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Zayn’s Pov
All i see is light
I also see specks of black in my eyes
I feel like I’m in some kind of hot room
I don’t feel my typical cold skin
I feel
No
It can’t be
I feel
Human
How? When? Where? What the hell is happening?
“LIAM!???!?!?!” i screamed but my voiced just echoed
Where am i … how did i get here
“Zayn!?” I heard a familiar voice
Mom…
“Zayn!? What are you doing here?” i turned around and i felt like the world put its weight on my shoulders
I saw my mom drenched in blood my dad dead in the floor
I am as a little kid sitting on the floor completely terrified of what is happening
What is this!? Is this some kind of dream!? Or some kind of memory!?
“zayn i told you to stay on your room … don’t worry daddy is only asleep … he’ll be sleeping for awhile dear … you need to sleep to zayn” my mom said to the little me
And i remembered
This is a memory
A memory that i didn’t want to remember
That is the day i became a vampire
I knew what is going to happen next
My mom pounced on the little me and he screamed so loud my ears hurt
I went limp on my mom’s arms
“zayn i’m sorry but this is for your own good … i did this so no one could ever hurt you … i love you baby” my mom said
The memory fades away leaving muffled screams of my mom
I never understood or even remember of what happened after that
All i knew is i was a vampire because my mom used to tell me stuff about her kind
My father died … because of my mom
I thought he was going to turn into a vampire too and help me but unfortunately he didn’t
I was left alone when i was only 6 years old
I lived drinking animal’s blood until i turned 16 i went looking for a job
Then i found Andy and i knew i was gay when i met him
Andy …
Wait no i remember i was shot
With vervain
No! I can’t be dead! I need to protect liam
“LIAM!???!?” then a light in the left side of the room I’m in went out
No! Please no! I can’t be dead ! please i need to be with liam !? please…
The right side of the light went out
Then when the only light left was shining above me i looked at the little liam right in front of me
Another figment of my memory
“why’d you save me?” little liam says
I was waiting for someone to answer him but no one did, so i spoke
“because i love you” i saidtears rushing down my face
He smiles and blushes and i knew seeing that smile one last time was ok for me
Maybe if i was gone in this world Liam will be more safe
Maybe if i was dead now he won’t be suffering from anything
Maybe i really needed this
Maybe it is time to DIE
I touched the little boy by the head and kissed his forehead
“goodbye liam i will always love you thank you for everything … please be safe … i love you”
And with that
The lights went out
A/N
OMG! WHAT DID I JUST WRITE! HAHA! I’M NOT GOING TO GIVE ANY SPOILERS ON THIS ONE
I JUST WANTED A SAD CHAPTER YET FULL OF FEELS SO HERE IT IS
SORRY IT IS SHORT I’M HAVING WIRTERS BLOCK
DON’T WORRY THOUGH THIS IS NOT THE END OF ZAYN … OR IS IT?
HAHA WELL FEEL FREE TO COMMENT AND VOTE LOVE YOU GUYS
BYE
—–JAMILAxx
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