“I♥U”, it’s not a lie! [boyxboy]✔️ - 16 Love is all that matters!

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It was already a week since he didn’t attend not any of the uni classes. Not because he was busy with something else, but he just stayed at home and drank his sorrows out.

The final exams will start in a month, but how could Wang Yibo focus on studies, when his life is f*cked up at so many levels?

He has no other solution, but to freeze the year, while hoping that the next year his mental state would be in a better condition. As for the soul part, not any chance to be in a better condition, because his soul is no more alive.
He will not abandon the uni, only for his Laolao, who begged him to not destroy his life and to not ruin everything he worked for, until now. He will graduate for sure…
Just that not this year!

Now, he has so much else to do, to take care of his sister’s broken heart, of the little A-Yuan…
Just that not today!

He still has ten more small bottles of baijiu (A/n:Chinese alcohol closely resembling a rich liquor like whisky) in the cabinet, waiting to get him boozed up, and he will finish them all…
Today!

He had just opened the second bottle, when the noisy doorbell disturbed his boozy lonely party.

“Who the hell might be at this late hour in the night?”, he grumbled while peeking through the door peephole.
“What a…”, he started to get irritated, when there was nobody in the sight.

He unlocked the door, ready to shout at whomever idiot was playing around with the residents doorbells in the middle of the night.

But when he opened the door widely and tried to step outside, he tripped and almost fell over a big lump, luggage or what a hell it was that  on his doormat.

“Wang Yibo, what a hell, are you that drunk already?”, he groaned, when the luggage started to talk.
After he steadied himself and looked down, he ascertained in shock that the talking luggage was actually a kneeling man.

“You?
How in the world, you do have the nerve to show yourself?!
Jesus! Don’t you have any limits, what do you want more, after destroying my sister’s life, and mine, too?
Just go, don’t make me beat you to death, just go!
You don’t deserve me to get in jail for killing you!”

The man started to kowtow before Yibo, like asking forgiveness to a god:
“Please, please, I deserve anything, to beat me to death, even to kill me!
If you want, I can do the job by myself, no need to go to jail for me. You’re right, I don’t deserve…and I don’t want to destroy more lives.
Wang Yibo, I promise to kill myself, if you will just listen to what I have to say, before that.
Please, at least for the sake of my unborn child who doesn’t deserve to find out when will grow old that his or her father was an asShole!”

Yibo, kicked his brother in law’s arms that were desperately hugging now his calves:
“Let go of me!
Cut it out man, put yourself together, you are a hell of a famous doctor!
Kowtowing and begging like this a stupid art student! A disgusting gay student, on top of that!
Alright, come inside, not like I’d believe that you would actually take away your pathetic life, you are too coward for that. But I just don’t want to wake up the whole neighborhood.”

“I will do it, don’t have any doubts about that!
Because anyways I can’t live anymore without my sweetheart. I miss my beloved Yue, so, so much…”

“Yeah, yeah, especially when that disgusting whore was sucking your…nose, or whatever she was sucking you.”, Yibo rolled his eyes and took one more sip from his bottle.

I wouldn’t blame you if you wouldn’t believe me, but I swear that I didn’t have an affair with Cheng Xiao.
Besides that the woman is mentally deranged, I mean, literally sick at her head, she is a racketeer.
She had numerous jobs, people are hiring her, judging by her attractive look, but also they are getting her fired after a short time when learning about the problems of her character and her health issues.”

“Who the hell gives a flying f*ck about that whore?
Is it portraying Cheng Xiao the reason that you begged me to listen to you?”, Yibo clucked his tongue in disgust.

“Wait just a bit. I only want to be as understandable as possible about what I did and why I did it.
One of her many jobs was as a temporary employee of a private detective agency. Her task was to organize their archive of hundreds of closed cases, from the past times when the internet didn’t exist yet.
That way she took copies of many folders, containing private information of diverse citizens that were once investigated by the agency or citizens who were the agency’s customers.”

“Alright, from what you insinuate, I suppose that she was blackmailing those citizens.
But what do I have to do with this criminal aSshole?
Go to the police to tell them her story, not to me!
If you have nothing else, then let’s end it here.”, Yibo started pushing his uninvited guest towards the main door.

“Please Wang Yibo, give me just a few more minutes!
I’m bisexual!”, the man shouted, starting to cry hard.

“Whaat?
That’s a good one! I don’t know if to laugh or if to roll my eyes!
And you were calling me a liar, a pathological liar!”

