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A/N: Okay so here is my third story. My computer has been freezing up so I will post as often as I can. I do not edit so if you find mistakes, sorry. I worked hard at making sure my second story (Giddy Up Cowboy) didn’t get an R rating like my first one and I am going to try the same thing with this one. So not to hot and spicy just a cool mild. If you do not like BOYXBOY please do not read. I understand it is not for everyone but this is what I read and write. So now let’s get this party started shall we. Enjoy ~
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This is a little look into my life. My name is Lucas Phoenix Lakes. I was the last born out of a set of triples. My sister Lacey was born first and her identical twin I guess you would say is Landon. I make fun of him and call him Land O’Lakes. Well I used to until he started beating the shit out of me. Anyways, I am 17 years old, 5 foot 7 with black hair and green eyes. I am the only one who looks like that out of the three of us. Both Lacey and Landon are at least 6 foot with brown hair and brown eyes. They both look like our mom and I look like our dad. And in our house hold he is the enemy. And I think that also makes me the enemy. You would think that since I was the smallest our of the three of us that mom would be a little protective of me but hell no she will sit and watch as Landon or even Lacey beat the shit out of me.
A little more about me. I am pretty smart, I like all kinds of music and I have a wonderful boyfriend named Harvey. We have been together for about three years he is a senior and graduating in a couple weeks. He is going to wait a year before going off to college so we can go together. I love him very much and he is the only thing in my life that makes it worth living. Sometimes I wish I knew where my dad was so I could go live with him. Yeah I am pissed he left and would love more then anything to give him a piece of my mind. But living with him had to be better then living in my house.
Right now I am hiding in my room because Landon is on the war path because his girlfriend broke up with him because he cheating on her. When Landon is on the war path I hide not in my room or anywhere he would really look. I was hiding in the attic of the garage. Nobody knew about this little place. I hide here a lot. I don’t have to come out here to get up here I climb out my window and sneak onto the garage roof and then sneak through the vent until I am in the attic. That is a plus about being small.
“Where the fuck is that little piss ant?” Landon yelled from somewhere in the house..
“Did you check under his bed?” Lacey asked.
“His door is locked but it’s alway’s locked.” He said.
“Use your key to get in.” She said laughing.
“I did he’s not in there.” He said sounding frustrated. Great I needed to get a new door knob.
“What did he do this time?” Lacey asked.
“Nothing I just need to beat the shit out of someone. Bella broke up with me. She found out about Cayla.” He said.
“You know you really need to stop beating up Luc. He is our brother.” She said sounding like she actually cared. I knew better.
“Like you fucking care. You don’t treat him any better.” Landon snapped.
“Yeah, well I think it is time to grow the fuck up. He is our brother and we have treated him like shit since dad left. He’s not dad. Just because he doesn’t look like us and he looks like dad doesn’t mean he is dad.” She said sounding again like she actually cared.
“So what one of your friends thinks your too much of a bitch to our little brother?” He asked sounding amused.
“None, now look we are 17 now it’s time to grow the fuck up sooner or later we are going to regret not being nice to him and that is how I am feeling right now. When we get older and have kids of our own are we going to let our kids pick on one of their brothers or sisters? I know I’m not. Mom is wrong at letting it happen. And we are wrong for doing it. He is our brother not our father.” She said. What the hell got into my sister. I think she is sick. Maybe one of her friends are telling her how mean she is to me again. I fell for it once and thought she really cared about me but she was trying to impress one of her friends.
“So who is he?” Landon asked not buying her growing up and being nicer turn around any more then I am.
“NOBODY, Fuck don’t you get it. You beat the shit out of your own brother how does that make you feel?” She yelled.
“I really don’t care.” He said.
“Can you honestly tell me why you hate Luc so much?” She asked sounding really upset.
“I don’t hate him.” He said not sounding as angry anymore.
“They why do you beat the shit out of him? Or make fun of him? You are his number one bully in school. You let your friends beat the shit out of your own brother. And you say you don’t hate him. Then what is it? Is it because he’s gay? Is it because he is smaller or smarter then you?” She asked.
“All of it. I don’t like him, I don’t hate him but I don’t like him.” He said.
“You don’t know him.” She said.
“Neither do you. You are just as bad to him as I am.” He snapped.
“I know and I honestly don’t remember why. I used to think it was because he looked like dad but the more I though about it that’s not it. I have no idea what Luc ever did to us.” She said and I swear it sounded like she was crying.
“You know what fuck you.” Landon shouted.
“Grow up, I am not going to be helping you hurt him anymore so don’t come to me. And I am going to start sticking up for him around mom.” She said. I will believe it when I see it.
“I don’t plan to stop fucking with him.” he said.
“Your not fucking with him anymore. What you do to him is call abuse. He has bruises all over his body thanks to you and your friends. You guys have broke his arm. cracked some ribs and I am sure that every finger has been broke from you. I have blacked his eye, fattened his lip and gave him countless bloody noses. I know what I have done and right now I feel worse then dog shit. But you go a head and keep treating him like you are.” She said.
“Whatever.” He said walking off somewhere. I stayed where I was. I normally stay here until I know they are sleeping if I am not out with Harvey or at work. I have worked since I could I saved up my own money for a car, my clothes and anything else I might want because my mom refused to buy anything for me. I have a prepaid cellphone, a 1999 Chevy s-10 and I bought and paid for it all by myself. My mom tries to ground me from my shit but I told her unless she paid for is she has no right to any of my shit. I got my ass beat by Landon for yelling at her and he tried to take my phone and my keys but he didn’t come anywhere close to it.
With Harvey at work and all my homework done I got comfy in my little area and took a nap. This is just part of my life. I live in the attic of our garage hiding from my family. I have food and everything I need up here but I am really getting tired of hiding I can’t wait to get the fuck out of here. One year and Harvey and I will be out of here. We are going to college in Florida. I can’t wait.
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I know short but this is more of an introduction. SO deal. Hehehe.
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