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Jason POV
“Oh hey sweetie.” Pattie greet me as she opens the front door. She gave me a warm smile that she never fails to make me feel welcome in to their house. “Hey Pattie.” I smile back. “Come on in inside. Justin is upstairs. He didn’t wake up yet.” She let me in and sigh. I frown. “Nightmares I guess?.” I ask. She look at me in defeat. “Yeah. I have to stay with him for 3 hours until he fell asleep. He was exhausted.” She answered sadly. “I’ll go check on him. Umm .. I was wondering if I could take him to the park today. I mean if you don’t mind.” I ask her. “Would it be okay though?” she hesitant clearly worried about her only son.
“Yeah. I mean it’s working day and no one is at the park at this hour. Beside Justin have not leave the house for almost a month now Pattie. I just thought he should get some fresh air or something.” I suggest. She look at me for a while and nod her head. “I guess your right Jason. He needs to come out of this house soon enough. That’s what the therapist had suggest to me too.” She explain. “Okay then. I’ll be up stairs.” I grin and make my way towards Justin’s or Pattie’s room.
I peek inside seeing the small and adorable figure still lying on the bed with little snores coming out of his mouth. He is so cute. I sat beside the sleeping beauty and shook him softly. “Jay.. oh baby boy. Time to wake up now.” I whisper. He stir a bit snuggling more in to his warm blanket. “Come on Jay.” I shook him again and this time his brown eyes flutter open as he adjust his eyes at me. He stares at me blankly. “Why are you disturbing my sleep Jase?” he whine with his sleepy voice making me coo at him.
I laugh a little. “Come on baby boy. It’s going to be noon already. You need to wake up.” I said giving him a charming at him. “But .. but..i slept late last night. I .. I couldn’t sleep.” He whisper looking away. I sigh and lean down to his face as our face just inch away. He stare at me wide eyes probably shock why am I being this close to him. “I want to take you somewhere.” I said in a hush tone like I’m telling a secret as we stared at each other’s eyes. “Where?” he whisper back. I kiss his nose softly and get off him slowly. He was still staring at me not moving. Gosh! I need to control myself.
I clear my throat. “Umm. Why don’t you get ready first, I’ll wait for you downstairs.” My eyes wonder around the room. “But where are we going?” he ask timidly. “Do you trust me Jay?” I gave him a smile. He sigh and nod. “Okay, just get ready. I promised you need this more than anything.” I assured him.
“Come on Jay.” I softly pull him with me as we finally reach the park. Kenny is also here with us as he wait at the car watching over us. Justin did have a rough time leaving the house just now but he finally did anyways. He took a deep breath as his eyes wonder around the empty park. His body is not shaking in nervous anymore but I could still tell that he’s unsure with this plan. “Loosen up a bit baby boy.” I squeeze his hand trying to calm him down. He stare at the ground. “It’s so breathtaking here.” He whisper. “I mean. The fresh air. I miss them.” He look up at me with those innocent eyes. Those eyes that still hold pain and sadness in them.
I pull him in to my arms. His head rested on my chest immediately. “I know you do Jay. That’s why I brought you here.” I rub his arms soothingly. He sigh as he wrap his arm on my waist slowly. “Thank you Jason.” He softly said in to my chest. “No problem baby boy.” I kiss his forehead.
We sat there for about an hour in silent just enjoying the quietness. I watch him as he closed his eyes and I didn’t disturb his calming moment. A flash of light took my attention away from Justin as I search for where it’s coming from. My eyes widen seeing more flash blinding my eyes. I heard Justin yelp as he scramble to me. I held him protectively.
“It’s Justin Bieber! Oh my god!”
“How are you Justin?”
“Are you recovering Justin?”
“Who is this young man with you?”
“How was your recovery?”
“Answer please Justin!”
“Are you really was rape?”
“Are you clean?”
“Is this just some stunt to get more publicity for you’re career?”