“No, no, I don’t lie!
When I was a student, I dated a few times. Between all those short relationships, I dated my roommate, too. For a short time, it’s true, but I dated my roommate. A MALE roommate.”

“Oh, don’t tell me that you used my sister as your hetero cover!
And…and…thinking about how disgusted were you about my homosexuality!
I’m going to kill you for real, now!”, Yibo shouted, grabbing his former in law by his throat.

“No..no…Yue is the love of my life, I’d never use or hurt her.”, the man spoke in a strangled voice, after managing to unclench Yibo’s fingers from around his neck.
“I am so sorry for insulting you, I was never the homophobic aSshole that I acted to be.
I thought that insulting a homosexual would make me a hundred percent straight man in others’s eyes. Understand me, please, that I was afraid that my past would surface somehow and I would lose Yue.
Anyways, my parents found out about my homosexual relationship, but when they asked me, I denied everything, of course. So, they hired a private detective agency to spy on me.
As you might figure out, that case, my case, was on Cheng Xiao’s list to be blackmailed.
She befriended your sister, and after that, she came to my dental cabinet and showed me the evidence and blackmailed me that she would tell Yue and to her family everything.
But the crazy didn’t ask for money as I expected, but she asked me to let her suck me…my nose and my toes, whenever she would call me!”

“Hahaha…I don’t know if to laugh at your pathetic aSs or just feel pity for your cowardness.
Yue is an intelligent woman, unlike your bad impression about her. If you would have told her the truth, I’m sure that she would have understood that you can like men and women as well, but you LOVE her.
But no, instead of that, you chose to lie and to let some cuckoo to suck your snort and your filthy toenails, bleah!
And you called me a liar!
But wait, what am I telling you? I’m not better than you, actually!
I lied and hurt all the people I love, and on top of that, I was a big COWARD, too afraid to tell the truth and risk to lose their love!
Jesus, I’m not less gross than you and that lunatic sucker, bleah, bleah!
Wang Yibo, you disgust me!”, Yibo gagged, then chucked a big mouth of alcohol, like trying to wash away the strong disgust.

“I will not argue about that, at least about what you said about my person. I deserve it and even more!
I’m disgusting…but wait…There’s more!
Probably you don’t believe me when telling you that my first intention was to reject the blackmailer’s request. but when I was about to come home and confess to Yue the whole truth, Cheng Xiao slammed on my desk a new folder with another case, threatening me that she called Yue to meet her for an ice cream, and she would tell her about this case.”

“What case? Did you f*ck a goat, too, when you were a student, or what? Hahaha!
Seems like I thought too high about myself when thinking that I am a very imaginative liar, hahaha!”, Yibo laughed, yet the laughter did not reach to his pained, cold eyes.

“You know how much Yue loves her family, and how much she respects it. I couldn’t allow for her heart to be broken and to be in pain because of her father’s past.
This new case was about Yue’s father, your father. And a possible illegitimate child of his. About whom your Laolao knew, because she was the one who hired the agency, almost thirty years ago!
And…”

“What?!
You say what?!
Now you caught my full attention!
Let’s go in the kitchen, I will give you a bottle from this, there are plenty!
And you will tell me absolutely everything, get it?!”, Yibo spoke in a strangled voice, his legs shaking like made from jelly.

The man was shocked at Yibo’s sudden softening attitude, but he was thankful nevertheless.

“Speak!
And don’t skip anything!”,Yibo commanded, trying his best to sound as friendly as he could.

The man took the alcohol and sat at the kitchen table with his former brother in law, and started his telling:
“Yibo, please don’t get upset with your father or your family, I only tell you this whole story, not for getting you to hate your family, but only because I badly needed someone to tell it. I felt like exploding, keeping all these secrets to myself.
My first reason for coming to you was that I was hoping to convince you to let me see Yue somehow, I must admit. I badly miss her, it will be enough if I’ll see her for a few moments, even without talking. But having a second thought, now, I’m aware that I don’t deserve it.
But let’s start the actual story.
Your dad had a one night stand with a married American singer when he was on a business trip. Wait, wait, don’t get upset, it happened before meeting your mom and falling in love with her.
After your parents got married, the singer called your father to tell him that she will give birth to his baby.
Laolao heard the phone convo by accident and decided to keep the secret for the sake of her daughter’s happiness, with the condition that her son in law will forget about that singer and his possible child.
Later on, Laolao secretly did research about the singer, by hiring that private detective agency.”

