hazuki?! Who’s Reece?!” He starts to shout as I look in shame to my feet.
“Who is this person I’ve come to fall in love with?!” My eyes widened as I looked up, freezing in place. I stood in silence, the breeze slowly brushing my tie and my clothes. All sound that was heard was the soft wind brushing our clothes and the trees.
I was speechless.
Shocked.
Ashamed.
Confused. “L-Love…?” Those words begging to flow out but only to come in a stuttering mess.
“Yes! I love you Hazuki! I always have! I know this is a messed up time to say this..but I love you!! When I found out that someone had moved next door to me, I thought that it was some kid that would just fullfil their parents’ destiny and not have any fun.”
“When I found out that it was you, I felt so happy!! So happy that I could have a friend that liked what I like! Someone who could comfort me when I was down and when I needed guidance! Someone to love me…!” Kusa tried to go on but he found himself choking on his own tears.
I slowly walked to him, the numbness on my body slowly disappearing. “Kusa-chan…” I whispered his name, slowly lifting up his chin and pressing my lips against his. I felt his tears glide down his cheek as my eyes fluttered close.
I didn’t want him to cry anymore. I didn’t want him to feel sorrow and pain from me anymore.
I questioned my feelings on that day.
I explained everything to him. My studies in America, Xander, and everything after as we walked to his home. He listened quietly, not speaking a word. I told him of our breakup and that’s when I saw him tense up. It was like anger boiling up inside him.
“Hazuki-chan…” He called to me after I had finished. “Mn?” I hum in question. “I can’t be happy like this if I don’t know your feelings toward me. This Xander person…” He trailed off, his eyes shifting to the floor.
“You sound like you still have strong feelings for him. As it pains me to say so, I’ll give up on you if you truly still have feelings for him.”
“…” Dead silence.
I couldn’t lie to Kusa after all that happened between us. After that confession… “Kusa-chan… I still love Xander.” I said as my eyes adverted to the ground in silent shame. Kusa didn’t say anything as he looked at me in a blank stare.
“But… I’m willing to forget all about him and be with you.. I’m not doing this to get over him or to play with your feelings… I just don’t want to lose you..”
“…” It was his turn to become quiet now. He licked his lips hesitatingly before speaking again.
“Let’s be together. I’m willing to do anything..as long as I have you with me..“
::End of Flashback::
Since that day, I’ve been with Kusa. The first few months were pleasant and I was happy with my lover. I didn’t care about Xander anymore. He broke up with me for his stalker. I don’t control his decisions anymore.
I’m still with the yakuza.
But I’ve decided to come back to school for my sophomore year, skipping a grade.
I was always a smart kid when I was little even though it doesn’t seem so now. I was always recommended to Honors classes. I wasn’t the best but I made my family proud. When I saw James and Oliver, they had looked so different.
Oliver’s hair was it’s same height but he had the figures of a regular teenager. He wasn’t wearing his sailor outfit anymore.
His right eye was still covered in bandages but his ankle had healed. He wore a Vocaloid with the whole group on it with their names on the back. He had steampunk headphones around his neck and he had a tattoo on his chest reading in Kanji, “I am a portrait.” I didn’t know what that meant, but I didn’t mind it. He had on beige shorts that went to his knees with sneakers. His wrists were entirely covered with bracelets from his trips to Warped Tour in America and other states. He even had a black star tattoo under his left eye.
James had a fringe haircut with different color highlights to give him the scene look. He had a black shirt with neon pink font that read, “Free Bird” on it in Kanji. He had on black skinny jeans and some neon pink and black converse.
They both looked different than their outfits back in middle school. They were sophomores as well, our old classmates going into freshman year since they had to stay back another year for not paying attention in class and causing damage to the school.
It felt nice.
Some of them were either jerks or wannabes. Some bullied James and Oliver so I can tell they were enjoying this. Some of the girls that made it to sophomores still fawned over me though. Only because of my new looks.
I dyed my hair neon pink and had red eye contacts. I had on a white shirt with the word “Sugar” with sweets and candy all over it. I had white skinny jeans with a small chain, white slip-ons, and my neon green sunglasses hanging from my shirt. We walked into school on the first day and all eyes were on us. We walked in a group and it went silent with gasps.
