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“Alright, Kellin can you move your head to the side, please” Hannah said as I was posing for pictures and Olivers brother Tom was taking the pictures. I nodded as I moved my head, Hannah made me put on a new drop dead jacket that Oliver design and just black pants and the black blasphemy boots. “Ok, we’re done, you look good in the pictures Kellin,” Tom said as he showed Hannah and I the pictures.
“Glad I can help and thanks” I said, with a smile.
“You should consider being a model for drop dead,” Tom said as he put his camera away. I chucked.
“Yeah, right, who would want me as a model?” I asked him.
“Kellin you have a great body, amazing eyes, and you have a good personality. You know what…” Hannah said as she walking around me and hand her finger under her chin.
“All tell Oliver to give you a modeling job here,” she said.
“What?! But what about me working in hq?” I asked her.
“Don’t worry Kellin, you’ll be doing modeling, working in hq, and at drop dead.”
“Wait. I can still work in drop dead?” I said excitingly. Hannah laugh, “of course you can, seeing how you love working their and how Grace and Justin want to kill Oliver and I for letting you go…so yeah!” I was overwhelmed and happy! It’s everything for me is falling into place, well just a little bit of things.
As Tom packed up, Hannah and I decided to walk some more around the warehouse, “so Kellin what do you like in a guy?”
I looked at her confused, “why are you asking?”
“Just making small talk” Hannah grind. Hannah and I stopped by a small table that had tea and coffee. “So are you gonna answer my question?” Hannah asked as she grabbed some hot water and two cups, I leaned against the wall and tried to think…when was the last time I thought about a guy? A guy, that would be right for me? For once that a guy that could be right for me,
“Well I would say that they would have to be…taller than me, umm he would have to have a good, built body.” As I said that it reminded me of Oliver.
The way his back looked, even his tattoos, but mostly his eyes. Those greenish brown eyes of his.
“I mostly would like to go with a guy that has green eyes…” I said as I thought about Oliver.
“Like Oliver’s?”
“Yeah like Oli- umm w-well k-inda like him, b-but it’s not like am saying I-I want someone like Oliver.” I nervously laughed. Hannah laughed as she handed me a cup of tea.
“So you want a guy to have a body like Oliver’s?” Hannah asked as she took a sip of her tea.
“Well n-not completely like Oliver, like sure Oliver has a great body and amazing eyes, but I wouldn’t go as far as someone looking like Oliver. Oliver has a great body.” I took a sip of my tea.
“Aww well thanks Kellin I try,”
I chocked on my tea. I turn around and looked up at Oliver smiling down at me. “O-oh h-hey Oliver, I didn’t know you were comin-g.” By now my cheeks were red. Oliver chuckled of the way I was talking.
“Just thought I would come by and surprise you,” Oliver said as he leaned against the wall.
“Oh..” I just looked down, I couldn’t bare looking at Oliver since the words come out of my mouth. “Well I gotta go, they need me i-in y-yeah they need m-me all see you guys later!” Hannah walked away from us, as she did she turned back to look at me and wink, oh I knew she was trying to get me alone with Oliver…
“So did you like it here?” Oliver asked.
I looked up at him and smiled, “umm…yeah I love it, oh and also thank you so much for letting me work at the shop still,”
“Of course Kellin, anything for you.” I looked down and smiled as Oliver said that, I could tell he had a smile on his face as well. What is he doing to me? When ever I see Oliver i get butterflies in my stomach, I’m so giggly around him sometimes,
“Oh how was the studio?” I said as I threw away my cup, and both started walking to his car to go home. “It was great, we actually finished 3 songs today,” Oliver said as he took his car keys out.
“Oh my god, Oli that’s amazing!” I said, I may have heard one song from his band, but Oliver is really an amazing and talented artist. We both got in the car and he started to drive away from the ware house.
“What are your three songs called?” I asked him.
“Well first one is called Doomed, second is called Happy Song, and well..as much as I wanna tell you the third one…but I can’t it’s a surprise,” Oliver said. I looked at him a little confused.
A surprise? And he can’t tell me? Well that left me suspicious about this song now.
I just grin, “ok well since you can’t tell me..can you give me hints about this surprise song,”
Oliver laughed, “alright…let’s see umm…oh ok I dedicate it to someone who I have my finger wrapped around them,” I looked at him confused once again, but then it hit me.
“It’s a love song! Isn’t it?” I said.
“Yep…well sort of…” he said as I giggled.
As Oliver drove I just looked through the window, and look a buildings passing, looking up at the sky filled with a hundred or a thousands stars. This is what I have been missing, and he kept me locked away from it… I tried to push that memory away from my head, but it just keeps coming to me.
“Stop!” I said as I tried to hit his chest to let me go, he found out that I left the house without his permission and somehow found me hanging with Austin and Alan. Once he found me he got me and took me back into the house.
“No I don’t wanna go back inside!” He was trying to get me into the front door, but I was kicking and screaming.
“Shut up! Before I put you into the basement again! Calm down or I will rape you!” I stopped once he said that, he pushed me into the house and I fell onto the floor.
As he closed the door and locked it I continued to cry, but I looked up at him.
“Why…why are you doing this to me!” I raised my voice, but made the wrong decision when he slapped me across the face.
“Shut up! This is all your fault! Don’t you get it?! I care about you and love you,” he said as he tried to touch my cheek where he hit me, I pushed his hand away.