“Why did you stop?
That’s all?
What’s the singer’s name, and her baby’s name?
You said she was married, who’s her husband?
Tell me more, and I promise to arrange you a meeting with my sister, here at my place!
Please!”, Yibo grabbed his brother in law’s hands, confusing the man with his desperation.
Especially that he didn’t seem to be upset about his father’s affair, but he was rather interested in that woman’s identity…Probably to take revenge or something, the man mused.

Yibo was so agitated that he didn’t even hear his phone ringing.

“I’m sorry, but this is all that I know, this is what Chen Xiao showed me. Probably it was more in the folder, but she copied only the files that she thought that were the most important.
You should answer the phone, it could be something important, especially that they call you in the middle of the night. I hope it’s nothing wrong with Yue and the baby!
Please take the call!”

“Hello, what’s wrong sweetheart, why are you crying?”, Yibo panicked when answering the call.
“It’s not from home, don’t worry.
I will talk in the bedroom, excuse me but I need a bit of privacy.
If you want one more bottle…”, he told his brother in law, while walking out from the kitchen.

“My mother is very ill, she could die any minute!
It’s only my fault, my cold heart and my rabid hatred got her sick!
I am a criminal!
I am a son who kills his own mother!”, the caller was screaming in Yibo’s phone speakers.

“Don’t say that, my love!
I must be with you!
Where are you now?
I’m taking the first flight, just hang on there!”

“I’m on a flight to Germany, my mother is hospitalized at a top hospital in Frankfurt.
She will get a complicated surgery on her vocal cords tomorrow morning…She is a singer for God’s sake!
My mother kept looking for me, knowing that she could die any time!
God, she was just trying to take goodbye from me, and I kept hiding away from her!
I never wanted to at least listen to what she had to say, and now it could be too late!
What if she will not make it after the surgery and I will never see her alive again?
How will I keep living with this guilt?
I’m the worst human being from the entire planet!
It’s me who deserves to die, not her!
So, what if she loved and lied about her love?
Love is all that matters! And she loves me and I love her!
Why wasn’t I able to forgive her?
We are not saints, we are human beings who loved and lied!
It’s only me who shouldn’t be forgiven!
I’m the most awful person!”

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It was already a week since he didn’t attend not any of the uni classes. Not because he was busy with something else, but he just stayed at home and drank his sorrows out.

The final exams will start in a month, but how could Wang Yibo focus on studies, when his life is f*cked up at so many levels?

He has no other solution, but to freeze the year, while hoping that the next year his mental state would be in a better condition. As for the soul part, not any chance to be in a better condition, because his soul is no more alive.
He will not abandon the uni, only for his Laolao, who begged him to not destroy his life and to not ruin everything he worked for, until now. He will graduate for sure…
Just that not this year!

Now, he has so much else to do, to take care of his sister’s broken heart, of the little A-Yuan…
Just that not today!

He still has ten more small bottles of baijiu (A/n:Chinese alcohol closely resembling a rich liquor like whisky) in the cabinet, waiting to get him boozed up, and he will finish them all…
Today!

He had just opened the second bottle, when the noisy doorbell disturbed his boozy lonely party.

“Who the hell might be at this late hour in the night?”, he grumbled while peeking through the door peephole.
“What a…”, he started to get irritated, when there was nobody in the sight.

He unlocked the door, ready to shout at whomever idiot was playing around with the residents doorbells in the middle of the night.

But when he opened the door widely and tried to step outside, he tripped and almost fell over a big lump, luggage or what a hell it was that  on his doormat.

“Wang Yibo, what a hell, are you that drunk already?”, he groaned, when the luggage started to talk.
After he steadied himself and looked down, he ascertained in shock that the talking luggage was actually a kneeling man.

“You?
How in the world, you do have the nerve to show yourself?!
Jesus! Don’t you have any limits, what do you want more, after destroying my sister’s life, and mine, too?
Just go, don’t make me beat you to death, just go!
You don’t deserve me to get in jail for killing you!”

The man started to kowtow before Yibo, like asking forgiveness to a god:
“Please, please, I deserve anything, to beat me to death, even to kill me!
If you want, I can do the job by myself, no need to go to jail for me. You’re right, I don’t deserve…and I don’t want to destroy more lives.
Wang Yibo, I promise to kill myself, if you will just listen to what I have to say, before that.
Please, at least for the sake of my unborn child who doesn’t deserve to find out when will grow old that his or her father was an asShole!”

