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@geeepiii how bout now? 😉
-Oliver-
I looked over at the pictures Kellin took, they were absolutely amazing and the event was fun today. We were back home, Kellin was already a sleep while I was down stairs in the living room looking at the pictures. “Today seemed very stress free for once.” Hannah said as she handed me a glass of water, she came along with Grace and Justin. They were all sitting down on the couch. “Thanks. And yeah it was,” as said as I took a sip of water. “All thanks to your little boyfriend” Grace said giggling, “yeah Kellin put so much work into the event.” Justin added.
“Wait what?” I asked them both.
“Oh yeah Kellin wanted to make sure everyone was perfect. He didn’t want anything messed up cause of you. Kellin really does love you.” Hannah said. I blushed a little of the thought of that, how did I ever get so lucky to meet a guy like him.
“I’m really lucky.” I whisper to myself, I’m just amazed at the fact that Kellin just came into my life and made me happy and made me even feel good about myself for once in my life. Even I would think about living my life just alone cause of how I would work or do stuff in my life alone, but all that changed thanks to Kellin. And I don’t wanna loose him, he is someone that I consider special to me and something that I don’t wanna loose forever. I want him to be my forever.
-Kellin-
Well supposably I was sleeping, but I made it an excuse to call Alan and to see how he is doing. “Hello?” Alan answered. I smiled as I heard his voice.
“Hey Alan how’s it going? How’s the baby?” I asked.
“Hey kellin it’s going good, the baby just started to kick!” Alan said with joy in his voice.
“That’s good to hear, what are you 2 or 3 months pregnant?”
“2 months pregnant. How’s Austin and Alex?”
“I don’t really know to be honest. I haven’t seen or called them.” I said as I bit my lip of the worried fact I haven’t contacted them once.
“Kellin please call them! I’m worried about Austin and Jack is worried about Alex!” Alan said as he cried. Great he’s got pregnancy hormones now….
“Alan I’m sorry, I promise all call them later and to meet up with them tomorrow, ok?”
“O-ok…” he said. I chuckled. I miss him and everyone else.
“Alan?” I called his name.
“Yes?” He said.
“Do you think he is here?” I said as I looked down to my feet as worried kicked into me. “Kellin I have no idea, that’s why you need to be in contact with Austin and Alex, I’m worried about all 3 of you especially you Kellin. He can pop up there by any second and you won’t be able to see.” Alan did make a point, he can come by any moment now and I won’t be able to have Austin or Alan to save me….even Oliver.
“Kellin I think you should tell Oliver”
“What?! No I can’t risk telling him!” As I whispered yelled making sure no one down stairs hears.
“Kellin maybe Oliver can help you, Oliver can maybe put him in jail or m-”
“Oh sure get him into jail to escape for what…to escape the 20th time! Oh and yeah maybe a restraining order against him, but to break the law by coming to get me and kidnapping me for the 10th time! There is nothing Oliver can do Alan! He knows his ways out and to know what to get what he wants! I can’t risk telling Oliver I can be in even more danger or worse have Oliver been in danger!” I almost got chocked up at the end, but it was true I don’t wanna get Oliver in danger.
“Kellin I love you and I want you to be safe…” Alan whispered.
I sighed as I put my hand through my hair as I was frustrated by everything now again. “Never in my whole life have I ever been safe Alan…”
“Kells-”
“I’m gonna call Austin and go to sleep, bye love you”
“Kells wai-” I didn’t even let Alan as I hanged up the phone. “What do I do?” I said to myself as I cried. Everything was just so frustrating, why did this have to happen to me. Why me? Why did I ever meet him? If I were to never ever met him, I wouldn’t be in this situation, but for my own stupid lonesome self I just ended up being with him think that he would be my forever, but turns out I thought wrong. I wiped my eyes and dialed Austin number.
“Hello?” He answered.
“Hey Austin it’s Kellin”
“Hey kells how you been? Are you ok?” He asked me.
Am I ok? Am I happy? Am I safe? How do I answer these type of questions.
“I can’t answer that” I whispered.
“Why? Kellin what’s wrong?” He asked.
I just couldn’t keep it in anymore, I let it out. I cried and cried, everything that was so frustrating was now eating me. Oliver, my friends, my life it was eating me and there is no one to blame, but myself. “Kellin please talk to me.” Austin said. I wiped my tears once again and took a deep breath.
“Everything. Everything is my fault, this would have never happened if I were to never meet him! All of you guys would be safe, I would still have my sister in my life, I wouldn’t have to be mad at Alan or keep you away from your baby! This is all my fault” I cried even more into the phone.
“Kellin none of this is your fault, you didn’t even know about that side of him, even everyone else didn’t know about that side of him. Kellin he tricked you even everyone else. This is not you fault, ok?” I just sighed, I didn’t even wanna believe Austin for a second.
It was still my fault. “Listen Kellin I’m gonna let you go, but tomorrow we will meet up tomorrow same place, bye goodnight.” He said.
“Bye” I whispered and hanged up the phone.
I threw my phone on the coffee table and laid down on the bed and closed my eyes, praying that this was a just a nightmare that I will wake up from….
-Austin-
I sighed as I hanged up the phone. Kellin was seriously blaming him self for everything that wasn’t even his fault.
“Was that Kellin?” Alex asked. Alex and I shared a room together in a motel we found. It has two beds on either side of the room and only one bathroom. “Yeah, he scared and blaming him self for everything that is happening…”
“It’s not his fault! It’s that bastard fault! He did this Kellin even tricked him just like the rest of us.” He said as he threw his phone on the bed. I sighed, just everything will go back to normal so I can be back home with Alan and the baby. As I was thinking my phone ringed.
“Who is it?” Alex asked. I looked at my phone to only see a blocked number, I answered it.
“Hello?”
“Hello Austin…” my eyes were wide open. It was him.
“This is gonna be a quick call so I need you to listen closely….please tell my sweet Kellin that I just landed in Sheffield and once I find him…he will no longer see any of you guys anymore. Just me and him forever…bye now” he hanged up. I looked at my phone then Alex.
“Who was it Austin?” He asked again as he got closer to me.
“He’s here…” I said Alex looked shocked and put his hands through his hair.
He was seriously here. And we gotta protect Kellin with all our strength.
-Oliver-
I woke to someone giving me little kisses on my neck, I chuckled as I was enjoying the moment. I woke up to see my sweet Kellin waking me up.
“Morning” he said as he gave me a kiss on the lips. I pulled him more into the kiss. God I can never get tired of this. We pulled away and he smiled, “did everyone leave?” He asked as he grabbed my hand.
“No everyone crashed here, let’s see they are awake” Kellin nodded as we both walked down stairs. And just as I thought everyone was awake and making breakfast. “Morning” all three of them said we said morning in return.
Hannah and Justin were making breakfast as Grace was already eating in the counter. Hannah and Justin made pancakes, eggs, bacon and orange juice. Kellin and I served our selves and joined Grace. “So how did you both sleep last night?” Hannah asked with a wink making Kellin blush.
“We slept well you pervert” I said making everyone laugh even Hannah. Hannah and Justin joined us and we all ate and talked together. I like this. As we all did Hannah phone ranged she got up and answered it.
“Hello…yes this is she…” she said looking confused as she looked at us, but then turn into shock. “W-what how?!” Hannah said. I got up from the counter. “A-alright will be there” Hannah said as she hanged up. She was breathing hard.
“Hannah what’s wrong.” I asked her as I grabbed both her.
“Someone destroyed drop dead!”
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Hey!!!!! I’m back and trying to figure life out became more depressed and bipolar than I even had, but I try to not let that get to me, so I can can post again 😉
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