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*Justin’s POV*
It’s been 48 hours since the attack and Darren still hasn’t woken up, but when he does he’s telling me everything, and I’m going to kick who the shit out of whoever did this, I have a fair idea though… It’ll have been Zayn, he’s doing this out of jealousy, I know he is, I know him…
~TRIGGER WARNING!~
~FLASHBACK~
“What do you mean you love him, I thought we had something special!” Zayn yelled, I flinched back as I felt his hand connect with my face.
“No. I told you this was just fun. I told you right from the start that I just needed your help to find out if I, if I was gay or not…” I shouted back. He grabbed me by the wrist and threw me on the bed.
“You think you love him more? What about all them times you told me you loved me while we made love! HUH?” I struggled in his grip, but at this point I was a weakling.
“It was in the heat of the moment Zayn…”
His eyes scanned my face “bullshit” he muttered “BULLSHIT!!!” He yelled louder this time.
He tore my clothes off as he tied me to the bed with his tie which had been around his neck, he was at a job interview… He then proceeded to do the same to his own “I’m going to show you just how much I love you” he growled in my ear.
“No Zayn, I don’t want to” I whispered.
“I don’t give a shit wheather or not you fucking want to or not!” He yelled as he hit me… He then smashed his lips into mine as he rubbed his already hard dick against mine, I bit his lip, drawing blood. “You cheeky bitch!” He yelled at me through gritted teeth, he then proceeded to beat me until I screamed out.
“NO ZAYN PLEASE DONT! THIS ISNT YOU!” He was taken back by my words and his eyes scanned my face as his eyes turned from rage and lust to sadness and regret.
“Justin I-” he started but I stopped him.
“Just untie me and fuck off” I snapped, he came over and softly untied me. Then with out another word he got dressed and grabbed his keys and jacket he was about to leave when he paused at the door.
“I’m sorry Justin” he then left me there, I didn’t know what else to do so I just cried, I cried and cried until I fell asleep…
When I woke up my whole body hurt and my head was spinning I opened my eyes to see Zayn sitting at the foot of the bed, he was watching me and his eyes were puffy and red. He had been crying. He noticed I was there and he softly moved towards me but I flinched back “Justin I’m so sorry, I don’t know what happened, I love you Justin” I stayed silent and after 10 minutes I spoke.
“I think you should go…” He merely nodded and got off my bed, he then gathered the few items he had here and walked out. Not knowing what else to do I just sat there and cried…
~END OF FLASHBACK.~
I was pacing back and forth as I waited for news of Darren. A nurse walked out of his room and I jumped up “is he awake yet?” I said, she shook her head as a no.
“But you can go and sit with him” she replied. I nodded and ran into his room to his bedside, his mum and brother were sitting by it their eyes were puffy, they had been crying… I took his hand in mine and rubbed my thumb over his fingers, that always helped calm him down. I sat there for a few hours just watching him breathe, his mum and brother had nipped out for a coffee and I decided I needed one too so I got up and kissed his lips softly. As I pulled away I turned and began walking towards the door when I heard a raspy voice behind me.
“Justin?”
I turned to face Darren, he was sitting there propped up on his elbows looking at me. “Nurse!” I called down the corridor, “he’s awake! Get his family!!!”
I ran over and kissed Darren’s lips passionately as his mom and brother ran in, tears ran down their cheeks as we asked him what happened and as soon as I heard Zayn’s name I clenched my fists in rage and quickly kissed Darren before storming out of his room and through reception before running out of the hospital, I was blinded by anger and all I could think of was finding Zayn… And making him pay…
Hey guys. Darren here. Sorry for the rape scene but it’s personal to me as most of this book is based of my personal experience. Hope you guys didn’t find it too distressing.
Love you guys!
Meow!~
Darren from therandomkellicfan xx
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