Yibo, kicked his brother in law’s arms that were desperately hugging now his calves:
“Let go of me!
Cut it out man, put yourself together, you are a hell of a famous doctor!
Kowtowing and begging like this a stupid art student! A disgusting gay student, on top of that!
Alright, come inside, not like I’d believe that you would actually take away your pathetic life, you are too coward for that. But I just don’t want to wake up the whole neighborhood.”

“I will do it, don’t have any doubts about that!
Because anyways I can’t live anymore without my sweetheart. I miss my beloved Yue, so, so much…”

“Yeah, yeah, especially when that disgusting whore was sucking your…nose, or whatever she was sucking you.”, Yibo rolled his eyes and took one more sip from his bottle.

“I wouldn’t blame you if you wouldn’t believe me, but I swear that I didn’t have an affair with Cheng Xiao.
Besides that the woman is mentally deranged, I mean, literally sick at her head, she is a racketeer.
She had numerous jobs, people are hiring her, judging by her attractive look, but also they are getting her fired after a short time when learning about the problems of her character and her health issues.”

“Who the hell gives a flying f*ck about that whore?
Is it portraying Cheng Xiao the reason that you begged me to listen to you?”, Yibo clucked his tongue in disgust.

“Wait just a bit. I only want to be as understandable as possible about what I did and why I did it.
One of her many jobs was as a temporary employee of a private detective agency. Her task was to organize their archive of hundreds of closed cases, from the past times when the internet didn’t exist yet.
That way she took copies of many folders, containing private information of diverse citizens that were once investigated by the agency or citizens who were the agency’s customers.”

“Alright, from what you insinuate, I suppose that she was blackmailing those citizens.
But what do I have to do with this criminal aSshole?
Go to the police to tell them her story, not to me!
If you have nothing else, then let’s end it here.”, Yibo started pushing his uninvited guest towards the main door.

“Please Wang Yibo, give me just a few more minutes!
I’m bisexual!”, the man shouted, starting to cry hard.

“Whaat?
That’s a good one! I don’t know if to laugh or if to roll my eyes!
And you were calling me a liar, a pathological liar!”

“No, no, I don’t lie!
When I was a student, I dated a few times. Between all those short relationships, I dated my roommate, too. For a short time, it’s true, but I dated my roommate. A MALE roommate.”

“Oh, don’t tell me that you used my sister as your hetero cover!
And…and…thinking about how disgusted were you about my homosexuality!
I’m going to kill you for real, now!”, Yibo shouted, grabbing his former in law by his throat.

“No..no…Yue is the love of my life, I’d never use or hurt her.”, the man spoke in a strangled voice, after managing to unclench Yibo’s fingers from around his neck.
“I am so sorry for insulting you, I was never the homophobic aSshole that I acted to be.
I thought that insulting a homosexual would make me a hundred percent straight man in others’s eyes. Understand me, please, that I was afraid that my past would surface somehow and I would lose Yue.
Anyways, my parents found out about my homosexual relationship, but when they asked me, I denied everything, of course. So, they hired a private detective agency to spy on me.
As you might figure out, that case, my case, was on Cheng Xiao’s list to be blackmailed.
She befriended your sister, and after that, she came to my dental cabinet and showed me the evidence and blackmailed me that she would tell Yue and to her family everything.
But the crazy didn’t ask for money as I expected, but she asked me to let her suck me…my nose and my toes, whenever she would call me!”

“Hahaha…I don’t know if to laugh at your pathetic aSs or just feel pity for your cowardness.
Yue is an intelligent woman, unlike your bad impression about her. If you would have told her the truth, I’m sure that she would have understood that you can like men and women as well, but you LOVE her.
But no, instead of that, you chose to lie and to let some cuckoo to suck your snort and your filthy toenails, bleah!
And you called me a liar!
But wait, what am I telling you? I’m not better than you, actually!
I lied and hurt all the people I love, and on top of that, I was a big COWARD, too afraid to tell the truth and risk to lose their love!
Jesus, I’m not less gross than you and that lunatic sucker, bleah, bleah!
Wang Yibo, you disgust me!”, Yibo gagged, then chucked a big mouth of alcohol, like trying to wash away the strong disgust.