“If you love me, you w-ouldn’t keep me in the house for almost a week!” I raised my voice again. He got up and grabbed me by my arm.
“That’s it!” He said as he took me into his bedroom. “Wait no! I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” But it was too late he locked his bedroom door and released all his anger on to me…
“Kells?” I opened my eyes I was still looking out the window, but we were already home.
“Kellin are you ok?” Oliver asked me. I shook my head, I felt my cheek…I was crying, I wiped off my tears so Oliver wouldn’t see.
“Umm…yeah I’m fine, sorry I zoned out,” I said as I looked at him and gave him a fake smile. The look on Oliver face, looked like he was worried.
“Kellin are you c-”
“I’m fine,” I said as I cut him off. I opened the car door and walked straight into the house, I let my emotions get the best of me. I was greeted by the dogs, but I didn’t stop to pett them like I always do I just walked straight to the stairs.
“Kellin wait!” Oliver said. I sighed and stopped as I got onto the first step. I turn to look at him.
“What?” I asked him, I wasn’t in the mood to talk. Oliver walked a little.
“What’s been going on?” He asked me. Of course Oliver had to ask me, he saw me cry.
“It’s nothing I’m really tired and wanna go to sleep, night Oliver” I said as I walked up the stairs again.
“Kellin stop!” Oliver grabbed my arm, but I flinched and looked at him scared, Oliver took his hand back and saw my reaction. Shit I’m letting myself get scared again.
“I’m sorry…I didn’t mean t-”
“N-no it’s okay, it’s my fault,” I said. Oliver looked down.
“Kellin, please, tell me what’s going on. Hannah told me she is worried about you I’m even worried about you. I get you don’t wanna talk to me about you past or anything else, I understand that it’s none of my busi-”
“Well I’m glad you understand that, and I would like to keep that why! You don’t know me Oliver, so you shouldn’t be asking so many questions about my past, Oliver I get that were friends or roommates or whatever, but seriously stop! I like to keep things to my-”
“Kellin stop, sure I say it’s none of my business, but at the same time I wanna know. We don’t know anything about each other. Like I saw you crying in the car just now, but I wanna get to know you better cause I li…” Oliver stopped himself from saying what he wanted to say.
I put my hand through my hair, everything was just so frustrating to me right now, it my fault that I don’t wanna tell Oliver, but I’m doing it for my own safety. I just let myself go and cried. “O-Oliver thanks for everything, b-but I’m l-eaving” I pushed by him and walked to the door. I’m pushing away something that I don’t wanna ever push away, I’m letting myself become like quick sand, I’m letting my self drown…
As I got to the door, Oliver stopped me.
“Kellin please don’t,” Oliver said quietly. I sighed as I cried more.
“L-like I said t-thank you for everything b-“
“Kellin please don’t…” I turned around and look at Oliver, he was crying as well, but he was looking down,
“My whole entire life has always been about music and drop dead which are my job, but my most personal job is…helping those that I love, the ones that I chose who I wanna keep close to my heart, I try and try so h-hard to keep my mom and dad close to me and have time for them, but ever since that care accident I felt like I messed my job up…”
Wait does Oliver lo-
“Please Kellin don’t be like my parents, don’t leave me feeling like I fucked your my job again, I chose to keep you close to my heart, please, please Kellin…” Oliver grabbed me and pulled me into a hug.
I, Kellin Quinn, was almost walk away from someone who I actually love…finally I said it, i Kellin Quinn…love Oliver Sykes. I love him, I love just how carrying he is, funny of a goof ball he is, he so different from me, but he cares about me and my life, no one has ever done that, he wants to solve my problems, no one in my past could.
I put my hands around his shoulders and pulled him to me.
“O-Oliver” I said. Oliver wiped his tears and looked at me.
“I’m so sorry I pushed away a guy like you, that cares about me…I’m sorry I was about to walk out on an amazing guy that saved me from being on the streets, I’m sorry I walked out on a guy who got me a job and got me into hq,” Oliver chuckled and wiped my tears. Oliver grabbed my cheek,
“But last but not least…I was gonna walk out on a guy that I love,” Oliver looked at me and his eyes lite up.
“Kellin do you really lo-”
“Yes Oliver I do, I, Kellin Quinn loves you, Oliver Sykes,” I said with a smile. Oliver smiled and pulled me into a hug. I never felt this happy in my life…
Oliver pulled away and looked at me as he put his forehead against mine, “then I, Oliver Sykes, loves you, Kellin Quinn…” we both laughed. Oliver kept looking at my eyes.
“Gosh it feels so good to finally say it, I love you! I love you! I lo-”
“Oliver as much as I would like to hear you say it…but can you shut up and- Oliver wasted no time, finally I got to kiss him, to feel his soft lips against mine, their just the way as I imagined as they would be. I finally got to kiss Oliver Sykes. We both pulled away and smiled.
“I love you…” Oliver said.
“I love you too…” I said as he hold me.
“Kells will you be my boyfriend…?” I smiled and nodded.
“I would love to…” he laughed and hugged me tighter.
I finally felt happy with someone I now truly love and can rely on, but at the same time I was scared and worried about how our relationship would work out. But the only thing on my mind was Oliver…my boyfriend
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I’m back finally and once again sorry and or course school…. -_- but finally Koli r finally together!!!! ^-^till next time!
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