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Chapter 34
Eli’s pov
“So… You broke up with Carter?” Kayla asked breaking the (awkward) silence in the car.
She was driving me home from the hospital.
I felt guilt and regret and annoyance rush through my body at once.
That was none of her business! She was gonna make me feel worse then I already felt, why couldn’t she be considerate.
“Yes I fucking did and if you have a problem with it you canfuvk off.” I snapped and she glared at me.
“It’s not my fault that your a pussy about your feelings.” She scoffed. Was she being serious right now?! What the hell!
“My dad is dying!” I hollered.
My echoing angry voice quieted us both up for a while.
“He wants to talk to you.” She said softly.
I sighed.
“Well I don’t want to talk to him.”
“You owe him an apology.” She added.
“I don’t owe him anything.” I scoffed and rolled my eyes.
She was quite for a while again.
“We are over, can’t you just accept that?” I sighed.
“No, instead of leaving him breathless, you plain out left him, you gave up, It’s not just ‘over’ because you want it to be…” She yelled and I stayed quite.
“You love him.” She said the sentence barely audible but the words echoed loudly in my brain.
I love him…
No I don’t.
I don’t love him.
And I don’t miss him.
I don’t love him.
I don’t love him.
I don’t love him,
“I know.” I replied.
Chapter 34
Carters pov
“What do you mean he won’t talk to me?!” I exclaimed angrily at Wes.
“He’s just in a bad place right now, give him time.” He tried to reassure me but it wouldn’t work.
“Yeah I guess..” I said doubtfully.
“Hey,” he said lifting my chin. “You already know how he feels about you.” He said softly.
“I thought I did, but now…” I said sadly.
He engulfed me into a big hug. I hugged him back and started to cry into his shoulder. Again.
“I know it’s confusing right now but he still loves you.” He said at an attempt to make me feel better. It did a little bit.
“Everything was just going so good… I was happy, we were happy. I don’t understand how he could just throw it away so quickly.” I said miserably.
“He can’t.” Wes replied undoubtfully.
“Yeah…” I sighed and smiled meekly. “Can we watch friends and eat ice cream tonight?” I asked and he chuckled.
“Of course.”
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