“I will not argue about that, at least about what you said about my person. I deserve it and even more!
I’m disgusting…but wait…There’s more!
Probably you don’t believe me when telling you that my first intention was to reject the blackmailer’s request. but when I was about to come home and confess to Yue the whole truth, Cheng Xiao slammed on my desk a new folder with another case, threatening me that she called Yue to meet her for an ice cream, and she would tell her about this case.”

“What case? Did you f*ck a goat, too, when you were a student, or what? Hahaha!
Seems like I thought too high about myself when thinking that I am a very imaginative liar, hahaha!”, Yibo laughed, yet the laughter did not reach to his pained, cold eyes.

“You know how much Yue loves her family, and how much she respects it. I couldn’t allow for her heart to be broken and to be in pain because of her father’s past.
This new case was about Yue’s father, your father. And a possible illegitimate child of his. About whom your Laolao knew, because she was the one who hired the agency, almost thirty years ago!
And…”

“What?!
You say what?!
Now you caught my full attention!
Let’s go in the kitchen, I will give you a bottle from this, there are plenty!
And you will tell me absolutely everything, get it?!”, Yibo spoke in a strangled voice, his legs shaking like made from jelly.

The man was shocked at Yibo’s sudden softening attitude, but he was thankful nevertheless.

“Speak!
And don’t skip anything!”, Yibo commanded, trying his best to sound as friendly as he could.

The man took the alcohol and sat at the kitchen table with his former brother in law, and started his telling:
“Yibo, please don’t get upset with your father or your family, I only tell you this whole story, not for getting you to hate your family, but only because I badly needed someone to tell it. I felt like exploding, keeping all these secrets to myself.
My first reason for coming to you was that I was hoping to convince you to let me see Yue somehow, I must admit. I badly miss her, it will be enough if I’ll see her for a few moments, even without talking. But having a second thought, now, I’m aware that I don’t deserve it.
But let’s start the actual story.
Your dad had a one night stand with a married American singer when he was on a business trip. Wait, wait, don’t get upset, it happened before meeting your mom and falling in love with her.
After your parents got married, the singer called your father to tell him that she will give birth to his baby.
Laolao heard the phone convo by accident and decided to keep the secret for the sake of her daughter’s happiness, with the condition that her son in law will forget about that singer and his possible child.
Later on, Laolao secretly did research about the singer, by hiring that private detective agency.”

“Why did you stop?
That’s all?
What’s the singer’s name, and her baby’s name?
You said she was married, who’s her husband?
Tell me more, and I promise to arrange you a meeting with my sister, here at my place!
Please!”, Yibo grabbed his brother in law’s hands, confusing the man with his desperation.
Especially that he didn’t seem to be upset about his father’s affair, but he was rather interested in that woman’s identity…Probably to take revenge or something, the man mused.

Yibo was so agitated that he didn’t even hear his phone ringing.

“I’m sorry, but this is all that I know, this is what Chen Xiao showed me. Probably it was more in the folder, but she copied only the files that she thought that were the most important.
You should answer the phone, it could be something important, especially that they call you in the middle of the night. I hope it’s nothing wrong with Yue and the baby!
Please take the call!”

“Hello, what’s wrong sweetheart, why are you crying?”, Yibo panicked when answering the call.
“It’s not from home, don’t worry.
I will talk in the bedroom, excuse me but I need a bit of privacy.
If you want one more bottle…”, he told his brother in law, while walking out from the kitchen.

“My mother is very ill, she could die any minute!
It’s only my fault, my cold heart and my rabid hatred got her sick!
I am a criminal!
I am a son who kills his own mother!”, the caller was screaming in Yibo’s phone speakers.

“Don’t say that, my love!
I must be with you!
Where are you now?
I’m taking the first flight, just hang on there!”

“I’m on a flight to Germany, my mother is hospitalized at a top hospital in Frankfurt.
She will get a complicated surgery on her vocal cords tomorrow morning…She is a singer for God’s sake!
My mother kept looking for me, knowing that she could die any time!
God, she was just trying to take goodbye from me, and I kept hiding away from her!
I never wanted to at least listen to what she had to say, and now it could be too late!
What if she will not make it after the surgery and I will never see her alive again?
How will I keep living with this guilt?
I’m the worst human being from the entire planet!
It’s me who deserves to die, not her!
So, what if she loved and lied about her love?
Love is all that matters! And she loves me and I love her!
Why wasn’t I able to forgive her?
We are not saints, we are human beings who loved and lied!
It’s only me who shouldn’t be forgiven!
I’m the most awful person!”

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