And that’s all it took for me to pick Justin up with me as his legs wrap around my waist. Whimper were heard as he clung in to me like his life depends on it. “Move away will ya?!” I tried to shove them but they were too many. “Hey! Move! Get us through!.” I scream again and again they ignore still screaming question after question with their camera flash that’s making my eyes blurr.
I know Justin is starting to cry when I could feel his tears on my neck. I have to get out of here asap. Without warning, they started to shove me until I stumbled and fall to the ground with still Justin in my arms. I hold him securely. What the fuck is wrong with these people?. “Hey! Stop! Stop!” someone scream. I squinted my eyes seeing Kenny pushing through them. He finally reach me as he shove those stupid paparazzi away. “Get away from them! Let them through!.” He scream in anger as he lead me out of the crowded place. We’d finally reach the car. Kenny locked them and drove away instantly.
Justin is still in my arms hiccupping now and then. I could help but feel like this is my fault. I really thought no one will find out we were there. We were fine for an hour and that was nobody walking near us. I pick that isolated spot for a reason. “Shh.. shh.. It’s over baby boy. We’re going home now okay.” I sooth him but he just couldn’t stop his tears and I cant blame him. He’s still fragile state and what happen just now is not helping at all.
“I’m so sorry Jay. I really am.” I apologize feeling guilty as ever. I shouldn’t have thought of this idea at all. I should always remember Justin is not some normal teenager that could just wonder on the street without getting attack by those dumbass paparazzi. He didn’t say anything back as the car was just filled with him sniffling and hiccupping and that really broke my heart.
“Jason honey. Stop beating yourself up. It’s not you’re fault.” Pattie tried to convince me for the 10th time. Justin is up in his room sleeping. I had to lie down with him when we reach home. He was crying so much and didn’t once let go of me until he finally fall asleep. And now I’ve been sitting in the living room staring at nothing. I sigh. “It is Pattie. I shouldn’t have bring him there in the first place. And now he’s scared again. I just finally see that he’s at least gaining some sort of confident with us but now he might be feeling terrified again. And it’s all my fault.” I groan in frustrations.
“I’m sure he’s going to be alright Jason. He was just in shock. He’ll be alright when he wakes up.” She said rubbing my shoulder. “You didn’t hear what those bastard ask him Pattie. He might be crying or in shock but I know he could hear whatever they were yelling at him. I feel like punching them on the face one by one. It’s so .. so..” I sigh in defeat not knowing how express how upset I was with the whole situation.
I look up from my shoe and stare at the women beside me. “How did he handled all that Pattie?” I ask. She frown and slump her shoulder as she gaze at the Tv in front of us. “I don’t know sweetie. I guess Justin never really dealt with them. He just ignore them. He never really like talking about it. If you knew Justin before the incident. He was a carefree person. He just do whatever he believes and never let anyone control him. Even though some of the things are just insane or I just disagree with but he’s a growing young man, he will be doing the stupidest thing and drives us adult crazy at times. That the Justin we all know. And we all missed.” She finish with tears running down her face.
She took my hand in hers as she stare in to my eyes. “I know you care about him Jason. I can see it in your eyes. The way you treat him.” She smile through her tears. I didn’t know what to reply. “And I know he trust you so much. You were there with him. You saved him Jason and I know you’re tired of hearing how thankful I am for you to do that. But I know my baby boy needs you. Although Justin in not in good condition right now but he can never hide his feeling from me and I could see his eyes sparkle when he sees you or when you hold him. He feels safe. So, please don’t ever leave him.” She plead. I look at her in shock.
“I would never Pattie.” I promised her with my own tears falling down my cheek.
Hello Lovelies!
Sorry for the late update. I’m busy with college stuff and my finals is next month, so a lot of assignments to get done.
Anyways,
How’s the chapter?
Pattie is definitely gave her blessing already.
And
Did Jastin had their moment for awhile there? *wink wink*
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