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Dear Katie,
Sorry I haven’t been talking to you. Lately my mind is a gobbled mess. Luca is everywhere, I wake up, he’s there. I fell asleep, he’s there. I dream and he’s still there. I couldn’t think straight because everywhere I look he’s always there.
But at the same time the thought of him not being there scares the living shit out of me. He makes me crazy in ways I couldn’t even describe. I don’t know how to explain it to you.
He frustrates me with his presence and terrifies me with his absence. Either way, this is a losing game. I’m not sure if I’m ready to play it.
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