“Look! It’s Hazuki, Saki, and Tori!” A girl from our middle school squealed, a group of girls screaming. “Hazuki-kun is sooooo cute!!” “But have you seen Saki and Tori?! Hot!” The girls gawked as we walked down the hall, pulling a straight face the entire time.
All the guys from our middle school either fainted or blushed profusely of our presence. It was the first day and we were already popular. All the freshman gasped and fainted whenever each of us looked to their direction. Sure, this was pretty surreal. But it is high school after all in 2017.
Anything can happen, right?
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When we saw Kusa, James and Oliver looked confused to me. Kusa had red hair that had small black and blue highlights and he had gages in his ears. He was wearing a v-neck black shirt with a Pikachu jacket on with the ears on it and dark blue jeggings with red vans.
Xander used to wear that jacket…
Until he gave it back and I gave it to Kusa. I had originally bought it for Xander on his birthday.
Wait, no.
No more thinking of Xander. I have Kusa now.
I smiled to Kusa lovingly, giving him a small peck on his lips. He blushed in response. He looked toward Oliver and James and smiled.
“Ohayo! Saki-kun and Tori-kun!” Kusa greeted, shaking their hands. “Oliver and James, meet my boyfriend Kusa-koi!” I said excitedly as Kusa blushed at the name. James just blinked and Oliver just looked at me with a raised eyebrow.
“Gomenasai Kusa-kun.. We need to talk to Reece.” Oliver said hurriedly to Kusa with a flushed face, pulling me away from the group. James had stayed back and looked to Kusa, who looked just as confused.
“So, um, do you like…cartwheels?”
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“Oliver, what’s going on?!” I ask as he forcibly takes me down the hallway to the bathroom. He stops then lets me go as I rub my wrist.
“Ow…what the hell?” I groan, looking at my wrist. “What happened with you and Xander?”
“…” I looked down as I sighed.
Can’t let him take control of me.
I look up in a small smirk. “Why should I date that asshole? He clearly didn’t love me and he ended it himself. Why should I care when I have Kusa-koi?” I let out with a coy grin as I cross my arms. “Besides, I’m happier with my lover.”
Oliver just stared at me and raised an eyebrow. “I’m not stupid. Do you think you can lie to my face?”
“Who’s lying here? I don’t even know why you dragged me in here. The filthy high school toilets..” I say as my nose scrunches up in disgust. Oliver rolls his eyes and frowns.
“Your lip twitches when you lie.” I feel my lip slightly twitch as I sigh. “Ok you win.” Oliver sighs in relief and puts a hand on his hip.
“To be honest, my feelings for Xander are only a small bit. I’m in love with Kusa but I can’t help but wonder about him from time to time.” Oliver’s expression softened as he sighed. “Goodness. Reece, you are one complicated individual. You say one thing and mean the other.” I rub my neck as I sigh nervously. “But that doesn’t bother me one bit.”
….What?
Hah?!?
I turned back to him to have his face and I’s inches away. I could feel his breath on my lips as I leaned back, blinking at his sudden change of mood. “I’ve always liked you, you know?” I blinked at him and cocked my head to the side.
“Hah?” I ask with a confused look. He inches closer and I couldn’t think straight as my eyes closed reflexively. Please don’t do what I think you’re doing!!
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“Teehee!”
..the fuck?
I open my eyes to see Oliver trying to hold back his laughter. My face starts to heat up as I kick him in the dick, him hitting the ground.
“YOU IDIOT!!” I jab him on the head in a fit of rage as he runs out, still giggling like a schoolgirl.
“Goddamn it OLIVER!!”
A/N: Hiiii~ Just so you know, Saki is Oliver’s Japanese name and Tori is James’ Japanese name. I just created them but for James I had to look up. I wanted a special name since he’s actually a bird in Vocaloid. So I tried to find the Japanese name for Bird and I didn’t find it. I just guessed that it was Tori because of some search results. Saki? I just thought of Sake and said, “omg BRILLIANT” So I stuck with it. I made so many references to my real life and to Vocaloid. Gawd I’m punny~ xD Catch up to the next chapter 14 or go read the first chapter to my newest book, Toxic Emo! Okay, enough of my babbling. Shine on and eat oreos! Stay awesome lovelies!
P.S This is my favorite chapter of all the rest xD Reece is so me!
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